Chapter 227: I Will Be Afraid (1st Update)

There were no people on the streets in the morning, only sporadic horses and vehicles that traveled early.

The carriage that returned to the snow at night went out of the Chengguo Mansion, went to the Shen Mansion, walked through a street, entered the main street, drove more than halfway, and was just about to turn when he encountered a horse holding a person rushing out from the oblique side, and the horse's skill was very good, and he could hold the reins of the horse.

The coachman also stopped the carriage in a hurry, and because of the sudden stop, the body of Ye Guixue, who was sitting in the car, shook suddenly.

The coachman hurriedly asked, "Childe, are you okay?"

"Nothing." The night returns to the snow and makes a light sound.

The coachman turned his head to see the person he had almost bumped into in front of him, and wanted to say something, and found that this person was also a very good-looking young man, but I don't know if it was because of a nap or something, the complexion on his face was not good, revealing a little tired, but his eyes were very clear, and he didn't speak, didn't go, just stared at his carriage.

The coachman could only speak first, "This son, tired ......"

The person on the horse was Zhou Gu, he did not sleep all night because of the investigation of the case, and at this time he was just going to go back to the house, take a bath and change clothes, so that his mind was sober and sober, but he didn't want to meet the carriage that returned to the snow at night.

He knew this carriage, and yesterday at the gate of Yipinxiang Teahouse, it was this carriage that came to pick up Su Rong, and Su Rong got into his car.

That day he went to the Chengguo Mansion, although he turned around and walked away before he entered the door, only one face, but he also saw the appearance of the night returning to the snow, although it was far away yesterday, but he had a good eye, and he also saw people clearly.

It's a good color that Su Rong will like.

If he returns to Xue Chou at night, it's just that he has a good family background, good appearance, and good talent, how could Su Rong refuse to be like this?

His expression was fixed, and he said calmly: "In the next week, Gu, I almost startled the horse of the second son of the night, I'm really sorry."

Ye Guixue looked stunned when she heard the words in the car, slowly stretched out her hand, lifted the curtain, looked at Zhou Gu, and smiled lightly, "It turned out to be Thursday Childe!" It's okay, but my coachman is not very skilled, and if he startles the horse, he also has the responsibility of the coachman."

"I was in a hurry, but fortunately I didn't hurt the second son of the night." Zhou Gu sat on the horse and asked casually, "The second son of the night went out early in the morning, where is this going?"

Ye Guixue smiled and said, "Go to Shen Mansion."

He didn't say what he was going to Shen Mansion for, but Zhou Gu already understood that Su Rong lived in Shen Mansion, and he was there to find her, in short, not to find Su Xingze or Shen Xian.

His grip on the horse's reins tightened, making his voice as steady as possible, "Goodbye then."

Night Returns Snow Bow, "Goodbye!"

The horse and the vehicle staggered, put down the curtain, looked around, and saw the ordinary carriage, driving towards the Shen Mansion, he held the green tendons in his hand, but he couldn't catch up, stopped the person, didn't let him go, or rushed to the Shen Mansion, stopped Su Rong from returning to the snow at night, he couldn't do it, and now he is not qualified.

He pursed his lips all the way back to the Protector's Mansion, got off the horse, walked into the mansion gate, and met the housekeeper Uncle Chen, who looked at Zhou Gu and was startled, "Fourth son, you haven't returned all night, but are you tired?" Can the case be investigated?"

"It's not that easy, I'll come back and freshen up, and I'll have to leave the house later." Zhou Gu suppressed his emotions and walked in.

The housekeeper nodded, "The fourth prince should be careful about his body, and if the wind and cold dew are heavy at night, he should wear more."

Zhou Gu said "um".

He was not in the mood to see the old protector, so he went straight back to his yard, and after ordering the kitchen to bring water, he went into the clean room, buried himself in the bathtub, and did not show a single hair of hair, and after a while, he wiped a handful of water on his face, came out of the water, wiped the water stains, picked up the clean clothes on the shelf, and suddenly stopped his hand.

After Su Rong came to withdraw from the marriage, within two days, he sent back the congratulatory gifts he had brought to Jiangning County to congratulate her and Lu, and she said that the clothes and fabrics she gave him were offset by Jiang Sheng's compensation, and since then a write-off, since it is a write-off, although he did not return the clothes she gave him back to her like her, he did not wear them again, and let people put them away.

Now his clothes were bought for him by his grandmother or her mother, and they are ordinary materials that he has been accustomed to wearing since he was a child. Anyway, clothes and this kind of thing, all kinds of things are worn, he

I don't really care much.

But today, reaching out for this dress again, he thought of the clothes that he put aside, if he was also happy to withdraw her relatives, then Su Rong wanted to write off her relatives, he should be very willing to cooperate to the end, the clothes were discounted, throw them away directly, and then give her silver, and the cloth she didn't wear was returned to her, and one or two dollars had to be counted clearly, but he just didn't want to write off with her, even if he divorced, he didn't want to, so those clothes, just don't throw them away, and the cloth won't return her, he just wants to keep them.

