Chapter 307: No Heart
Later, as his wisdom grew and his experience increased, the boy saw countless people and things and knew his abnormality.
He...... As if there is no heart.
The general view of the desolate world is that only those who have a heart can have joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and he is a heartless and ruthless person.
He wants to have a heart, he wants to have all kinds of emotions such as joy, anger and sorrow.
He had done countless experiments, and as his cultivation grew day by day, in front of the world, he could only express his emotions with fake expressions.
When you are angry, you make angry faces, and when you are sad, you make sad faces.
He tried all kinds of efforts, and even thought about dissecting himself, digging out his own heart, to see what was different from others.
The way he thinks about things is always whether it is reasonable or not, whether it is necessary to do it, what the outcome and outcome of this will be.
And normal people, obviously, don't think so much.
After all the tests he had done and failed, he met a man, a woman to be exact, and now he was in front of him, a woman in a light-colored shirt with her hair in a bun.
She is not beautiful in appearance, she was originally a passerby, but because of her young achievements, she is also well-known in the human race.
Before the eight days were over, the boy lived in the inn all the year round, and after the death of his parents, he never returned to that home.
The young man looked at this familiar face, when they walked on the street, passed by, met in Pingshui, and in their lifetime, they were not spared.
Back then, she was still a girl, but now, she has combed her woman's hair in a bun, and her dress has lost her previous agility and well-behaved, and she has become mature and stable.
Passing by, the boy walked towards his destination, but the girl followed him closely, using various ways to talk all the way.
"What's your name?"
"Where are you going? I remember the road leading to the Broken Bowel Cliff. β
"My name is Ling Susu, what's your name?"
"Hey, why don't you speak?"
"Don't you know it's rude?"
Along the way, Ling Susu said a lot, but the young man was expressionless and didn't pay attention to her.
Ling Susu finally rushed to the front of the young man, opened his arms to stop him, frowned slightly, and pursed his small mouth, looking a little aggrieved: "Okay, I admit that I fell in love with you, not love at first sight, but the kind that fell in love at first sight!"
She unabashedly expressed her feelings boldly, but in exchange for the young man's calm words: "You are in my way." β
The expression on the young man's face remained unchanged from beginning to end.
When his parents are alive, he will still make some fake expressions to show the appropriate emotions at the right time.
But after the death of his parents, there was no need for the teenager to make any fake expressions.
No one deserves him to make such an expression.
"Hey, Iceberg Face, are you really going to Broken Bowel Cliff?"
Ling Susu, who couldn't get a response, followed all the way, and the young man didn't stop him, and the two came to the Broken Intestine Cliff together.
On the cliff of Broken Intestine, the boy plucked a bouquet of flowers, which was called Broken Intestine Flower.
It is said that those who eat this flower will feel heart-rending and unbearable pain, and will be reminded of the saddest thing in the world.
Then under Ling Susu's shocked gaze, the young man swallowed the broken intestine flower in one gulp.
"Spit it out, spit it out!"
She hurriedly stepped forward and slapped the young man's back frantically, trying to help induce vomiting, but was stopped by the young man.
After swallowing the broken intestine flower, the young man's eyes were still clear, and he didn't think of anything that was the saddest thing at all.
She chuckled in her heart, hasn't the person in front of her encountered any grief?
The broken intestine flower is not toxic, and its only function is to remind people of grief, heartbreaking, and unbearable pain.
The more grief, the greater the effect, and some people even die of pain after eating the broken intestine flower.
"Still useless. β
The boy stood on the cliff, facing the breeze, sensed it for a moment, and shook his head lightly.
"What's useless?"
Hearing the young man speak for the first time, although Ling Susu didn't know why, he was still very pleased, and hurriedly approached to talk to him.
But the young man ignored her, turned around, and went down the mountain by himself, preparing to return to the inn in Baili City.
Ling Susu was a little discouraged, from beginning to end, there was only the road in the young man's eyes, and there was no one else.
She desperately accosted her face, and she couldn't get a response from the young man.
After returning to the inn, the young man did not take Ling Susu's episode to heart.
People will meet countless people in their lives, but 99% of them are passers-by, and very few can stay around.
He didn't expect that the next day, next door to the inn where he lived, a person and a woman moved in.
"See you again!"
Ling Susu smiled skillfully, leaned on the window, and greeted the young man passing by the corridor.
The boy glanced at her, and walked out of the inn again as if he hadn't seen it.
Since then, Ling Susu will come to harass him every day, and he has not responded to him in various ways, but he can't extinguish Ling Susu's enthusiasm.
The boy did not choose to move out, for him, everywhere was the same.
Absolutely rational and emotionless, Ling Susu did not cause him any so-called trouble at all.
