I should have been thinking a lot, but my mind was blank at this moment, I didn't know what kind of mood I was in at that time, as if I couldn't do anything except keep crying, I should say that I didn't know what to do, what I could do, what else I could do, I stayed there like a fool, none of them left first, but they were all silent and didn't say a word.

"Let's go find him......" An Yi let out a long sigh, breaking the embarrassment in front of him, Si Rui and they looked at An Yi with surprised eyes, maybe they didn't expect An Yi to be so great, let their girlfriend find another person, even if everyone knows very well, this sentence is likely to push me into the arms of another person.

I looked up at An Yi, the tears were no longer dripping down in large pieces, but flowing down my cheeks, I don't know why, looking at An Yi, I couldn't say a word, even if it was a simple "I'm sorry", but I still can't forget that An Yi's eyes at that time, sadness, was the sadness of making up my mind to live without me in the future. Now, I didn't decide who to go to and who not to look for, but just when I didn't know what to do, comfort paved a way for me, a road that went further and further from his life, a road with promises at the end.

I left without saying goodbye, but at this moment I obediently listened to the words of comfort on the way to the promise house......

Walking on the deserted streets, the shadow of the promise keeps coming to my mind, which is the memory that belongs to me and the promise.

In the afternoon under the sun, the handsome face of the promise appeared in my sight for the first time, a special title, a seemingly old-fashioned accompaniment, I was deeply attracted by the nymphomaniac when I was young; I remember the moment when I promised to transfer to the door of my classroom, and the scene where the girls in the class were drooling like crazy, I still feel funny when I recall it; Said to give me the biggest birthday surprise, but suddenly ignored me, to be honest, at that time I really decided not to pay attention to this big carrot anymore, hot and cold, really annoying, but when I knew that he was avenging my kidnapping, I thought that it should not matter if I talk occasionally; It's so funny that a thousand paper cranes can make a wish, and there are still people who believe this, but when I saw the promise to put a thousand paper cranes in front of me, I was really moved, and there is a kind of like saying that because it's you, it doesn't matter how ridiculous things are, the promise is like this; The first time I cried was because I couldn't accept that I was a substitute for Ripples, I wasn't a stingy person, but I didn't know how to compete with a dead man for his favor, so I didn't listen to his explanation, and after saying the sentence "I don't want to see you again", he never appeared in my world again, even if there was a drastic change in the family, he was the one who wanted to be by my side, and he never appeared, oh no, he was actually there all the time, in a way I didn't know, many times more good to me.

A cold wind blew, and the memories of the past and promises were blown away, as if everything had returned to my girlhood......

At that time, I lived a free life with Ai Ni, Si Rui, and An Yi every day, until I received the sentence in my desk that said, "The farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but I am standing in front of you, but you don't know that I love you", if it weren't for the rain, my ignorant and innocent first love, I'm afraid I would have missed it with comfort; Happy times always attract jealousy, when I knew the news of An Yi studying abroad, I chased after him like crazy, but I still couldn't say goodbye, now I think about it, my legs seem to be very sore; Doom followed, on the day I received the news of An Yi's death, I felt for the first time that I had lost the courage to live, I didn't say goodbye, but I found that I would never see it again, only the letter that seemed to be alive An Yi, and the cold eyes of An Yi on the photo; Fate played tricks, An Yi returned to my world as a stranger again, rejoicing, sad, rather than accepting his death, stranger identity, I am willing; I left inadvertently, and when I came back, everything changed, but after seeing my thoughts, I silently fulfilled it, even if I knew that I was with him with a vengeful element, he didn't debunk my willfulness. Now, having fulfilled me, in which dark corner are I hiding and crying?

Unconsciously, on the cross street, the green light is a comfortable place to live, the red light is the promised home, time always likes to play tricks on people, and does not give people time to consider, the red light flashes, and the few pedestrians walk in the direction guided by the green light, time is really a magical thing, when I want to find the promise, the green light guides me in the direction but is comfortable, and when the green light to the promise is on, I don't have the urge to go, this complicated cross street, this complicated me......

[End of Chapter 32]