Chapter 203: Panic
Linlangxuan
Huangfu Jue locked himself in the study, holding a pen tightly in his hand, writing on white rice paper, but the emotions in his eyes did not fluctuate at all.
After he finished writing, he waved his big hand and lifted out all the stacks of papers.
Flying, rippling, and finally landing on the ground......
Huangfu didn't know how to express the bitterness in his heart now, he only felt angry.
It seems that someone is trampling on what he values the most, the feelings he has given to her.
This is not allowed by one's pride.
Although Huangfu never knew that maybe Qingluo was not lying, she really just regarded Nangong Luoyu as a brother, but at the same time, he also knew that Nangong Luoyu was by no means so simple to Qingluo.
So how can you not be angry when you see someone who likes her by her side?
This is something that the emperor will never allow to happen.
Perhaps because of nature, Huangfu Jue and Nangong Luoyu have a big difference in personality.
Nangong Luoyu is as indifferent as water, but Huangfu is cold-eyed and cold-faced, Nangong Luoyu can look at the person he likes by others' side.
But the emperor must not.
The domineering spirit of the king exuded from his bones makes him very possessive of the things he cares about, and the emperor will never allow anyone to covet it, even his friends.
He dropped the ink-stained pen in his hand, but he didn't want to hit the inkstone, and the ink splashed and flew around, leaving two stains on the emperor's robe.
But he didn't care at all, but slowly leaned down to pick up the rice paper that he threw down and put it on the desk properly, and then pulled away.
The paper on the table was blown up by the wind he driven, but in the end it still did not fall, and it still lay there quietly, and on the rice paper that was also stained with ink, only a line of words was written in beautiful cursive.
There is no way to eliminate this......
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It's night.
The Linlang Water Pavilion was unusually silent at this time.
Qing Crazy has been sitting on the couch in a daze, and she didn't even hear Xiaoqiu next to her call her a few times.
"Miss...... Miss. ”
"Huh?"
Qing Mad came back to his senses and looked at Shang Xiaoqiu's caring gaze, "What? ”
"It's not early, let's rest early, it's too late to talk and laugh with Nangong Gongzi today, don't be tired."
Xiaoqiu was about to extinguish the two bright candles on the desk as she spoke, but was pulled by Qing Mad by her.
"Xiaoqiu, I'm not sleepy yet, just read a book again."
"Not sleepy?"
Xiaoqiu approached her, "My eldest lady, the black green under your eyes is so thick, how can you not be sleepy?" ”
And she has been sitting listlessly in a daze since dinner, how could she not know.
"I don't want to sleep yet, you go and rest first."
Qing Mad saw that he couldn't hide it from her, so he casually made up a sentence.
In fact, Xiaoqiu didn't know what Qing Mad was thinking or annoying, so she had to shake her head helplessly and stand aside to accompany her.
The faint candlelight flickered, pulling the figures of the two long.
"Miss, let's rest early."
After hesitating for a long time, Xiao Qiu said.
Qing smiled and nodded, "Well, I know, you can go back." ”
Just as the two of them were talking quietly, a voice broke the quiet atmosphere.
It's the sound of a door being pushed.
"Who?"
Xiaoqiu said that she was about to go out to see, but was stopped by Qing Madness.
"He's coming."
The faint sentence made Xiaoqiu a little confused. "Xiaoqiu, you step down."
“…… Good. ”
Xiaoqiu was about to say something, but saw the embroidered fringed grosgrain curtain hanging with water clouds being lifted in a corner, and a purple figure walked out.
Wearing a purple dragon fur, the pair of royal blue jade-soled streamer boots still have a little residual snow.
Wearing a red gold and crown, a pair of eyes that are so deep that they seem to be able to suck people in, are staring closely at the madness on the couch at the moment, their thin lips are pursed, and their expression is cold.
Who else could it be if the person who came was not the emperor?
Seeing this, Xiaoqiu could only bow to Huangfu and then retreat.
For a while, only Huangfu Jue and Qing Madness were left in the room.
The reddish silver charcoal burned in the charcoal basin occasionally crackled a few times.
It's quiet.
"Why are you here so late?"
After staring at each other for a long time, Qing Mad finally opened his mouth first, and tried the tea cup on his table with the back of his hand, feeling that it was still hot, so he picked it up and handed it to him.
If Huangfu had too much anger before, then most of it had disappeared after seeing her move.
But despite this, he still had a cold look.
Reaching out to take the tea she handed over, put it on the table, and walked over to stand in front of her, staring at her delicate little face, "Why?" ”
“…… What? ”
Qing Crazy is a little confused.
"Why are you so close to him?"
Qing Mad thought about it, only to find that he could only be Nangong Luoyu in Huangfu's mouth.
"You mean...... Brother Yu? ”
"Qingmad, you shouldn't be so close to him."
Huangfu Jue's tone was still cold, and he couldn't hear the slightest emotion.
"Close?"
"You shouldn't be intimate with Yu!"
"Brother Yu is my relative, why can't you? Besides, why are you pointing fingers at me? ”
Qing Mad was stunned for a moment, and then couldn't help but sneer.
The previous quiet atmosphere was also broken.
"Just because I'm your man!"
"Ridiculous!"
Qing Mad couldn't help it anymore, for so long, the thorn he had been hiding in his heart had never been mentioned to anyone, and he couldn't forget it but couldn't say it.
But now his questioning has completely broken the tight strings in his heart, and it has completely collapsed.
