Chapter 69: The Return. evade

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Half an hour later - Dark Zone Lower:

"So, because of all these things, you didn't come back after spending a few hours on it?"

In the old cat's wonderful house, the old cat sitting at the door casually spoke in a slightly strange tone, raised the mechanical hand in his left hand, and looked at the white leaf leaning against the door next to him.

Half an hour ago, she told herself she was in the dark zone, only to return to it with a gloomy face not long after.

It's like those girls who have something on their minds.

"The home is still fixed in the middle level, anyway, I also spent money, where did I apply for a private single-channel two-way chrono jump permission, with the help of this civilian-grade chrono jump component, I can jump back directly anywhere, but the city itself is not suitable for me."

"Compared to the lower layer of the dark zone, I can't adapt to the environment in the middle of the dark zone."

Leaning against the door, she didn't look at the old cat, but frowned and stared at the chaotic dark alley in front of her.

When she saw the drone shoot the truck in the air, she hung up the Night Raven's communication on the spot, stopped an unmanned hovercar on the street without looking back, and asked it to send herself back to the lower level of the dark zone.

Of course.

She also didn't forget to apply for a chrono jump component in the service office of her residence on the way, and take the special chrono channel route, so that when she wants to go back, she can jump back directly, and she doesn't need to take a car physically.

"Don't you see, you can't stand that kind of picture that you are used to?"

The old cat attitude is funny.

Put down the raised hand, and also follow Bai Ye's gaze, which may be meaningful or there may be something in the words.

"I'm not that virgin yet."

Bai Ye clasped his hands in his arms, as if he knew what the old cat was referring to: "I've done things that are even more excessive than those, and I still do it with a smile when I do it." ”

Speaking of this, she felt entitled to explain it for herself.

Compared to just killing innocent civilians just because they tried to smuggle into the middle of the dark zone, when he was in the extremely cold place, he was just to retaliate against the mongoose once, and after he accidentally received the "extra" power "support" of HiSi Conway, he did not hesitate to set off fireworks with the Thunder Group's space station and armed patrol boats.

This personal vendetta did not hesitate to send tens of thousands of people to hell.

Tens of thousands of company employees who have nothing to do with themselves are involved in this flying disaster just for a single act of revenge against the mongoose.

A single conflict between the two resulted in the loss of tens of thousands of lives.

purpose, but only for personal vendettas.

This is much more brutal than what those two drones did in front of them more than half an hour ago.

However, she is quite clear that she will never have the slightest bit of this kind of behavior, and may have thoughts or feelings that she can't let go or regret, even if she does it again, she will continue to do it.

White leaves know their position very well from beginning to end.,And weigh your position very sensibly.,Won't do anything beyond your own positioning.。

If any righteous man comes out on that day to fight against him......

If that's the consequence of this, you'll gladly accept it and will try to save your life by slaughtering you in the ensuing battle.

Of course, these things cannot be said directly.

"Then you are ......"

The old cat's tone was a little puzzled.

"I don't know how to describe it, I don't even know how to describe it...... To put it simply, it's a mood without a purpose. ”

Bai Ye let out a sigh, let go of the arms he was holding, and squatted directly beside the old cat: "In terms of behavior and logic, those people want to climb up, I can understand it, the drone wants to shoot them down, I can understand it, and even the mastermind behind the scenes who sent them up played black and black to earn double money, which I can even understand." ”

"Just like the last time I found Han in the Hexgang, I know all the logic here, but I have certain emotional fluctuations in my heart that I can't explain."

"The last time Han's incident already made me very unhappy, fortunately I was able to divert my attention, but this time it was obviously more violent."

"All this makes me very resistant, bored, and hated ......"

“…… But I can't vent the irritability of this resistance by attacking either side like I did with a mongoose, and I feel that even if I smash the city, no matter how many people I kill, I can't alleviate this feeling in the slightest. ”

"I ......"

Speaking of this, Bai Ye did not continue to say anything.

Because she suddenly found that her vocabulary was a little lacking, and she didn't even know how to describe her problems to the old cat.

What the hell am I struggling with?

"You want to change?"

The old cat moved his electronic eyes, and he seemed to be very surprised that Bai Ye would appear in this state.

"Change?"

When Bai Ye heard this, he seemed to have heard some funny joke, and chuckled: "Old cat, I have known you for so long, I am not suitable to be a leader, you should know very well, even if it is to lead a small team of ten people, I feel annoyed to death, and no one can take my turn to directly change the state of society." ”

"I'm self-aware, and I'm not going to be that kind of person like I."

With that, she looked at the old cat and continued: "Also, there is a saying in my hometown where I used to grow up that I feel very reasonable: if you want to change the world, then ......"

Unexpectedly.

She was only halfway through her words, but the old cat suddenly opened her mouth and said the second half:

“…… Then it is better to be fully prepared, otherwise simply destroying a social system will not build a better society than this destroyed system, then you are just making all the people who follow you and believe in you give up everything and suffer for you again and again. ”

"It seems that although you and I are from different places, some of the logic is still reasonable."

With a relaxed smile, the old cat naturally dispelled the slight heaviness that had just brewed in his words.

But.

He suddenly changed his words, stretched out a finger and pointed at the position of Bai Ye, and continued to say casually: "I think I know what you are struggling with, you are escaping the dark zone, in fact, you have been evading, but you are unwilling to admit it." ”

"Escape? What are you kidding, I'm not afraid of any difficulties, it's not funny, old cat. ”

"Really?"

The old cat tilted his head slightly and looked at Bai Ye: "Your heart has actually been driving you, when facing these things, I want you to do something, but your reason and nature have been self-hypnotizing, and have been looking for all kinds of reasons to try to avoid these problems that you must face in front of you." ”

"The reason you give yourself is that you are not the Virgin, and if you are not the Virgin, you can easily ignore all this."

"I really haven't seen a strange guy like you, the person who lives in the dark zone is like a foreign body that can't have any intersection with the dark zone at all, you give me the feeling that you have never lived in this environment, everything in the dark zone has an irreconcilable conflict with some values that you instinctively follow in your heart, and when these conflicts are placed in front of you again and again and you have no reason to escape, your reason overwhelms your heart......"

"None of this has anything to do with the Virgin not the Virgin, the selfishness or not the selfishness."

"You don't actually recognize yourself, but you're afraid, in fact, you want to change this, but you're afraid that you know quite well that you don't have the ability to do this, you think that the result of your doing this must be to make them suffer, and the most intuitive manifestation of being afraid of a thing is to avoid problems."

"And as long as I can't see, then any troublesome problems are non-existent."

Let's talk about it.

The old cat still looked like an old god, leaning on the small chair and looking at Bai Ye, who had been silent since the beginning.

The words of the man in front of him are indeed very enlightening.

Long:

“…… I can laugh and let tens of thousands of people die, without the slightest psychological burden. ”

But what does that have to do with the problems you don't want to face? After all, you have a clear purpose in everything you do, and if there is a good reason for it, then you can indeed not be afraid of any obstacles, even if it is a mongoose who doesn't even care about the blood rose. ”

The old cat waved his hands and replied easily.