Chapter 89: The coward's little luck
"That's my story."
"It's ridiculous, isn't it?"
"I'm mean, cowardly, a coward who only hides and wipes tears alone."
Ai Hayasaka shook her head self-deprecatingly after telling her story in a relaxed tone, and said rather lonely
"I'm sorry, Ishigami-kun"
"Such a me.."
"It's not the perfect senior sister in your eyes at all."
"I'm just a liar with a mouth of lies."
"It's all my disguise."
Her heart seemed to be twisted into a twist, and her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, and she was already choked
But it still has to be said..
Because Ai Hayasaka doesn't want to cheat on him anymore.
No matter how glamorous she is now, Cinderella's magic will eventually fail.
After twelve o'clock, Ai Hayasaka is still the pathetic maid San who is attached to the Shinomiya family and survives.
"Maid" is just a nice name, and in the eyes of those bastards in my family, I may not even be a human being, and the chess pieces are all looking down on me.
So every time she tells the information of Kaguya-sama to the Shinomiya family, she has always been so paralyzed by herself.
"It's all about surviving in the Shinomiya family."
But that in no way means that she can take her betrayal lightly.
The one I'm most sorry for is that child, and the only person who can be trusted by Miss Kaguya is her.
So now it's time to make Ai Hayasaka carry the same guilt, she's had enough.
The way he looks in front of him is all pretended, and all lies are lies. Whether it's Hasaka's identity or working as a maid.
Playing the perfect senior sister, that's the end of it.
I'm lucky to have met you
But even if she is reluctant, their story should also come to an end.
This tenderness should not be wasted on me
Falling in love with someone you shouldn't be in love with is quite a sad thing.
Moreover, the gap between the identities of the two and the obstacles of the Sigong family have made this girl very low, low to the dust.
He is the son of a wealthy family, and she is just a servant who serves the "canary" trapped in a delicate birdcage, and she doesn't even have the most basic status, so how can she pursue such an ethereal love.
It's really ridiculous to say, Ai Hayasaka's name has love.
But love is an unattainable hypocrisy for her.
Flowers that bloom in the dust are so beautiful that they are downcast.
You can never be held in the palm of his hand
The pain of blooming alone in the same place, and only being alone and appreciating oneself is so profound.
And the sense of distance is an important condition for the existence of all white moonlight.
As its name suggests, the moon itself is something we can see every night, but we can't touch.
But can her rotten and empty childhole really look at this pure moonlight?
This feeling of self-denial broke her more than the guilt.
Ai Hayasaka is destined to be unable to trust others wholeheartedly because of her character flaws caused by the Shinomiya family experience.
When she stares too much at the evil of human nature, this evil is also staring at her. Countless dark hands have dragged this girl into the eternal night, which is hell without feelings.
The family motto of the Shinomiya family
"Thou shalt not love another, nor be dependent on another, nor be favored by another."
Ai Hayasaka grew up under this extreme education of "self-interest", so she had to wear a heavy mask.
Now even Ai Hayasaka doesn't know how many masks she has on her face. Mille-feuille, after all, hurt yourself
I'm used to changing the mask on my face like a drama. 's true face, I don't know where she threw it for a long time.
"Love" is quite sacred in her eyes, and it is worth looking forward to. But Ai Hayasaka felt that her own hypocrisy was tarnishing this love.
"I'm sorry, Ishigami-kun."
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words.."
Ai Hayasaka lowered her head and looked at the ground, but did not look at the person next to her, she was afraid that she would be reluctant to look at him.
And her timid heart was already trembling with fear, and she was really afraid of hearing bad words
"I suddenly felt a little sick"
"I want to go home.."
She stood up and didn't even take the bear, she just wanted to get out of here quickly.
"Huh?"
Because there is a hand that has tied her hand, Ai Hayasaka wants to break free, but that hand is firmly gripped, but there is no way.
"Why?"
"Don't let me go.."
Don't even give her a chance to escape now?
Ishigami's hand just gently pulled the tear-stained girl to his side. Wrap your hands around her shoulders and don't let her move.
"What the hell are you going to do!"
Ai Hayasaka, even if she has been controlled, still looks like I'm super fierce
But how much attack power does she have when she cries and looks like a little cat, she can't see the fierceness at all, but only Chu Chu's pitiful love.
