Have you ever considered whether the short companionship in your life is a punishment or a reward? Since there is no result, why does God arrange for two people to meet?

If you hadn't met at the beginning, if you didn't know her at the beginning, if you kept your distance from her at the beginning, would you not have been unable to get out now, and if you had to do it again, would you still choose to meet her?

Although you say that you will not want to meet her again, the answer in your heart is only known to you

Mountains and rivers can't come together, the two always have a time to meet, they always have to come, they can't stop it, they can't keep what they should go, when you don't think about how long it will take to let go of her, you are really letting go

Release the pigeon, and if it can fly back, it's yours

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"Are you okay these days?"

Zhao Dezhu's wife Jiang Tingting finally couldn't help but break the deadlock, a week has passed since the last Yangma Island incident, Zhao Dezhu finally turned on his mobile phone, and the message ringtone was used like a tsunami, more than 300 missed calls, there were companies, friends, and more were called by Jiang Tingting

After a week of adjustment, Zhao Dezhu finally came out of the house, went to the barber shop to get a haircut, shaved off a beard that had not been repaired for a week, bought a new set of clothes, and at the same time threw the old one directly in the trash can in the fitting room, took a deep breath, called Jiang Tingting back, and the two made an appointment to meet at a café by the sea

"It's good," Zhao Dezhu nodded and said

"You can't get through to your phone these days, and you haven't returned home, where have you been?" Jiang Tingting asked with concern

"I live with Dacheng and them, I'm fine, don't worry," Zhao replied

"That's good," Jiang Tingting replied, and after these three words, the two fell into a cold silence again

Before coming, Zhao Dezhu imagined countless scenes, and thought about the questions he wanted to ask and what he wanted to say countless times, but he couldn't say thousands of words

After a long time, Jiang Tingting spoke

"I think I'm not going to see you anymore, and I don't have the face to see you."

"But you called me more than two hundred times," Zhao Dezhu was silent for a moment and then spoke

"Yes, I did go crazy looking for you on the first day, I couldn't find you and could only call, over and over again, I don't know why I called more than two hundred times" Jiang Tingting smiled bitterly

"But the next day, I didn't dare to call you, I was afraid that you would answer the phone, because I didn't know what to say to you, and I didn't know what I could say except sorry" Jiang Tingting raised her head and blinked her eyes quickly, trying her best not to let the tears in her eyes fall

Seeing Jiang Tingting's appearance, Zhao Dezhu still felt a pain in his heart, only feeling as if his heart had been torn apart

"Don't you want to ask when it started, what step it has been" Jiang Tingting tried to calm her heart and looked directly at Zhao Dezhu, as if she wanted to see some emotional changes on this person's face

However, Zhao Dezhu only frowned lightly and did not speak

"I'm pregnant, it's been more than two months, and I didn't know it before," Ms. Jiang said

After the words fell, Zhao Dezhu looked directly at Jiang Tingting's eyes, and his breathing began to become short, like a tiger about to be slaughtered, because he knew that as soon as Jiang Tingting's words came out, this marriage had reached the point of no return, and the last trace of illusion he had before he came was shattered, and the two had only been married for a month

"We met before we got married, it can be regarded as the final goodbye, we both drank too much that day, I really didn't expect it," Jiang Tingting continued

"But it's happened, and I know it's useless for me to say anything"

"That day I wanted to see him for the last time, and then I went to the hospital to get rid of the child, I specially chose such a remote place, but I didn't expect it to be so coincidental, you just told me that day that you were going out for a ride, and didn't tell me where to go, if I asked more at that time, just a sentence! Maybe things will be different."

