My aunt, who was pregnant at the time, was dragged out of the water tank by the hair of the Celestial Ring Man, who used a katana to pick open her belly and was brutally murdered along with the fetus, and they cheered and sang happy songs, as if they had done something remarkable.

Yawen held Dai Sijia's head and covered her mouth, and they cowered into the wall and buried themselves with bricks. The Tianhuan people wreaked havoc in the house for five or six days before leaving, and by that time, the two of them were already dying of hunger, and when they crawled out, they saw only the ruins burned by the flames.

However, even then, the people of Tianhuan refused to give up, they used half of the living room as a battlefield, fighting the guerrillas of the Rose Army, bullets flying over their heads, they crawled forward in the mud and smoke, not caring about anything, just green eyes, and stuffing everything that smelled and ate into their mouths.

Shoes, bones, charcoal, grass ash, ants, rats, crows, maggots—if it weren't for the poison of gunpowder, they almost ate Octokokin, and even then they were hungry.

Finally, Dai Sijia fell first.

"Sister, Dad is here, I see Mom...... Alkaline water, white rice porridge, pork strips...... I really want to eat it. ”

Her petite body fell into the mud, gradually ceasing to tremble, and at last, her voice suddenly became clear:

"Sister, I don't have to eat anymore, it's time for you to eat."

Her eyes were not reflected in the eyes of a human, but in the eyes of a beast.

Hunger, greed, bloodthirstiness.

- No, that's not the eyes of a beast.

Yawen raised her hand and covered her left eye.

"That's my eyes......"

It was I who killed my sister.

The memory of that evil came to her heart, reality and memories were intertwined, the familiar cold and hunger molded the time and space, and Yawen couldn't tell for a while whether she was in the outside world or the battlefield of her childhood.

“…… Allison. ”

But the only thing that is certain is that she has lost Sijia both then and now.

Suddenly, Yawen stopped, and a glimmer of realization flashed in her dim golden-green eyes.

"yes...... Why do I have to live? ”

12 years ago, he had to kill Dai Sijia in order to survive for himself, but Dai Sijia became a ghost, and instead began to protect himself after death.

12 years later, he set foot on someone else's land again, and he was about to turn his guns on those innocent Qurants, just to keep himself alive.

"I'm not supposed to live anymore."

She stood in the wind and snow outside, and murmured:

"Dad, I'm sorry, I killed my sister, I'm sorry, Dad...... I can't save you, I can't save Frost Plating, I'm not qualified to do that. ”

People like themselves are not qualified to live.

Yawen took off her cloak, and the red-black doom spread from her right eye to the entire side of her face like a burn, and the red-black flesh threads rolled up like thousands of tentacles, as if she were self-conscious, constantly winding and curling.

"I should have ended this sinful life a long time ago."

She lay straight on the ground with her arms outstretched, staring blankly at the red-black sky, giving up all thoughts of struggle, letting the cold and misery continue to weaken her life.

There is not a single point of light in the gray world, not even the hypocritical sun can not see, she dies here, no one cares, no one cares, she is forgotten by the whole world, and no one will miss herself.

Yawen thought: That's it.

At the very least, I won't hurt any more innocent people.

The body temperature kept passing, but she showed no signs of death, and at this time, she could still feel that her body temperature was rising, and the cold had transformed into a feeling of extreme heat, but she had no ability to shiver, and the high fever made her unconscious, and her brain couldn't distinguish anything, just collapsed on the ground, motionless.

「…… It's a shame."

In the dark, she seemed to hear a voice whisper:

"You've just stepped into the realm of evolution, so it's a shame to cut off this gift."

[Who?] Who's there? ]

Yawen had just spoken, but suddenly realized that she was not using her vocal cords to make a sound, but using her soul to directly resonate with the existence far away.

"You've got talent, you've met the quality, and you've paid the price—it's a sin not to use you."

[Who the hell are you?!] ]

The strange thing is that she never knew about this technique, but just now, she didn't know how it works and what it is.

"You don't have to know that I exist, my existence is secret, and the truth means nothing to you."

The ethereal voice was indistinguishable from any features, but Awen instinctively felt that the owner of the voice must be a woman, and a kind and loving mother.

[You're tying to my soul with some kind of power...... What is it? Why do I feel so close to you, a complete stranger and a stranger to whom I have never met? ]

In response to Yawen's question, there was only one sentence of unknown meaning:

"I have three speakers, thirteen councillors, seventy-two juries, and six hundred and sixty-six citizens."

Speaker? Honourable? Jury? Citizen?

What is it?

Yawen asked blankly:

[What do you mean by that?] ]

The vague and secret existence only declared the truth, and said to her:

"Now, you make me a councilor."

Before Yawen could react, the next moment, a strange word appeared in her mind for no reason:

"[Tailor]."

She said.

Then, Yawen showed a strange and dazed look, and she raised her hand, as if she felt something in her body, which had been permanently changed.

She felt bad in her heart, and quickly stood up again, the red and black in her eyes suddenly began to expand rapidly, and the severe pain made Yawen fall to her knees all of a sudden, and the skin on her body became pale, she gritted her teeth, and the red and black doom on her forehead multiplied rapidly like flesh and blood, and gradually generated sharp antennae.

