Chapter 36: The Unbearable Pain of Life 2

When Huang Wenda woke up again, the yamen had already sent someone to collect his father's body, and when the shopkeeper took him to the yamen to claim the body, he was stupid.

For a long time, he was reluctant to speak, unwilling to deal with others.

The shopkeeper was worried that he would fall ill because of this, but Huang Wenda did not fall short of eating and drinking, and he still clearly remembered that the ending, the account book, and Meng Weng's letter, although it could not be regarded as an account book, in fact, it was planned by the two of them, and they just wrote down what they needed.

These three things were stolen by him under the pretext of going to the yamen to take another look at the corpse.

The letter, he read it once, at that age, he was already ignorant, plus his father had just died, what could he understand?

I only feel that between the lines, it is written that Meng Weng left his father ruthless.

Because of this, I have been deeply rooted in my heart since I was a child.

He swore that the entire Meng family must not die well!

Thinking about it now, Huang Wenda only felt stupid, and he hadn't read the letter left by Meng Weng a second time.

I never even thought carefully about why Qian Zhuang suddenly turned his face and didn't recognize people.

However, as far as Meng Xiaowan is concerned, seeing the change in the expression on his face, he can't understand it in his heart.

"What do you want to say? And last words? ”

Huang Wenda wiped a handful of rain again so that his vision was not blocked.

He looked at Meng Xiaowan and said: "Actually, if you don't kill me, I won't be able to live, I have eaten the Gathering Spirit Pill, and my souls are all connected together, at most half a year, I will definitely exhaust Yuanyang and die." ”

"It's not about me." Meng Xiaowan replied in a deep voice.

Huang Wenda shook his head: "I mean, if you are sober one day, you don't have to blame yourself, you didn't hurt me, you just helped me get rid of it in advance." ”

Meng Xiaowan frowned: "What are you playing?" What do you really want? ”

"I don't want to do anything, I just feel stupid!" Huang Wenda told her. "In the years I've grown up, there are only a handful of days when I've been able to calm down."

"But because I want to do business, I don't know when your Meng family will return to Lengjiagou."

"Until I did the head catcher, one day I suddenly saw the Meng family money ......"

"However, everything is my imagination, and the use of the dark devil! I'm sorry, Miss Meng. ”

Speaking of this, Huang Wenda suddenly got up, knelt on the ground, and kowtowed to her.

Meng Xiaowan shook her head again and again and took two steps back.

"You...... What the hell do you want to do! Inconsistency, even if you figure it out, can it be so fast? ”

"I was still trying to harm my father at my house before, but as soon as you turn your head, you figure it out?"

Huang Wenda raised his head slightly: "Sometimes, many things are really just a thought, let's do it!" ”

"That's right......"

Click!

Meng Xiaowan didn't give him this opportunity, he raised his hand and slashed through his neck!

Blood and rain splashed on the hem of her skirt together, Meng Xiaowan gasped for breath, she couldn't figure it out, and she couldn't convince herself to let this person go!

"I knew you had a problem!"

To kill or not to kill, at this moment, is no longer a problem. Meng Xiaowan would rather believe that he finally saw that the time was ripe and wanted to throw out a conspiracy.

"Probably, he wants to beg you to let his brother go, after all, in this world, there is only Huang Yaowu, the Huang family."

"Who!" Meng Xiaowan followed the sound and watched!

At the entrance of the alley, a man in a black robe leaned against the wall and slowly took off the hat on his head.

"Qingzhu?" Meng Xiaowan said, and raised the knife. "Who the hell are you, you say? And what are you approaching me for? ”

But this time she raised the knife, she couldn't help but look over, in the alley, there were four or five people lying horizontally and vertically!

Those...... She also killed them.

"Who do you think I am?" Qingzhu asked rhetorically.

Meng Xiaowan thought for a moment before saying, "Demon Venerable, Futian? ”

"You say yes, say no, and no!" Qingzhu threw away the hat and approached to look at Huang Wenda's body.

"Yes, the shot is crisp and neat, a bit of the style you had when you looked for me!"

"...... back then" Meng Xiaowan suddenly figured it out, and the previous plot changed! Back then, it was also different from the book.

"You mean before the Battle of Void Mountain?"

Qingzhu smiled and nodded: "Finally remembered?" Miss Meng! I don't have any merit as a person, but I'm very honest, you want me to unite the demons, and then the phoenix double sword will belong to them, and the Changming Gate will belong to you. ”

"I ask you, does the transaction still count?"

Meng Xiaowan suddenly lost her confidence, and took two steps back again, still stumbling under her feet.

"I'm such a vicious female partner."

Qingzhu just asked her: "Answer me, Meng Xiaowan, does the transaction still count?" ”

"So, you're really a Demon Venerable?" Meng Xiaowan asked.

Qingzhu shook his head: "This, I'll leave it to you to guess for yourself, it's just that I don't understand one thing, betraying your fellow disciples can be so bold, now, what are you guilty about......"

As he spoke, he pointed to his heart.

"Isn't it uncomfortable here?"

"Don't listen to him!" Suddenly, another old voice shouted.

Meng Xiaowan looked around like a frightened bird.

"Who is it?"

"Girl, long time no see." People, behind them, slowly paced. "The grace of a meal and the grace of giving clothes back then are still remembered by the old man."