Jiang Tingting put her hand on the table and said tremblingly, tears could no longer be suppressed

Zhao Dezhu had mixed feelings in his heart at the moment, he couldn't say a word, he froze in place for a long time, and when he saw Jiang Tingting crying like a tearful person, he subconsciously wanted to reach out to the table and hold Jiang Tingting's hand, and suddenly realized it, stopped under the table and clenched his fists fiercely, his nails had been pierced into the flesh because of too much force, and he didn't realize that blood was flowing out

After a while, Zhao Dezhu calmed down and said

"Don't cry, so far, there is nothing to regret, I know I don't blame you, it's me who was careless

But there are a few words you have to remember

First, I like you very much,

Second, I really like you

But the fate of the two of us, I'm afraid we have to put it in the future, but no matter where I go, I will always have you in my heart, it's good to see you, and I'm down-to-earth, whether it's fate or not, it's my own fault, in this life, the fate of the two of us is thin, and I don't have this blessing, in the next life, let's start again"

Everything Zhao Dezhu said was true, hearing this, Jiang Tingting's tears flowed even more, and she wanted to slap her mouth, but adults knew that it was useless

"The house belongs to you, you live first, it is all decorated according to the style you like, you live comfortably, the car will not be left for you, after all, the company household avoids taxes to buy, it is inconvenient, the bride price and the wedding money are all in you, you can buy one yourself, it is enough," Zhao Dezhu said

"The house was bought in full before you got married, I don't want it, I don't want the car, the money is all in this card" Jiang Tingting took out a card from her bag and handed it to Zhao Dezhu

"Don't be hypocritical with me, didn't you say it just now, the house is full of things you like, I can't live in it, even if it belongs to me, I'm going to sell it, you just live in a down-to-earth way, as for the money, you know, I don't lack this, you keep it, don't say anything, put away the card, pick up the bag, go out and get in the car, you want to cry in the car for a while, and then say it for a while, I should cry too, you don't want to see me cry, from the two of us to the present, I haven't begged you for anything, this time when I beg you, don't say anything, tomorrow we will go through the formalities at the Civil Affairs Bureau, In the future, we will see you again and be friends," Zhao Dezhu said lightly

Jiang Tingting looked at Zhao Dezhu's strong posture, maintaining the last bit of decency and dignity in front of him, and he couldn't face his feelings in the face of this matter, and swallowed back the words to his mouth

There was no hypocrisy, no unnecessary verbosity, he tried his best to stand up, tried his best not to let his body movements go out of shape, and walked towards the gate behind Zhao Dezhu

"Still a little reluctant"

I only listened to Zhao Dezhu talking to himself

"It's really a little reluctant"

Jiang Tingting turned around, and could only see Zhao Dezhu's back becoming more and more rickety, curled up like an old man in the twilight, Jiang Tingting couldn't move her legs, as if she had been immobilized by a spell

After about five seconds, tears flowed from Zhao Dezhu's cheeks to his chin, and the drops of coffee rippled one by one, each drop was like a sharp sword inserted into Jiang Tingting's heart, this man was hurt by her and had no skin, and it was only at this moment that she clearly realized that maybe disappearing into his life from now on was the best compensation for him

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The words were divided into two ends, You Dacheng here pulled Zhang Xiaochao and discussed how to help Zhao Dezhu cheer up and get out of the predicament

"Brother Zhuzi usually treats us well, but this time the eldest brother is in trouble, let's find a way to help him," You Dacheng said

"Hey, what can I do, I've been drinking with Brother Zhuzi every day, I've been drinking for a week, my uric acid is high, aren't you good at healing lovelorn injuries, I really can't do it" Zhang Xiaochao spread his hands and said

"I'm out of love, not divorce, two different things, you can use your brain," he shouted as he dragged him

"Don't shake, don't shake, I haven't been sober up for the past few days, if you shake it again, your brain will shake it for me" Zhang Xiaochao was stunned

"Then if you don't solve this matter, in the next month, or even a year, you will have countless drinks to drink, and he can't tell others about this, we are the two parties, and if we catch up, he can only look for us, do you say yes" You Dacheng told Zhang Xiaochao about the bad consequences of not being able to do this

"Hey, it's also ha, I like to drink a little, but it's not a thing to drink like this every day, bring it to the hospital sooner or later" Zhang Xiaochao nodded, approving You Dacheng's reasoning

"So what do you say, introduce him to a new one? Doesn't the old saying say that the old doesn't go, the new doesn't come," Zhang Xiaochao's eyes rolled

"Come on, you are big, divorced, big brother, let me emphasize to you again that it is not a couple who break up awkwardly, just come to a seamless connection, and the transition will be smooth and over" You Dacheng really wanted to knock Zhang Xiaochao's head hard

"Then take Brother Zhu to the zoo to see the animals? Doesn't it say that the eyes of small animals can soothe people's hearts" Zhang Xiaochao came up with another idea

"You transfer me two hundred yuan," You Dacheng said calmly to Zhang Xiaochao

"Why?"