"You don't let me get close to Brother Yu, but have you ever thought about it, if you hadn't left me alone and gone to the border three years ago, how could I be like this? I don't know what I would have become if it weren't for his care and attention for three years. And now you want me to alienate him? You think you're qualified to say that?! ”
"I didn't alienate you from him, I know you haven't forgotten what happened three years ago, I didn't have the slightest choice at that time, and if I had, I wouldn't have left in such a hurry. It's just that you shouldn't, shouldn't be so close to him. ”
Huangfu Jue also had some mood fluctuations, but this time it was no longer looking at her doting smile, but boundless anger.
"Close? Shouldn't? ”
Qing Mad sneered, "Huangfu Jue, don't you think you're too selfish?" You left me for three years, but now you don't allow me to be close to him? Could it be that in your heart, I am like this at your mercy, you can go as soon as you say, I am still in the same place, you go back to the same place, and I will continue to stay with you in the same place? I once said to you, some things, too late is too late! ”
“…… You mean, you've had a grudge against me for a long time, have you? ”
Huangfu never expected that her unavoidable hardship, this unspeakable secret, would become a reason for her to resent herself.
"Yes, I complain that you are silent, and it will be three years, I hate you for not believing me, not believing in your friends, and only your own feelings in my heart!"
"Okay."
Huangfu Jue lowered his head and pondered for a while, and when he raised his eyes again, he had already concealed his anger to the extreme very well, leaving only the same coldness as always, "Whatever you want!" ”
After speaking, he glanced at her deeply, and then walked away coldly, leaving only the wooden door that he did not close tightly and was blown by the cold wind.
The cold wind entered with the wooden door, and suddenly lowered the red-hot charcoal basin by a few points.
The room was no longer warm, but filled with a biting cold wind.
Qing Mad was only wearing a thin close-fitting jacket, I don't know if it was cold and biting, or because of his heartache, the whole person shrunk into a ball.
Silent silence, dead silence......
Following
When Xiaoqiu got up, she found that the door of Qingfang's room was open, and the snowflakes were sprinkled all over the ground, soaking the red silk carpet of Xiuhua.
It's not good to be busy, blaming yourself for how you can sleep with such peace of mind, but you didn't pay attention to get up and take a look.
Hurriedly rushed in to take a look, only to see that Qing Mad was still in the same clothes as last night, standing by the window in a daze.
At first, I thought she had just woken up, but when I stepped forward to take a look, I found that the black green under her eyes was worse than last night, and her whole body was shivering with cold, and then I realized that she should have stood here all night!
Hurriedly picked up a feather satin coat and wrapped her trembling body.
"Miss, what are you doing here, do you know that your body has begun to get hot!"
"I'm fine."
Qing Madness pushed away Xiaoqiu, who was holding on to him, barely supported his crumbling body, and walked towards the bed in the inner room.
"Xiaoqiu, I'm fine, you don't have to worry, I'll just get some sleep."
"How can it be good to stand in the cold air all night? Qing Madness, I'll call Lang Zhong right away! Xiaoqiu said that she was about to rush out, but she stopped her.
"You forgot, I'm a doctor...... Don't worry, you'll be fine in a few days. Don't alarm anyone, and don't tell anyone, I haven't seen anyone these days, including Brother Yu, you know? ”
Qing Crazy knew that he needed a time to adapt, otherwise he would never let go of what happened last night......
"But ......"
"Don't worry, I know the severity."
Qing Crazy didn't care about her after speaking, because she knew that Xiaoqiu had already compromised, and he wouldn't say it.
Although Xiaoqiu was not at ease, as Qing Madness thought, she would not say it.
Although Qingfang has a weak appearance, she is very stubborn, as long as she refuses to do something, others can't force it anyway......
Three days passed like that.
As usual, when a ray of sunlight shone into the boudoir without warning, a white hand like a lotus root stretched out from the bed, accompanied by a faint coughing sound.
The scent of sandalwood in the room seems to be stronger, strong and pungent.
Xiaoqiu gently pushed the door in, and the incense on the incense burner seemed to be blown away by the air flow caused by the coughing sound.
Looking more closely, the half of the young lady's face exposed outside the brocade quilt seemed to be much paler.
"Xiaoqiu, what time is it?"
In the blink of an eye, Qing Mad had already put on her own shirt, and her messy hair was scattered on her face at will, with an indescribable laziness but faintly seemed to have a sense of kin.
"Miss Hui, it's already the hour. If it's a normal day, the young lady should have breakfast. ”
After a pause, he said, "Miss, the slave has already boiled the medicine for you, you can't stop drinking it like last time." ”
"Okay, okay, got it."
Xiaoqiu approached and helped her pull the quilt, "Miss, are you going to be uncomfortable?" This wind chill is not easy to remove. ”
"Xiaoqiu, I'm fine."
Qing Mad sat a little higher.
Perhaps because of the wind and cold, her sleep has been very light these days, and someone seems to have checked her body temperature in her sleep.
"Okay, but the young lady must drink the medicine boiled by the slave."
"Yes."
The sandalwood in the incense burner had burned out, and looking at the gray bottom of the furnace, Xiaoqiu had to sigh secretly, turned around and replaced, as if he was holding a rare treasure in his hand.
"What else is there for it, the periphery has been worn out and is no longer smooth, just throw it away, it's an eyesore."
Qing Mad continued to brush the strands of hair hanging down his shoulders, his eyes so clear that they were about to drip water.
Xiao Qiu paused to rub his hand on the Ding furnace, and in a panic, the nail of the little thumb slipped and the last half of the residual incense was broken.
"Miss."
The incense ash in the ding rushed out, covering Xiaoqiu's flustered face.
Although she is older than Miss, and Miss Su Rili also treats her beyond the friendship of master and servant, but there are some things that Miss is against the scales, and others cannot touch them.