Chapter 107: The Minister's Thoughts
Although Su Yi already understood from beginning to end, why did this woman do this, but... He still felt that it was too cruel to treat Qin Zhaohan like this.
"Queen Mother, I know you don't like the first emperor, maybe you even resent the first emperor, but Qin Zhaohan is just a child, he doesn't understand anything, why bother..."
But after not wanting to hear Su Yi's words, the Queen Mother suddenly sneered and looked at him contemptuously.
"Su Yi, I originally thought that your mind was so active, but now I can't see it. Maybe it's because you've never had children, and you've never been with someone you don't like, so you don't know what it's like. The moment I gave birth to my baby and brought him to me, it was like his father's eyebrows and eyes, and all my painful memories were brought together..."
Su Yi was suddenly struck by lightning, and he seemed to understand something.
This is like the child born to a woman after being abducted and trafficked to a mountain village, they all say that the child is the crystallization of love, but there is no love at all.
"Others say that motherhood is the most beloved child, you may not believe that I am in my forties this year, I have long been an old woman, but I still feel that I love the child born with the person I love."
Hearing him say such a thing, Su Yi was also thinking, if it was a child born with the one she hated, would she really like it?
"It's just a pity that he didn't die, this child came back alive, and it became the biggest ordeal in my life."
Now after listening to all the stories, Su Yi often breathes, he feels as if he is trapped in a big dye vat, and the complex colors in it make it difficult for him to breathe.
"Su Yi, what do you want to say if you want to see him now?"
If it is really to the point of hating each other to the point of not getting along with each other, why does the Queen Mother insist on Qin Zhaohan?
"I saw him because my son's child was still under him."
Su Yi suddenly realized, this may be Aiwu and Wu. The main thing is that he has reached such a point, but he still doesn't forget to care about Qin Yangyu.
After all, it was the child born to his beloved son.
Su Yi didn't know what to say, after all, he couldn't represent Qin Zhaohan, and he didn't have the strength in the palace.
"If one day I stand in your place, if I conceive the man I hate, I may not love him either."
Hearing that Su Yi was thinking similar to his own, he looked up at him in surprise.
"Su Yi, you understand me..."
He fought for half his life, and in the end, in the end, he still hoped that someone would tell him that what he was doing was understandable, and that someone could understand his pain.
"I understand what you're doing, if I'm in your position, I'm afraid I won't be very good to this kid, but..."
Su Yi's tone paused, in fact, he wanted to say, but I might not want his life.
But if you think that you really hate that man, will he definitely keep this child?
After hesitating for a while, he didn't say anything after all, but changed his words.
"It's just that after listening to your story, I have some understanding, if I really encounter this in the future, I won't hate this child so much... Children love their parents, this is a natural thing, although I can't do the heart without boundaries, love him wholeheartedly, but try to protect him thoroughly. ”
This was not what Su Yi thought at the beginning, but it was what he did in the future.
The Queen Mother sneered and sarcastically said.
"Su Yi, I think our minds are very similar, do you think you can really be as good as you say?"
He could see that Su Yi, a woman, was different from the present, and he had absolute egotism.
"Maybe as you might guess, I can't do that good after all, but... If I'm sure I can't do that well, I'll end him when he's born. Sometimes the longer a person lives, the more suffering he experiences..."
Just after Su Yi said this, tears suddenly fell from the Queen Mother's eyes.
"It's that I didn't be a good mother, but I hate him for his father's cruelty, I hate that my whole life has been destroyed like this, I can't love him... There may be no way to love a son who resembles him. ”
He only understands now that maybe he is the weak one, he vented all his grievances on the child, but he didn't dare to complain about Qin Zhaohan's father, he was wrong, everyone was wrong, but Qin Zhaohan was right.
It is said that the pain will not be reduced, it will only be transferred. So did all the pain he had back then be transferred to this innocent child?
After getting the answer he wanted, Su Yi looked at the dumbfounded Queen Mother and saluted and turned to leave.
It's just that as soon as he left the room, he saw Qin Zhaohan standing outside the door! I don't know how long I stood and how much I listened to the physical content.
