Chapter 181: Asking the Heart for Truth Five
Shen Yu entered this place for the first time and began to think seriously.
When I was in the Shen family before, maybe because of my personal experience, I didn't see some things clearly.
And this time, when he came here as a bystander, he was able to see a lot of things that he hadn't noticed before.
For example, the Shen family and his wife love Shen Qing very much, in other words, they love the Shen Yu very much.
So what is the reason why they easily gave up the lives of their own sons for the so-called immortality?
The key to this may be the key to his state of mind.
"Look at it more." Shen Yu finally said to himself.
In the following days, in addition to teaching Shen Yu to read, Shen Yu began to observe the mental context of everyone in the Shen family.
From the big and small things that have happened up and down the Shen family over the years, to the changes in everyone's heart, Shen Yu began to look at it silently.
And this kind of thing naturally needs to walk around more, so Shen Yu left the house where he lived and began to wander around.
Shen Yuanzhi and his wife were delighted by the changes that had taken place in Shen Yu, which proved that Shen Yu had accepted this place at the beginning, and naturally taught their son more wholeheartedly.
As time passed, Shen Yu gradually withdrew his scrutinizing gaze, because the ups and downs of the hearts of the entire Shen Mansion did not change in the slightest, and instead of decaying, there was a faint sign of the family's more and more prosperous atmosphere.
Shen Yu then retracted his gaze, from the Shen family and his wife, and then gradually narrowed to Shen Qing.
At this time, Shen Yu discovered some details that he had never cared about before.
Shen Qing is talented and intelligent, but because of her precociousness, she has always been as close as her parents.
If that's all there is, it's nothing, but what surprised Shen Yu a little was that Shen Qing really didn't seem to have any feelings with the Shen family and his wife, and the feelings here were not the rules that meet and meet on weekdays, but some subtle actions hidden in daily life.
For example, the clothes that Mrs. Shen had worked so hard to weave in two or three months, Shen Qing had always worn them once and then discarded them on the ground at will, and then waited for the people to come and clean them up.
For example, Shen Yuanzhi sometimes talked to Shen Qing and secretly handed some pocket money that he had hidden for a long time, but Shen Qing regarded it as a matter of course and didn't care.
For example, the subordinates of the Shen family are rumoring that Young Master Shen Qing treats his subordinates very well, and he has never punished his subordinates on weekdays, and he doesn't even say a word of seriousness.
But Shen Yu knew that it was just that Shen Qing had never cared about these people, his gaze was on the ethereal avenue, and as for the servants and maidservants, they were like ants in his eyes.
What's even more terrifying is that Shen Qing didn't realize his mentality at all, it seems that he was born with such thoughts.
Shen Yu quietly watched Mrs. Shen cry again and again for inadvertent trivial matters, and watched the frown on Shen Yuanzhi's face getting heavier and heavier, but she was helpless.
And Shen Qing still went his own way, putting his mind on cultivation all day long.
One day, Shen Yu quietly looked at Shen Qing, who was engrossed in cultivation, as if he saw himself back then, I don't know why, he seemed to understand something, and the tired look in his eyes became heavier and heavier.
It had been more than ten years since he came to this world, but it was the first time that he had shown such a tired look.
Shen Yu felt a little tired and drowsy, as if he was going to completely fall asleep in this world in the next moment.
All the surrounding scenery flew by, and the light began to gradually fade in Shen Yu's mind, and Shen Yu's entire body fell down in the void.
It was pitch black, and I didn't know where I was going to fall.
...
"Wake up."
I don't know how long it took, but a familiar voice sounded.
Shen Yu suddenly woke up from the Chaos Bell, opened his eyes, and saw Su Mo's familiar face.
The sun shone on his shoulders, glowing with a warm golden light.
"What's going on?" Shen Yu sat cross-legged and looked at the familiar mountain.
Su Mo shook his head with a hint of regret in his eyes and said, "It's just over
It's been more than two months, but unfortunately your test has failed, so you were driven out by the Book of Heaven."
Shen Yu was silent for a long time when he heard this, but his expression did not change in the slightest, and he asked, "What is the meaning of this test?"
Su Mo asked, "Shouldn't you know?"
"I know a little bit."
Shen Yu actually nodded, and said slowly: "In order to restore the gap in my state of mind, this book of heaven will reproduce everything in the past, unless I can make up for that gap in my state of mind from my past experience, I will sink in this world forever."
Su Mo didn't speak.
"In that world, the first to come out was Sanwazi, but everyone didn't realize that he never used his big name from beginning to end, even if he became the prime minister, he still used the name Sanwazi."
Shen Yu stretched out a hand and continued, "But this is something that can't be avoided, because he doesn't have a name in the first place, or his name is actually called... Shen Yu? Yes, he was originally me, and it was because I came here that I conjured up a trace of kindness, am I right?"
Su Mo looked into the distance silently, as if interested, and asked, "Then?"
Shen Yu said: "Then there is the Shen family couple, and Shen Qing, in the same way, Shen Qing is not me, but his attitude of indifference to life is quite similar to me, it should be regarded as the evil thoughts in my heart, the world in this book of heaven is indeed interesting, using the good and evil sides of my heart to reproduce the past things as they are, so that I can completely face the flaws in my heart, but it is also thanks to it, let me see some things that I have not seen before, I have thought about things, and also let me see the hope of making up for my state of mind."
Su Mo suddenly turned his head and asked, "What method?"
Shen Yu paused for a moment, his tone was lighter, and he said, "The current Shen Qing is who I was at the beginning, but Shen Qing is not the real me, so I want to know if the final result will happen if I change some things, and the final result is very important to me now."
Su Mo smiled: "In the clouds, I can't understand it."
Shen Yu said lightly: "If you don't understand, just keep reading it, you can understand it right away, send me back."
Su Mo frowned and reminded, "You have failed now."
"Just a fantasy, and you want to ruin my state of mind? You fake brother, it doesn't seem like that." /> Shen Yu looked ahead, and said indifferently: "I do understand the horror of this place now, my state of mind has not had a trace of turmoil for more than ten years, and then when I saw Shen Qing before, my Dao heart was unprecedentedly shaken a little, and I was seized by you, admire, I think if I really admit that I failed in my heart, this game will be completely over?"
Su Mo, or the true spirit of the Heavenly Book World, was silent, and finally asked, "No one has been able to realize so quickly for thousands of years, how can you see it?"
Shen Yu said lightly, "Guess."
"Su Mo" frowned and said, "Impossible, you don't understand the rules here at all!"
Shen Yu closed his eyes slightly and said, "It's you who don't understand me Shen Yu."