Covering one's ears and stealing the bell has always been self-deception, but for self-deception, anyone who looks at it will feel very speechless, and even a little rejection of people who are good at self-deception, however, what they don't know is that everyone will have self-deception sometimes, sometimes, self-deception is a kind of disguise, and sometimes, self-deception is a kind of inner self-healing, and self-comfort from another aspect.

After running out of the study, Lu Xiaoxiao quickly returned to her room, her heart ached so badly, as if at this moment, all the strength of her body seemed to be drained...... The heart, which had no sense of belonging, seemed to be pale and devastated at this moment.

At this moment, she really wanted to call her mother and tell her about her father's remarriage...... However, it has been a long time since her parents divorced, and she has not seen her mother again, and most of the time she still only stays on the phone, so now she doesn't know what her mother's status is, whether she also has a boyfriend...... Or is it that you have already started a family......

As far back as she can remember, when she was in junior high school, after her parents divorced, she rarely saw her mother...... At that time, she was sent to school in the city 812.3 kilometers away from her home, but there was no boarding school in that city, so she could only live in her relatives' house temporarily, but fortunately, her relatives were okay with her...... However, this so-called "okay for her" is not really okay for her, let alone liking her, but sympathizing with her and sympathizing with her unfortunate experience.

After all, what are your parents like, as long as there are relatives in the family, they also know what is going on.

After much deliberation, she gave up on making the call.

Instead, he pretended to be indifferent and readjusted his mood, and then prepared to cook.

After dinner, she looked at the chat history with the man again, their previous chat records added up to thousands of pages, obviously they had only been dating for four months, but the man treated Lu Xiaoxiao like his future wife.

What I didn't expect was ......

Lu Xiaoxiao would be so dishonest with him, and he didn't even tell him his real age......

For this, Lu Xiaoxiao is certainly guilty.

It's more accurate to say that it's more regret than guilt......

"I'm sorry......," Lu Xiaoxiao muttered to herself. Tears couldn't stop pouring out of my eyes.

With this chaotic emotion, Lu Xiaoxiao turned on the computer and took a general look at tomorrow's workflow.

In fact, her job is nothing more than being a writer, writing novels by herself, or borrowing her outstanding figure to take photos or clothes or something, which can be regarded as a way for her to earn some pocket money during the summer vacation of college.

It's okay to say anything in the photo.,Anyway, the clothes and what's provided by the business.,She's a person herself.,There's no need to do anything else.。

It's just that at present, what she has to do is to complete the manuscripts that must be completed every day, after all, her income sources for a large proportion are in this area.

She didn't care about adjusting her emotions, but found that it didn't seem to be useful at all...... Sitting in front of the computer like this, it seems that there are a thousand words, but there seems to be no idea where to start.

However, at this time, an uninvited guest sent her a message.

Slept?

Not yet.

Lu Xiaoxiao replied.

I thought that that person should not send him any more messages, but unexpectedly, he sent another message, but this message was just a piece of nonsense.

Don't stay up too late and get off early.

Well, good.

After replying to this person's message, Lu Xiaoxiao put her phone aside, after all, the evening is the time when she is most inspired, and during this time, she doesn't like others to always bother her.

After sending this month's manuscript to the editor's mailbox with hope, a wave of sleepiness came. However, when she was lying in bed, she found that she didn't seem to be able to sleep at all, and when she closed her eyes, it was as if she saw him......

What are you thinking?! Lu Xiaoxiao! You don't look at yourself and what?! The big liar one! You look at how good people are, why do you delay others to find better people? Wake up, okay?! You've never been a daisy in a greenhouse, you're just a piece of moldy cheese, a dead flower crawling with insects and ants, a walking corpse walking in the crowd without a soul, why do you even fantasize that someone can really hold you in the palm of your hand?!

Lu Xiaoxiao constantly reprimanded herself in her heart, admonishing herself to let go and not to delay others. Because, she is not such a good girl, and what reason is there to occupy such a good man and not let go?

Thinking about this, Lu Xiaoxiao pulled the quilt over her head.

Hiding in this small space where she couldn't breathe, she seemed to have a chance to breathe......

The next day, early in the morning......

Lu Xiaoxiao was woken up by an alarm bell.

She had a shoot this morning, so she had to feel the shooting location early in the morning.

Thinking that she would have to put on makeup when she went to the filming location, she simply went out without makeup. Although she wears a big face, this still can't hide the fact that she is a beautiful embryo, and her unpowdered face shows her childishness, cuteness, and innocence.

And she looks like an angel and is innocent, and even pure like a child, but she has the figure of a devil, however, this series of appearance advantages has also become an important fuse on the road to destroying her in the future.

Catching up with the bus that got up early, Lu Xiaoxiao came to the filming set, and when she first arrived on the set, she met the old man who used to want to eat tender grass on her old cow......

When the man saw Lu Xiaoxiao coming, he stepped forward very attentively and said, "Hello, Miss Lu." We meet again, is this fate? ”

In fact, this old man did not "meet by chance" as he expressed, but did it intentionally, after all, when he was in school, from the first time he saw Lu Xiaoxiao, he wanted to soak Lu Xiaoxiao.

Even if Lu Xiaoxiao is not good, he will definitely not look down on this kind of pot-bellied and greasy old man.

And after meeting for the first time and rejecting the old man's "show of love", this old man was like a kraft candy, constantly sticking to Lu Xiaoxiao, sometimes, Lu Xiaoxiao was late from school, he actually went to Lu Xiaoxiao's school to block him, and later, Lu Xiaoxiao also reported this matter to the school, but her instructor ignored it at all, and even thought that as long as nothing happened, the school would not be able to interfere in this matter.

Helplessly, Lu Xiaoxiao could only skip class every day and leave the school before the old man came, so as not to avoid any harassment.