【NO.38】Let me love you

Leng Qingge's eyes were slightly red, his breathing gradually evened, and he was a little stunned for a while when he saw Bai Nan's sudden appearance.

But the music continues...

After a few short seconds, she propped herself up and took two steps forward on her knees, stopping in front of Bai Nan, and her other hand was also stretched out to him.

Bai Nan's right hand also slowly raised, wanting to grab her.

But Leng Qingge took his hand back, slid down from his palm, and the itchy feeling seemed to spread from his palm to his heart, and finally spread to his limbs.

Bai Nan's right hand clenched slowly and didn't grasp it, as if he only grabbed a wisp of air, and his eyes also revealed a touch of sentimentality, staring at his hand in a daze, and then turned to look at Leng Qingge.

Her eyes were red, and she looked up at him with tears in her eyes.

Leng Qingge knelt in front of him, her eyes were greedy and desired, as if she saw the expectation and hope of a life-saving straw, she slowly propped up her body, her eyes always looked at him, as if she wanted to catch the light in the darkness.

Expect.

But cautiously.

"Ahhh

The audience at the scene was all suppressing an emotion that was about to explode, and they were desperately trying to find a point to vent.

It's like the most helpless feeling a person feels when someone is cornered, like you're desperate to the point where you can't do it, but you still have a glimmer of life hanging on to it.

It's undoubtedly a visual treat.

The ink-colored background, like a cold song like a winged elf, is cold and helpless.

Whether it was Leng Qingge or Bai Nan who was on the stage temporarily, they were completely immersed in the appearance of being on this stage, and they only had each other in their eyes.

Leng Qingge's clear eyes seemed to grow on Bai Nan's body, and they wanted to see through him and fall into it deeply.

Such an atmosphere made all the audience have an idea - they love each other so much, really love each other, the kind of love that can give their lives.

No one was moved, but this love carried a sense of depression and forbearance.

The emotions that are so strong that they are about to erupt are suppressed by her, this love is taboo, and it is a relationship that is destined not to have a good ending, so it must be hidden.

Leng Qingge nudged Bai Nan and distanced himself a little from him, with a strong admiration and reluctance in his eyes, and took a few steps back.

She had a smile on her face, but everyone could feel her poignant, and her whole being was like a rot, burying herself in the dust with her own hands, and dying alone.

In pain and despair, she pushes her lover away from this cruel world.

What about Bai Nan, he can't save her!

Bai Nan's eyes were red, he had been immersed in Leng Qingge's performance since he came on stage, and now he couldn't get out.

He wanted to scream, but he couldn't, and this deep sense of powerlessness enveloped his whole body and mind.

In Bai Nan's view, Leng Qingge is not performing, but venting in another way, she is crying and roaring, and her collapsed emotions are only between the lines.

At that moment, there seemed to be a phantom in front of Bai Nan's eyes, the sky was thundering, the flames were soaring, there were corpses everywhere, there were sorrows everywhere, a little girl, her face was dirty, she was sitting in the ruins, her eyes were full of despair...

It's a song of blood and tears.

He was the only one in the audience who understood.

He didn't know why he had such a deep understanding of the pain, but he could understand his retreat.

Bai Nan walked over to him, Leng Qingge knelt on the ground, she watched him coming, kept shaking her head, and stepped back with her knees.

Don't come, I'll pull you into this endless abyss, and I'll make you as invisible to the sun as I am.

I'm going to hurt you.

Everyone held their breath.

Bai Nan strode forward, grabbed her hand that was about to retract, and fixed her in place.

Leng Qingge knelt in front of him, looking at the man who walked towards him, tears slipped down instantly.

Bai Nan held her cheeks with both hands, and the tears that had been in her eyes for a long time instantly dripped down.

"Don't run away, Qingge," Bai Nan stared at her with moist eyes, her voice a little hoarse because of depression, "Let me love you." ”

Leng Qingge blinked, and it seemed that thousands of ants had crawled over his body, trembling and itchy.

These three words, like a drop of sweet rain, stirred the spring pool in her heart and caused ripples.

Sure enough, it's the best love story in the world.

The gloom faded, and the sun rose in his heart, warm, and the corners of Leng Qingge's eyes bent slightly.

Contentment.

Bai Nan held her face with both hands and raised it, as precious as holding the second half of her life, the thumbs of his hands covered her lips, and he lowered his head and kissed it.

Fallen leaves, erosion, dust.

Sprouts, redemption, sunshine.

I wish myself to have experienced strong winds and waves, and I was shocked to see this scene.

"Ahh

Zhu Hao pinched the assistant director's arm and exclaimed, there were already a few more marks on that arm.

"Director, you should be a little restrained." The assistant director bared his teeth and grinned in pain.

Of course, the backstage is not only cheering, but most of the staff are also so excited that they can't restrain themselves when they see this scene.

Because of Bai Nan's appearance, it has changed from a story of depression and erosion to a story of redemption born to the sun.

The music also came to an abrupt halt at this moment.

As the music stopped, the world fell silent for a few seconds, and then erupted in applause, and the audience and fans in the audience and online were moved by the performance.

- [555, although my tears are worthless, they can't be done to me like this!] 】

- [I feel that Miss Leng is dancing with her life.] 】

- [I'm really uncomfortable! 】

- [This dance is too substitutional, low into the dust to get salvation, one black and one white, grasp the only light.] 】

——[I think Miss Leng is very good, do big things in a muffled voice!] You can pick it up! 】

- [Upstairs you will say, just say more!] 】

——[I saw distress in Brother Nan's eyes. 】

——[My brother Nan is Miss Leng's light. 】

——[Fairy CP, I love it so much! ] 】

Bai Nan's fingertips gently wiped the crystal from her cheeks and pulled her up from the ground.

