Lu Ming finished reading the whole diary, his hands couldn't stop trembling, he was very sad, this diary was like magic, with the continuous reading let him feel the girl's experience.

The despair of being empty and the continuous torture all day long, the double pain of mind and body, like a moist paper covering the mouth and nose, a violent sense of oppression and suffocation.

But who will come to her rescue?

Lu Ming's trembling hand took out a cigarette, he hadn't smoked in a long time, but his tense nerves urgently needed a little pleasure to relieve it.

This diary, full of bland words, is full of painful and desperate lives, and no one can help her.

The smoke went down his throat and into his lungs, and Lu Ming coughed twice, his face as sickly pale and fine droplets as a drowning man.

"Why is this happening?" The man slowly solidified from the smoke, with an annoying teasing smile.

The man slowly approached Lu Ming's ear, and his sharp and slippery voice was like a heavy hammer hitting Lu Ming's bell tower, "You killed her!" ”

Lu Ming's pupils shrank suddenly, the hand holding the cigarette trembled violently, and the sunlight outside the window couldn't shine on his body at all, and the whole person shrank in a small dark and damp corner.

"You've found out, haven't you? You've known for a long time that Shrek Academy has all kinds of ills, and you've even seen that man, but you're indifferent."

The man continued to speak without waiting for Lu Ming's response, leaning into Lu Ming's ear, conveying unhurried words.

"You can change all this, but you choose to ignore it, you classify these things as immutable factors"

"You don't even have the idea of exchanging your soul for a girl, you put her in the category of unworthy"

After the man finished speaking, he paused, and then continued, "If it weren't for you, how could she have died, and you are worried about the fate I am talking about, but you keep an ambiguous distance from them"

"If you hadn't been in that kind of relationship with her, she wouldn't have come this far"

"Wang Dong, Huo Yuhan, Tang Yuyan, you enjoy the feeling of nephrite in your arms, you remind yourself not to get too close, while keeping an ambiguous distance from them"

"You're such a person! Lustful, selfish, greedy, you love the feeling of being approached by those pretty flesh! ”

The man suddenly became angry when he said this, grabbed Lu Ming's collar tightly, and roared angrily, "You killed that girl."

"If you hadn't chosen to be silent, how could you have ended up like this!"

"If you hadn't chosen to stay ambiguous with them, how could you have ended up like this!"

"If you can find out that all this is wrong, how can it end up like this!"

"Coward, garbage, dregs, you watched a little girl being spoiled by a brute, and you watched her step by step towards the abyss"

In the dark and narrow corner, this strange man clung to Lu Ming's clothes, his expression was as hideous as a ghost, and the tiny insects under the soil fled one after another under this uneasy roar.

Lu Ming's face was bloodless, the green tendons on his forehead exploded hideously, and he spit out a sentence with an angry roar, "Shut your mouth!" ”

Lu Ming broke free of the man's hands, and with that words, the wooden table was kicked out by him fiercely, hitting the wall and shattering, making a heavy crashing sound.

Then Lu Ming lowered his head again, took a hard puff of his cigarette, and spit out intermittent green smoke with a violent cough.

The man's manic and hideous expression was calm, as if it was not him who made that appearance just now, he lowered his head and leaned into Lu Ming's ear again.

"You killed her"

The slippery and cold voice was poured into Lu Ming's mind like cement, and his mind exploded like pain, and the sound was like a red-hot soldering iron, imprinted in the depths of his brain over and over again, and the sound of scorching flesh sounded.

Lu Ming's eyes were bloodshot, sitting in his original position, his body trembled uncontrollably, fine beads of sweat appeared on his face, and gray soot was messily distributed on the ground.

The man smiled contentedly, his bright red tongue slowly sticking out, licking his shriveled lips before dissipating into the breeze with the smoke.

Lu Ming was the only one left in the whole room, and that slippery and disgusting sentence kept lingering in his mind, over and over again, never stopping......