"What am I going to do?"
Ishigami shook his head and chuckled
"Of course, it's a lesson to some coward who wants to run away at every turn..."
See him in action
Ai Hayasaka suddenly thought of something, and her heartbeat instantly accelerated, and her hands slapped his shoulders harder to break free.
But in vain
"Hmm.."
Still succeeded...
"Obviously he's just a stinky brother"
"But he's so domineering."
Knowing that she couldn't resist, she gradually closed her eyes. Even the rebellious hands slapped less frequently, and finally stopped and turned to grasp the hem of his clothes.
Soon, the two separated.
Ishigami saw Ai Hayasaka blushing slightly, and her eyes were full of hazy mist.
With his own hand, he rested her head against his body, caressing her smooth blonde hair.
soothed her
Ishigami whispers in Ai Hayasaka's ear
"Senpai.."
"I didn't say a word, you just want to run."
"The next time you run, I'll teach you another lesson."
"Huh?"
"And this kind of good thing.."
Ai Hayasaka, who almost blurted out this sentence, immediately covered her mouth, and the flush on her face couldn't go away for a long time.
Ai Hayasaka lowered her head and stroked her delicate lips, whispering to herself
"Here it is"
"And my brother-kun's lips."
"Is this what kiss tastes like?"
It was also her first experience, and it was far more powerful than she had imagined. It's like a boat in a stormy wave, beaten by waves several stories high
If you're not careful, the boat will capsize
I was so nervous that I couldn't catch my breath
Wave after wave
...
It's just a dozen seconds
She was as long as the four seasons had passed
This is the real kiss
Ai Hayasaka, like other girls who are in the period of love, has also fantasized about this kind of taste.
Now all of a sudden I got it
Inexplicably, there is a sense of unreality.
But her fate still remembers the entanglement just now.
Ai Hayasaka patted her face, looking very flustered.
Why is he so skilled?
She is the object of suffering
Got a lot of different feelings
Because it was treated with great care
One could even say pampering
It was completely beyond her knowledge
What, this mood
Fluttery
The sadness that was about to overflow in his heart just now was directly emptied.
All of them have a feeling of joy and happiness
And this kind
It's as sweet as eating an ice cream on a dog day, so comforting
Worst...
She (this chapter is not finished!) )
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He touched his lips
The mind gradually returns
Wrong..
Now is not the time to talk about your impressions!
Instead, it should be a teacher to ask for sin
Why did this stinky brother dare to do this to her
How dare he!
Ai Hayasaka wanted to brew her emotions a little and see if she could get angry, otherwise she would be embarrassed to speak.
But she couldn't, her heart was completely covered with joy. To exaggerate, she even feels that she has no regrets in this life.
After all, it was he who liked it, and he kissed himself
Once this formula is established
Whoever comes, they have to open the champagne
Ai Hayasaka sighed
"What's going on?"
But when she saw the guy looking at her with a smile, Ai Hayasaka actually felt a trace of restlessness in her heart.
Look at the flap of his lips
She swallowed
But quickly looked away
"Ai Hayasaka, you're a girl"
"And a dignified lady, how can she have such unbearable thoughts."
It's funny to see through the gaps in the fingers on the girl's face at hand that she is red for a while, and then disperse for a while.
He shook his head helplessly
I just listened to this story
Ishigami felt that the Shinomiya family was a real crumb
It's really the heart of neon
It can be said to be reckless and reckless, trampling on the rules at will. With such a small employee, the good guy directly arranged to go into the factory to eat and live.
It's not ancient, and it's also a close attendant, and the accompanying reading is here.
Senior Sister Shinomiya and Senior Sister Hayasaka have been doing it for more than ten years, no matter how you think about it, it will not be better than you. And thankfully, the two of them didn't become that cold-blooded monster.
Senior Sister Sinomiya is the eldest daughter of the Sinomiya family, at least not too much. But who is Senior Sister Hayasaka, she can only rely on herself in the past few years.
It can be said that the more perfect the girl is now, the deeper Ishigami's pity for her becomes.
If you want to be noble before men, you must suffer before others. How much hardship did the senior sister endure to have today.
