I didn't have the freedom and time in my life, and I didn't know what I wanted every day.

Now I have the freedom and no time, and I think about a lot of things, but I can't do them.

Is life always so helpless?

Everything is so unjustified.

What will be left for you.

"You guys came so early, I haven't packed it yet, you wait for me first." Han Jiajie on the other end of the phone sounded in a hurry.

I felt helpless, so I had to sit in the car with Wang Zihan and smoke a lonely cigarette. After about a quarter of an hour, Han Jiajie came down with her luggage in a panic, I still got out of the car to help her put her luggage in the trunk, Han Jiajie sat in the car and exhaled, anxiously urging us to drive quickly. I was a little puzzled, how this was the same as running away from home, there was a feeling of running for my life.

"How are you running for your life? Didn't you tell your family when you went out to play? I asked.

"I can't say it, my parents won't let me go." Han Jiajie wiped her face and said.

"How old are you, and your parents won't let you go on a trip?" I say

"It's not about traveling, do you know why I'm in a hurry? They're going to force me to marry someone I don't love, and I'm not going to run away from home? Han Jiajie said.

"Hahahaha, what age is it, why are your parents still forced to get married." I said with a smile.

"Oh, you don't understand the reason, my dad has a comrade-in-arms, he saved my dad's life when he was young, I was not born before my dad set a baby with that uncle, it just happened that his family gave birth to a man, and my dad has always liked that man when he grew up, so he has been doing work for me in the past few years, letting me marry that person, and recently giving me all kinds of pressure every day, saying that the young man he saw the big man since he was a child, and he is a civil servant, and said that even if I bring other men back, he won't even see him, And he decided that the man would be his son-in-law. Anyway, they brainwash me every day, instill these thoughts in me every day, I can't stand it anymore, so I want to leave home and go out for a walk. Han Jiajie said angrily.

"What, how old are you and still running away from home, you are not afraid to worry your parents, tell your family well." I say.

"My dad's temper, stubborn like an old scalper, doesn't make sense at all, he can think about it when I go out for a trip." Han Jiajie said.

In this way, the three of them still drove all the way to National Highway 318, and Han Jiajie, who could see that she was out of the sea of suffering, was very happy, and kept talking a lot of things in the back, and after a while, she took out a bunch of snacks from her bag and distributed them to us.

"Do you both have girlfriends?" Han Jiajie's cold words made Wang Zihan and I look at each other. "Ah, you're both single dogs?" Han Jiajie asked suspiciously.

"Don't worry, we're both single and won't have any thoughts about you, we don't have any feelings for the dumb bride." I said lightly.

"Hmph, Miss Ben doesn't look down on you either, thin like a monkey." Han Jiajie said disdainfully.

"Ah, yes, yes, you're Miss, Miss." I say.

"You, you, you, you're a fine dog." Han Jia was so angry that he pointed at me and said.

"Ah, yes, yes, Miss Han." I say.

Han Jiajie was so angry that she turned her head and ignored me, and I didn't care if she was really angry or fake, and looked out the window alone. Wang Zihan shook his head while driving the car and said, "You two were enemies in your last life, and when you meet each other, you will hate each other." ”

After being speechless for a long time, the atmosphere fell into an embarrassment, and I don't know how long it took for Wang Zihan to break the cold atmosphere. "Let me tell you a story, it is said that there was a couple who rode bicycles to XZ, and one night they rode to a no-man's land, surrounded by empty grass, and there was only one public toilet on the side of the road, so they were going to stay in the toilet for one night, and they set up a tent in the toilet at night, and guess what happened."

"What happened next?" Han Jiajie stared at Wang Zihan with wide eyes and said.

"Later, after a few days, the driver who passed by rushed to the toilet urgently, and then ran out like crazy, and when the police came, they found that the tent was crooked, there was a lot of blood on the floor in the toilet, and there were some human fragments, and only a woman's leg was left in the tent." Wang Zihan said mysteriously.

"Ah, how, how did it happen? Was it killed? Han Jiajie asked in horror.

"It wasn't killed, it was eaten by wolves, and later the police found traces of being bitten by wolves from that leg, and there were many wolves in that area, and it was finally determined that it was attacked by wolves." Wang Zihan said.

"Won't that man beat the wolf away with a stick? Or light a fire to scare the wolf away. Han Jiajie said.

"You should be Wu Song in everyone, if there are one or two wolves, it is possible to run away, if you are a group of seven or eight wolves, one person can't win with a stick, and the wolf jumps up from behind you and bites your neck, you can't hide at all." I said solemnly.

The car stopped at a service station and we got down to the toilet and got ready to eat before moving on. Han Jiajie brought three fried dumplings made by herself, and we ate them together, I have to say that this dumb bride's cooking skills are still good, and we will continue to set off after a little rest. As the city moves away, the air gradually becomes fresher, and the momentum of the green mountains appears in front of our eyes, without the gray high-rise buildings, and the eyes are full of green scenery. Han Jiajie opened the car window, sniffing the breath of nature vigorously, and Wang Zihan and I followed her example and greedily competed for fresh air.

"There aren't a lot of anchors on the Internet who start live broadcasts and hike into XZ, I admire those who can push a cart and hike to XZ, you say it takes a lot of perseverance to complete." Han Jiajie said.