But now she is returning to the snow with the night......

But he couldn't put the clothes she gave him on his body on the premise that he knew it was inappropriate, or wear them to Ye Guixue to see, that would be too immoral. He couldn't.

What else can he do now?

What else can be done but powerlessness?

Zhou Gu didn't know, he paused for a while before picking up the clothes on the shelf and slowly putting them on his body.

When the Duchess heard that Zhou Gu was back, she immediately came to Frost Forest Garden, and when she came, it happened that Zhou Gu was dressed properly and came out of the clean room, she looked at him and asked with concern, "Why didn't you come back all night?" No matter how big the case is, you have to pay attention to your body and bones, now that it is about to enter winter, the cold will enter the body, in case you get caught by the wind cold, you will get sick from time to time this winter."

Zhou Gu nodded, "I see."

The Duchess looked at the thin clothes on his body, and suddenly remembered that when she was making autumn clothes in the Golden Autumn Mansion, because Zhou Gu came back from Jiangning and brought back a lot of clothes and fabrics, the clothes for all seasons were available, such good materials, so when she made new clothes for the Fuzhong, she didn't make him again, after Su Rong retired from the marriage, she ignored this matter because Zhou Gu was in a bad state every day and worried about his emotions.

The clothes that Su Rong gave him, I didn't see him wear them again, they must have been put away, naturally he won't wear them anymore, he has to change to thicker clothes now, it seems that he can only wear last year's old clothes.

Her heart ached, she opened her mouth, and after a while, she asked Zhou Gu softly, "Is it that the old clothes are not washed, and you have no change of clothes?" Mother, let someone make it for you, work overnight, and you can make two pieces to wear tomorrow."

Zhou Gu pursed his lips and didn't answer his mother's words, but asked, "Mother, am I unable to be with Su Rong in this life?"

The Duchess didn't know what expression to make for a while, and she couldn't shake her head or nod, so she could only look at him.

Zhou Gu sat down, covered his face with his hands, and said in a hoarse voice, "When I came back today, I encountered the snow returning to the night, and he went to the Shen Mansion to find Su Rong, and it was about an appointment between the two."

The Duchess was speechless.

"I have always been proud of my birth in the Protectorate Mansion, and I have always been honored by the plaque at the door, and I have always felt that this Xuanhe Courtyard was awarded under the merits of blood and bones, as a descendant of the Protectorate Mansion, I enjoy its glory, and I should bear its responsibility to let it stand tall and not be overturned." Zhou Gu covered his face and didn't move, only the corners of his lips trembled, "But mother, I'm not the eldest grandson, isn't it enough to have a big brother to support the court?" Do you want me to be a living dead man who shoulders the heavy responsibility of the lintel, opens up a new door to the Protector's Mansion, and then writes himself into history? For this, I will suffer every day in the future, I dare not make mistakes, I dare not act willfully, and I regret my life when I see the person I like and others fly together?"

The Duchess opened her mouth and closed it again.

Zhou Gu said in a dumb voice, "Do I want to learn from Lord Zhenmin and Mr. Xie? But the county lord Zhenmin and Mr. Xie are helpless under the life and death of the country, and they are the righteousness of the country, and they give up their personal feelings. And am I? I just want to protect the country's mansion, for my own Qingyun Road, for the benefit of the people of Daliang to be an auxiliary minister and leave a name in history, for the sake of my grandfather, grandmother, prince, and even mother, everyone's expectations, and I want to give up my selfish feelings for Su Rong. All of you, including Su Rong, think that my private affairs are insignificant enough to be compared to these, do you?"

The Duchess couldn't answer.

Zhou Gu didn't speak anymore, covering his face, and the whole person was depressed and silent.

After a long while, the Duchess stepped forward, stretched out her hand to hug Zhou Gu's body, and whispered softly with red eyes, "It's just a month of getting along, does Su Rong really make you so unable to let go?"

Since Su Rong divorced, he didn't want to die or live, and he didn't

Lost his soul and depressed, let alone unconscious people who used alcohol to kill his sorrows and drunkenness, he was depressed every day and said very little, but because of this, it made people worry.

These days, he hasn't said anything, and when he learned Su Rong's identity that day, he didn't say anything, but today, he saw the night return to the snow to find Su Rong, probably couldn't hold it anymore, otherwise how could he tell her this?

Zhou Gu said in a dumb voice, "I'll try to put it down, but Mother, I'm ...... I'm not sure, I'm afraid I'm going to lose control of myself and I'm going crazy...... Will ......."

He didn't say the rest of the words, but the Duchess of Guo understood. I am afraid that I will go crazy, I will become unrecognizable, I will ignore it, I will have no courtesy, righteousness and shame, I will destroy, I will lose my character, I will fall into the reputation earned under the plaque of Xuanhe of the Protector Mansion, I will be an unfilial descendant, I will do whatever it takes, I will make everyone disgusted, and all the expectations and expectations that will be placed on him will be ruined.

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