"Don't ask, let's talk about it first"

WeChat arrived, two hundred yuan

"Okay, don't pay it back, I'll buy you a lesson" You Dacheng continued with Zhang Xiaochao

"I !!" Zhang Xiaochao was just about to get angry

"Wait, look at it, look at its eyes" You Dacheng hugged the yellow curry and asked Zhang Xiaochao to look at it

Then ask "Does it work?" ”

"It doesn't work," Zhang Xiaochao replied

"What's going on in your head at the moment?" You Dacheng continued to ask

"Miss my two hundred yuan," Zhang Xiaochao said

"Or say, it's okay to use your brain, don't say that this thing is not easy to use, even if it is good, it will treat the symptoms but not the root cause, and it will definitely take a break in two days," You Dacheng explained

Zhang Xiaochao scratched his head, "Then I'm a wedding party, or an exhibition, what can I do if this major is not right?"

"Hey, yes, I had a flash of inspiration just now, and I really thought of a good way to Dacheng" Zhang Xiaochao suddenly moved a large position to You Dacheng's side

"Start at the beginning, men and men don't kiss, there are farts"

"What did you say about Brother Zhuzi when you first met?" Zhang Xiaochao asked secretly

"Big brother of the underworld? Construction site contractor? Big brother on the list? You Dacheng replied thoughtfully

"That's right! And then you think about what these people have in common."

"Rich?"

"It's not this, what else, you think again"

"It's dirt!" You Dacheng also had a flash of inspiration

"It's not! It's the gas of the rivers and lakes! A body of Jianghu gas! "This time it was Zhang Xiaochao's turn to despise You Dacheng

Zhang Xiaochao continued, "Do you think we can use our expertise to hold a meeting for Brother Zhuzi to re-emerge from the rivers and lakes, call all his former friends, and let him rediscover the feeling of happiness and enmity among the children of the rivers and lakes, maybe the mentality is young, so he doesn't take it very seriously."

You Dacheng squinted at Zhang Xiaochao, thought for a while, got up and paced back and forth around the sofa twice, nodded and said

"Your idea, it's not impossible, but now is not the time, he really wants someone to talk to now, but he doesn't want to see people and don't want to talk to people, but you reminded me, it's not to find the feeling of the year, but to change, 24 hours a day"

"What is a change 24 hours a day" Zhang Xiaochao didn't understand

"Don't understand?" You Dacheng asked

"Well, I don't understand," Zhang Xiaochao replied

"It's a day that starts from getting up, you originally got up at eight o'clock, slept until ten o'clock and got up again, originally wore a suit and tie to go out, turned into a big T-shirt and pants, drove a BMW instead of taking a bus, ate Western food in a big hotel, became a roadside restaurant, went to the library became a bar jump, got up early and went to bed early became sleepless all night, in a word, all the daily arrangements are different from before, Brother Zhu is now rational to tell him that it is impossible, dignity told him that he can not continue, experience and he said that there is no result, But emotion told him that you could forget her? Want to try again? Maybe there's a chance."

"So we want to subvert Brother Zhuzi's state of life, let him be emotionally overwhelmed, temporarily offline, and wait for this sad period to come back to the taste?" Zhang Xiaochao tried to ask

"Yes, you're really smart," You Dacheng complimented

"Think about how Brother Zhuzi usually treats her, treats her unconditionally, is willing to spend money on her, and doesn't have ambiguous affairs with other women, and even sends messages in seconds, what will happen to such a man in a relationship" You Dacheng asked

"Such a man will definitely lose in his relationship!"

