Chapter 68: Mother and Daughter Say Goodbye
One of the reasons why people value their background is that they have the learning conditions and extraordinary knowledge that come with a good background.
Ji Changlin is the son of Taiwei, and after becoming famous, his ability and insight are a big help to Xiao Qingyan.
He wanted to use his own strengths to assist Xiao Qingyan in exchange for the opportunity to rehabilitate Zhaoxue for his family, father, and clansmen.
Xiao Qingyan asked, "What if I can't do it?" ”
The road ahead is bumpy, it is tantamount to a sea of swords and fires, maybe one day she can't even save her own life, how dare she easily give others such a big promise?
Ji Changlin's face was wrapped, and Xiao Qingyan saw a trace of desolation at the corner of his mouth.
He only said two words: "Destiny." ”
If he can't rehabilitate the Ji family, he can only accept his fate, and no one will complain.
Xiao Qingyan said; "If I have the opportunity, I will do my best!"
Ji Changlin didn't want to kill anyone to avenge him, he just wanted to seek innocence and justice for his family, so that his clansmen would no longer have to bear the stigma of being a traitor after death.
Ji Taiwei died for the sake of the country's social welfare, and he should not end up like this.
"I have made arrangements, after we leave, someone will come to invite the bones of the Ji clan and find another place to erect a monument for burial."
Ji Changlin had tears in his eyes: "Thank you!" ”
Later, Xiao Liuniang told Xiao Qingyan in private that Ji Changlin decided to remain incognito, one reason was that she didn't want Xiao Qingyan to be disliked by the future lord and delay her future, which was ungrateful and would take revenge.
In order to avoid accidents, Xiao Qingyan did not wake up his mother immediately, and rushed for three or four days without incident.
That night, they couldn't get to the place where they stayed, so they could only sleep in the wilderness, so Xiao Qingyan excused herself to break away from the others and put the jade bottle that Xie Xingzhi handed over to her on the tip of Wang Yun's nose.
As soon as the jade bottle was opened, a choking and foul smell rushed straight to his head, and Xiao Qingyan couldn't help but roll his eyes.
It's so stinky that even a dead person can be smoked alive.
But she was still lonely, and when she thought that the purpose of this thing was just "stinky", a cinnabar-colored insect the size of a grain of rice slipped out of the jade bottle and got into Wang Yun's nose with a puff of smoke.
What is it?
The vial wasn't kept properly and was gotten into it by bugs?
Just when she was puzzled, Wang Yun's mouth suddenly opened and she took a big breath and went in.
Xiao Qingyan was so nervous that she didn't dare to take her eyes off, and after a while, she saw her mother's eyelids move, and finally slowly opened her eyes.
It's amazing!
She carefully whispered, "Auntie? ”
Wang Yun's eyes adapted to the darkness, and when he saw Xiao Qingyan, he smiled gently.
Xiao Qingyan helped Wang Yun out, and his heart finally fell to the ground.
She hugged her mother tightly: "Auntie! ”
If her mother really died for her, she would never forgive herself for the rest of her life.
Wang Yun patted her on the back and soothed.
"A-Niang, Empress Dowager Yang and Nanyang are dead, grandfather, they will go south soon, I will have you sent you to Nanjun."
Wang Yun shook his head: "How can the dead be resurrected?" ”
What does this mean? Does A-Niang also want to live incognito like her sixth brother-in-law?
If there is nothing to be done, who wants to do so?
"Ah Niang ......"
Wang Yun stroked her long hair: "Xihe, when you grow up, you will face countless enemies in the future, they will use all kinds of means to crush you and make you compromise, you must make yourself invincible, A-Niang can no longer be your weakness." ”
How can a loved one be a weakness?
"You heard A-Niang say, everyone in the world knows that the Ji family Saburo and the eldest lady of the Xiao family are dead, if the dead person suddenly comes back to life, how will the world look at you? Hiding from the world? Scheming? Fish for fame and reputation? ”
Xiao Qingyan's eyes were firm: "I don't care what the world thinks of me." ”
She only hopes that her mother will be well.
Wang Yun said sternly: "You have to care!" If you want to live in seclusion in the mountains, weave cloth and cultivate the fields, you can not care about the world's eyes, but you have to help the people through the world, stand in the court, and be in the company of those scholars and politicians, your family is your reliance, but it still can't withstand the weight of the people's hearts, you must cherish your reputation, and you can't give others an excuse to attack you. ”
Wang Yun's eyes flashed, and she looked at her daughter with pity: "Xihe, every mother wants her children to be safe, no other requirements, A-Niang also hopes that you can marry a good husband, plain, safe and stable, but A-Niang knows you, what have you suffered all these years for?" Is it just a husband and a child? ”
Wang Yun shook his head with a smile: "You have the ambition of a man, you are not willing to be mediocre, and you don't want to intrigue with your husband's concubines in the size of the back house, my Xihe is a phoenix that soars for nine days, then don't be a caged bird, and A-Niang doesn't want to be used by others and become a cage that traps you."
"Xihe, A-Niang hopes you understand that this is not a sacrifice, it is a mutual fulfillment, good for you and for me. When you grow up, you want to do what you want to do, and I'm going to do what I want to do. ”
Xiao Qingyan grabbed Wang Yun's hand: "Where is A-Niang going?" ”
Wang Yun: "I have fulfilled the responsibility of being a wife and a mother, but I have never fulfilled the responsibility of being a child, I heard that your grandfather is leaving Luojing to return to Jinyang, I want to go back." ”
"But ......"
Xiao Qingyan wanted to say that his grandfather had already severed the father-daughter relationship with you, and he would not recognize you if he went.
But she immediately thought that if her mother refused to admit her because of her mistakes, would she really not fulfill her filial piety? Even if she watched from afar, quietly dedicated, she must go.
She knew that her mother was a determined person who would not change her decision once she had made it.
Xiao Qingyan said: "I asked Nie Yao to send you to Jinyang." ”
There are many Hu people living in Jinyang, and now that the Hu group is in turmoil, she is really not at ease.
Wang Yun: "No need, A-Niang knows a little medical skills, especially in this troubled world, the doctor will always be courteous, rest assured, A-Niang will write to you in the future, but I am not by your side, if you are sick, you have to be careful by yourself." ”
Xiao Qingyan is a daughter, and seeing the doctor will inevitably reveal her identity.
Wang Yun grabbed her hand distressedly, and was reluctant: "If you really can't get through, please ask a doctor, your body is the most important thing." ”
Xiao Qingyan nodded tearfully: "I know what to do, don't worry." ”
"Okay, A-Niang believes in you."
Wang Yun is most relieved of his daughter's lifelong event, Xiao Qingyan's future road is full of difficulties and dangers, if there is someone around him to rely on, it is better than being alone.
"Xihe, what do you think of the Xie family Qilang?"
Seeing Wang Yun's eyes, Xiao Qingyan understood what his mother meant.
She smiled bitterly and looked at the men's clothes on her body: "Auntie, I look like this, maybe I will be like this for the rest of my life, how can I mistake others again?" ”
She sighed, and said: "There are many political disagreements and conflicting interests between the big families, and it is difficult to avoid the Xiao Xie family. ”