I have never been outside the village, because the master said that it was very chaotic outside, and that I was not allowed to run around as a girl, and they said that Japan had invaded China on a large scale, and that I might be able to survive only by hiding here, and I didn't know what the red and white meant until today.

Where did Bupleurum come from? Why can't he speak? Why don't you dare to meet people? All these strange contradictions seem to have a reasonable explanation, but I can't believe it anyway, and I'm going to ask him and ask him to tell me himself.

I ran all the way, my brain was in a mess, he killed Tian Da Niu, he was Japanese, and he even saved him! How so? Why is this happening? My heart seemed to be full of gravel, and every step I took hurt like grinding meat.

I tripped over something under my feet, and the whole person flew out a long way and fell heavily to the ground. My hands were bloodied with sharp stones, and the fine sand got into the flesh, but I didn't dare to stop at all, so I quickly got up and ran again, never knowing that this road was so long and full of thorns.

I don't know how many times I fell, how long I ran, and finally I got to that cave. When I arrived, he was sitting on the ground sharpening his knife, the sharp blade glistening and almost dazzling my eyes.

Maybe it was because he saw my embarrassment, he put down the knife and ran over to hold my bloodstained hands worriedly, and wiped the dust and tears off my face with his unclean sleeves, and looked at me worriedly and distressedly: "Rong'er, what's wrong, did you meet a wolf?" ”

Now his Chinese language is getting better and better, and he doesn't look much different from ordinary Chinese. It turned out that he didn't know how to speak, it was because he couldn't speak Chinese, and I taught him that.

I withdrew my hand and sneered: "How long are you going to pretend in front of me?" The voice was indescribably melancholy and cold, watching his worried and distressed eyes darken little by little, like the moon in the night, like the stones in the pool, it went down like that.

"Rong'er, you ......" he shook his head as if he couldn't believe his ears, I don't think he knew his identity had been revealed to me at the moment. But when he killed Tian Da Niu, he should have thought that sooner or later there would be such a day!

"Who are you? Where are you from? Did you kill Brother Da Niu? Step by step I approached him, and he stepped back and looked at me hysterically and roared, "You are a liar, devil! ”

"Rong'er, you heard me say that I didn't mean to kill him." He finally stopped being forced back by me, stopped to explain, and reached out to get closer to me.

How could I possibly let him get close at this time? I just think he's the scariest person in the world, "Don't say it!" This roar used up almost all the strength of the whole body.

While he was not looking, he ran to the side and grabbed the gun he was leaning against in the corner of the wall, and quickly aimed it at him. I used to think it was just an ordinary shotgun, but I didn't expect it to be a murderous gun? Someone else's gun hunts wild beasts, but he hunts human life!

"Rong'er, calm down and listen to my explanation!" Chai Hu carefully raised his hands. What I saw in his eyes, I never understood.

"There's nothing to say, the Japanese don't have a good thing!" At this point, I have completely forgotten that he saved me.

"Rong'er, he has discovered my existence, if I don't kill him, he will bring someone to take my life, I wanted to stun him and leave here, but ......" his voice choked and his eyes were full of gentle light, "But I can't bear you." ”

No, it's all a lie!

"Liar, liar!" I shook my head and retreated, not wanting to listen to his nonsense, and then I thought of a terrible thing, "You can't go, if you go, our village will be finished!" "Finger on the trigger, he will definitely bring the Japanese to set foot here after he leaves! For the sake of the tranquility of the village, he can't leave alive!

The whole person was shaking, I had never killed anyone, and besides, this person was still the person I cared about......

"Ahh Let go of me, let go of me! "I lost my mind for a moment and was thrown to the ground by him with a gun, and he gently pinched my wrist, and I couldn't stand the pain, and in a blink of an eye, the gun was taken away by him.

"Rong'er, will you leave here and walk with me?" He looked at me expectantly, with the softness and affection in his eyes, if I didn't know his identity, I would have been moved and then said "yes" happily without regrets, but at this moment everything is different.

"I'm Chinese!" I glared at him, every word was strong and powerful, and it could not be refuted!

Tear it up.

His clothes were suddenly torn apart, and I screamed and reached out to cover the skin on my chest, and with great strength he tied my hands to the top of my head.

I was angry, anxious and angry, "Chai Hu, what are you going to do?" Let go of my asshole! ”

"Rong'er, I like you, you obviously like me too, why are you so tough?" Chai Hu pressed against me, like a boulder, I couldn't resist, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't struggle.

"I don't like you, I hate you, I hate-" Before he finished speaking, his lips were covered with a warm heat, and a strange feeling hit his whole body, and he was stunned, and he couldn't say a word anymore.

Love? If he hadn't killed Brother Da Niu, if he wasn't Japanese, I would have had a chance to have a reason to say that I love him, but at this moment, those loves are useless, gone, and dissipated......

