XXXIV. Leave
Li Juli looked at her relatives who walked into the dormitory weakly, and her heart was a little entangled. In this life, she and Park So-yeon both came to CCM earlier than in their previous lives, and they also established a deep friendship earlier.
may be fate that makes them still friends who know each other best, and the "Round Ball Combination" still achieves "Suju CP", and it is now the official match arranged by the company in their small fan group.
Looking at Park Suyan's fragile appearance, she usually pays the most attention to her appearance, but now she hasn't even had time to wipe away her tears, and the knuckle of her right finger, which is holding the phone tightly, has turned white.
Li Juli probably understood something. I felt more distress in my heart.
She wanted to go up to comfort her, but she didn't know what to do, after all, the other party's current performance could hardly be said to have nothing to do with her.
Unexpectedly, Park Suyan took the initiative to find Li Juli, and the cold wind blowing on the balcony for a long time was uncomfortable.
She didn't expect that this position next to Xie Qianyu would be so tiring, it would make her physically and mentally exhausted in less than a month, and after breaking up with Xie Qianyu, she felt that all the strength in her body was drained all of a sudden.
This smart woman knew that her departure might not hit Xie Qianyu much, but if she let T-ara fall apart, then he would definitely come to her desperately.
Although I don't know why, Park So-yeon's instinct tells her that it will definitely be like this.
Besides, she really needs an arm to rely on now, Park Hyo-min herself is shameless to see, maybe Li Juli who pretends to sit on the sofa and play with her mobile phone is a good choice.
"Madame~"
Park Suyan dragged her steps to the sofa, grabbed her wife's arm, leaned her head on a pair of tops, and obediently nested with Li Juli on a small sofa.
"What's the matter, my prince, do you miss your lover so much that you cry?"
Li Juli pretended not to know, but the sweet little milk voice soothed some of Pu Suyan's tangled mood.
"Onde (not), we... Broke up..."
Although she has already said it once, when she shared it, Park Suyeon's heart was still gloomy, but she felt a little relaxed.
Li Juli listened to the expected result, and a trace of secret joy unconsciously rose in her heart, but she was soon overwhelmed by more shame and guilt.
"How so? He cares about you so much, even the name of the company is yours.... QS, qian&soyeon, aren't you impressed? ”
Li Juli didn't know why, and couldn't help but defend Xie Qianyu.
Only then did Park So-yeon realize that it seemed that he had already revealed his unwavering heart, but he was....
Originally, there were still a lot of accusations I wanted to tell Li Juli, but now I could only swallow them silently, and Su Ju snuggled together silently, not knowing what they were thinking.
It's just that if Xie Qianyu heard Li Juli's words here, he would definitely thank his second wife for her divine assistance, and the name of the company was just a beautiful vision for him-
"Queens" &"Six" can just be together forever.
As for why not six girls and trapped to death?
If it's reversed, it's pornography....
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In the box of one of the most extravagant nightclubs in Seoul, Xun Chenyu and Ni Haoen were already drunk and fell asleep, although it was almost Xie Qianyu who drank a bottle of them, but the pervert easily put down the two waste wood.
Fortunately, this store is also a private investment by a few people, there is a special rest room upstairs, and he handed over the two waste firewood to his younger brother Xie Qianyu and staggered home.
A large amount of alcohol is sent to his stomach like no money for him, and his stamina slowly rushes into his brain so that he doesn't dare to drive.
In addition, before borrowing wine to kill his sorrows at night, he didn't eat anything at the MBC finale banquet, patronizing and making friends with various contacts, and even Han Xiaozhou didn't really care much about it.
Walking all the way to silence, Xie Qianyu wanted to shout something to vent and vent, but found that the effect of alcohol made his brain extremely dull, and the memory bank that was originally used with reference seemed to be locked.
After arriving home, the feeling of emptiness in his stomach and the somewhat pungent air in the early morning made him sober up a little, and instead of resting on the middle floor as usual, Xie Qianyu walked to the music room downstairs in the dark.
This small room in the north is not so much a music room as a large utility room, and after returning to Korea, Xie Qianyu has not set foot here except for the cleaning, and if you need to record music, you can directly use CJ's top recording studio.
The room was filled with all kinds of superb musical instruments, and the nearly two-month ban had covered them with a light layer of ash.
