But when she returned that day, she suddenly began to make awkward excuses not to see him.

Su Yanyan understood, she still understood.

But when he says love, not a word is false.

She had been running away for too long, and he became more and more agitated, and finally thought of a way, went to find a critical illness notice, pinched her head and tail, and told her that he was going to die.

Watching her run in crying, her shoes on her left and right feet were worn backwards, she threw herself on his bedside and cried.

Su Weiyan reached out and touched her hair, and in his eyes, his eyes were full of deep love, but he told her honestly, telling her that he was lying to her.

She was so stunned that she even hiccuped. After reacting, he was so angry that he turned around and was about to leave.

Su Yanyan grabbed her wrist and said in a heavy voice,

Frost, all I have is you. For me, you are the only real being, and without you, I can only live in gray despair and illusion.

When he said these words, his heart was heavy.

Right Frost stopped, and looked back at him softly.

But he deliberately ignored the sorrows, and seemed to pretend to be pitiful in a wicked way, and asked her,

So, I'm already miserable, can Frost sympathize with me?

Right Fanshuang's expression was very strange, and that little face wanted to cry and laugh, but in the end he came over and threatened him, and said, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore.

Su Yanyan deliberately asked, what?

Right Fanshuang's little face was flushed, her voice became smaller and smaller, and she stammered, yes, yes, kiss.

He deliberately pretended not to hear clearly: "I didn't hear it." ”

Right Fanshuang was anxious: "It's just not allowed to kiss me without my consent." ”

Su Yan smiled worriedly: "It's okay, but it has to be agreed by Shuangshuang, I remember." ”

Right Fanshuang listened to him misinterpret her, her little face turned red, she stomped her feet twice, turned around and ran.

It's a pity that the good days won't last long, and after the college entrance examination, his physical condition began to decline sharply.

His heart is far more than just atrial and ventricular defects, and after the later thoracoabdominal aortic replacement surgery, he almost lost half his life.

He often woke up and saw her crying at him.

He could feel his heartbeat stopping, and he called her to the bed to listen to his heartbeat.

He pressed her hand hard against his heart and whispered to her,

Frost, can you hear it, now, it's dancing for you.

Right Fanshuang cried so much that she couldn't breathe, saying that if he died, she didn't want to live either.

Su Weiyan hugged her, evoking a sad and mocking smile.

As he wished, she would remember him forever.

Tears glistened in his eyes.

But what's the use of that? Now that she loves him the most in the world, but he's going to die, is the world fucking trying to fix him?

It wasn't until he stopped beating on the operating table that he thought kindly for the first time that when he died, that little fool would be crying so hard that he could, and if he could, he would be willing to never be reincarnated, to be forgotten by everyone, to suffer the greatest pain in the world at this moment, in exchange for the whole world to love her after his death, and love enough for her to completely forget him.

Right Frost, I am such a selfish and indifferent, withdrawn and alienated person, I have never loved people like this, I love you so selflessly, you had better, never remember me again, otherwise I will be more miserable than death, my death, can not be replaced by your despair.

If I could, I would like my death to be exchanged for the sunshine that shines when you are sad, for the street lamps on the secluded and deep paths, and for the other arms that will hug you when you are sad.

I only hope that you are happier than anyone else in the world.

The memory gradually dissipated, and Su Weiyan's deep and dark eyes looked at the right frost.

You Fanshuang looked at his room and couldn't help but sigh: "Your room is so big." ”

It was about six or seven times the size of her room.

Su Weiyan stared at her for a while, lowered his head, tears flashed, his slender fingers untied the watch on his wrist, and said slowly but viciously: "The bed is also very big." ”

The right frost seems to be nailed to the spot.

Su Weiyan glanced at the bed casually, then moved his gaze to her face, and laughed lightly: "Isn't it?" ”

He casually placed his watch on the table.

It seemed like a joke with her, and it seemed like it was unintentional.

But the right frost was visibly panicked.

The corners of Su Weiyan's lips were slightly invisibly hooked,

After a few years, the little fool understood what he was saying.

Su Weiyan walked over, wrapped her in his arms from behind, rested his chin on her shoulder, and the bass was simply too sultry, but his tone was slow and leisurely, reaching out to hold her shoulder, and turning her to the wide floor-to-ceiling window: "The assistant took a photo to show me, you can see the clouds and mist surging from here in the morning, and the sun will be more dazzling, and you can see it later." ”

His palm pressed against her waist and slowly rubbed and grasped her waist.

Right Fanshuang was at a loss and stammered, "Really? ”

Su Weiyan looked at her reddened face, suppressed the dark urge to kiss her again, and laughed lazily: "Yes." ”

Frost was amused.

What a good sign.

Right Frost tried his best to pretend to be calm and nodded, but in fact he was like a rabbit that was frightened and pretended to be calm.

Su Yanyan gestured casually, leaned on her shoulder, and blew in her ear: "Do you want to take a look at the next room?" ”

The root of the right frosty ear instantly became numb as the air flowed by, and this numbness spread to the limbs and bones with the blood.

Right Fanshuang's heart was beating so much that she could barely feel the existence of the heart, her mind was empty, and she only knew that as long as Ah Yan said it, it was right.

Su Yuyan led the already stupid Right Fanshuang to the next room to take a look.

He put his arm around her waist and said slowly: "The clothes are already in the bathroom, you sleep here tonight, call me if you have something." ”

He whispered in her ear, "Good night." ”

The right frosty ear is soft and soft, and the soles of the feet are suspended: "... Good night. ”

Su Yuyan got up, turned off the outermost circle of lights in the room, leaving only a few lights on, the environment became sleepy and comfortable, and walked out with long legs. The room fell silent for a moment, and the little fool didn't make a sound, didn't stop him, and didn't come out.

Su Weiyan walked out, but stopped at the door with a slightly cold face.

No sound.

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Right Fanshuang saw his slender figure striding in from outside the door, and the next second he kissed her face strongly, and almost endless possessiveness and longing poured out.

Right Frost was startled, his breath became short, and although he started first, he took the initiative to respond to his kiss awkwardly.

This made Su Yanyan's blood rush and boil in his veins.

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It was pouring rain outside for at least an hour.

Su Yanyan's voice was hoarse, and when she let go of her, she couldn't help but ask, "I attached a new contact information to you in the letter, why did you never call?" ”

Right Fanshuang was just about to speak, but grievances and sour nose came up first, and she choked aggrievedly: "My mother hid all the letters for the money in the letters." ”

Su Weiyan's heart trembled: "I received a reply. ”

Right Frost palpitated: "The reply you received was not written by me. ”

Su Yanyan's eyes gradually darkened.

No wonder the handwriting is not very natural, it turned out to be an imitation of her handwriting.

It wasn't her who asked him for money, it was another person.

But Su said nothing, just said to her gently, "I know." ”

He let go of her, looked into her eyes and whispered, "It's all over, I don't mind anything." ”

Right Frost choked and nodded.

He coaxed her to take a shower first.

Then he took his mobile phone and flipped through the photos of those replies to the letter, hesitated for a moment, and deleted them.

I also sent a message to the maid at the Australian villa and asked her to throw away those replies letters.

It turned out that the hope he relied on to continue his life was all false, but the source of her pain.