The last time Youxuan saw his father was at sunrise.

The father in my memory is a very romantic and gentle person, and he loves to watch the sunrise the most.

The most beautiful thing is that before the sun comes out, the sky changes from dark ink to a line of fish white, and then slowly transitions from a white line on the edge of the sky to magenta, and the magenta spreads partially, gradually turning into a faint orange yellow, and then the radiant area begins to open wide.

Yellow is the color with the most hues in oil paintings, sweeping thousands of miles, starting from the deepest earth yellow, Indian yellow, deep cadmium yellow, cadmium yellow, all the way to Naples yellow, which is shallower than light yellow, connecting the light blue of the sky, and even looking further west, it is a white and thin light moon that leaves half a round of traces.

It was a beautiful silk with the most hues but not confusion, and it was difficult for humans to reproduce and match it in any way.

But the child does not have that kind of patience, he and his sister always fall asleep while waiting for the sunrise, and every day when the sun gets brighter, the father will gently wake them up: "Frost, Xuanxuan, the day is dawning, the sun is out." ”

You Xuan can't feel the beauty of the sunset, and he always lies down and doesn't want to wake up, and the right frost will shake him awake: "Brother, brother, it's dawn." ”

My sister was a little stunned, probably because of the sequelae of learning to speak when she was a child, her chubby hand pushed Youxuan very hard, and she spoke very hard, Youxuan was pushed awake, and she reluctantly watched the sunrise with sleepy eyes.

He actually doesn't think the sunrise is beautiful at all, but his father likes it, and his sister supports his father unconditionally, just like his father is a superhero.

Later, when Dad was hit and killed, they were on their way to the morgue, and the full windows of the hospital corridor reflected the reflection of the sunrise and morning light.

You Xuan stood in front of the corridor and suddenly understood why Dad liked the sunrise.

But Dad couldn't see it anymore.

Daddy, it's dawn.

Dad, it turns out that the sunrise is really beautiful.

The sun shrouded him, and his father lay in the morgue.

Since then, my mother has been angry with my sister, at first he kept defending my sister, when my mother forced my sister to go to live on the balcony, he gave up his room to his sister, and slept on the balcony all night against the wind and rain, trying to use his own childish way of fever and cold to make his mother realize that their blood is thicker than water, and sister and brother are one.

But he didn't expect his mother to take advantage of him to go out to play, and beat his sister with a clothes pole, and the scarred moment reminded him of his father's corpse.

He was supported by his mother to go to the boarding school, telling him that this would allow his sister to sleep in his room, he didn't think about it so much, he felt that it was more free to live in the school anyway, and he could play with his friends, so he simply agreed.

But my sister began to become more and more silent, and every time he came home on the weekend, she was always silent. He didn't notice it until he came home in the cold winter and saw his sister kneeling in a single dress in the crowded corridor.

All the people who passed by looked at her.

You Xuan began to know what kind of life his sister was living when he was not at home.

After that, he often ran home, and every time he bumped into his sister being bullied, his mother seemed to blame his sister for his father's death, saying that without his sister, his father would not have been thinking about divorce, and he would not have driven home overnight in order to sign a divorce agreement and had a car accident.

What You Xuan heard was always "Your sister will divorce your father for her own sake, and she will only have to live a good life with your father." ”

"You still help her, do you know that your father died because of her."

Until Li Yuejuan said, "She killed your whole family, you think she is your own sister, your own sister was killed by her a long time ago, she was picked up by your father!" She wants to divide your father's property, otherwise why does she want your father to divorce, you were deceived and helped to count the money. ”

You Xuan suddenly stopped reaching out for help, not knowing whether to continue to help.

My sister and their family really don't look like each other at all.

And You Fanshuang has never explained anything, she doesn't explain all the things that Li Yuejuan wronged her, because she knows that she still has to be beaten severely after explaining, she is always dead silent, and over time, she and You Xuan are becoming more and more estranged.

You Xuan was also gradually deceived subtly, although he would still help when Li Yuejuan was too much, but whenever he thought of You Fanshuang causing him to lose his sister and indirectly causing his father to die, he still withdrew his hand.

Until she was picked up by her aunt and admitted to college, he was completely brainwashed by his mother's words, plus he was also suppressed and controlled by his mother, and his mental power was very weak, and it was impossible to distinguish right from wrong in his mother's mouth.

Later, when he heard from his mother that his sister had found a rich boyfriend and a high-paying job in the financial district of the city center, he could only hold chopsticks and snort, not knowing how to respond.

He didn't have that kind of utilitarian idea, but he also knew that his sister had been completely disappointed in him for so long.

