Chapter 40: Thank you for always being there for me
Everyone's existence is the best arrangement, no matter what the journey is, there will always be some people, the meaning of existence, is to meet you, but not everyone is willing to accompany you through all, not everyone should always love you. In the end, what stays with you may not be the best, but it must be the most correct, and what is often not gained or lost is true love......
Time seems to have fallen out of love, otherwise, how could it pass so slowly, non-happy times will always pass very slowly, so that happy people will have more time to do romantic and meaningful things. Every day in a trance, if it weren't for the Christmas songs playing on the streets, I wouldn't remember that today is Christmas, which is normal, what are single people most afraid of? Holidays. Without them, my life has become extremely deserted, and every day is to cook, eat, bask in the sun with my father, and sleep. So I often miss them when I have a lot of time, it's not terrible to have no love alone, if you don't even have friends, life is only boring, every time I think of this, I will scold myself Wu Aini, a guy who is heavy on sex and light on friends, but in fact, it is more envy and missing.
Whether you have been habitually single for many years, or you are single with a heart at heart, it will make the heart that is already a little afraid of loneliness even more lonely during some festivals. Therefore, you will become more and more expectant about love, when it will come, and when will it be, you can be sure of your sincerity.
I still have to do something for such a holiday, even if it is simply to buy a small Christmas tree, and hang some bells, stars and small gifts, because after all, there is a 'child-like' father at home, these little things will make him a lot happier, and then put the red Santa hat carefully on his father's head, and say "Merry Christmas" to his father.
The phone finally rings again after many days of silence, and even if it's just a short message ringtone, it's very easy to be satisfied. It was a message from Ai Ni, all of which were a simple and simple Merry Christmas, and I didn't even bother to post the 'Mo Mo Da' expression that I usually used to be numb, but instead it was a photo with Si Rui next to the Christmas tree, even if I was not around, I could clearly smell the happy smell of Ai Ni and Si Rui.
I didn't know who to say 'Merry Christmas' to but Aini, I don't know how to say it...... After Xing and Mo'er were together, they got the blessings of everyone from different places, although they were very reluctant to accept this fact at first, but they did not object, because he knew very well that whose love was in charge, as for the process, it doesn't matter who hurt whom, who was hurt by whom, as long as it was you in the end, it didn't matter if it was later, and the last choice of the old lady was OK, in addition to silently accepting, she could only bless.
Xu Promise is still busy every day, and the company is getting better and better under his hard work, everything is the same as usual, and we still have no contact......
What about comfort, I still haven't come back, I haven't even had a message, no one has been contacted, the whole person is like the world has evaporated, Christmas is here, the weather is a lot colder, you, are you okay?
Is there really a psychology in the world that likes two people at the same time? I think so, after all, people have a left atrium and a right atrium, but even so, the left atrium sounds like it is closer to the heart, and who lives in this closest place to the heart?
When I was still staring at the Christmas tree, the doorbell rang, and who would come?
"I miss you very much, I've been struggling for a long time, but I still want to say Merry Christmas to you in person" Xu Promise appeared outside the door carrying my father's favorite cake and holding my favorite tulip.
"Merry Christmas" I really didn't expect that such a promise like a stranger would suddenly appear here, and I was surprised for a long time before I realized it and replied.
Xu promised to greet his father politely, cut the cake and brought it to his father, I poured a glass of red wine like me for Xu Xu, found a vase to trim the tulips brought by Xu Xu, and said a word from time to time, all of which were polite greetings, if no one said those words first, such a polite greeting really made people feel very awkward.
"Are you okay?"
"Are you okay?" This sentence, I and the promise almost said at the same time, this tacit understanding, it seems to be the first time, I can't help laughing, suddenly a shadow flashed in my head, such a tacit understanding, promise and comfort seem to be often there. Thinking of this, and then thinking of the comfort of not knowing where I am now, my heart is very uncomfortable.
"He's back?" Promise always saw through my thoughts, and after a moment of hesitation, I still asked him for news.
"I don't know, I haven't heard from him yet," I took a sip from my glass, shook my head, and walked out to the balcony with my glass in my hand.
"I'll be back," Xu Xu also picked up his wine glass, leaned against the balcony with me, and sighed after taking a sip of the wine in the glass.
I didn't speak, I turned around, I don't know when the street lamp downstairs was broken, the community that I could see clearly in the past is not so clear tonight, but I seem to see comfort, his back, no matter how dark it is, I remember it clearly.
"Yixin, the phone is ringing" Xu promised to take the phone and shook it in front of my eyes.
"Merry Christmas. I thought about it a lot, but I decided to go back to my parents, after all, they are no longer young, take good care of themselves, and be comfortable" I took the phone, looked at the comfortable dialog box, thinking that I would be separated from An Yi by the distance of the Pacific Ocean in the future, I don't know why, tears flowed unconsciously.
But now, I finally know who lives in my left atrium......
【Finale】