Chapter 161: Contradictions
"What the hell are you angry about?" Shen Fanxing was difficult to understand, "When we were in the hotel before, didn't you know that we were brothers and sisters?" You weren't that angry at the time. β
Huo Yan glanced at her deeply.
Her expression was dumbfounded, as if she didn't understand why he was so cold. He felt a pain in his heart, and almost reached out to hug her.
He restrained.
Holding the armrests of the wheelchair with both hands, he was silent. At this time, the mature Huo Weishen was extremely naΓ―ve, like a child who did not listen to discipline, unwilling to explain or communicate with the outside world.
To put it bluntly, it's still a matter of self-esteem.
He didn't want to tell Shen Fanxing that he didn't have the confidence to keep her.
The last time she was in the hotel, Huo Yushen didn't deeply feel what the relationship between "senior brother and sister" represented, until today she heard her talking on the phone and listening to the godmother opposite. Only then did he realize that it was not only his inability to stand up that stood in front of them, but also a problem that was more serious than standing up.
That is Shen Fanxing's trade-off.
Huo Yanshen's voice was hoarse, and he asked her, "Shen Fanxing, what would you do if your godmother didn't agree with us being together?" β
Shen Fanxing has thought about this question countless times.
I just didn't expect Huo Yushen to ask her when she didn't have an answer and was unprepared.
She hesitated.
Huo Yanshen couldn't help but hook the corners of his lips and sneered, "Are you hesitating?" So "give up our feelings" is also in your options, right? β
"Don't read me randomly."
Shen Fanxing was even more angry than just now, his eyes were already red because of congestion, "One is my godmother, the other is you, how do you want me to choose." If I asked you to choose one in front of me and your family......"
She wasn't done yet.
Huo Yushen replied to her, "I will choose you." β
I believe that grandpa will definitely understand him.
Except for his grandfather, he has no family, so this is why it is difficult for him to understand why Shen Fanxing takes a "godmother" so seriously.
ββ¦β¦β
Shen Fanxing was dumbfounded by his sudden answer.
After a few seconds of silence, she sighed.
took the initiative to step forward to make peace, squatted down and held Huo Yanshen's big hand.
The warm big hand was very dry, she couldn't hold one hand, and she had to hold both hands together, "Deep, let's not quarrel, okay." Godmother doesn't agree that I'll figure it out, really. I won't give up our relationship easily, I'll definitely find a way. β
She didn't know how to make Huo Yanshen believe.
kept repeating this sentence, his eyes became more and more red, and he couldn't help but cry out with a sour nose.
She seemed to be crying more and more in front of Huo Yushen.
Huo Yanshen wiped away the tears on her face with his big hand, what was he doing. obviously promised to take good care of Shen Fanxing, but once again made her cry.
Every time.
"Stars."
"Huh?"
Shen Fanxing noticed that his tone was gradually regaining his composure, and quickly raised his head to respond to him.
Huo Yan's deep purple eyes stared at her deeply, "With me, I'm very tired." Every time, you have to apologize first and seek peace first......"
Why did you suddenly get to this topic again?
"Huo Yanshen!" Shen Fanxing stood up, "Are you walking into a dead end, stop thinking nonsense." Every day with you, I am very happy and not very tired. β
Even she was worried that her godmother would suddenly come to the door.
Even if she would be worried that Huo Yanshen's legs couldn't sleep all night long, and she was worried in her dreams.
Shen Fanxing has never regretted falling in love with Huo Yushen.
Not once.
On the contrary, she also wants to thank Huo Yushen for letting her experience the various flavors of love.
Whether it's bitter, sweet, or sour, as long as it's with him, she's willing.
"Okay, I got it."
Huo Yanshen nodded and didn't say anything more. Shen Fanxing breathed a sigh of relief, stood up and threw himself into his arms, feeling his big hand gently patting her back, as if to calm her emotions.
Such a warm action.
She didn't feel the warmth as usual.
Shen Fanxing, who had never been in love, didn't notice at this time that Huo Yushen's emotions were actually very wrong.
The last thing that lovers are afraid of arguing with each other is to blame each other, but what they are most afraid of is that one of them is so indifferent that it seems that nothing has happened. The more this is the case, the more it proves that he can't get over it in his heart.
Knock.
A knock outside the door interrupted the two men's hugs.
Aunt Nan's voice sounded outside, "Young grandma, big and young, it's time to eat." β
Huo Yanshen gently pushed Shen Fanxing away, "Let's go, let's eat." β
Shen Fanxing, who thought it was solved, nodded happily, she was a person with a big heart, and she was sad just now. Now that the problem was solved, she was happy again and jumped out.
When eating.
Huo Yanshen didn't behave strangely either, and after eating normally, he would chat with her.
After eating, Shen Fanxing went back to the room to take a bath first.
Huo Yan looked at her back, and only when she left completely did he sigh. The boredom was all written on his face, and even the housekeeper could see it, "Da Shao, is this a quarrel with the young grandmother?" β
"There was no quarrel."
He shook his head.
Facing Steward Zhang, who had been growing up with him, he was still silent, but he still said, "I can't quarrel at all, she will apologize to me." But I ......"
Steward Zhang is from here, he glanced at Anan vaguely, and said in a low voice: "But Da Shao thinks that the young grandmother keeps apologizing, but it will increase your pressure, is that so?" β
Huo Yan nodded deeply.
"Don't think too much about it, emotional things are usually complicated, everyone's experience is different, but there is one thing the same."
He looked up at Steward Zhang.
Steward Zhang looked at Anan's serious work, and there was a rare tenderness in his cloudy eyes, "If you miss it, it's hard to get it back, you're still young, but don't do anything you regret." β
"Da Shao, speaking of which, I'm not afraid of you laughing at me. I'm lucky to be able to see Anan at such an old age, and she's still willing to talk to me. What if it's the unlucky? If you miss it, you miss it, think about it, are you willing to let other men take care of your young grandmother? β
Huo Yan's thin lips pursed into a straight line.
Just thinking about this possibility made him suffocate.
The housekeeper gently patted Huo Yanshen's shoulder and turned to leave.
After a while.
He took out his mobile phone and called Fu Sihan.
It took a long time for the phone to be answered, and Fu Sihan's tired voice came, "Hey, deep." β
Hearing his voice, Huo Yushen had a feeling of sympathy, "It seems that you are not doing well, come out to drink?" β
"Okay, see you at the old place."