187. [Chapter at the end of the volume] He will not be my moon in the future
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In early spring and March, the cold winter is over, and there is still a little chill in the air.
Tokyo, Haneda Airport, crowded.
"Youzhen, do you think you're going this way?"
A short-haired girl in a thin cotton suit and carrying a blue travel bag held up her mobile phone and asked the long-haired girl next to her.
The girl with long hair and shawl and delicate facial features raised her head to look at the signs inside the airport, carefully comparing them with the strategy pictures on the mobile phone screen.
γ...... Seems to be?" The girl gave a less certain answer.
The two girls, who looked at each other and didn't know Japanese, but also had half-baked English, smelled a hint of embarrassment in the air at the same time.
The moment I read the Raiders, I felt that I was already stable.
Until I started to practice......
The short-haired girl laughed awkwardly and hurriedly pulled her friend to ask the airport staff.
It's a pity that Dongying people have their own three or four accents in English, and South Koreans also have their own three or four accents in English.
As soon as they spoke, both sides felt as if the other was speaking a very new language.
After talking a few words with the duck, the long-haired girl slapped her head and quickly opened her backpack and found two cardboard tickets, and was about to gesture to the staff.
"Are you going to Saitama Prefecture?" Before the staff could understand, a man's voice came from behind him.
The two girls turned around at the same time, with a look of surprise on their faces.
"Yes!" The long-haired girl bowed slightly to the young man and said politely, "Hello! We want to go to Saitama Super Arena to see the concert, but we don't know how to transfer trains, so I don't know if you can ......."
"Take the Tokyo Monorail to ...... first"
The man said a few words, and then noticed that the confusion on the faces of the two girls was getting deeper and deeper.
Glancing at the paper ticket in the girl's hand, he was slightly silent, "Come with me."
The long-haired girl and her friend glanced at each other and hurriedly followed.
......
Inside the shaking tram, Han Youzhen looked at the young man next to him with some curiosity.
There's something strange about this guy.
Kindly reaching out to help, but seemingly silent.
"Hello, my name is Han Youzhen." She opened her mouth with some restraint.
"Gu Heng." The man turned his face and replied simply.
"Thank you for your help! Thank you very much~" Han Youzhen thanked her seriously again.
"Just drop by, you're welcome."
"By the way?" Han Youzhen was slightly stunned, and subconsciously asked, "You also went to see the Girls' Generation concert, are you a fan of your youth?"
Taking out an identical ticket from his arms, Gu Heng looked at it for a few seconds before he smiled lightly and asked,
"What? Is there a limit to the number of fans you can have when you are young?"
"I didn't mean that," looking at this man who was a little heartwarming when he smiled lightly, Han Youzhen waved her hand again and again, "It's just a little unexpected......
Looking at the verdant scenery passing by outside the tram window, Gu Heng suddenly asked, "Whose fan are you?"
"Whose fan? I'm a fan," Han Youzhen hesitated for a moment before continuing, "If you have to say it, I'll like Yun'er a little more~"
"Huh? Why, because she's better-looking?" Gu Heng retracted his gaze, and seemed to suddenly be interested in chatting.
"Ani," Han Youzhen shook her head, "probably because when they were in the Black Sea, Yoona and Taeyeon ran desperately so that they could find a little hope from that situation when they were young...... She wasn't even an adult at the time." β¦.
"Although it was dazzling when I reached the summit when I was young, what impressed me the most was Yuna at that time, like a shining light...... It was also the first time I really liked a group and an idol."
Gu Heng listened silently, and finally said, "Chasing dreams wholeheartedly, so you deserve to be liked."
"yes," Han Youzhen slapped her hands in agreement before asking, "What about you?" Do you like Yuna?"
"Me?" Gu Heng looked at the ticket in his hand and laughed, "I don't like it very much...... Well, it's kind of annoying."
"Huh?" Han Youzhen's eyes changed, and she sat a little farther away, "Whose poison are you......
Poison only refers to fans who only like one member of an idol group and dislike other members.
Although the man next to him is handsome, and he has kindly helped himself and his friends, if it is Poison Wei, then ......
"What does poison mean?" Gu Heng was stunned.
Han Youzhen blinked, "Are you really a fan of your youth?"