His eyes were full of tenderness, and those eyes seemed to be able to see through everything, looking straight into Leng Qingge's heart, and his mood suddenly became calm.

The distance between the two people was so close that each other's breaths blended together, and a warm current slowly flowed through the air.

At this time, Leng Qingge had returned to her former appearance, and the corners of her mouth raised a smile, as if she were a blooming flower.

The dripping dance just now seemed to be just a performance.

On the other hand, Bai Nan had a calm face, didn't say a word, endured the blood gushing in his heart, and mechanically cooperated with Leng Qingge to close the curtain.

He took Leng Qingge's hand and got off the stage, and whispered to Zhu Hao, "My show is canceled." ”

After speaking, he didn't wait for a good response, so he took Leng Qingge and strode away.

"You say... Why does Teacher Bai have to cooperate with Leng Qingge? A gossip staff member muttered quietly.

"The White Shadow Emperor doesn't lack anything, and the beauties with thin waists and long legs are scrambling to climb the bed, but he doesn't even look at it." Another staff member glanced at her, "After so many years, who dares to force the White Shadow Emperor to do what he doesn't want to do?" ”

"So... Did the White Movie Emperor really fall in love with Leng Qingge? The staff member looked incredulous.

In the entertainment industry, there is a lot of a combination of interests, this cold song... Although it is rumored to be a resource coffee, where can the White Movie Emperor be a person who compromises with capital?

"So what's not? I really saw it, and it wasn't a borrowing at all. The two on-screen kisses of the White Actor were given to Leng Qingge, can there be any fake? The staff crossed their arms and looked like they had seen through the facts.

"This Leng Qingge still has a few brushes, and his appearance is not good, and he really subdued the cold-faced actor who is not close to women." Although everyone thinks so, although she does perform well in variety shows, her appearance is mediocre, and she is a disadvantage in this entertainment industry after all.

——

in the dressing room.

Bai Nan squatted in front of Leng Qingge, his eyes were full of forbearance, and his hand trembled and wanted to touch Leng Qingge's cheek.

"It's just a show, don't take it personally." Leng Qingge sat on the chair and leaned back slightly, avoiding Bai Nan's hand.

"Is it really just a show?" Bai Nan muttered, not knowing whether he was asking himself or Leng Qingge.

Leng Qingge turned his head, not wanting to look at Bai Nan's face with deep sadness.

"Qingge, why can't you give me a chance? I don't believe you don't have me in your heart. Bai Nan reached out and grabbed Leng Qingge's shoulder, asking her to look straight into her eyes.

"We...," Leng Qingge took a breath and prepared to speak.

But Bai Nan didn't wait for her to say anything to refuse, so she interrupted her, "You use a shemale to reject Li Xincheng, what about me?" We are one kind, and for what reason do you want to reject me? Do you already have a heart? ”

Bai Nan's voice became higher and higher, and his eyes were full of pain.

"No, I......"Leng Qingge's voice became quieter, because she really didn't dare to look at Bai Nan's eyes, "I do love someone." ”

Because she was afraid that Bai Nan would see her weak heart.

When Bai Nan heard Leng Qingge's answer, he suddenly laughed, but his smile was full of bitterness, "Okay, then let me meet him, I want to see with my own eyes whose hands I lost." ”

"He... He's dead. Leng Qingge closed his eyes, suppressed the emotions that surged in his heart, opened his eyes, and looked directly into Bai Nan's eyes.

Although it has been a long time since this incident, it still makes her heart tremble when she mentions it again.

She doesn't love him anymore, and even she can't tell whether she has ever loved that person or not, but whether she loves or not, what he leaves her with is a gray memory that can't be erased.

Bai Nan was shocked, could there really be such a person?

Who the hell is he?

In addition to being surprised, Bai Nan's heart swelled with more vinegar.

Leng Qingge stood up, walked to the window, turned his back to Bai Nan, and spoke for a while, "Today, the first episode of the variety show is over, we..."

Bai Nan stood up, stood behind Leng Qingge, and looked at her back.

Then, as if out of control, he held Leng Qingge's two wrists with one hand and controlled them on the top of her head, encircled her in front of him, and pinched her chin with the other hand, his eyes were red, "Qingge, in your heart, what is the relationship between us?" ”

Leng Qingge was slightly stunned, opened his mouth, and spit out a few words for a long time, "We... Employers and employees. ”

"Huh." Bai Nan sneered, "What an employer and employee." ”

He knew that Leng Qingge was deliberately trying to alienate him and deliberately stimulate him, but the dance just now had made him uncomfortable enough, like a freshly extinguished hay, and if a little wind blew, it would burn recklessly.

Bai Nan took a deep breath, suppressed the anger in his heart, and turned to leave.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Leng Qingge slowly turned her head and saw Bai Nan walking out of the door, tears flowed out in an instant, she lowered her head and covered her face.

When the whole show was over, Leng Qingge heard Zhu Hao talk about it, Bai Nan said that he had something to do, and he had packed his luggage and left.

She smiled wryly, although it was uncomfortable, it was better than letting him lose his life.

Other artists have agent assistants to pick them up, but Leng Qingge is a single shadow, said goodbye to Zhu Hao, and left.