"That's right! Do you still want to see Brother Zhu lose again?! You Dacheng slapped his thigh when he heard the correct answer and stood up

"Hey, why are you here? How did you get in here? You Dacheng looked back and saw that it was An Qing who spoke

"What, not welcome? I haven't appeared in many episodes," An Qing looked at the surprised You Dacheng provocatively

"I thought you were finished, why don't you eavesdrop on the conversation," You Dacheng asked

"Big brother, your door is not locked, I have come in and stood at the door for a while, the more you talk, the more passionate you become, you catch up with the speech, you can't hear it if you want to" An Qing said that I didn't mean to

"Okay, okay, the misunderstanding last time hasn't been explained clearly, what are you doing this time" You Dacheng looked at Zhang Xiaochao, who was pretending to be playing with his mobile phone, and asked An Qing

"What was the misunderstanding last time, I didn't misunderstand, I like you what's wrong, I didn't take practical action" An Qing had a look on her face

Zhang Xiaochao is actually relieved now, after all, he also has a new girlfriend, and he looked up and gave You Dacheng a look, you see what I said is right, the expression

You Dacheng didn't expect An Qing's honesty, he couldn't catch it, and hurriedly changed the topic

"Tell me something"

"It's not that I'm coming, it's that he's coming, bring it in" An Qing shouted, and two men dressed as security guards outside the door brought in a drunken man, and looked at Zhao Dezhu when he looked at it

"What's the situation, why do you drink so much" Zhang Xiaochao hurriedly put down his mobile phone to see if Zhao Dezhu was okay

"Don't worry, it's okay, this is a big customer of my hotel, a person came to eat at noon today, a person drank from noon to evening, drunk I don't know where my home is, a strong shouting of your address, as soon as I heard it, I personally sent it to you, don't thank me" An Qing spread his hands as if saying a trivial thing

"Is Yantai so small, okay, the person has been delivered, you can go, don't send it slowly" You Dacheng issued an eviction order

"Originally, I was going to go back after sending people off, but I didn't want to leave after hearing what you just said, and I also want to participate in this matter," An Qing said

"Participate, you are big, you understand four, five or six, you will participate," You Dacheng said to An Qing

"What a fun thing, I don't care anyway, I'm going to participate, you don't agree" An Qing looked at Zhang Xiaochao

"I, I don't object" Zhang Xiaochao was about to say that he disagreed, but as soon as he met An Qing's eyes, he was cowardly again

"If you don't object, you agree, and now it's two votes to one, and it's passed," An Qing said excitedly

"Don't you think it's a big deal to see the excitement, hurry up where you came from and go back" You Dacheng pushed An Qing and walked out the door

In the process of pushing and shoving, An Qing directly turned around and hugged You Dacheng, and then immediately said to the security guard who brought him, "Take pictures!" ”

With two shutter clicks, You Dacheng stopped struggling

"Good, give me the phone" You Dacheng smiled like a wolf grandmother, trying to make himself appear amiable

"Let me participate," An Qing asked, shaking his phone in his hand

"Give me the phone first, obedient"

"If you don't give it, if you don't let me participate, I'll give this photo method to Sister Yanyu, you can do it"

"Evil!! You Dacheng stomped his feet angrily, made his feet bigger, and numb his feet, and limped back to the sofa and sat down

"Okay, but in advance to offer the third chapter of the law, you also listen to it" You Dacheng motioned to Zhang Xiaochao, this grandson didn't know how to help grab the phone just now, it was really a critical time to drop the chain

"First, all actions are under command"

"Second, I say stop, stop at any time"

"Third, give me my phone!"

"Don't give it, I'll give it after it's over" An Qing held the mobile phone in his arms for fear that You Dacheng would snatch it away, and the hated You Dacheng itched at the root of his teeth

"Fourth...," You Dacheng continued

"Uncle, isn't it the third chapter of the covenant?"

"I say a few chapters, just a few chapters, fourth, think of adding it, emphasize it again, all actions are under command!"

"Don't worry" and "No problem" An Qing agreed with Zhang Xiaochao

The three of them "arranged for Zhao Dezhu's team to be officially established", and Zhao Dezhu, who was sleeping unconscious on the side, suddenly shivered, and he didn't know if it was because it was cold today