Chapter 222: The Reason for Doing Wrong
Gu Cheng in the dream did not agree to his mother Wei Qiushuang's request, and later even his father came to the door in person and asked his eldest son to help his younger son.
But he was still ruthlessly rejected by Gu Cheng.
When his parents lowered his body and pleaded for 'themselves', he was decadent in his dreams, and he used wine to drown his sorrows all day long.
It seems that that kind of drunken and muddy state can make 'yourself' not have to face the trough of reality!
At this time, my grandfather appeared and taught 'myself' a hard lesson, and then my grandfather and grandmother discussed and took out most of their life savings, hoping that 'themselves' could cheer up.
But after 'yourself' got the money, the first thing he did was to hire someone to be unfavorable to Gu Cheng!
Xiaobai felt that he was no longer himself in his dream, and his temperament was completely out of control in failure, becoming irrational, and he couldn't see the care of the family around him in his eyes, and some were just bent on revenge!
A loser's 'death throes', it is conceivable that his revenge will not succeed at all.
The person who 'himself' paid for hired took refuge in Gu Cheng for the sake of profit, and in turn broke 'his' legs!
Let the 'self' who has failed only live in a wheelchair without dignity for the rest of his life-
At this point in the dream, Xiaobai no longer wants to continue to 'watch'.
The end of the dream is not something he can decide.
On the third night, in his dream, 'himself' was taken home by his parents and cared for.
But even if there is family care, it can't change the heart of 'yourself' wanting to die.
Just imagine, a person who has no hope and no future, life is all pain for him, and that 'self' has long lost the desire to survive.
Those days were quite difficult, and his mother didn't want to work for him, and guarded him every day.
For him, his father took over from his mother every day when he came back from work, taking care of 'himself' and comforting his mother who washed her face with tears every day.
Seeing this, although Xiaobai knew that his current self would never let the things in the dream happen, everything he saw in the dream would still make his heart sour, and even affected by himself in the dream, and his heart was painful.
In the last scene of the dream, Xiaobai saw himself in a wheelchair and Gu Cheng in the same room.
And then in this dream, there was a clear voice.
"Gu Cheng, when did you start thinking about harming me?"
Xiao Bai saw that 'he' had calmed down from his state of pain and madness, and asked Gu Cheng in a deep voice.
"When does it start?" Gu Cheng smiled, that kind of laughter is the disdain, contempt, and ridicule of a successful person in the face of a loser.
"If I'm not mistaken, it's since I was twenty years old......"
Hearing Gu Cheng's words, Xiaobai was stunned-
Gu Cheng was ten years older than him, so when he was ten years old, his half-brother was already thinking about how to harm himself?
Xiaobai suddenly felt a shock in his heart, and a chill ran behind him.
Except for Xiaobai, the 'self' in the dream accepted this information very calmly.
The 'self' raised his head and looked into Gu Cheng's eyes.
"So when I was fourteen years old, you instigated me to do business with you, but you didn't mean it?"
"Of course not! Who made you so good, not only did Wei Qiushuang help you pave the way, but you were also so talented in learning! ”
Bystander Qing, looking at the conversation between 'himself' and Gu Cheng in the dream, Xiaobai understood Gu Cheng's intentions.
He was afraid that he would go up according to the path arranged by his mother, and he was worried that he would study well and become a help in his future glorious career.
That's why he told himself that there was no point in going to school, and that only by doing business could he make money.
Once you do it yourself to do business, you have completely given up on the bright future that your mother has arranged for you.
And if you rashly enter the field that Gu Cheng is familiar with, it will be impossible for you to succeed in business at that time!
Xiaobai could even think that if he agreed to Gu Cheng, his future career would basically be to survive under Gu Cheng's suppression-
The fourteen-year-old self didn't go according to Gu Cheng's plan, so the sixteen-year-old self had an accident......
Xiaobai wanted to ask if Gu Cheng did it when he was knocked unconscious and thrown into the river in Qingyang County!
And the 'self' in the dream also asked the same meaning.
"So because of my disobedience, you hired someone to attack me behind my back, so that I can never go back after leaving Kyoto?"
When I said this, my emotions were quite calm.
Obviously, this is not speculation, but a truth that has long been verified by 'myself'.
It's just that now he wants to hear Gu Cheng say it with his own ears.
When Gu Cheng heard this, he sneered.
He said, "I really didn't expect you to be so fateful, missing for more than three years, and actually come back by yourself." ”
"It's a pity that even if you regained your memory, and found someone to investigate the gangsters who almost killed you, and learned that I was behind this incident, but at that time, you wanted to go head-to-head with me, and you didn't have anything to do at all!"
"Actually, you could have acted as a waste in the Gu family without knowing what to do, and the relationship between us would not be at this point."
"But it's ridiculous that you want to go against me and try to defeat me in the mall!"
"So to get to this point, it's all caused by you, and you can't blame anyone else."
Gu Cheng's few words made Xiaobai, who was watching from shock, to anger, to hatred!
He finally knew the reason why he chose to do business and was hostile to Gu Cheng in his previous dream-
He is indeed not Gu Cheng's opponent in the mall, this Xiaobai knows very well.
But this is not the reason why Gu Cheng can act recklessly, calculate, and persecute himself!
"Gu Cheng! If I had to do it all over again, I would still be your enemy! ”
Xiaobai looked at the 'self' in the dream, and turned all the resentment into this sentence and spit out it from his chest!
At this moment, he even had the idea that he was infected by the emotions of 'himself' in his dream, and he should have the idea of mission inheritance-
But this thought was only for a moment, and it was forcibly restrained by Xiaobai and pressed in the bottom of his heart.
The fact that he didn't like Gu Cheng turned into a hate from now on.
But he will use his own methods to avenge the assassination of Qingyang County at the beginning.
Instead of being affected by the 'self' in the dream, he tried everything and Gu Cheng never stopped.
In addition to hatred, he also has his own life.
The affection of parents and family members is shrouded, and the bright future on the road of medicine, so that they will not give up everything, just to see the high and low with Gu Cheng.
He will make Gu Cheng pay, but not now.
It is not advisable to hit a stone with an egg, he will accumulate strength, and one day Gu Cheng will also experience the blow of the strong to the weak!
This time, he will not be a rat who is played with by Gu Cheng and applauded, he wants to become a wolf sneaking in the shadows, and he will 'kill' Gu Cheng's attack with one blow!
(End of chapter)