At this moment, the body hurts, and the heart hurts even more......

When I returned to the village, it was almost dark, and my mind was blank, and I didn't know what to think or what to do. There was a man who followed me when I was descending the mountain, and I didn't want to say a word to him at that time, how could he, how could he do this to me? Although I am in the middle of the road, I was also born in a family of poets and books, I don't have three books and six hires, and I don't have ten miles of red makeup, so I want my body, what is this? The wife of the hired person, the concubine of the runner, I am worthless in his eyes.

"Don't follow me." I stopped, and the sound had no temperature or fluctuation.

"I'll send you." The soft voice was cautious.

"Let's go." After saying that, I went first, and I knew that I would not dare to hear him say a word again, because I could not deny that I loved him.

But his identity, everything he does, everything cannot be forgiven, this is my principle as a Chinese, a healer, a woman!

Tossing and turning, sleepless.

"Rong'er, it's time to eat." Outside the door, Master knocked on the door, and I quickly wiped away the mottled tears on my face, took a deep breath, and tried to make my voice sound calmer.

"Master, I don't want to eat it." Despite his patience, the voice could not be concealed.

After a long time, when I thought that Master had left, he spoke again, "Rong'er, the world is much more chaotic now than before, and we don't want to see Da Niu meet the Japanese." Master's voice was haggard and hoarse, "I'm afraid I can't stay in this village......" There was a strong reluctance and attachment.

Master has lived here for most of his life.

Hearing this, I sat up abruptly and looked at the ethereal air, "Master, let's ...... Leaving ”

"I don't know......" Master's voice faded away.

I stepped out of bed, and the breeze outside the window was dark and the moonlight was nowhere to be seen.

Brother Da Niu's death made people panic, and they all said that the Japanese were coming, and some of the timid people had already packed up their things and were ready to escape, and there were also people who had lived here for generations who were unwilling to leave.

I dried herbs every day to make some common pills, and the days seemed to go back to the past.

"Rong'er, grab some medicine for Sister-in-law Zhang." Master came out of the hall and handed me a prescription.

I looked at the commonly used wind chill medicine, walked to the medicine cabinet next to it and grabbed it carefully. I don't know what's going on, but I always feel bad when I smell medicine lately.

Until he saw the name on the recipe that he thought had been forgotten, his heart seemed to be held by a pair of big hands, and it became difficult to breathe tightly, the whole heart and lungs were twisted together, and his stomach spasmed and his throat retched.

accidentally knocked over a few medicine bottles on the counter, and the jingle attracted the master. Seeing that I was uncomfortable squatting on the ground and hurriedly ran over to help me up, he was already the age of the sixtieth birthday, although he mentioned that he wanted to leave that night, but this is the place where he has lived all his life, after all, he is still reluctant, right? Although he is my master, he is more like my father, who entrusted me to my master when my mother was dying over the mountains and mountains, and the master once loved my mother so much that he never married in his life, and regarded me as his own daughter.

"Rong'er, you?" Master suddenly looked at me angrily, and I reacted and withdrew the wrist that was held by Master, and the whole person was like a child who had been caught doing bad things, trembling and not daring to look at him.

"Who is it! Who is the father of the child? Master lowered his voice, but he couldn't suppress his anger and pain.

I twisted my clothes and didn't dare to say a word, I couldn't say his identity I didn't dare to say.

At this time, Master and I didn't know that this matter was no longer a secret, and it was finally heard by the long-tongued sister-in-law Zhang.

Master was determined to get to the bottom of it, and after seeing off a few guests, he locked me in the house.

The night is picturesque, and the bamboo shadows are swaying.

I knelt at Master's feet, let him hit me with a stick on my body, and I wouldn't speak, how could I say such a thing?

The master was tired, and finally sat down, tears in his eyes.

"Blame me, blame me, how can I go to see your mother?" When it comes to mother, Master's resolute back always looks weak.

I was still silent, I didn't expect this day, I didn't expect his children, we were too far apart.

"Since you don't say who the father of the child is, then the child can't stay." After a long time, Master finally made up his mind, I think he must hate me to death, I have always been well-behaved and obedient, I would do such a rebellious thing.

Master, I'm sorry!

I still don't speak, I can't make up my mind, I want to love him, I want to keep this child, but I can't love him, I can't let the child be born without a father. In this village, unmarried children are considered unchaste, and they are to be sacrificed to the river god!

I closed my eyes and left tears, my hands caressed my stomach, and finally made up my mind: You shouldn't have come, in this troubled world.

When the word "good ......" came out, the whole person seemed to lose support and slumped a little bit.

"Rong'er, you have my baby!" The door was suddenly pushed open, and Master stood up abruptly, and I looked at Chai Hu with four eyes.