Chapter 36 Chapter 36 The Unbearable Suffering

It's late at night.

Zhuang Yu stayed by Zhuang You's bedside, holding his little hand tightly with both hands, his eyes fell on his obviously fleshy but very pale little face, and his heart was full of guilt.

She is a derelict mother, and even gave birth to Zhuang You because her own body is not suitable for abortion, and if she does not give birth to Zhuang You, she is likely to lose her qualification to be a mother.

For such a selfish reason, she stubbornly gave birth to Zhuang You regardless of Zhuang You's wishes, and then abandoned him to Granny Wen, almost missing in Zhuang You's life.

Although, she can use "unacceptable hardship" to convince herself, all of this is forced by the situation and she has no choice.

But she still couldn't convince herself, and she felt at ease without a little guilt.

Reaching out and touching Zhuang You's little face, Zhuang Yu whispered, "I'm sorry, Youyou, my mother is so bad, I didn't protect you well, I'm really sorry......"

Zhuang Yu's voice was a little hoarse, she looked at Zhuang You's fragile little face, and when she thought of his genetic disease, she felt uncomfortable.

She has not carefully studied Zhuang You's genetic disease, but she can preliminarily judge from the report that Zhuang You's physical condition is not optimistic.

At this moment, Zhuang Yu was actually a little helpless.

Her sister and her son all had this disease that could not be explained by traditional medicine, and she, after researching and studying, could not even find a cure.

Zhuang Yu was at a loss, frustrated, and at a loss.

At seven o'clock in the morning, the door to the ward was pushed open.

The person who came in was Jing Yuke.

Zhuang Yu heard the voice and looked towards Jing Yuke, and pulled the corners of his mouth stiffly, "Senior brother, why are you here?" ”

Jing Yuke handed the breakfast to Zhuang Yu and said, "If there is such a big thing, you don't know how to tell me, why don't you send it to me directly?" ”

Zhuang Yu said: "Since the ambulance called by Granny Wen has been sent here, she has stayed here. ”

Enkang Private Hospital is quite far away from where Zhuang You and Granny Wen live, and if they were to be sent over, the situation at that time would not allow it.

Jing Yuke said: "Fortunately, you don't really dislike our hospital." ”

Zhuang Yu smiled helplessly at Jing Yuke and said, "How come, senior brother, you came to tease me again, Yangyang is still with you, is it possible, I still favor one over the other." ”

Jing Yuke chuckled and said, "I'm teasing you, I'm serious." ”

Zhuang Yu looked at Jing Yuke helplessly, he really had no bad taste for him.

Putting away the joke, Jing Yuke communicated with Zhuang Yu about Zhuang You's condition.

Zhuang Yu didn't tell Jing Yuke about Zhuang You's genetic disease, not that she didn't trust him, but she wasn't 100% sure at the moment, and she didn't want Jing Yuke to worry about it with her.

After listening to Zhuang Yu's words, Jing Yuke saw that her expression was still tense, and said: "It's just that if you are poisoned by pesticides, it's not a big problem, it's found in time, and it's handled very neatly, what are you still worried about?" ”

With Zhuang Yu's ability, it is impossible for her not to know Zhuang You's situation, so worried, obviously there are other problems.

Zhuang Yu lowered his eyelashes and said very bitterly: "I just think that I am really a failed mother, not to mention the life that has been missing Youyou, and let him suffer this kind of sin, I owe him too much." ”