Self-blame turns into silver needles, starting from the heart, wantonly flowing in the blood vessels, flowing into every cell, flowing into every inch of skin, and the unnecessary pain affects the whole body.

If Lu Ming were a numb person, he could still turn a blind eye and loudly satirize men's pretentiousness, but Lu Ming is just a "person", a person in the real sense.

As if he were about to pierce him, he slammed against the wall, shattering into fine pieces of flesh, every inch of flesh and blood being eaten by insects and ants.

Every inch of flesh was filled with the stench of decay, crawling with maggots, and even the world was satirizing his inaction, repeating the restless words all the time.

The old man slowly came to the room, looked at the green smoke all over the room and the mess on the ground, frowned, and slowly picked up the diary that had fallen on the ground.

He didn't sit down, just stood and quietly looked at the diary full of pain, very fast, and his face was constantly changing as he read it.

It didn't take long for him to finish reading the entire diary, his expression was indescribably complicated, he slowly approached Lu Ming's body, and said in a hoarse voice, "I don't blame you for this."

But Lu Ming's mood had already reached the verge of collapse, he looked at the old man's face in a daze, and the angry volcano in his eyes erupted suddenly.

"And whose cause is her death?" Lu Ming's voice was a little cold, as if he had swallowed a piece of ice, and every breath was cold.

The old man didn't speak, as if he was choked, and sighed, which directly overwhelmed Lu Ming's tense nerves.

"I believe in you so much, I've been with you for four years, four years! I thought you were different, I thought you were a human being, a normal person, but you watched a girl go through this in front of you."

Lu Ming stood up, his voice was deafening, and even the walls trembled slightly under this sound.

"You told me that Shrek's teachers are all talents with both ability and political integrity, what a talent, look at what your talents have seen"

"Can't you see what Shrek Academy has cultivated, the people of the mainland are not living well, they are harsh on taxes and servitude, and the soul master wantonly bullies those civilians, Shrek Academy, it's better to be the first academy in the mainland, it's better to change its name to the Continental Noble Academy"

"You put on a moral high hat for yourself, expelling the evil soul master, a good one to expel the evil soul master, do your students cause fewer deaths than the evil soul master every year?"

"You are the master of Shrek Academy, you have watched this deformed and damn thing stay here, and you have watched Shrek Academy cultivate generations of scum, one by one who are familiar with human life and ignore human life"

"Look at the world, how much of the misfortune and suffering in this world can be separated from you"

"You act as if these things don't exist, even in your own turf, and you turn a blind eye to them!"

Huo Yuhan and Wang Dong were about to come back for dinner, and as soon as they arrived at the door of the cabin, they heard Lu Ming's gaffe roar, in their impression, Lu Ming had never been unwavering about anything, and he hadn't even been angry, but this time he could hear a deafening anger.

The two men were so frightened at once that they didn't even rush in the door, and looked inside with their heads at the window.

"Campus violence, those who don't cause trouble are mediocre, teachers don't seek teacher morality, but if they have enough strength, they can teach, take bribes, erotic transactions, xing aggression, all day long except running is running, can you have any effect?"

"You yourself have ignored these things for more than ten years and decades, can I consider that what I have seen is only the first case? What do you think of human life? ”

The old man looked older, his lips squirmed for a long time and he couldn't say a word, he did know all these problems, but he chose to ignore and ignore them, and now he was brought to the table like a wound being torn open with all kinds of stinging.

Lu Ming chuckled, as if he was sarcastic about himself, shook his head, his mood returned to normal, and bowed deeply.

"I'm sorry, it's my gaffe, I have nothing to do with you, you don't have to blame yourself, you are a bystander, I am also a playwright, but the bystanders are watching their own kind eat the lamb, and I, the playmaker, have watched my own kind being eaten by wild beasts."

"I'm the one who blames myself"

Lu Ming was silent for a while after speaking, looking at the old man's silent appearance, his eyes drooped slightly, and he walked out step by step, leaving only an old man like a sculpture in the entire cabin, standing in place like a dead tree.