Chapter 16: Can't Want

"What? What did you say! "I felt like a bolt from the blue.

What do you mean that I am pregnant with his child, you must know that although Gu Beichen looks like a dog, he is not a human at all, to put it nicely, he is a god transformed by the aura of heaven and earth, to say it badly, he is a Piao.

How could I conceive his child!

This child, as long as he exists, and his father is not human, will he not be recognized as a freak!

And Gu Beichen didn't seem to think so, he buried his head in my neck, and his bony hand was on my lower abdomen, gently stroked, and said, "Mu Mu, this is our child...... Don't you like it? ”

Gu Beichen's warm breath sprinkled on my neck socket, making me feel crispy.

But thinking of the freak in my belly, I couldn't help but be afraid: "Why, you are not human, do you know, why can I still conceive your child!" ”

I couldn't suppress my emotions soaring, this kid was terrible to me.

Gu Beichen wrapped his big hands around me, kissed my forehead lightly, and then said in my ear: "I am a mountain god, a god who is cultivated by people's belief in worship, and my child can naturally be born through my faith, nourished by you, and conceived in your body, isn't it logical?" ”

"What is logical, I am human! The contract with you is ridiculous enough, how do you want me to give birth to a freak! I pushed away Gu Beichen, who was wrapped around me, turned my body to the side irritably, and ignored him.

Gu Beichen obviously didn't expect me to have such an attitude.

And I, who had already accepted the title of Gu Beichen's attendant, but this sudden child completely re-aroused my sense of shame, and made my desire to escape even stronger.

"Lin Jiamu, I said, this is your responsibility." Gu Beichen's voice was cold, without the softness he had just now.

It seems that this time I was really annoyed.

Ignoring my emotions, he grabbed my arm directly, dragged me underneath him, and forcibly had sex with me again.

This time, he was not half gentle, I only felt uncomfortable with body pain and tiredness, but I had no way to break free from Gu Beichen's shackles, just like I had no way to break free from the life controlled by him.

Tears flowed down the corners of my eyes.

Gu Beichen sensed my sadness, lowered his head and licked the tears from the corners of my eyes, and actually left my body and just hugged me.

Nothing was said again.

And I don't want to argue about anything anymore.

The next morning, when the first rays of the sun broke and shone on my face, I opened my eyes.

This night, I slept incomfortably, and after waking up, the pain in my lower abdomen allowed me to perceive the existence of the child in my belly, and Gu Beichen next to the bed had disappeared.

He always came and went like this, and how could I have given birth to this child.

"Hello, hello? Is it Chen Yisong, Dr. Chen? "I hesitated for a long time, but I still dialed the phone number of Dr. Chen at the city hospital.

When I was in high school, my grandmother wouldn't let me go home during the summer and winter vacations, so I went to the hospital to do odd jobs, mainly to clean up the beds, and the chief physician's cleaning work, and I could sleep in the staff dormitory at night.

Once, I had a high fever, but I didn't notice it and fainted in Dr. Chan's office.

Dr. Chen directly helped me with registration, and without saying a word, he helped me pay all the fees, and later in order to repay the money, I added Dr. Chen's WeChat.

I thought that there was only one practice with Dr. Chen, but I didn't expect that this contact would be for such a ridiculous reason.

"Jiamu, why do you have time to call me, are you still going to come here to do odd jobs this holiday?" Dr. Chan wouldn't have gone to work yet, as if he was eating breakfast at home.

The voice is languid and casual.

"It's not...... I want to have a tire......"

"But...... I don't know how to ......" I tugged at the corner of my coat and stammered.

Chen Yisong was obviously stunned, and only after a long time did he say, "What? Do you want to have an abortion? Does the family know? ”

"No...... I don't know......" I replied.

"This, it's not a trivial matter, have you thought about it?" Dr. Chan asked again with confirmation.

As expected, I replied firmly, and Dr. Chen was also relieved, and then said that I should go to the hospital to find him first, and he would arrange registration and other things for me.

In short, Dr. Chen is the director of the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology, and the fact that she is pregnant will not be known by more people.

After hanging up the phone, I simply cleaned up, and prepared to make a car to go to the city, in the face of grandma's inquiry, I only said that it was Gu Beichen's matter, I was going to go out, and it might take a few days to come back.

It's only an hour by car to the city, but I'm afraid I'll have an accident after the tire, so I'm going to stay in the city for two days so that my grandmother doesn't worry.

Grandma heard that it was Gu Beichen, and she didn't ask any more, but just told me to pay attention to safety.

I took the bus, came to the city, and went straight to the People's Hospital to see Dr. Chen.

"Dangdangdang." I knocked on the door with my head down.

"Please come in." Dr. Chen's crisp voice rang out.

I gently pushed the door open and closed it, but when I saw Dr. Chan, I didn't know how to speak.

Dr. Chen pushed his golden eyes, saw that I was coming, and said, "Come and sit down first, Jiamu, I won't go around the bend with you, you are already an adult, you need to take responsibility for whether you have a fetus or not, if you really want to have a fetus, I will arrange it for you." ”

Dr. Chan is 28 years old, although he is young, but his family has studied medicine for generations, and he is very kind, he loves every life, including the child in my womb, but even so, I am still determined to have a baby.

"So, how many weeks is the kid now? When the month is old, the abortion will be life-threatening. "Dr. Chan saw that I didn't let go, so I could only do what I wanted.

I lowered my head and pondered, the first time I had a relationship with Gu Beichen was only two weeks ago, but it shouldn't be the first time I got pregnant, it should be the last few times I got pregnant, so according to this time, the child should be less than two weeks old now.

"Two weeks, less than two weeks." I said.

But Chen Yisong, who was on the other side, seemed to have been fooled, showed a bitter smile, and said: "Jiamu, don't joke with me, the pregnancy period is less than two weeks and it can't be detected at all, are you sure that you are pregnant?" ”

Chen Yisong cautiously pushed his glasses, waiting for my answer.

"I ...... I'm sure I'm pregnant, but my baby is just not like normal, so that's why I had to have an abortion. "I wanted to explain, but I didn't know how.

Do you have to explain metaphysics with materialist doctors?