Yes, he now earns more than 3,000 yuan a month, supporting a family of five, all of which are barely enough, if he has a second child, he will not be able to live!

Although Fang Xiaoni doesn't need money to go to school, there are only some tuition and miscellaneous fees.

But the weather is hot, the harvest is not good, and no crops can be grown, so their family can no longer subsidize the family through farming, and when they have a second child, they can no longer save money for childbirth, milk powder, diapers, etc.

It's useless to throttle, and now we have to open up the source and find more money.

Thinking of this, Fang Xingde plucked up his courage and said, "I want to go to the city to work." ”

"Many of my co-workers have gone to the city now, and now because of the post-disaster reconstruction work, it is easier to find a job than before, and if I go to work in the city, I can get at least four or five thousand yuan a month."

"No!"

But before Fang Xingde could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Father Fang.

"It's like, what are you doing so far away, can't you find a job in the county? When you go to the city, you have to pay rent, and you have to cook your own food, so it's not good for you to eat ready-made food at home? ”

Mrs. Fang also came out of the kitchen to stop Fang Xingde, "The so-called raising children to prevent old age, raising children to prevent old age, we raise you so big, you are not waiting by your side, you want to run outside to have a good time at a young age, don't even think about it!" ”

"Besides, your daughter-in-law also needs you to take care of her, your family is here, where do you want to go?"

"There are also a lot of jobs to find in the county, you don't have the ability to do it yourself, you keep an eye on the city every day, don't you know that the cost in the city is greater?"

The output of the old lady of the Fang family let Fang Xingde know that there must be no drama again.

Ever since he was growing up, whenever he wanted to leave the house and stand on his own, his parents would jump out and stop him with various reasons.

He didn't understand how many parents in the village wanted their children to go out and earn a lot of money, and his parents would tie him here like a dog.

He doesn't understand!

He couldn't help but fantasize again, how nice it would have been if he had successfully eloped with his first love and escaped here!

"Mom and Dad, you're not right." Ma Cui interrupted them, "He can earn 5,000 yuan when he goes to the city, which is much stronger than now, and if you want to eat good, you can eat good, what is bad." ”

"Why are you tying up at home every day, he's so, he's been harmed by you."

"You know what." Mrs. Fang was disdainful, "Don't you want him to serve me when I raise him so big, if he goes outside every day to spend all day drinking, and takes a little money to send us two old guys, don't think about it!" ”

"Besides, aren't you afraid that he will go out and mess with flowers? There will be no place for you to cry then. ”

Ma Cui rolled her eyes, "If he wants to have this ability, I will look up to him." ”

Mrs. Fang was speechless, "There is still a woman like you in the world, it is really shameless." Your husband is well disciplined, even if he messes with flowers, it's your fault. ”

Ma Cui immediately scolded her, "Yes! Dad's affair with the widow in the next village turned out to be matched by you, Mom, you are really broad-minded, admire and admire! ”

Mrs. Fang's slap was hard, and she stared at her fiercely and rushed up to slap Ma Cui, but Ma Cui looked at her proudly with a pregnant belly that was not frightened.

"I'm pregnant! You fight! Beat me up and have a miscarriage, count you as a kind! ”

"You, you, you," Mrs. Fang was so angry that she couldn't beat Ma Cui to death on the spot and tear her mouth apart, but when she thought of the grandson in her belly, she had to give up hatefully.

The two of them were going back and forth on their daily lives, but Fang Xingde had already dragged his tired body and lay down on the bed.

The good mood that was raised before is also gone.

He stared hopelessly at the moldy ceiling, heavy as a lump of lead, and wished it melted into the floor as if it had been sunburned.

Incompetence, cowardice, waste, and really throughout his life......

How many men in the world would be as indignant as he was, and then incompetent to such a point?

Listening to the increasingly fierce quarrels and abuses outside, Fang Xingde had to close the quilt and bury his whole head inside, hoping to block out all the sounds.

It's hot to death, and I don't want to be noisy to death by these people.

But Fang Xingde wanted to rest, but their house did not have a fuel-efficient lamp.

When Ma Cui returned to the house and saw him like this, he was so angry that he went crazy, every time he quarreled with his mother, Fang Xingde would only hide and never help her!

Although she spoke to Fang Xingde every time, he was good, obviously about to win, but he withdrew his troops and threw all the troubles at her.

Like Fang Xingde, she has had enough of this family.

Such a day, such a life, is simply torture.

They were disgusted with each other, and for Ma Cui, she was more painful, because they were a blood family, but they were not.

She's always alone, oh no, and there's a daughter who will help her.

Thinking of Fang Xiaoni, Ma Cui felt a lot less resentment in her heart, and her mood was much more comfortable.

At least in this family, there is a person who really loves her.

Stroking the new life in her belly and holding Fang Xiaoni, Ma Cui finally fell asleep.

For a mother, the only one who is willing to support her forever and love her is her own children.

At least that's how Ma Cui understands it.

After she got married, her parents couldn't help her, and occasionally she went back to visit, and her parents were still worried that she would take things from home, which made Ma Cui very sad.

And on the mother-in-law's side, not to mention, there is no one who makes her happy, only the child, and the child belongs to her.

But......

Ma Cui in her sleep is a spirit, if she gives birth to a beast son like Fang Xingde, she will not give birth at all!

Neither is it right......

Ma Cui suddenly became another spirit, she is also her mother's child, why does she still love her mother, but now she is not a person inside and out?

Suddenly, Ma Cui couldn't help but bury herself on the pillow and cry bitterly.

The world is big, and it seems that nowhere is not her home.

"Mom, what's wrong with you?"

In the dark night, Fang Xiaoni's little hand touched Ma Cui's cheek and touched her tears.

Ma Cui shook her head and covered her little hand, "Mom is fine, go to sleep." ”

Feeling her mother's pain, Fang Xiaoni drilled her head into her arms, "When I grow up, I will definitely make good money and take my mother to live in the city instead of living with them." ”

"Okay." Ma Cui's heart was full of emotion.

Fang Xiaoni took out her little hand, just like Ma Cui coaxed her to sleep when she was a child, and gently patted her shoulder.

The warmth that touched the heartstrings filled Ma Cui's lonely heart, and she soon fell asleep in softness.

It seems that in this family, only they can understand each other's pain and depend on each other.

I really hope that this love can last forever and never dissipate.

Ma Cui wasn't sure if she could be the best mother she could be.