It's just that seeing that his face is not very good now, Su Yi lowered his head and asked softly.
"Why are you here?"
Qin Zhaohan didn't say anything, just took his hand and said as he walked out.
"There's nothing to do in the morning today, I'm a little early, I heard that you are no longer coming to the Queen Mother, I am afraid that you will be in danger, so I came to see you."
Su Yi was silent about him, not knowing how to speak, after all, this was Qin Zhaohan's childhood psychological shadow, but now it was revealed by himself, and it was a shocking secret.
"Why don't you ask me how much I'm hearing outside?"
Seeing that the other party took the initiative to mention it, Su Yi finally breathed a sigh of relief, but fortunately, he could take the initiative to say it, indicating that his heart was not affected too much.
"I wanted to ask, but I don't know how to talk about it, after all, it's also your family matter."
Qin Chao did not continue the topic, but asked instead.
"Why did you suddenly come back to see him today, his mental state is not very good, so as not to hurt you."
Su Yi coughed softly and said.
"I heard what Xiaocui said, saying that the Queen Mother has been making trouble in the palace and shouting to see you. I thought about whether you wanted to see him or not, Su Yi and I had nothing to do, so Su Yi came over to take a look. ”
"Su Yi said you came here for me?"
Su Yi: It's not the point of the question, the point is what the Queen Mother said!
"Sort of."
Hearing that Su Yi came for himself, Qin Zhaohan was a little unhappy because of the matter just now.
"What about Su Yi, what do you think when you hear this? In fact, as a woman, you may be unhappy when I say it, but I can probably understand him. ”
Hateful people also have pity, and the Queen Mother is that hateful and pitiful person.
Su Yi thought to himself, saying this sentence would definitely make Qin Zhaohan unhappy, after all, he was an ancient man, and he paid attention to women who regarded their husbands as the sky, and there was no reason to beat their children.
But he didn't expect Qin Zhaohan to be angry, but nodded thoughtfully.
"I like your idea."
Su Yi: ??? That's a dangerous idea.
"Why did I think you would..."
The two of them were idle, and it happened that the weather was good, so they walked to the Imperial Garden after strolling.
"Su Yi, what kind of person am I in your heart, do you think I am the kind of person who takes it by force?"
There is no forcible seizure, this word is not suitable for Qin Zhaohan, he feels that if it is suitable for Qin Chaohan, it should be decisive and decisive.
Although Qin Zhaohan has a bad temperament and a short temper, he has never done anything to force a woman to wronged a woman.
"No, you're not the kind of person who takes it by force."
"Wouldn't that be great, if one day you also have children and have children, I hope you can be with the person you really love and follow your heart's choice. Don't give birth to a child you don't love. ”
These are all scenes, in fact, he wants to say that if he can make Su Yi like him, then his children are the two of them.
But Su Yi has always had plans to return to their world, and he doesn't want Su Yi to have children with someone he doesn't like after he goes back.
"I can't see it, you're quite reasonable... I don't want you to know because I'm afraid it will hurt you, because you're an innocent person after all. ”
Innocent? He was indeed the innocent one, and it was not his fault, and he had no choice.
"Actually, it was better to tell me, I did understand what he was thinking at the time, my father was really not a very good man... I just didn't understand it and thought he was biased, but now, what he has always adhered to is just his inner choice, but he sees it. ”
Qin Zhaohan's words must have been relieved, and Su Yi smiled heartily.
"That's good, sometimes I'm really afraid of you drilling this bull's horn, I think that background is the only thing we can't choose, but you see that you have become an emperor now, which means that you are very good."
Anyway, no matter what means can be used to break through the obstruction of so many people and become the emperor, Qin Zhaohan must have some ability.
However, at this time, Su Yi had not yet found that the balance in his heart had already tilted, and he had forgotten that when he saw Qin Zhaohan's personal information, he angrily denounced this person as a tyrant.
This matter has finally come to an end, and this knot cannot be said to be untied, but can only be said to have his own place for the time being.
