Early the next morning, He Hansheng took a bus to the company.

The workshop took a day off, and the people in the workshop also went to work today.

Because he was bored in the office alone, He Hansheng went to the workshop.

In the production class, He Hansheng met the aunt who repaired defective products.

"Why did you go to work today?"

"Auntie, I'm on duty today."

"Oh. Give you a bag of sugar to eat. My son got married yesterday. ”

"Thank you. Auntie, congratulations, you're about to hug your grandson. ”

"That's right. In a few days, I will be retired. After that, I was at home watching the children. The aunt said contentedly.

He Hansheng suddenly felt that this aunt was very great, and she was happy every day. From seven in the morning to seven in the evening, for a full twelve hours, she tirelessly repeated the same work, a hard day for a woman who was nearly fifty years old. He Hansheng is very considerate of her and respects her very much.

Ho Hansheng put the candy in his pocket, and although it was only a small packet of sugar, he felt warmth, respect and love. In the company, those who are called around all day long live as humble as dogs. He is a very confident person, but now his self-confidence is being swallowed up little by little, and the atmosphere of indifference is suffocating.

Foreign customers are on vacation, and it is rare to be so idle these days.

Today is the 2nd, and I have been working for more than three months. He Hansheng has been thinking about signing a contract to raise his salary.

At about four o'clock in the afternoon, He Hansheng looked at the office, where there were fewer people, and it happened that Section Chief Hou was also there. He quietly went to Section Chief Hou's office.

He knocked politely on the door, and when he heard "come in", he went in.

"Section Chief Hou"

"Han Sheng, is there something wrong?"

"I want to ask, the internship period has passed for three months, can I sign a contract?"

"A few days ago, I also talked to Vice President Cai, and we are not satisfied with your performance."

As soon as He Hansheng heard such an evaluation, his heart immediately cooled, thinking that this is over, and he is estimated to be fired. A regrettable thought also instantly occurred in my mind: I didn't look for a job in advance, what should I do?

"However, seeing that you are very honest and diligent, the company has decided to extend your internship period by another one to two months. If you want, just do it; If you don't want to do it, you can leave at any time. You think about it. ”

"Okay, Chief Hou. Let me think about it first. ”

He Hansheng adjusted his frustration slightly, because he didn't want to show that he was lost in front of others.

"yes, okay. I've thought about it and let me know tomorrow. ”

"yes, okay." He Hansheng pretended to be calm and said.

He Hansheng walked out of the office and almost hit the door at the door.

When I returned to my seat, I felt like crying, and the frustration came spontaneously. He also understands the meaning of the company, if he is not married, he will leave immediately without hesitation, the soldier can not be killed, how can a dignified man endure this humiliation. He was angry and more sane at the same time. He now has a family, how can he support it if he doesn't work? What's more, it's hard to find a job now, especially a little more decent one, not to mention that the family is also in great need of money now, and if you don't work to earn money, what should you do? Although the salary is not high, it is better than nothing. He planned to stay for now, and then think about the rest in the long run.

He Hansheng sat in a daze, unconsciously it was half past five. It's already dark outside.

Everyone walked out of the office one after another, and He Hansheng was the last to leave.

In the carport, he put on a mask and a helmet. When he was about to ride, he ripped off his mask, "It's dark, what kind of face are you blocking." He muttered to himself.

He had to admit that wearing a mask usually had the necessary to block dust, but it was more about covering his face. If you don't cover your face, the joy, anger and sorrow on your face will be seen.

The car was speeding down the road, and for the first time I felt that the night was good, that I could be unrestrained and free, and that I didn't have to wear a mask to be a pretender.

He turned the electric car into the fastest gear, and despite the darkness of the night, he was fearless. The car was running wildly. Suddenly, the more I thought about it, the more aggrieved I became, and tears blurred my eyes. He couldn't see the road clearly, so he stopped and wiped away his tears. He found that he had stopped on a bridge, and under the bridge was a river. He got out of the car and walked down the steps by the bridge to the river. Although it was already cold, the river had not yet frozen. He Hansheng squatted by the river and cried, angry, wronged, and more helpless. It is difficult to leave or stay in such a job.

"What the hell am I going to do?" He wailed loudly.

The flowing water is silent, quietly going east, and it can't take away any sorrow and sadness.

Suddenly, the phone rang.

When he saw it, it was his wife calling.

"Jiahui"

"Why haven't you come back yet? Do you work overtime at night? ”

"Well, added a little bit. Now it's gone back. ”

"Oh. There are no steamed buns at home, you go to the market to buy a few, and Jiejie likes to eat grapefruit, you can buy another one. ”

"yes, okay." He Hansheng agreed briskly, and there was no sadness in his voice.

After hanging up the phone, he took a handful of cold water and washed his face. His face was dipped in water, and he began to cry again. When he thinks of his wife and son, he feels sad, which is the softest love in his heart. As the head of the family, he should make his family happy, not embarrassed by the constraints he is now. When I cried, I felt a lot of relief. He washed his face with water again and rubbed his eyes. The cold water only brings cold to the face, but it is difficult to compare the cold that reality brings to the heart. He rubbed his stiff face, because he didn't want his family to see his depressed and sad expression.

When I got home, my wife had already cooked the meal.

He hid all his unhappiness and sorrow, and ate as usual, with a smile and a smile.

After eating, watching TV for a while, I went to bed.

His wife and son were asleep, but he was still sad in his heart, tossing and turning, and couldn't sleep.

The next day came, and the sun rose as usual. He Hansheng went to work again.

Although he was very reluctant, he had to go to Section Chief Hou.

"Section Chief Hou, I thought about it for a while, I'd better do it first. More on the contract later. ”

He said indifferently, as if he was very relaxed, but no one knew that this matter had bothered him all night, and until now he had not gotten out of that sad mood.

"Well, okay. Hansheng, you are still young, work hard, there will be many opportunities in the future. ”

"Thank you."

He Hansheng walked out of Section Chief Hou's office. In the face of such a blow, who will be in a good mood to work? If it weren't forced by life, who would want to accept such unfair treatment?

He had to fight hard to face what was next.