Chapter 15: Suffering

The sky is about to brighten, and Xiangyunfang, which could have been lively and charming until the day, was hindered by the national funeral, so he couldn't help but close the stall early.

The old bustard sent off a group of people with a smile, turned around and went to a room in the backyard.

Yin Zhi was lying on the bed in a daze, and when she saw the bustard walking in, she quickly sat up.

"Yinzhi, thank you for your hard work." The old bustard kindly helped Yinzhi's shoulders and motioned for her not to get up.

Yin Zhi lowered his eyes, covering the mockery in his eyes, and said pitifully: "Mom, I'm really tired these days, you see, it's such a juncture again, can I rest for a while?" After the state funeral, I will go to receive the guests. ”

During the national funeral, most of the people who came to the Qinglou to have fun were some dignitaries, such people they didn't look down on ordinary Qinglou women, but the top Oiran girls they couldn't reach on weekdays, let alone now. In such a situation, it is they who are suffering.

She is not very bold, during the national funeral, she was already frightened, but those people are still doing this, and now her condition is getting worse and worse.

The old bustard's eyes were impatient, but thinking about Yinzhi's recent situation, thinking of the heavy gold in his purse, he couldn't help but coax patiently: "Yinzhi, you are now a celebrity in our Xiangyunfang, and those dignitaries are vying for you." That Liu family man, but he was fascinated by you, and he spent a full twenty gold to order you alone tonight. Good boy, you will work hard for a few more hours, and after this time, your mother will definitely let you rest for a few days. ”

Yin Zhiduan was pitiful, her eyebrows frowned slightly, "But Mom, I'm really uncomfortable today, otherwise, tomorrow, I will receive Liu Dalang tomorrow." ”

In all fairness, the eldest man of the Liu family treats her quite well, and if it is placed on weekdays, Yinzhi is happy to serve him. But now that she is exhausted and tired, where can she still have the spirit to serve others?

Besides, Liu Dalang's kindness to her is only relative, and their happy women, in the eyes of dignitaries and nobles, are just playthings that come and go at a moment's notice, no different from those cats and dogs. How good can it be?

The old bustard's expression became more and more impatient, "Yinzhi, you are also sensible, you have no talent, and your complexion is only medium or upper-class, and now people are fresh for a while, and during the national funeral, there are fewer people than you." You can't take advantage of this opportunity? ”

Yinzhi's lips twitched, "Yes...... But ......"

"Alright." The old bustard shook off the veil and stood up, "Since you are not feeling well, I will go and ask Qu Niangzi to come and show you, save you from hypocrisy, you still have to go tonight, if you don't serve Liu Dalang well, you have good fruit to eat." ”

With that, she left the house.

"Mom...... Mother ...... "Yinzhi wailed and screamed, and by accident, her whole body fell off the bed, she struggled to get up, and fell weakly on the bed with a headache and cried.

She was sold into a green building since she was a child, and she was forced to pick up customers when she was 14 years old, and she has been in the dust for several years. She has a beautiful appearance and a little fame, and her mother is a little more patient with her, but once this patience touches the money, then everything is not worth mentioning.

In such a world, even if it is a good person, it is extremely cheap, let alone a slut like her?

Yinzhi's shoulders trembled and she choked in a low voice, she didn't like such days, but she couldn't break free. Don't say it's her, even if she is as beautiful as Sister Qin, if during this national funeral, the top big man asks Sister Qin to accompany her, how dare Sister Qin not go?

Sometimes she also thinks that maybe once she dies, it will be over, it is better to be trampled on, and it is better to live such an endless life. But the ants are still stealing life, she is just an ordinary person after all, and whenever she wants to kill herself, she can't do it.

She could only survive in such a cowardly, despicable, and desperate way until the oil ran out and the lamp dried up.

"Miss Yinzhi." A woman's voice sounded in her ears, and Yin Zhi looked up with teary eyes, and saw Yingxiao's face.

"Qu Niangzi ......"

Li Shengxi helped Yinzhi to the bed, she looked at Yinzhi's pale little face, and a trace of pity rose in her heart.

Maybe it's because it's not long before dawn, and the whole room is still filled with the smell of chaos, and I want to know what happened.

Thinking of this, Li Shengxi gently put on Yinzhi's clothes, and said with concern: "In the early spring, it is warm and cold, and Miss Yinzhi still has to take care of it." ”

Yinzhi sniffed, and the tears couldn't stop being indecent, but the person sneered: "How can a ninth-rate slut like us be raised well? ”

"Lady is angry, no matter what others think, your body is always the most important." Li Shengxian took Yinzhi's vein, but unexpectedly, Yinzhi pulled his hand away.

Yin Zhi grabbed Li Shengxi's hands with his backhand, knelt on the bed, and pleaded sadly: "Qu Niangzi, you and I have known each other for a long time, I know that you have superb medical skills, and you are the most kind-hearted. You can help me now, help me, okay? ”

Li Shengxing's face was full of panic, "Miss Yinzhi, what are you doing, if you have any difficulties, I will naturally help you." I don't know what you want me to do? ”

Yin Zhi trembled all over, and seemed to have made the greatest determination, "Lady Qu, Sister Qu, I beg you, you give me a pack of medicine, the kind that can finish me silently, I really don't want to live such a hard life again." Help me...... Help me...... Help me......"

Life is like purgatory, bleak. was despised by those dignitaries and nobles, and was played with as a plaything. She didn't want to live a day like this again.

Yinzhi's voice for help lingered in her ears, Li Sheng's heart softened, she pulled her hand out of Yinzhi's hand, and slowly hugged Yinzhi, she had other plans, borrowing Xiangyunfang just to borrow Yinzhi's matter, but she didn't expect to encounter such a thing.

It's not that Li Shengzheng hasn't killed people, on the contrary, she has killed countless people, both on and off the battlefield.

She hugged the branch and came to her lips to say that the words of consolation came to an abrupt end. In all fairness, she was not qualified to comfort Yinzhi. Because she was born in a place that Yinzhi couldn't reach in her life, even if she went through ups and downs after birth, she didn't experience such a hardship as Yinzhi.

Li Shengxun felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

Yinzhi cried for a long time before her emotions stabilized, just like her own positioning of herself, every time she looked for death, it was a thought in a hurry, and once her emotions stabilized, she didn't want to die.

She laughed at herself for being cowardly and courageless, but she had to maintain the last trace of decency after sobriety, she wiped her tears with a handkerchief, "Let Qu Niangzi smile." ”

Li Shengxun shook her head, and she was also relieved to see that Yinzhi was no longer looking for death.