Zhou Lingwang pursed his lips, as if he wanted to say something, but when a thousand words came to his mouth, he couldn't say it, and the sorrow in his heart was inextricably linked, and it already existed, but they were scattered in his heart in the past, so he couldn't notice it. And now, for some reason, they are gradually condensing in a way that is difficult for her to ignore.

"Is it reasonable?" Jing Wang Shitai may have guessed something, and continued to ask.

Zhou Lingwang was stunned for a moment, and then nodded, "Master, I have said several times that I want to worship the Buddha. Mrs. Shi refused to accept me because of the Zhou family, I understand. But my wife always says that I am not finished, why is that?"

The monks don't speak, not to mention that Mrs. Jingwang said at the beginning that she couldn't accept the noble daughter of the Zhou family, but why did she later say that she was not finished?

"Is Zhou Niangzi's fate over, isn't the lady the most clear? Zhou Niangzi wanted to enter Buddhism because of the dust, so she tried to seek peace in Buddhism. But Zhou Niangzi herself thinks that she really gave up the fate of the earth?" Jing Wangshi is too gentle and calm.

Zhou Lingwang's eyes froze, yes, how could she ever give up the fate of the earth, if she really gave up, then who was the person who reported to the Zhou family several times?

Zhou's sin, she clearly knows, isn't she still aiding the abuse?

"Master, if someone is kind to you, and he is doing something bad now, if I stop it, it will cause him to be killed, should I stop it?" Zhou Lingwang asked again.

Her gaze was no longer as calm and light as it used to be, and the scholar's death haunted her at the moment—and in fact, this was not the first time that Zhou had killed an innocent person. Nor was it the first person she had seen with her own eyes.

Wasn't the first innocent person she saw who died because of the Zhou family her eldest sister? Maybe it was because she was young at the time, or maybe it was because it was a long time ago. So she has been numb to accept all this all these years.

And now, she once again saw an innocent person die in front of her because of Zhou's cause, and the little emotion in her heart surged out again.

Should she stop Zhou? In fact, this question is not interesting, because it is difficult for her to stop Zhou.

"When the Thursday lady asked this, she already had a decision in her heart."

"But the man is gracious to me!"

"What kind of grace?"

"No less than the grace of birth and education." Zhou Lingwang muttered.

"A great favor indeed." Jing Wangshi suddenly understood something, her face had been kind for a long time, and her gaze at Zhou Lingwang became more and more compassionate, "Since it is such a great grace, how can you see him wrong again and again. It's right to set things right and kill yourself."

"I am a boudoir woman, the so-called setting things right and killing yourself is no different from a mayfly shaking a tree, and I don't know what I can do." Zhou Lingwang murmured in pain, although she is the noble daughter of the Zhou family, she is a chess piece in the hands of the Zhou family, how can the chess piece fight against the chess player?

"The embankment of a thousand miles collapsed in the anthill." Jing Wang's master was serious, she looked at Zhou Lingwang, and continued: "What's more, although the lady is a woman, she is also a young court, haven't you ever read Mencius? Life is in the world, and nine times out of ten, those who are unsatisfactory are not satisfied. As long as you look up to the sky, you don't bow down to people. What will be the result, it's just a matter of life."

Zhou Lingwang was suddenly startled, she looked at Mrs. Jing, and saw that Mrs. Shi was still holding a kind smile, and her eyes that had seen the light of the Buddha for a long time seemed to contain all living beings.

Zhou Lingwen has never had a chance to see the face of heaven since the "child" is gone, strictly speaking, the saint has never looked for her again.

She is already the abandoned son of the Zhou family, although the Empress Dowager Zhou is out of the palace, she still has connections in the palace, and it is almost easy to make a little stumbling block for her.

If the Holy One doesn't come to see her, she won't see the Holy One at all. She was born in a family and became arrogant, and some time ago, the eunuch's people approached her and said that they wanted to join forces, but she originally meant to refuse.

However, the person frequently lobbied beside her, and the deep palace was lonely and miserable, so she reluctantly agreed. Who knew that a few days later, the eunuch said that he would not cooperate with her. But today they sent someone to find her, saying that there was a way to help her retain her grace and restore her heart.

The eunuch is capricious, if it was in the past, she would not have been able to bear such a great humiliation, but now the situation is stronger than people, she can't

Don't bow your head.

It's just that the eunuch is capricious, and she must leave herself a back hand. Although she is good at dancing with long sleeves and has a good relationship in Beijing, after the pregnancy was exposed, the female relatives who had been friends with her in the past avoided her like a snake and scorpion. Only the county lord of Huaining is better, but the county lord of Huaining has newly lost his father, and her younger brother has only become a knight. There are many affairs in King Kang's mansion, and Huaining has to help take care of it and keep filial piety, and there are not many contacts.

It's just that Huaining knows that she is not having a good time in the palace, and she often takes care of her.

Zhou Lingwen was moved, but also felt sad, and the warmth and warmth of the people were nothing more than that. In the past, she felt that she could swim among the beautiful ladies like a fish in water, because she was good at dancing with long sleeves, but now that she thinks about it, those people have befriended her, maybe she took a fancy to her identity as the third lady of the Zhou family at the beginning.

Zhou regarded her as an outcast, Huaining was too busy to take care of herself, and the others were red and white, at this time, the only thing Zhou Lingwen could think of was his fourth sister, Zhou Lingwang.

She is the seemingly most ruthless person in the Zhou family, but Zhou Lingwen knows that the seemingly ruthless Zhou Lingwang is the only person in the Zhou family who still has humanity.

is also the only person who may help her, Zhou Lingwang's backbone, she has always known.

Sure enough, after she finished writing a letter to Zhou Lingwang, she received a sign from Zhou Lingwang to enter the palace to ask for a meeting. It's a pity that that day was delayed because of the students' trouble, and the sisters changed to another day after that.

When Zhou Lingwen was in the palace at first, Zhou Lingwang was surprised, saying that the royal wealth was pouring into the sky, but he never thought that the environment in which Zhou Lingwen lives now is not as good as when he was at home.

However, Zhou Lingwang quickly understood why Zhou Lingwen was in such a situation, as a victim of the eunuch and Zhou's wrestling, how good could Zhou Lingwen's result be?

Even though she is now the head of the nine concubines, but the grace is no longer there, and the Zhou family has abandoned her, her life is naturally not easy.

Zhou Lingwang saluted solemnly, and after getting the order to get up, she slowly raised her head.

Today's Zhou Lingwen is still beautiful, but it is no longer bright, like a flower that has bloomed and failed, full of depression.

"Hope." Zhou Lingwen also looked at her sister, she was still indifferent and had never changed, as if the ups and downs of the Zhou family had nothing to do with her, "I didn't expect that you would be willing to come to visit me."

"You are my sister, and it is right for a courtier to come to visit you."

"Family...... Do they know that you have come to visit me?" Zhou Lingwen asked again.