Picked up a Yamaha LL16 guitar, took a handkerchief and slowly wiped the dust on the strings and body, and Xie Qianyu was about to do something he didn't plan again.
Feeling the rough feel when slowly crossing a string, he seemed to go back to the time when he first learned the piano in his previous life, in fact, LL16 is not a top-notch instrument, and it is probably the cheapest in this small house.
But for Xie Qianyu, it also has a special significance, as the first piano he bought when he first learned the piano in his previous life, he bought another right to remember in this life, recalling all kinds of his previous life, he probably knew what he wanted to sing.
Put the mobile phone on the shortest music stand, Xie Qianyu in the shot stepped on the pedal with one foot, only revealing his body and half of his face, and a little moonlight at three o'clock in the morning in Seoul stubbornly passed through the window screen, and the musical instruments and Xie Qianyu in the room turned into a black, white and gray background.
Under the natural filter, Xie Qianyu, who was holding the guitar, didn't want to think about when this song came out, and no longer cared about whether it would hurt the original singer, he just wanted to use this song to express himself simply:
"Me and you should have been
Each is good and each is bad
The freedom of their own lives
Unrelated existence
Until you show up
I can't hide from my eyes
I also occupy your heart
Fill your blanks
Why it appears
Each other's lives are gone
Stay in your heart
A deep and shallow confession
No one thought about changing it again
No one ever thought about coming back
...............”
Xie Qianyu didn't think about Park Suyan's name for a moment when she played, but it seemed that the whole world was the figure of that girl.
Maybe the life of her and Park Suyan who had no intersection in the previous life is the best appearance, maybe leaving after a brief appearance eight years ago is the best ending, maybe each is good or bad, but maybe they can't be changed.....
Unlike the previous rigid use of reborn imitation singing skills, without the accompaniment of bagpipes and drums, Xie Qianyu used a simple guitar to pour out all his despair after losing Pu Suyan.
He didn't even know if he sang the last sentence "There are people in every future", he only knew that maybe the brief encounter between this life and Park So-yeon ended with leaving.
If it was Xie Qianyu a few years ago, when he heard Park Suyan's last warning, he would definitely go to their dormitory to kidnap her before his faith collapsed, but now he understands the girl's decision.
He finally realizes that he is not in a fictional and perfect world, which is a flesh-and-blood reality.
He didn't want to force that ill-fated girl, so he had to hide his heartache.
After singing a song, he took back his mobile phone and simply cropped the beginning and end of the video, and Xie Qianyu didn't even listen to it in its entirety before he posted the song "naked" to his Korean fanclub, China's Weibo and Mold Country's YouTube.
There are no lyrics, no harmony, no publicity, and even a simple introduction, and the five words "appear and leave" are released like catharsis.
After finishing the release, Xie Qianyu threw away the phone and fell asleep on the piano, with the fluctuating emotions and the continuous stimulation of alcohol all day, no matter how iron-clad he was, he couldn't stand it.
It's also pitiful, I didn't come back for a few days, sleeping on the balcony and the floor a day.
After being paralyzed by alcohol, Xie Qianyu slept very comfortably, but the world music scene was shaken by this man's small lovelorn.
It was still early in the wee hours of the morning, and only a handful of all-nighters noticed that Xie Qianyu's empty Weibo blog, which had millions of followers, had updated a video.
But it's still daytime in the United States, and the music industry can't help but shake up and down.
Although Xie Qianyu hadn't received a few interviews before, he still revealed through QS that he would only release one album a year, which is bad news for fans and a great news for big companies that rely on music to eat.
But now the popular new star did not follow the "agreement", and released a new song in less than two months, which couldn't help but make them nervous.
What excites them even more is that this simple ballad contains infinite emotions under the ordinary accompaniment, and most of the criticism of Xie Qianyu by music critics has focused on his lack of infectious singing, and the words of people are "all skills and no feelings".
And this song can still give them a sense of sadness in the middle of things under the language barrier, which can be said to be a perfect supplement to the last shortcomings of this new star in the music scene, how can this make them not nervous?
Without the bagpipes and remixes, the echoes that come with the small room perfectly highlight Xie Qianyu's clear and slightly desolate vocals, and the whole song is full of infectiousness.
Fortunately, this shoddy processing and recording made them think that it might be just a flash of genius, after all, it was only three o'clock in the morning when they looked at Korean time.