When she came to pick him up from school, he thought that his sister had changed her mind, but he didn't expect his sister to directly say that she was going to do a paternity test.

It is impossible for him not to be his father's son, he has seen the photo of his father when he was young, and he looks like himself, but he didn't expect that the results of the paternity test came out, but he was not his father's son.

When my sister took the stack of certificates and handed it to him, she treated him like a beggar who was chasing after him, and took all the cash in her wallet to him.

His mother also died of illness soon after, and even the house he lived in was in the hands of his sister, and she had the right to take it back at any time.

He finally knew that his mother urged his father to drive back at night to sign the divorce agreement, which led to the accident and had nothing to do with his sister.

That year, he was a sophomore in high school, and he wanted to drop out of school, but Scar Yang was not allowed, Scar Yang had no relatives with him, at most he was a big brother on the road, but when he wrote cos/sin/tan, he asked him how to write English homework in the math book, asked him how to pronounce the word in the language book, gave him the roll on the flat book, and supervised him to write his homework every day, and because of Scar Yang, the people in the school thought he was majestic and did not dare to mess with him.

When he had no money, Scar Yang went to work, worked at the bubble tea shop where he did his homework, paid his tuition for him, and paid him for accommodation in his third year of high school.

Scar Yang said that since he recognized him as a junior brother, he would definitely be responsible for him to the end.

In the accumulation of years of getting along, some feelings that should not be there quietly breed.

During the college entrance examination, he was admitted to a second school, and Scar Yang was so happy that he quit his job and bought drinks and food to celebrate with him.

When he went to college, Scar Yang set up a stall in the food street at the entrance of his school, selling pancakes, grilled sausages, and finger cakes, selling everything, the best one was Korean-style fried chicken, so in the end he became the owner of the fried chicken stall, and every day Youxuan could eat freshly baked fried chicken.

But eating fried chicken every day, You Xuan lost weight, he was only 130 pounds tall to 1.8 meters, and when he took off his T-shirt, the bones on his spine were clearly visible, he took an hour's bus to the subway every day, went to another district to tutor children, and came back for an hour, and delivered fried chicken takeaway to the students who ordered meals at school.

Scar Yang rented a particularly small one-bedroom apartment near the school, every time You Xuan came back in the middle of the night after class, he would go to live with Scar Yang, the two of them looked at the shaking old lamp, counted the money in their hands, Scar Yang looked at the money he earned in an afternoon, and counted the money he earned in a day, and sighed: "It's better to study." ”

You Xuan hugged him, Wei Yang had the smell of oil smoke that couldn't be washed off, and it was the smell of perilla leaves and pepper mixed together.

The grease stains that can't be brushed off on the edge of the pot, the sweaty back, and the shirt with the old collar rolled up are the deepest memories of those days.

Wei Yang stopped frying chicken later, he sold stinky tofu.

Because Wei Yang's shop finally opened on campus, when the campus store was re-tendered, they set up a smallest and smallest store, so small that there was only one window, selling fried chicken would conflict with the fried chicken chain stores on campus, and they couldn't grab people.

When You Xuan walked through the dormitory to sell lighters and cigarettes, Wei Yang fried stinky tofu in the window, there was only one stinky tofu shop in the school, and there were often long queues, selling more than 1,000 copies a day, six yuan a piece, and a net profit of more than 3,000 per day, after two years, Wei Yang and You Xuan saved the money to buy a house, bought a small second bedroom in a place away from the city center, and wrote the names of two people.

Wei Yang won a larger store on campus, and the fried chicken chain on campus failed to bid for success and was replaced by a milk tea shop, so Wei Yang returned to his old business and began to sell fried chicken, with a profit margin greater than stinky tofu.

But I don't know if it's a mistake to regain the old business or it's really unlucky, a diner died suddenly while eating in the store, and he asked for 500,000 yuan when he opened his mouth, Wei Yang found a well-known lawyer surnamed Zhou, although it took a long time, he finally successfully finished the lawsuit.

But the matter soon spread in the school, saying that there was something wrong with his family and eating people to death, the confession wall and the school forum cyberbullied the store, because the reputation in the school fell, the school asked them to move the store within fifty days, and no one came to eat fried chicken anymore, You Xuan sat in the store, looking out of the door, hoping that people passing by would come in, while eating fried chicken and shedding tears.

Eating fried chicken, You Xuan suddenly fainted with a roll of his eyes.

When he woke up, he really thought that there was something wrong with his fried chicken, until the attending doctor told him that it was best to have a liver transplant at present, because he fainted because of hepatic encephalopathy, and if liver cancer is not controlled in time, no one dares to guarantee the final result.