"Doom...... Uhh Ahhh Woo-"

She lifted her hand, and the tips of her fingers split in two, and spiraling nerve tentacles popped out in the middle,

Doom, the infection is accelerating, and it's going to turn her into a monster.

"The curse is coming."

For more than ten years, the evil that has been buried deep in my heart has been exposed, and under the skin of a good girl, there is a monster who has eaten his sister.

That forbidden curse, like his sister's dream demon, has been haunting him.

I'm not qualified to live at all, I'm not qualified, I'm not qualified, I'm not qualified......

Yawen's neck was deeply scarred, which was crowded with eyeballs, her hair gradually withered, she lay on the ground, and blue mist continued to ooze from between her mouths, and her own memories continued to escape and drain out in this form.

"Yawen, according to the agreement, you will have the same surname as your mother, and you will inherit your mother's gentleness and strength."

The back of his father, Davilyn, faded away.

- But you didn't do anything.

"Our little Yawen is also going to be a sister, this is your sister, Jiajia. You have to protect her. ”

The mother turned her back and refused to look at her in disgust.

- You ate her instead.

"I'm sorry, Yawen, if the eldest brother is a girl, he can go to work in the company and support the family, and he can only rely on you."

The bitterly smiling eldest brother passed by her, like a passerby.

- You didn't revitalize our family at all.

"Okay, okay, wow, you're here to be with me, good sister, how are I doing?"

The smiling Dai Sijia grabbed her neck, but she couldn't see her face clearly.

- She still won't forgive you, ah, yes, how can she forgive you!

The figures of many close and important people have left them. However, unexpectedly, she saw a figure she had never thought of.

"You are unique to me on this planet, and once you are lost, you will never be found."

The face of the handsome man with black hair and gray eyes was close to Chi Chi, and that powerful charm was firmly engraved in his heart, and he could not forget it, and he said to himself very seriously:

"Live."

Li Oz said.

"Your existence is of great significance to me, no matter what, you must ensure the safety of your life, live well, don't die in any corner of the corner, I can't find it."

Awen's dark horizon was suddenly illuminated by sunlight.

Almost all of them don't want to live as 'Awen Heskishin', she is the eldest daughter, she is the elder sister, she is the pillar, she is a sinner, but not Awen.

Only Li Oz sincerely asked her to live.

Yawen's fingers dug into the sand, and her split eyes slowly focused, forming a cross-shaped hole.

"I ...... I can't die yet. ”

There is also a person who wants to live on his own.

At the very least, Li Oz should deny his own worth, no longer need himself, in order to die, I have to live, in order to die.

I am still human, as long as I am still needed by others, I am still human, and I still have a reason to live.

Even if Li Oz is the only one who is willing to affirm the meaning of my life, I will live.

Yawen used her hands and feet together, slowly getting up, her head distorted like antlers, the flesh on her body rotting and falling off inch by inch, and only the desire for life was left in her golden-green eyes.

'I have to live. ’

She straightened up, her hands turned into bat-like membranous wings, staggered a few steps, and fell down again.

No way...... The cold wind froze, and this deformed body was not resistant to frost and could not move at all.

Frost and snow covered her body, and Yawen's life gradually came to an end.

Is it over?

It lowered its head, but the longing for life in its eyes became stronger.

It fluttered its claws and squirmed forward, grinding against its body little by little.

Even if you want to climb, you have to crawl to Lioz and ask him if he is still needed.

Until then, you must not die—

Smack.

It suddenly stepped on a boot in its dim view of the lake.

"Are you...... Parliamentarians? If it weren't for the bell ringer forcibly waking me up, I really wouldn't want to run into any of the Councillors here. ”

A young-sounding man's voice rang out, and immediately after, Yawen saw a raunchy young man's face, different from any of the nations of the Azure Star - the man had short blond hair, aqua blue eyes, a beard, and spoke with a strange accent.

He was dressed like a man from the age of the steam industry, tall, at least one meter nine tall, and his face showed vicissitudes and impatience that were extremely inconsistent with his appearance and age.

"Declare in advance, don't think about thanking me, I was forced."

Seeing Yawen looking at him in confusion, the man casually took out a test tube filled with a dreamy silver potion from his pocket, opened the stopper, and sprinkled the liquid like blood on Yawen's body:

"Welcome to society, poor hapless bastard."

The white blood melted into the body, Yawen didn't feel any changes, but when she regained consciousness, suddenly, the whole world became a little different, her spine began to make blood rapidly, and her body was filled with a soul power that was different from the spiritual power, but far more powerful than the spiritual power, the deformity on her body was quickly healed, and the withered hair fell on the miserable white skin, showing a lifeless white.

"Ahem——!

Yawen coughed violently twice, spit out a mouthful of red and black bruises, and then stood up suddenly, she raised her head, and her golden-green eyes looked at the tall man in horror:

“…… Who are you? ”

"A coward who has been hiding for countless years, but he can't escape his fate."

The man's tone was very sad:

"My name is Yin Gelai Matthew, Miss Councillor. You can call me Sailor. ”