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Li Oz ignored Nimodin's dejected expression, hung up the phone directly, and looked at the last person on the list.
"Hmm...... If something happens, it's not good. β
Li Oz hesitated for a moment, but decided to make a call.
"Both............ All............ Hello, the user you are dialing is not in the service area, please dial again later. β
Hang up and call again, Leoz needs every ounce of strength now.
"Both............ ............"
The bell rang for a long time, and the interface of the call remained unchanged.
Just as Li Oz was about to give up, the phone suddenly connected.
Click.
ββ¦β¦ Mr. Lee? β
He was answered by a calm young female voice.
"Sorry to call you all of a sudden, bothered."
Li Aozi didn't see the video turned on, I don't know if it was inconvenient for the other party to open the video, or the camera of the terminal was damaged, only listening to the sound, which made him feel a little unable to let go, but still said:
"It's a bit abrupt to say that, though...... But could you please come and help me, Miss Awen? β
Yawen was silent for a moment, and suddenly said:
ββ¦β¦ Are you saying that you need me right now? β
"Not really."
As soon as Li Oz's voice fell, he suddenly noticed something strange in her tone.
It's like there's a vague expectation of it.
So he immediately changed his tone:
"I mean, if you think it's too much trouble, or you can't do it, you can say no."
"βwhat do you need me to do?"
Yawen's tone was soft, which made Li Aozi a little unaccustomed - most of the women he had met so far were relatively independent, firm and strong.
Yawen is different, maybe because she can't see her appearance, which adds to the mystery, maybe because she has suffered any setbacks recently, and her tone is weak and gentle.
Her voice was like a heated marshmallow, and it wrapped up Li Oz's ears at once, and it was warm and full of sticky and dependent.
Li Oz hadn't met someone who relied on him so much for a long time, but he was a little embarrassed, and he simply said:
"Yawen, are you okay lately? If you have any difficulties, just tell me, I still have time. β
"I don't have anything, I'm just ......"
"Just what, Miss Awen?"
"I'm just, when I hear that I feel that I am needed and that I am needed by others, especially when you say that...... I was so happy. β
Yawen's voice was a little erratic, as if she was walking in some windy place, and Li Aozi immediately thought of the outside world.
"Have you come to the outside world?"
"Don't worry about me, well, but if you're really worried about my safety, I'll be flattered......" Awen seemed to move the terminal into her arms, put on her cloak, and whispered.
The soft voice was like whispering in the ear next to the pillow, and the woman's breathing was clearly audible, as if Yawen was putting her head on his shoulder at this moment, biting the root of his ear to speak.
"What you said seems to be wrong whether I'm worried or not."
Li Oz spread his hands:
"Seriously, you don't have to hide it, Yawen, if you have the idea of 'I'm worried that if you get acquainted with you, you'll be hated,' then you'll never be able to make friends."
ββ¦β¦ Friend? Yawen was slightly surprised: "Do you just regard me as a friend?" β
"You can't say that, Awen. You have a unique meaning to me, and you are a unique being on this planet. β
Li Oz Says:
"You have a talent that is better than everyone else, and that means a lot to me."
"My existence is meaningful to others." Yawen murmured. "I mean a lot to you, Leoz...... It means a lot......"
There seems to be some snickering in the tone that is unique to little girls.
"Yawen, don't be so arrogant."
Li Oz didn't want to go to Yawen for help now, he was worried that there was something wrong with this girl's mental health, and if there was a three-long and two-short, he couldn't think about it, where would he find his [Object Resonance]?
"Thank you for telling me this, I'm really happy." Yawen said, "Am I unique to you?" β
"You are the most unique being on this planet."
Li Oz confessed:
"It may take hundreds of thousands, if not millions, of years to find you. In a way, you are a godsend, the only one. β
ββ¦β¦ But, I don't think I deserve it. β
Yawen suddenly fell down again:
"Mr. Leoz, I, I'm not as good as you say. I'm stupid and stupid because I can't do anything and I don't want to die like this, leading me to make mistakes in the past that can never be forgiven, my existence is immoral, I'm a monster and I don't know what I have to do now, the whole world is rejecting me and abandoning me...... I, I'm so scared. β
She must have had something wrong with her psyche.
Li Oz found a place to sit down, but in fact, it was not his turn to enlighten this kind of thing.
But who let Yawen, the child's mother die, his father is in prison, his brother is unemployed, and he is doing work against his conscience - under such great pressure, it is already a good thing that people can maintain no schizophrenia.
"Awen."
"The whole world hates me, I'm so scared, but I don't want to be hated by them, I don't want to be hated by anyone, but I know that I shouldn't be forgiven......"
"Yawen!"