For the first time, he saw Wei Yang crying, with his back to him, standing in the corridor, his shoulders collapsed, covering his face and crying bitterly.

But maybe it was God's favor, it didn't take long for them to match the right liver source, and for this reason they also missed the graduation ceremony, and even the defense could only be online, he leaned on the hospital bed to answer the teachers' questions, but in the end he successfully got the degree certificate and graduation certificate.

It wasn't until he graduated from college that Wei Yang told him that in the past six years, in fact, You Fanshuang has given him money every month, not much, 1,000 yuan a month, if you don't spend money indiscriminately, it is just enough for living expenses every month, and the tuition fee for four years of college is also paid by her, but Right Fanshuang has always told him not to tell You Xuan.

When looking for a lawyer, it was You Fanshuang who asked her friend, otherwise with their ability, how could they hire such a famous lawyer.

That time of serious illness, Wei Yang looked for You Fanshuang, thinking that this might be the last side, let her take a look, when You Fanshuang was in a coma at Youxuan, he stood at the door and looked at him, just a glance, gave Wei Yang a million, and found the liver source for Youxuan.

An unrelated sister.,You Xuan once helped to abuse and hurt his sister.。

Their relationship was distant and strange, strange enough to be the most unlikely person in the world to cross paths, but before he could speak, she gave him unimaginable help, and he didn't know anything.

It turned out that the paternity test report was changed by her, and she deliberately re-typed a certificate of non-parent-child relationship, and she also knew that he was her father's child.

She also knew that if she let him know that he was biological, he would not be able to grow up in this life, and he would rely on this sister.

Such an indifferent treatment of the right frost is the best way.

After graduating, You Xuan looked for a job everywhere, hit a wall everywhere, learning management is simply a bug to find a job, it seems to be useful but it is a dead move, he missed the school recruitment because of treatment, and he has no work experience, and he is decadent for a while.

Wei Yang rented a small store in the mall, handed over the money and purchases to him, and happily said that this is not a professional counterpart, and he is the administrative director here.

Wei Yang was close to thirty years old, his face was thin and thin, and he was still very dark, and his hands were rough like forty or fifty, and he couldn't see what he used to be.

When he counted the money and said these words to Youxuan, Youxuan looked at his face that was already a little vicissitudes, and suddenly said, "Brother, I want to marry you." ”

Wei Yang raised his head, met the tentative eyes of Shang Youxuan, hesitated for a moment, and slapped him on the head with a sharp slap: "Say it again, what are you going to do with Lao Tzu!" ”

You Xuan tilted his head by a fan, but he quickly came over and looked at Scar Yang firmly: "I want to marry you." ”

That night, You Xuan was beaten the hardest in his life, not by his elders or by enemies, and he still laughed when he was pressed to the ground and pumped with a belt.

But after more than a month, Wei Yang still twisted and pinched his newly bought suit, touched the suit and said that he hadn't worn such a good dress, that dress was worn on Wei Yang as if he had stolen it, with sparse hair, rough skin, and the breath of the market, but in Youxuan's eyes, he was handsome, and when Wei Yang wore it out, Youxuan's eyes lit up.

They found a pastor at the church to take the oath for them.

Wei Yang twisted and pinched, but his face was red.

You Xuan's facial features are actually slimmed down like his father, more delicate, with a literati feeling, wearing a suit instead of wearing a suit.

Soon after, You Xuan received the real estate certificate that You Fanshuang took, and You Fanshuang sat opposite, his expression was very calm: "If you can't make it, I won't give you back Dad's hard work, but now that you don't grow crooked, I will do my best to help you, you are learning management, I will send you abroad to study finance, I will bear all the tuition and living expenses, you are your father's only bloodline, as long as you don't learn badly, my sister is your hole card." ”

You Xuan hesitated for a long time, and You Fanshuang sensed that something was wrong with him: "What doubts do you have?" ”

You Xuan was a little afraid to look into her eyes: "Can you help me get an extra green card?" ”

Right Frost was puzzled: "Girlfriend? ”

You Xuan shook his head: "It's Wei Yang." ”

Right Fanshuang didn't care: "I will give Wei Yang a payment, you are already an adult, you don't need him to take care of it." ”

You Xuan immediately said: "I need it!" ”

His reaction was so eager, so eager that almost instantly, Right Frost realized that something was wrong.