Saying that, she gave Gu Heng a look at the professional terms in the fan group.
"That's what I said."
"You don't even know what Poison Wei is, what do you say you hate Yun'er?"
γ...... Maybe it's because I should hate her, but I can't always hate her, so I think it's a little annoying."
Gu Heng muttered to himself and said something a little twisted.
Han Youzhen became more and more puzzled, "Why should you hate Yun'er?"
Gu Heng chuckled, "Well, because I think the faΓ§ade is Yuli, Yun'er obviously looks like a boy."
Han Youzhen was stunned, and for a while she didn't know whether she should put Gu Heng in the scope of Poison Wei.
After a staggering journey, the train arrived at Saitama Shintoshin Station.
When you get off the train, you will find a huge stadium not far away.
"Give."
When Gu Heng was a little distracted, Han Youzhen stuffed a small headlamp into his hand.
"Huh?"
"You can use it when you support," Han Youzhen looked at the antler-shaped headlamp with some reluctance, and said seriously, "This is for you, you can't hate Yun'er anymore!" Fans need to unite!"
Gu Heng smiled dumbly.
"Okay."
......
Saitama Super Arena.
Although night had already fallen, the concert scene, which accommodated tens of thousands of fans, was particularly boiling.
Countless light sticks wave and form a sea of pink and rose, cascading and turbulent.
"Yuna, you're okay, right?"
On stage, taking advantage of a break in the song, Sunny moved the microphone and whispered in concern.
From her point of view, Lin Yun'er's lips are still a little white even if they are covered by makeup.
Thinking about her recent form, Sunny couldn't help but be a little worried.
"It's fine." Lin Yun'er shook her head.
"Don't be pushy, it's encore now, if you're not feeling well......" Sunny said with a frown.
"I'm really fine," Lin Yun'er straightened her somewhat disheveled hair, pursed her lips and said softly, "I can't mess everything up, right......?"
Sunny has to say more, but the accompaniment to the new song is already coming to his ears.
The music started again, and the cheers of the fans in the audience on all sides poured in again.
......
Expertly pedaling on every beat, as if you had practiced countless times in the past. β¦.
Lin Yun'er's eyes swept over the audience.
Eye contact with fans is also an important lesson for idols.
In this regard, she has always been an honor student, and this concert is no exception......
Lin Yun'er was slightly stunned, not only did her gaze stop for a second, but she also made a mistake with her movements.
Just now, at the moment when the circular light swept through the auditorium.
Did you read it wrong?
Lin Yun'er's heart beat a little fast.
Struggling to get back to the beat, she waited for the lights to sweep through somewhere in the audience again.
A minute later.
Lin Yun'er's gaze did not move, and she was tightly locked on a certain location.
The lights arrived as scheduled.
...... It's him.
Lin Yun'er made another wrong move.
But no one cares anymore.
The last song on the Encore stage has ended, and the lights of the entire concert venue are lit up.
The eyes are facing each other.
Lin Yun'er's eyes suddenly reddened, and she turned her face in a little panic.
......
Compared to the prosperity of Tokyo, Saitama is naturally inferior.
However, the cherry blossom trees planted all over the place attract many visitors every spring.
Stepping on the stone road, seeing a figure on the stone chair not far away, Lin Yun'er's originally fast pace suddenly slowed down and hesitated.
As if hearing her footsteps, Gu Heng got up and looked at Lin Yun'er.
Taking two steps forward, Gu Heng gently opened his arms and hugged her.
Burying her face in Gu Heng's chest, Lin Yun'er was quiet for a long time.
"Why are you here?" She whispered.
"Tickets for New Year's Day."
"Oh~"
Lin Yun'er raised her little face, her chin against Gu Heng's chest, "Kiss ......"
But Gu Heng just reached out and pinched her face, and kissed her on the forehead.
Just when Lin Yun'er was a little dazed, Gu Heng said softly, "You cried on stage just now?"
Lin Yuner's heart tightened, and she subconsciously denied it, "It's just that when the concert ended, I was a little moved, so I ......
"If I could, I would like it to be."
γ...... What do you mean?" A trace of panic flashed in Lin Yun'er's heart.
"Remember what I said on the phone with you after I found that half of the notebook?"