Don't be too nervous... Bar....
Xie Qianyu slept very comfortably this night, and he had been lying on the floor until eleven o'clock before opening his eyes, although the sun had completely pierced the curtains, he had slept for less than eight hours with a hangover, and he was still a little dazed.
Looking at the completely turned off mobile phone, Xie Qianyu simply threw it in the instrument room to charge, climbed upstairs and began to comfort his hungry stomach for a long time.
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Just as Xie Qianyu was making fried rice while thawing the steak, everyone began to pay attention to this unusual ballad as the sun spread all over the world.
Different from the nitpicking of European and American countries, Xie Qianyu's hometown Huaguo is more of an appreciation for the lyrics of this song, although I don't know why the last hopeful sentence was interpreted so desolately, but it does not affect their praise.
And in T-ara's dormitory, the six small groups that had been suspended from their trips were sitting in the living room, and they were also vibrating because of this song.
"Ernie, Agassi is really amazing."
Park Ji-yeon, who still didn't know the truth, was lying on her third sister's lap, holding Park Hyo-min's iPad in her hand and dragging the progress bar back and forth to watch the video uploaded by Xie Qianyu in the early morning.
Park So-yeon could only helplessly stroke Park Ji-yeon's hair, and she was a little entangled in whether she should tell the members about the breakup.
"It's really a big hair, he actually plays the folk guitar so well, I thought he would only play rock 'n' roll."
"This song is really.... I was broken by what he sang...."Xian Enjing and Quan Baolan, two insiders, hugged each other and whispered.
"Actually, I..." Park Suyan looked at the appearance of her sisters, a little unwilling, but more importantly, she felt that maybe she should back down, "Actually, Xie Qianyu and I have broken up, and now we are just relatives." ”
With a "pop", a plastic fruit bowl fell to the ground.
Park So-yeon didn't speak loudly, but she tried her best to suppress her emotions and speak calmly, but everyone's eyes converged for a moment.
Park Hyo-min, who had casually prepared a fruit bowl and was about to sit down, suddenly lost his mind, and somehow his hand trembled, and the small fruit bowl less than half a meter high from the ground fell to the ground.
"I... I'll go wash it again..."
Park Hyo-min seemed to be more flustered than Park So-yeon, who had just fallen out of love, and hurriedly took back a few tomatoes that fell out of the fruit plate on the plate, pulled the hair with slightly messy sideburns, and got up and walked quickly to the sink.
Looking at Su Min's strange performance, the remaining four girls closed their mouths tacitly, and only one troll's eyes shone with an evil light.
In silence, the MV of the iPad in Park Ji-yeon's hand is putting the last sentence "There are people in every future~"
They didn't understand what it meant, Park Suyan, who knew a little Chinese, seemed to understand what it meant, and others also heard the different meaning of the lyrics as if telepathically for a moment.
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After eating and drinking, Xie Qianyu slowly returned to the musical instrument room on the lower floor, and was not in a hurry to turn on his mobile phone, but carefully maintained, tuned, and tested all his musical instruments, and carefully took care of them.
Although he is a little obsessive-compulsive, he is not so good that he starts sorting out his phone without looking at it, and maybe only he knows what he doesn't want to face.
It was almost two o'clock, and the Stanway was almost ready to be used as a mirror, so Xie Qianyu reluctantly turned on the fully charged mobile phone.
Caller ID Lin Mingshu has been calling him non-stop since six o'clock in the morning, followed by the phone number of the three major stations and several leaders with his contact information on Mnet.
Unexpectedly, Han Hyo-joo and Lee Mi-kyung also called him separately, and what made him even more difficult to accept was that none of T-ara's six girls had called him.
"Maybe that's fine, but we have to keep working."
Silently comforting himself, Xie Qianyu called Lin Mingshu, explained something, and drove to the CCM building.
Since the QS building is still under renovation and will not be open until at least the end of the year, T-ara is still sitting obediently in the CCM conference room.
In order to repay Xie Qianyu's kindness, Li Meijing even temporarily appointed him as the acting president of CCM.
Unconsciously, he changed the fate of many people: Seeya and davivhi, who had already debuted, naturally went step by step, but davichi was still recalled to CJ headquarters.
But the future holds for young people like co-education, and later DIA, is unknown......