Finally, one day, the boy was ready to go out again to find something called bitter fruit.
"Hey, Iceberg Face, you're going out again?"
Ling Susu was lying on the window, supporting her cheeks with her right hand, showing a bright smile.
The boy glanced at her, ignoring her as usual.
"I discovered your secret!"
Who knows, after the young man turned around, Ling Susu's words made the young man's body pause, turned around again, and walked to her window.
Ling Susu's eyes were bright, her smile was like a flower, and she was very happy.
Because this was the first time the teenager had paid attention to her.
"What's the secret?"
It was the second sentence she had ever seen the boy say, the first one was on the cliff of broken intestines, and the second time was outside her window.
"You...... Don't you have a heart, can't feel any emotions?"
Ling Susu stretched out her slender shou finger and pointed to the position of the young man's heart.
The boy was silent, and he had once suspected that he had no heart.
But he had personally dissected himself, and his heart was alive and full of blood, exactly like an ordinary person.
"I have a good idea to help you!"
Ling Susu raised his hand and looked at the young man with a smile, and time seemed to be frozen at this moment.
......
Outside the giant ape clan, now, outside this woman, that is, Ling Susu's courtyard, the young man raised his eyes and looked at her.
Just like back then, after she said that she could help him, he also looked at each other like this.
looked at each other, and for a moment, it seemed to have returned to the beginning, to the inn in Baili City, and to those quiet years.
"Ling Susu, you're really here!"
An angry roar broke the two of them looking at each other, Fu Yan sneered, and at the same time unleashed an attack, smashing at Ling Susu fiercely.
"Boom!"
A light curtain appeared in front of Ling Susu, blocking Fu Yan's attack out of thin air.
"Fu Yan, you are no match for me. β
Ling Susu glanced at Fu Yan, saw through the other party's realm at a glance, and said lightly.
"Enlightenment Realm!"
Fu Yan's pupils shrank, although he had expected it, but after the other party got the book, he directly broke through to the realm of enlightenment, and he was still shocked.
If it weren't for her, this book would have been his!
Thinking of this, he couldn't help but kneel down and look at the young man beside him.
"Master, Fu Yan is incompetent, so I can only implore the master to take action and kill the traitor!"
He gritted his teeth, what he hated most over the years was not the harm she had caused to her master, but the fact that she had stolen the book!
The boy glanced at him, but did not speak.
Seeing this, Ling Susu couldn't help but chuckle: "Your master won't make a move on me, this is what he promised, right?"
Glancing deeply at the young man, Ling Susu turned around with a smile and closed the door with a bang.
"Masterβ"
From beginning to end, the teenager did not make a move.
Fu Yan knelt in front of the wheelchair, stubborn.
The young man shook his head and sighed, "That's it, that's it, she's all combed her hair in a bun, let's go back." β
Time was in a trance, and that time, in his heart, was unfolding like a slide.
His mood seemed to be clouded with a haze at the moment.
She...... It worked, and it seems to have failed.
Until now, he had only learned which emotions to be in which environment and which emotions to emit, but ......
Not sincerely.
She hadn't taught herself how to feel emotions because of a book, and turned her back on him.
He poisoned him, stole the book, and left him alone on the cold ground, without looking back.
For a hundred years, he thought he would be angry.
He felt he should be angry.
After countless times of self-hypnosis, he even felt that he had already hated Ling Susu, but today, the moment the gate of the courtyard opened, he understood.
He was wrong.
He had no feelings for her, from beginning to end.
Even if she stole the book and poisoned him, he still didn't have a grudge for her.
There was always a cold voice in his heart that told him that everything in the world is because of interests, not feelings.
Whatever he encounters, there is always a voice in his heart that will give him an analysis of the head of the earth.
When he is obscure about a problem in his practice, this voice will tell him the most rational and direct solution.
But for feelings, this voice doesn't help anything.
This is its knowledge blind spot.
Later, he gradually learned that this voice was not someone else, but himself.
Deep down, that's what he thinks.
But, he longs for affection, he wants affection, and there is a thought in his bones that tells him that he needs to go through it all.
When Fu Brain was reincarnated, all memories were erased, and only this obsession remained.
Because Fu Nao knows that if he is reincarnated, reason will occupy everything, and if he does not have this obsession, it is useless to be reincarnated thousands of times.
It was destined to be a cold sound, rational loneliness, which did not help Fu Nao to experience the red dust.
Under this obsession, the boy accepted Ling Susu's help.
Baili City, in the inn, outside Ling Susu's window, the young man nodded and said, "Okay." β
Inside the window, Ling Susu was still holding her cheeks, her eyelashes were curved, and she looked at the young man.