But she was a coward as she said she was, and Ishigami was just trying to say something to comfort her.
As a result, the senior sister didn't even listen to what he wanted to say, and just wanted to run. This makes Ishigami angry, is he so daring?
The mind of the senior sister, Ishigami is not a fool. Her singing voice has already made it clear that it is a confession, but in the end, she was speechless when she was afraid of running away and wanted to run.
"Obviously such a calm person"
"Now it's.."
"Senior sister, please put an end to your unintentional behavior."
Ishigami has always felt that he is a very grateful person, and others have kept his kindness in mind. The coffee made by the senior sister is so delicious, and she took him out to play, which is not to thank a wave.
The easiest way to deal with this kind of coward is to be proactive. Ishigami directly handed in a big move, and he was called frivolous and recognized it.
"The main thing is to let the senior sister also see her own mind."
Now it seems to be working outstandingly
To deal with this kind of timid and insecure girl, it may be better to have a softer attitude. But the situation is urgent, and it is better to go straight to the point.
Ishigami took out a few napkins from the table, and he patted Senpai's head
"Senior sister, you put your hands down."
"The tears on your face are heavy."
"I'll wipe it for you.."
Ai Hayasaka's hand covering her face stiffened, took out the makeup mirror, and saw that the makeup on her face was spent, and quickly stood up
She patted the stone in a frenzy
For Ai Hayasaka, this look is no less embarrassing than roasting her on the fire
"Oops, you let go of me.."
"I'll go to the bathroom and make up my makeup."
"I'm not going to run away"
But Ishigami didn't let go
Instead, he pinched the senior sister's face with one hand, and saw that there was a layer of putty on his hands.
Ishigami smiled helplessly, and raised his hand to help her wipe gently. (The cleansing oil is in the senior sister's bag)
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The skin is very delicate, and it is clear that it is already naturally beautiful, and it only needs makeup.
Through his efforts, Ai Hayasaka's face returned to whiteness.
"Senior sister leaves a little way for other girls to live, makeup is enough."
Ishigami said as he looked at Ai Hayasaka, who was ruddy
"Senior sister, you can be the way you are now."
"Ishigami-kun, do you think I'm okay like this?"
Ai Hayasaka retorted
"How so."
Anyway, she's been unarmed, and she's completely rotten
"Makeup is just as important as acting."
She sighed
"A woman's beauty is power"
"People who don't know how to dress up can't mix in society."
"And people can't be loved if they don't act."
"The human heart is ugly and needs to be covered with a mask."
"That's something babies know."
Ishigami heard her say that
"So Hayasaka-senpai, I'm now clearing the power of your beauty."
"You say, I didn't take off your mask."
Ai Hayasaka touched her face, and there was indeed no makeup from before.
"Senior sister, don't you say this to me well."
"It's true that beauty is important, yes."
"But communication between people should be sincere, right?"
For this senior sister who has put up many shields, she really should say a little more, so that she knows that her views all along are wrong.
Ishigami grabbed one of her hands and pressed it to his chest
"Senpai, do you feel it?"
"My heart beats."
"Hmm.."
Ai Hayasaka's hand could clearly feel that the beating of that heart was so energetic and fast.
Ishigami nodded
"Okay, Senpai"
"What I'm going to say next is the truth."
Ai Hayasaka was slightly stunned when she heard it
Ishigami continued
"Actually, I like it very much no matter which mask the senior sister is."
"Senior sister, you may think that using a mask to disguise yourself is a particularly despicable thing."
His eyes looked into the eyes of his senior sister
"But I don't think so."
"Who would do that if it wasn't a last resort?"
"Senior sister just wants to survive in the Sinomiya family."
"Everyone has their own way of life, and no one is necessarily more noble than the other."
"Who hasn't done dirty things?"
"Everybody is just begging for a living."
"Life is really hard"
"The world is not as tender as it is sung."
"But the world can be changed."
Ishigami clenched his fist
"Even if I don't have the power to change the world now, there is still a lot I can do."
For example
"The gentleness that this world can't give"
"I can give it to you.."
"The pain the world has given you."
"I can heal you."
"So, Senpai.."
"Don't be afraid."
"I'm behind you
"Leave it to me!"
"I will be your strongest backing."
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