Everything has been explained to the best, and the queen mother's palace is no longer noisy, and life is getting more and more peaceful.
It's just that his body has been getting better recently, but Qin Zhaohan didn't mention it for a long time, and he said that he would let him accompany him to the court.
Su Yi thought that this matter must have encountered some obstruction, but unexpectedly there was another reason.
On this day, Su Yi originally wanted to find Qin Zhaohan, but I heard that he had just come over early after the next dynasty.
Lao Kun outside the door was guarding, saying that there were two ministers discussing with His Majesty inside.
Su Yi thought about himself, it was better to wait here if he had nothing to do, and it probably wouldn't take much time.
I don't know if it's because it's too loud inside, or if the sound insulation is not very good, he vaguely heard the conversation inside, which surprised him.
An old, slightly vicissitudes of voice spoke.
"Your Majesty, the country cannot be without a concubine for a day, Niangniang also asked Your Majesty to let the concubine Niangniang hang the curtain to listen to the government, and the ministers are grateful!"
When Su Yi heard this, his eyes were about to pop out, how could this be different from what he thought, was he begging himself to go and listen to the government?
In Su Yi's thoughts, he should have said that he would go with everything, but the ministers did not agree, and finally Qin Chao Han Li liked to take him with him.
In other words, he couldn't bear to let the Qin Dynasty Han Li's card re-establish righteousness and the ministers turned against him, so he offered not to go to the Qin Dynasty and push the boat down the river.
But I couldn't imagine that things seemed to be the other way around.
Calm and calm, maybe I heard it wrong, Su Yi told herself, and continued to listen to the corner.
"Your Majesty's concubine Niangniang is very intelligent, if you let your concubine Niangniang listen to the government, if her majesty goes out to patrol the court, it will be good for someone to control it."
Su Yi: Okay, okay, this time I didn't run, I really let myself go to listen to the government.
thought that this matter was in line with Qin Zhaohan's wishes, and he must have agreed, but unexpectedly, the person who opposed it turned out to be Qin Zhaohan.
"You always say such a few reasons over and over again, and Lone has already told you that the concubine's health is not good, and it is a matter of hard work to go to court."
Su Yi: I'm really a little disillusioned today, and I feel that all the scripts have been reversed.
After Qin Chaohua finished speaking, the two ministers argued endlessly over this matter, and they saw that they were about to fight.
In the end, he finally agreed to go and discuss with Concubine Su today to see if he could go to court tomorrow.
Su Yi felt that all this was simply too abnormal, so he looked at Lao Kun on the side.
"Father-in-law Lao, do you know what's going on, why do these ministers insist on letting me go to the supermarket? Did something happen? ”
Hearing Su Yi's answer, the Labor Association smiled.
Ouch, my mother, don't you understand? Of course, it is your means here that make the ministers praise and reluctant you.
In fact, this is indeed the case.
Originally, they didn't think it was when Su Yi was there, but when Su Yi left and changed, they understood what it meant to be difficult.
Qin Zhaohan has always pursued big things, he wants to talk to me, don't tell me anything about small things, and you have to ask him what is a big thing, military and political affairs are big things, what are small things, except for military and political affairs, all are small things.
But now although the border is urgent, the war has not yet started, and these are the most urgent things at the moment.
The so-called no comparison, no harm, after this time, they completely understood the benefits of Su Yi, and said that they wanted Su Yi to come back and listen to the government.
So early on the morning of the second day, Su Yi sat on Qin Zhaohan with everyone's consent, and the curtain behind him was draped to listen to the government.
I have to say that there is, and the ministers after Su Yi are simply crazy.
It can be said that he speaks freely and is like a market.
After all, if Your Majesty is really angry, there is a noble concubine behind you who can suppress Your Majesty.
If there is any trivial matter, report it to the concubine as soon as possible. If you don't tell your majesty, your majesty won't be angry.
After such a period of peaceful days, Su Yi also traveled back and forth between the two worlds for a long time.
often helped Qin Zhaohan find some materials or something, and what crops began to be cultivated, and even brought back two ancient weapon books for Qin Zhaohan's reference.