Gu Heng lowered his head and pressed his forehead against Lin Yun'er's forehead.
"When you asked me why I didn't remember it, I said...... Because the current classmate Lin Yun'e is too dazzling."
"Actually, that sentence is not exactly to apologize or please you, Lin Yun'er is really different from before."
"Y-Why did you say this all of a sudden?" Lin Yun'er avoided Gu Heng's eyes and wanted to divert the topic, "There is a night market nearby, I ...... it."
Gu Heng's words, tone and expression were so gentle that they made her uneasy.
There is always a tacit understanding between couples.
Just as Gu Heng noticed her abnormality, she also faintly had a bad premonition.
But Gu Heng didn't let her finish her words.
"Listen to me Yun'er," Gu Heng rubbed her hair, "Really, listen to me...... There are some things that are really not so easy for me to say."
Lin Yun'er's face turned pale, and the arm around Gu Heng's back became more and more forceful. β¦.
Gu Heng exhaled before continuing,
"I'm still a little unsure what you've been reluctant to tell me, but right now, our relationship, or my existence, makes you feel embarrassed, right?"
Lin Yun'er shook her head on his chest very hard, wanting to say something, but she was so choked up that she couldn't speak.
Gu Heng was silent for a moment and touched her hair,
"In the past month, I have been thinking about a lot of things, and I used to think about sharing something with you, but it seems to have become a burden to you again, and this does not seem to be the result I wanted when I was with you."
Speaking of this, he was still forced to interrupt and gently patted Lin Yun'er on the back.
"Don't cry, didn't I tell you that there is already a crybaby at home?"
"IβI'm not crying, but don't say it, okay?" Lin Yun'er sniffed and said in a hoarse throat, even a humble plea in her voice.
Gu Heng shook his head and just hugged it
She said slowly, "Don't always stay up late in the future, don't eat too much ice, and don't work too hard when practicing......
Lin Yun'er's body slowly softened.
"Are you ...... now? Do you hate me very much?" She said in a low voice.
"No, I know, I'm still important to you."
"You're a liar! You just think you're the one who's going to be given up in my eyes!" Lin Yun'er pushed his chest and took a step back, shouting with red eyes.
"No, I know, I'm very important to you......" Gu Heng's eyes lowered slightly, and his tone was firm and stunned.
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[Did this letter scare you? γ
[I know this seems presumptuous, obviously you didn't think about this when you helped me]
[But I can't help it, my most embarrassing appearance has been seen by you......]
[Really, since my mother left, I told myself that Run'e should be the pride of Abba, be a shining person, and not be laughed at]
[But this road is really long...... You know, I'm not very smart (no, you should know best) and sometimes a little timid, so really...... Thanks to you]
[As you said, wouldn't it be a pity if people like us don't work hard to chase the light and shine...... You always make sense when you speak, and I will continue to work hard according to this]
[And then...... I know it's cheeky and greedy, but I'd like to ask.
[When I realize my dream, I can ...... Do you want to bring one more of you with you? γ
γ...... At this point, you're about to throw this letter away, right? How can anyone give nothing (except gimbap) and think that you will pay so much, it's unreasonable]
[Also, I inquired, and they all said that you must be from Seoul in the future, and it seems to be a shame to bring me to do this kind of homework......]
[So it's okay if you refuse me, but ...... Can you grant me a small request?
- I'll try to be the sparkling person first, and then I'll come to you, okay? That way you don't feel too ashamed]
[Even if the female classmates of Seoul University are very good, can I ask you to wait a little longer? γ
[And everyone says I'm good-looking, and Seoul doesn't necessarily have anyone better than me!] οΌγ
......
Looking at Lin Yun'er again, Gu Heng said seriously,
"I don't think you despise me, it's just Yun'a, people always have to face a lot of choices in their lives, family, love, friendship, dreams, ......
"Maybe everything in this is important, but does important mean that it can't be discarded? That's not true. The world doesn't revolve around me, others always have to make trade-offs, and if I resent myself because I wasn't the one I chose, wouldn't there be too many things in this world that I couldn't forgive?"
"So," Gu Heng pursed his lips before he said, "Just like the day of the first snow, I didn't meet you, you just had a dream because the persimmon wine tasted good."
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