019 I don't want to live anymore

Mao Mu climbed the tree very quickly, and went up in three or two clicks.

It is a huge ficus tree with two trunks that can only be held around. The lowest branches are more than three meters above the ground.

Ficus trees, trees, and oil palms are the most common trees here.

The trunk of the Wangtian tree is smooth, straight up, and difficult to climb.

Oil palm is relatively low, making it not suitable for climbing.

They chose the ficus tree. Lin Yan, who had never climbed a tree, felt that if he was an adult, he would not be able to go up on his own strength alone.

"Old Black, can you climb up?"

"It used to work, but now it's hard."

"Can Mao Mu climb up with me?"

After hesitating for a moment, Lao Hei was not sure and said, "It should be possible." ”

After twenty minutes, Mao Mu came down.

He smiled and said, "Luckily, there are no big bugs on it." ”

"Take me there." Lin Yan became excited, he could finally see farther, from the moment he opened his eyes, he could only see what was in front of him every day, and it was too difficult to see farther.

Mao Mu put Lin Yan on his back, tied it with hemp rope, and then began to climb up.

Old Black stood under the tree, looking up and watching them disappear soon.

The ficus tree has many branches, many branches, one tree shades the sky, the shade under the tree, and under its cover, only some low weeds grow underneath.

After climbing for more than ten minutes, I finally reached the top.

Mao Mu chose a good position, leaning on the branches of the banyan tree to support his body, he stood up, untied Lin Yan from behind, and hugged him to his chest.

Peel aside the layers of obscured branches and leaves, and let Lin Yan look over.

"Lin Yan, look, it's the Sun River over there."

"Uh-huh, I see." Lin Yan nodded, "This tree is really tall, you can see it very far." ”

"yes, we chose the right one."

Mao Mu has been climbing trees since he was a child, and he has long been aware of the scene in the distance.

Lin Yan was different, looking into the distance for the first time.

At a glance, a field of lush trees passed, and there was a wide river of the sun, like a silver ribbon dotted on the turquoise earth.

On the other side of the Sun River, there is also a green paved past, and the terrain is gradually rising, and the undulations in the distance can be faintly seen.

Lin Yan turned his head and looked in a different direction, it was still like this.

She didn't give up and changed directions, wanting to see that side in more detail.

Except for the eye-catching Sun River, everything else is the same.

It is magnificent, lush and beautiful, but there are no major ups and downs, like a plain area.

Make a note of the direction and everything you see, and let Fat Treasure leave a picture. Lin Yan said: "Let's change places and look around." ”

She had to figure out what the place the Sun Tribe was like.

Mao Mu tied her behind her and changed her position.

Lin Yan opened his eyes wide and looked very carefully, and finally it was not green.

"What's over there?"

"I don't know." Mao Mu honestly said, "It's too far away, and our people have never been there. I also asked the people in the tribe, and they didn't know what it was. ”

Lin Yan judged the direction, it was the northwest, and the mountains were undulating in the distance, and several of them were very high, and you could see the peaks towering into the sky at a glance.

Some of the mountains are covered with vegetation, and the peaks in the west, which can be seen sporadically bare, should be stony mountains.

Imprinted this scene into my mind, I changed the direction again.

Due west, is the direction of their hunting.

Stretching out is a grassland, and in the distance there are rolling hills.

After turning around and taking a closer look, Lin Yan determined the general situation around him.

Judging by the side where the sun rises to the east, the Sun River runs roughly north-south.

Along the Sun River basin is a vast plain area, widely distributed on both sides, with mountains rolling in the distance.

The western peaks are tall and straight, with rocky mountains.

There is no edge in sight in the east, and the terrain is relatively flat.

The north and south are the places where the Sun River flows, the Great Plains.

Far to the north, there is a big turn in the Sun River.

That's all you can see, and if you want to know more, you have to walk through it yourself to be sure.

The world is vast, and the Sun Tribe is hidden in it, and it is very difficult to set foot in this area.

Now they live by the water, and the Sun River has nurtured this group of people.

Lin Yan thought that there should be other people or tribes along the Sun River Basin, but the lush forests and various animals blocked people's steps.

Man is still too weak, so insignificant in front of nature.

wanted to live the previous life, Lin Yan was even more desperate.

At the beginning of daily autism, on the way back, Lin Yan was depressed and never interested.

Mao Mu and Lao Hei walked intently, guarding against her, and did not notice her abnormality.

For two days, Lin Yan was unusually silent, he didn't like to talk, and he didn't like to move.

Her favorite thing to do is to lie at the mouth of the cave, bask in the sun, and not move for a long time.

The flowers and leaves often go out early and return late, and no abnormalities are noticed.

But Mushi, Lao Hei, and Maomu have all found anomalies.

Not only them, but Ye Ya and the children who came to Lin Yan to learn to read and write also noticed the difference.

Shui Sheng was the most keen, and he was the first to ask Lin Yan, "What's wrong with you?" ”

The other children gathered around, wondering what was wrong with her.

In the past, she was a small one, but she was more like a little adult, calm and unchaotic, with light in her eyes. Now she is more like a fish off the shore out of the water, wilted and deprived.

Lin Yan opened his eyes, feeling weak, "I don't want to live anymore." ”

The eyes of the children around widened.

Ye Ya shouted anxiously: "Why don't you live?" ”

"That's it, why?"

"It's so good to live, why don't you want to live."

……

The children gossiped and immediately quarreled.

Lin Yan let them be noisy and didn't say a word.

Shui Sheng couldn't stand it and yelled: "Don't make any noise." ”

After a while, the children quieted down, and Shui Sheng looked around and said, "You are all quiet, don't be in a hurry to speak, listen to Lin Yan." Don't even speak, I said it's okay to open my mouth again. ”

The children nodded with wide eyes.

Shui Sheng is the eldest of the group of children, he has been out with his family many times, and he is the eldest child. Very prestigious in a group of little turnip heads.

Maintaining order, Shui Sheng lowered his voice, "Lin Yan, why don't you want to live, the people in the tribe are struggling to live." You don't want to live at such a young age. ”

Shui Sheng couldn't understand that Lin Yan was so smart and knew so many novel things, which he was curious and yearned for, and he wanted to spend more time exploring and finding discoveries.

Lin Yan lazily turned over, changed his stomach to sitting, and said sadly: "It's not a good thing to know too much." ”

"How?"

Seeing that Lin Yan was silent, Shui Sheng said again: "If you don't say it, how do we know what you think, and how can we help you." ”

The other children whined and nodded, all looking at her expectantly.

Looking at a pair of innocent black eyes, Lin Yan suddenly felt that he was too cowardly.

These children don't understand anything and are full of hope for the future, while she, an adult, feels sorry for herself, thinks only of herself, and retreats at the slightest difficulty.