"Some anchors are fake hiking, few are real, basically a car in front of them pushes a car behind them, and after the broadcast, they take the car and leave, how can they really push a car on XZ." I say.

"Some of them are true, some people have the perseverance to go down, there is only one life, and they have to do something in their limited life to make some unforgettable memories when they are old. There is a person in our hometown, when he was young, he went to the sea to do business and failed, so he welded a tricycle and added an iron shed, and pushed it all the way to XZ. Wang Zihan said.

"In fact, more often than not, where to travel and how to go, it doesn't really matter, the destination is not so important, the important thing is the process, the process of this trip, we have experienced and felt along the way. The meaning of travel is sometimes to let us escape from the existing situation, so that we can forget some unpleasant things in the short term, be in an unfamiliar environment, and have more energy to explore the unknown, and have no energy to think about those troubles, isn't it? I turned my head to look at Han Jiajie and said.

"It's an escape from life, maybe you can't change anything, at least you can get some short-term happiness." Han Jiajie said.

So, now more and more people are chasing short-term happiness, and no one wants to spend time and energy to find lasting happiness. Life is bitter, what is eternal happiness? I said.

"A fixed goal or ideal, perseverance, when you get closer and closer to that goal every day, you are happy every day." Wang Zihan said lightly.

That night, we stayed in a small county town and found a fairly good hotel, Wang Zihan and I stayed in one room, and Han Jiajie lived alone. After taking a comfortable hot shower to relieve myself, and sitting on the stiff body of the car for a day, I lay on the bed and stretched a big lazy waist, and it was really comfortable to take a long breath. Just as I was closing my eyes and recuperating, the phone suddenly rang and startled me, and I reluctantly picked up my phone to see if it was Daqiang.

"Hey, Lu Wei, I drank too much yesterday, and I woke up in the afternoon today, have you already set off?" Daqiang asked on the other end of the phone.

"We left in the morning, you were too tired yesterday, you didn't call you in the morning, you just enjoy your newlywed life, don't worry about us." I say.

"I didn't send you either, by the way, did Han Jiajie go with you?" Daqiang asked.

"Yes, Han Jiajie is with us." I say.

"Hahaha, Lu Wei, you are not small, this just happens to be an opportunity, you have to take advantage of it, she is good in all aspects, I think you two are also quite suitable, take advantage of this trip to develop the relationship, maybe when you come back, I can drink your wine, hahaha." Da Qiang's lewd laughter is still the same after so many years.

"You can pull it down, I don't have that idea about this mute bride, you can rest well, and we'll send you pictures when we get there." We said a few more words and hung up. Wang Zihan wiped his wet head and asked me whose phone number I said, Daqiang asked if we had set off. He sat on the bed and was tired from a day's drive.

"I'll open it tomorrow, you can take a rest, and see how tired you are today." I say.

"It's okay, I'll open it, how do you feel about your body today?" Wang Zihan asked.

"I'm fine, I feel full of energy when I get out of the city, my stomach is not uncomfortable, and my mood is much better." I say.

Wang Zihan didn't reply, he sat there quietly in a daze, and I could see that he was still worried about my physical condition. Watching boring programs on TV, sleepiness hit me and made me fall asleep.

I had a dream, I dreamed of a grassland, I was standing alone in this sea of grass, the fog made me unable to see everything in the distance, I walked for a long time, it seemed that I was always spinning in the same place, I was a little anxious, I opened my mouth wide and shouted around, no one answered me. Where is this and why am I here? I began to walk aimlessly again, and a large tree appeared in front of me, and most of the trunk was shrouded in mist, so that I could not see how tall it was, but this did not affect me from running towards it, I walked back and forth around it, stroking the rough bark, I wondered, this tree must be very tall, why I can't even see a single leaf of it, why is it here.

I sat down with my back against the tree, thinking about where I was, a familiar voice came from the tree calling my name, I suddenly looked up to look for the owner of the voice, still could not see her figure through the fog, I suddenly stood up, climbed up the tree, little by little up and watched the grass below get farther and farther away, but the fog above did not decrease in the slightest.

The voice was still calling me not far away, and I shouted loudly, "Lin Qianqian, where are you?" I can't see you. She didn't answer anything other than calling my name, I still moved up, I felt that my physical strength had reached the limit, ten fingers could no longer be buckled, and my feet slipped and the whole person fell.

I could only hear the wind whistling in my ears, I looked at the fog that had not been able to disperse after all, thinking about the person who called me from the other side of the tree, I would never see it again, I was unwilling, tears could no longer be controlled and gushed out like a spring, there was a muffled sound, I fell heavily on the grass, I couldn't tell whether it was physical pain or heart, I slowly closed my eyes.

When I woke up, I saw Wang Zihan standing in front of the bed looking at me. He was a little anxious, patted my body in a panic and asked me if my stomach hurt again, I waved my hand and sat up and wiped my face.

"It's okay, it's okay, I had a nightmare just now." I say.

"Isn't it really a stomach ache? You were yelling there just now, I thought your stomach hurt again. Wang Zihan said eagerly.

"It's not a stomach ache, I dreamed that I fell from a very tall tree, can I not scream, hahaha, I'm fine, don't worry." I said with a smile.

Wang Zihan returned to his bed in disbelief, I looked at the time and there were still three hours before departure, and then I lay down but I didn't feel sleepy, so I had to close my eyes and think about the dream I just had.