Chapter 60: But Li Jingwen, you missed it
An Luqin's heart was like sand in a bottle, wrapped in water and waves and hitting another huge wave, suffering and struggling again and again.
This was the old lady's voice, and she was sure that it was also the voice of the old lady's heart.
Did she come all this way to donate blood just to hear this sentence?
An Luqin suddenly "pounced" and accidentally fell to the ground.
"An An!" Li Jingwen pushed open the door and came in, and saw An Luqin sitting on the ground half-kneeling, her little back trembling.
"An An!" Li Jingwen hugged An Luqin's waist and held her in his arms.
A crystal tear rolled out of An Luqin's eyes, and it fluttered on Li Jingwen's arm, and in an instant, the tears burst the embankment.
She hugged Li Jingwen, buried her head in his arms and cried loudly, the sound was heartbreaking, and Li Jingwen's heart was like a needle prick.
"IāI've always been a tool for their marriage."
"Growing up, I have never been loved, and I have always had to live under their arrangement."
"When I first said that I wanted to marry Brother Jingwen, they all praised me, saying that I was a little lucky star, I really thought I was a little lucky star, and I didn't know until later that they just praised me for marrying you."
"Brother Jingwen, I have never been with you because of interests, I really, really like you."
An Luqin's hot tears swirled in her eyes, and her eyes were like purple grapes covered with dewdrops, extremely aggrieved and helpless.
The tip of Li Jingwen's nose was a little sour, and he hugged An Luqin tightly in his arms.
"I know." His voice trembled slightly, but in front of An Luqin, he was much calmer.
"I want to go home." An Luqin sobbed, her head resting on Li Jingwen's shoulder, and her heartbeat was like thunder.
Li Jingwen's slender fingers lifted the broken hair in front of An Luqin's forehead behind her ears, and bent down to help her straighten her skirt.
"Go home."
An Luqin's mood calmed down, Li Jingwen was worried about whether An Luqin would lose control when he saw the needle when he was outside the door just now, he was just called away by An Xuzhi for a while, and An Luqin had an accident.
Li Jingwen walked through the crowd with An Luqin in her arms, the black shadow and blue skirt dragged on the ground, and she felt a sense of loss inexplicably.
An Xuzhi chased him out, and Li Jingwen had already gotten into the car holding An Luqin.
He ran over and knocked on the window.
Li Jingwen opened the car window.
"Sister, go back and rest well, you don't have to worry about the things here, I'll tell my parents." An Xuzhi didn't know how to face An Luqin at this moment.
He had a kind of guilt from beginning to end, a kind of guilt towards An Luqin, he felt that because of his appearance, the old lady and the old man were so unkind to see An Luqin, and even regarded An Luqin as a tool for their family marriage.
An Luqin turned his back to An Xuzhi.
She wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything.
Li Jingwen patted An Luqin's back, "I will take good care of her, I'll leave it to you here." ā
"Xiao Song, drive."
Li Jingwen's car drove out, and An Jing's car drove in.
An Luqin has been nestled in Li Jingwen's arms, and it was a long, long time before she finally stopped sobbing.
Her eyes were red and swollen, and she wanted to cry again.
But she persevered until she got home, went upstairs, entered her room, closed the door with a "pop", and sat down directly on the ground.
Everything is messed up.
Today should not be a day like this.
At this moment, she is Sakura.
She should control her emotions, she should endure not donating blood. Those people treat An Luqin like this, what does it have to do with her!
It was her impulse that finally brought such irony.
The original owner's heart was aching.
She let her go through the same pain a second time.
Li Jingwen ran up and pushed open the door and saw An Luqin holding her knees and crying, she walked over, half knelt on the ground, and gently wiped away the two tear stains on her cheeks.
"Don't cry, no one will blame you, we An An have tried our best to do everything we have to do."
An Luqin cried even more, "It shouldn't be like this, today, we, should be happily taking pictures, you proposed to me, do you know how happy An Luqin is?" ā
An Luqin's words were reversed, she couldn't control her emotions, tears fell again, and her eyes were shrouded in a layer of mist with teardrops.
"Luqin has been waiting for this day for a really long, long time, and everything shouldn't be like this. Did Luqin really do something wrong? Why can't it end up with a good name? ā
Li Jingwen sat next to An Luqin and held her in his arms, "An An is not wrong, cry if you want to, lean on my shoulder, okay?" ā
"But we didn't take any pictures today, and our plans were all messed up."
"Wait until you're in a better mood before shooting."
"But it's different, it's different. How long have you been waiting for Lu Qin's proposal, why bother me! An Luqin suppressed the breath in his throat, but the sound accompanied by the vibration of the vocal cords was even more sad.
It's like a cold winter night on a lonely island, and the only light is the moonlight shining on the snow.
A person walked alone in the vast melting snow, one foot deep and one foot shallow, fell, his knees hurt, his hands supported the thick snow and struggled to get up, his palms carved into the gravel, his palms were red, he took a step forward, and he fell again......
That's Luqin's life!
How long has the original owner waited for Li Jingwen to say this, if they knew that the real An Luqin had died in an accident a long time ago, would they still treat her like now?
She's not wrong, she's done nothing.