Meng Xiaowan seemed to have grabbed a life-saving straw and ran towards him: "Chongxu Dao Chief, you are Chongxu Dao Chief!" Please, tell me, what the hell am I supposed to do? What is right and what is wrong? ”

"Well, you've changed." Qingzhu came to this sentence again.

Chongxu Daoist didn't care about him, just reached out and touched Meng Xiaowan's head very lovingly: "Child, being confused for a while doesn't mean that you should live like this, but if you give up thinking, you will definitely not be able to get better." ”

Meng Xiaowan raised her head, her body was trembling, and her tears were being crushed by the raindrops.

"But I'm ...... I've killed a lot of people, and I'm ......."

Chongxu Dao Chang stretched out his index finger and gently poked it on her eyebrows: "Child, I don't blame you for this, there are some things that you can't get rid of if you don't work hard." ”

"Think about your original intention, why you are here, just think about it."

"I ......" Meng Xiao was speechless for a while, didn't he come here by himself to completely cut off this?

But looking at Chongxu Dao Chang again, he was smiling, and his eyes were full of trust in her.

That's not what you want!

Meng Xiaowan reacted, why did you come here? Is it asking yourself why you came to this world?

It doesn't seem to be wrong, Chongxu Dao Chang has long made it clear that he knows that he is not a person from this world.

"Why did I ...... here?"

Meng Xiaowan gradually fell into contemplation, the turbidity in her mind gradually receded, and the picture of that day gradually enlarged.

What was she doing when she left the rental house that hot afternoon?

She couldn't remember, but she always remembered the stupid figure of the golden retriever running back and forth on the zebra crossing, as if looking for someone, walking through the traffic light.

"I ......"

Meng Xiaowan seems to understand something, her parents don't have much to care about her, alone, always need some companionship, cats and dogs, for her, there are special feelings.

So, she's just as stupid as that golden retriever.

In order to take it away, she didn't hesitate to run back, just run, many drivers deliberately gave way, but she panicked, how she retreated, how she was hit by a truck, and her memory was a little blurry.

However, it's really stupid, it's obviously a good deed, but he was messed up by himself, not to mention losing his life, and the dog doesn't know if he survived.

"Remembered?" The voice of the Void Daoist pulled her back to reality.

Meng Xiaowan still nodded blankly.

"Child, you are the Meng Xiaowan who saved the dog, although you are a little stupid, but you are not the butcher who wields the knife......"

Chong Xuan Dao Chang said, and as she was about to answer, he reached out and touched her head again with a smile.

Meng Xiaowan subconsciously lowered her head obediently, but for a moment, her warm palm dissipated like a breeze, and then she raised her head again, and Chong Xudao disappeared without a trace.

"I can't understand what you're talking about for a long time!" Qingzhu suddenly spoke. "Anyway, until you have an accurate answer, the trade is still counting, goodbye!"

With a wave of his hand, Qingzhu turned into a cloud of black gas and dissipated in front of him.

Meng Xiaowan, who was standing in the rain, gradually cleared her eyes.

She looked at the knife in her hand.

"I ...... When did you become so grumpy? ”

"I'm not her?"

"Could it be...... Am I influenced by Meng Xiaowan in the original text? ”

[Host, you finally understand, the system sweated for you. 】

You took her place, but she didn't disappear completely, she was everywhere, and she would appear when you lost all your mind because of impulse. 】

[The final task is not so easy to complete, because this world has its own original direction, and the original Meng Xiaowan is the biggest enemy that this world has arranged for you. 】

Meng Xiaowan couldn't cry or laugh, and a thousand words turned into a sigh.

"Hah!"

[The task is very heavy, but it is not difficult to complete, when the host is completely settled in your own heart, the original Meng Xiaowan can completely disappear. 】

Meng Xiaowan couldn't help but ask: "I'm also an adult, counting the years I've lived here, I'm getting old, my heart is uncertain?" What can I be confused about? ”

[Host, in the previous life, you were just a Meng Xiaowan for an hour, after reincarnation, I blocked your memories when you were a child, and when you woke up in a new environment, didn't you only have the ones you longed for the most? 】

[Happy environment, it is easy for you to forget your original anxiety and confusion, I'm sorry, the system can't let you live in this environment all the time.] 】

[When everything is broken, all your uneasiness, panic, and confusion come out, and you can easily escape, isn't it? 】

Meng Xiaowan squatted down, she didn't expect that she was actually lectured by a system.

yes, escape, if she doesn't escape, after graduation, why did she go out and rent a house by herself, have a cat, a dog, and pretend not to have to face those.

Pretend, when she finds a job, like everyone else, enters the cycle of life, and everything will be fine.

"It's boring......"

[Huh? Host, what are you talking about? 】

Meng Xiaowan raised her head and let the cold rain pat her face indiscriminately.

"I'm saying, in this world, my life plan, it's boring......"

"Probably when I've finished my life mission, I'll be even more bored and wait to die."

So, does the host get it? You come to this world, not the system chooses you, it is you who chooses the system. 】

Meng Xiaowan laughed self-deprecatingly and nodded.

She let go of the knife, brushed her hair back with both hands, wiped the rain off her face, got up and left, and with a wave of her hand, the knife flew over itself.

"Let's go."

【Where to go?】 】

"I can't blame Meng Xiaowan for everything, right? There are also their own reasons, since they have made mistakes, they will find ways to make up for them. ”