She didn't come back to her senses for a long time, and only after a long time did she say, "In that case, you won't have any children." ”

You Xuan lowered his head: "I'm sorry." ”

Right Fanshuang said softly: "It's not a mistake, don't admit it, it's just that I still want to see my father's appearance again." ”

She lowered her eyes and packed her bag: "You are already a fully capable person, I will not stop you from doing anything, but you have to think about it, you will face a lot of difficulties in the future, I will only burden you, not your partner, you, as an adult, should bear your partner." ”

She pushed the check and real estate certificate in front of him: "I will take care of Wei Yang's affairs, you prepare to go abroad first." ”

She picked up her bag and walked out of the restaurant.

You Xuan sat where he was, looking at the number on the check that was enough to buy a new house, and his sister's signature was Junxiu.

For the first time, he realized that when he became his sister's younger brother, he couldn't have a same-sex lover, but without a lover, how could he be worthy of Wei Yang, who depended on each other.

After a month, You Xuan finally made another appointment with Right Fanshuang, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he collided with her.

You Xuan: "I don't want to go abroad—"

Right Fanshuang: "I got Wei Yang's work voucher to apply for a green card——"

You Xuan was stunned.

Right Fanshuang also realized it later, and said curiously: "Are you for Wei Yang, so you decided to give up?" ”

You Xuan hesitated for a moment and nodded.

Right Fanshuang couldn't help but smile: "I have a friend who has a film and television company abroad, and he is going to let Wei Yang put his name on it and become the basis for him to apply for a three-year work visa, but the premise is that Wei Yang wants to learn English, he can't speak English, he can't speak English, and it's difficult to move an inch abroad, this is your responsibility." ”

You Xuan was overjoyed, and immediately stood up, not knowing how to express the excitement in his heart, and bowed deeply to Right Fanshuang: "Thank you, sister!" ”

You Fanshuang didn't say anything, just looked at him and his father Xiao's faces with a bright smile, and You Fanshuang also showed a light smile.

You Xuan began to force Wei Yang to learn English, and didn't let him go to work to sell skewers, let him apply for five shifts to learn English, where could Wei Yang stand this, he said with a handful of snot and tears that he couldn't learn, the big deal was to wait for him in China for two or three years, You Xuan pressed him on the bed and let him read.

Wei Yang has always been a brother and a brother under the bed, and there are hardships, after tossing for half a year, Wei Yang can finally have daily conversations.

You Xuan has a conscience, although he went abroad, he tried not to spend a penny on his sister, he resold second-hand furniture in the group of international students, and more and more people were pulled, Wei Yang was also happy to have something to do, and peddled things like old godmothers among Chinese students.

If you don't ask, you don't know that they are about to settle outside.

You Xuan returned to China after graduation, and it happened to be the due date of Right Fanshuang, this child was much better than when he had a child, and he was born at sunrise.

When the first cry sounded, the first rays of light appeared on the horizon.

The little boy who was born looked like his sister and his sister's husband, but his demeanor and movements were like his father.

They didn't know it at the time, and it didn't become more and more obvious until the child was three or four years old.

Dad likes to touch his nose when he thinks, and he touches his nose when the little boy can't figure out what the adults want him to do

Because Dad is fat, his pants are tightened, and he always has to loosen the waistband of his trousers, and the little boy always puts his little hand on his waist and pulls it up and pulls it up, and loosens it again.

There was a small mole on Dad's right eyeball, and when the little boy rolled his eyes, Youxuan saw the mole in the same position.

And this child has a talent for design, every time his brother-in-law writes and paints with a design drawing, this child will come over to see it, and he will discuss it with Su Weiyan seriously.

When You Xuan realized all this, he burst into tears.

Dad knew he wouldn't have children, and he came to be his sister's child.

He's sorry dad.

That day, when the child was born, he went to see his sister, who looked out the window, and she said softly, "Xuanxuan, it's dawn." ”

It was also from that day that they slowly resumed the sister-brother relationship before their father's car accident, and his sister would talk and laugh with him, and he even met his sister's biological father once, his sister's background is so noble, and his father is an entrepreneur who can only be seen on TV.

Every time my sister wanted to see the sunrise, she would call him.

He knew that he was the only connection between her and her father in this world.

On the day he joined a commercial bank and Wei Yang successfully opened a second fried chicken chain, his sister asked him to watch the sunrise, and they waited from night to dawn, and they didn't sleep, just quietly watching Dad's colors gradually render the whole sky.

When all the colors gathered at dawn, my sister said softly, "Dad, it's dawn, the sun is out." ”

Obviously, my father said this in a cheerful and gentle tone, but my sister said the same thing sadly.

The elder sister looked at him, her eyes slightly red: "Brother, it's dawn." ”

The brilliant glow stained the whole land, and after all, they were still unrelated family affection, and it was their father's unconditional love.

It's dawn.