"I have seen some terrible things, but no matter how terrible those things are, they are not as terrible as the mistakes I have made, if others are hell, then I am at least a great demon king, I should die, but I dare not die...... I'm afraid to die. β
"Yawen, you are a bad pen, can you shut up and listen to me!"
Li Aozi couldn't bear it, Yawen's speech was becoming more and more dangerous, and what would happen next was possible, so he scolded the other party directly:
"You said, you're hated by the whole worldβam I, Leoz, not a part of this world? Am I some inconsequential dust? β
"That's not what I meant. Mr. Lee, I mean I-"
"I don't hate you, Awen."
Li Oz Says:
"You are very kind and thoughtful, although sometimes you are too naΓ―ve, but more often you know that you have done something wrong and stop the loss in time."
"But me, what I did before-"
"Does anyone hate you because of your mistakes?"
"She, Sijia, Jiajia...... She was killed by me and turned into a ghost......"
"Does she hate you?"
ββ¦β¦ I, she's always been around me. β
"I don't care about that, Yawen, I mean, the 'Sijia' who was killed by you, does she hate you?"
ββ¦β¦ She said she loved me. β
Yawen said bitterly:
"She traded her life for mine, for so many years. She didn't hurt me, she didn't hate me, but she loved me and guarded me...... I was so scared, I was so miserable, I shouldn't have enjoyed it, I felt so much guilt, but she forgave me...... Love, but it is love. Why doesn't she hate me? Such pure love made me even more tormented. β
"Yawen, repaying life for life is the most simple emotion in the world."
Li Oz Says:
"But the one who sacrifices does not choose to sacrifice in order for you to live in guilt."
"But she shouldn't have sacrificedβ"
"You don't have the right to decide the will of the victim, that's someone else's choice. You have the illusion of living, and others have the courage to choose to die. β
Li Oz Says:
"Miss Yawen, I don't know what's going on between you. But I know that since you feel guilty and guilty for your past mistakes, it means that you are still a human being, and that's a good thing. β
"I'm ...... Person? β
"I'm not talking about race, I'm saying you still have a human conscience, and that's enough."
Li Oz Says:
"I have seen evil human beings who betray and betray their fellow citizens in exchange for their own interests. I've also seen noble cosmic people who sacrifice their lives to protect a planet β believe me, some things aren't absolute. β
"In the past, people used to use various labels and hats to distinguish people, but in the face of the cosmic year, you are all dust."
"I don't know what mistakes you have done, but as long as you have not caused pain and hurt to others, and you have come to this day thanks to the sacrifice of others, then I feel that your life is not your own."
Li Oz raised his hand, and his fingertips lit a flame, reflecting the figures of the two girls.
"So what should I do?"
Yawen asked confusedly:
"I know it's going to look pathetic to say that, but I really don't know, everything I'm doing now is so weird, I'm not who I am anymore, I don't know what my life is going to be, it's getting worse. The world hates me...... I guess the only thing I can trust is you. Only you don't hate me. β
"Alive."
Li Oz said.
"Alive?"
Awen chewed on the word.
"Awen, Nomi died in the laboratory of the Underworld, and there are no bones left; Qiu Ran died on the train home, her ashes flying into the snow. I took their powers, and if I died, there would be no trace of them in this world. β
Li Oz Says:
"If you have no burden and are relaxed, then even if you die, no one will care, and you will die very selfishly and freely. But when you carry someone else's life on your back, your life is no longer your own. β
"If you have a particularly good friend who knows that you are dead, he will feel sad and sad."
"If you have someone who loves you, and you die, their sky falls."
"If you have people who believe in supporting you, your departure will be immensely painful for them and will be missed forever."
"Yawen, I may think it is outrageous for you to say this, but in fact, people are not beasts. Wild beasts live for survival and reproduction, and man is a social animal, some people die, the whole world celebrates, and some people die, and the whole country mourns. Human beings live for themselves, but human beings, human beings live for the sake of others. β
"Oz...... I...... If I die, you'll-"
"I said it, Awen." "You mean a lot to me, you have a family, you have people who have sacrificed their lives to keep you alive...... From that moment on, you are no longer a simple Yawen, but a Yawen we like, are willing to get along, and are willing to pay the price for you. β
"That's why you can't die. You have to keep living with the expectations of others, and this is the 'redemption' for the mistakes you have made in the past. β
"So-"
Yawen's voice raised, and she asked eagerly:
"Mr. Leoz, would you like me like that?"
"Didn't I say I didn't hate it?" Li Oz smiled: "I don't hate you, but whether you like it or not depends on yourself." β
"Thank you." Yawen said: "Because of this, you are also one of the meanings of my existence. β
"I have a crush on you, Mr. Lyoz."