She is nothing more than a victim of the interests of the An family.
But she's still just a girl in her early twenties, why are people all over the world malicious to her.
Even when she died, there was no one who loved her by her side.
An Luqin's heart ached, her suffocating forehead turned red, and her whole body trembled.
Li Jingwen could only hug her tightly in his arms, and used his body temperature to warm An Luqin and ease her mood, "An An, no one will disturb you in the future." ā
The air quieted down, An Luqin's sobbing gradually became smaller, and after a while, An Luqin's hoarse voice suddenly remembered.
"I want to drink."
Li Jingwen didn't say a word, went out to get two bottles of beer, An Luqin had already changed into home clothes and sat on the carpet.
"Today I want to tell you a friend's story." Before An Luqin could drink it, his cheeks were red.
Li Jingwen only poured half a glass of beer for An Luqin, "Okay." ā
Three rounds of drinking.
An Luqin changed the story of the original owner once, and skillfully recorded the fate of the original owner in the most inconspicuous characters in this story.
I don't know if Li Jingwen will understand.
"Then, my friend got married, and she invited us to her wedding, and I never thought that someone I had only met once could get married."
"But she said that her husband had an ex-girlfriend, and that ex-girlfriend seemed to be absent after an accident, and it is said that the ex-girlfriend was a member of some agency, and she had been secretly investigating the events of the year."
"She said that the girl was a simple person who looked simple, but she was actually doing great things, and she didn't expect ......"
Li Jingwen looked at the upside-down wine bottle on the table, took off his coat and draped it on An Luqin's body, "Silly girl, people have been saying goodbye all their lives. ā
"Will you leave me, then?" An Luqin's eyelids were red.
I asked for Luqin.
Li Jingwen met An Luqin's gaze, and those eagle eyes were only gentle to An Luqin.
"Will you?"
An Luqin didn't speak, didn't blink, and her expression was a little wooden.
An Luqin has already left you, Li Jingwen. And I, I don't know what our end is.
"If you bully me, I'll find another man! After all, all the handsome guys are in my hands! An Luqin raised her head and laughed.
Tears inexplicably crept out of the corners of his eyes, ran down his cheeks, and slid down his jaws.
It would be nice if it was Luqin who was talking to you now, and how good it would be if she knew that the person she was loved for.
But she's gone.
Li Jingwen knocked An Luqin's head, "Resign!" ā
"No! No! No! ā
An Luqin poured the last bit of wine in the bottle into his stomach, this time he was really drunk, his cheeks were dyed with two lumps of wine red, and his eyes were also full of mist. Li Jingwen hid a few bottles of unopened beer behind him, he pushed the bottles away, picked up An Luqin and put it on the bed, and covered it with a quilt.
"Sleep!" He patted the quilt gently like a child.
An Luqin turned over and had already fallen asleep, and Li Jingwen had been sitting next to him.
I don't know when, An Luqin suddenly sat up, she hugged Li Jingwen's shoulder, her eyes were stunned.
"If one day, I am sick and I am leaving this world, will you accompany me for the last mile?"
Li Jingwen, now I ask you very seriously. It's for An Luqin to ask you.
"Yes."
Li Jingwen couldn't tell whether An Luqin was sleepwalking or drunk, how could he suddenly ask such a question.
"And if you miss my last side, will you remember me?"
"I won't miss it."
An Luqin patted Li Jingwen's shoulder, and fell asleep on the sofa again.
But, Li Jingwen, you have missed it.
After making sure that An Luqin was asleep, Li Jingwen lay on An Luqin's sofa and slept all night, An Luqin woke up with some eye pain, seeing Li Jingwen falling asleep on the sofa, she just went to find a blanket to cover Li Jingwen, and when she came back, she found that Li Jingwen was gone.
Maybe he woke him up, An Luqin thought so, and went to wash up without paying attention.
When I went downstairs for breakfast, I suddenly felt that the atmosphere at home was not right, and when I walked to the restaurant, I saw that there was an extra pair of dishes and chopsticks on the dining table.
The old lady had already gone home yesterday, whose bowl of chopsticks did it belong to?
Just as she was thinking about it, she heard Tang Ming's voice.
"Jingwen, remember to take another one after half an hour after taking this medicine, I will leave first, and I won't stay to eat, otherwise Sister Xiaolu will misunderstand after seeing it."
Before Tang Ming's words fell, he met An Luqin's gaze.
An Luqin swallowed and kept smiling.
"Sister Tang Ming, good morning! Is Brother Jingwen sick? An Luqin's sharp gaze swept over Li Jingwen, who had just walked to the staircase.
Li Jingwen may be sick again! But she really couldn't understand that she still called Tang Ming when she had Ying Zhong. If he hadn't asked Aunt Lu to put the dishes and chopsticks on this table, how could Aunt Lu make her own decisions.
Before Tang Ming could open her mouth to say anything, Li Jingwen interrupted her, and her attitude towards An Luqin was extremely indifferent, "It's okay." ā
"Let's go after eating! An Luqin won't mind. ā
An Luqin's ears seemed to have exploded, Li Jingwen was crazy about what kind of smoke! It was fine last night, but what's going on now, forget if you have a bad attitude, you don't even call "An An" anymore.