Chapter 67: Reconciled

Yao Jingjing is not an unreasonable person, she also knows that Sergei must have asked the doctor to come over because she was worried about her, and realizing this made her feel a little comforted.

"Mr. Lev, I'm not sick, I just suddenly have yin and yang eyes and can see dead people."

"So can you see any other ghosts besides the dead Lilia?"

Yao Jingjing thought for a moment and shook her head.

"This is a bit strange, if you really have yin and yang eyes, then it stands to reason that you can see all the dead people in this world."

Yao Jingjing was stunned for a moment, and thought about it, this is the truth, but why can she only see Lilia and not other ghosts? I hadn't thought about this before.

Lev ended the conversation with Yao Jingjing, and instead of leaving the manor immediately, he went to Sergei's study.

Sergey poured Lev a cup of coffee, and the two sat on a small coffee table and chatted over coffee.

"Lev, you have been talking to my wife for a long time, do you have any conclusions?" It is said that during the time when Lev and Yao Jingjing were talking, Sergei had been staying in the study, like sitting on pins and needles, with his temper, Yao Jingjing was not allowed to be alone with other men, today is an exception, although he was reluctant, but he still backed down.

Lev took a sip of coffee, sighed, and said, "Sergey, I have to tell the truth, Mrs. Yao is very sick. ”

"Mrs. Yao?"

"Oh, that's what I call her."

"You go on."

"Mrs. Yao is logical and logical, and she usually doesn't see anything wrong with getting along, but then I talked to her about it. She has hallucinations, which is a typical symptom of schizophrenia, and Mrs. Yao has been hallucinating for about half a year. However, it is worth noting that the character she imagined is actually your ex-wife, Lilia. ”

Sergei was slightly surprised and said, "Lilia? Are you saying the hallucination she saw was the dead Lilia? ”

"Yes, that's right."

Sergei was slightly puzzled and asked: "Why is it not someone else who fantasizes about it, but Lilia?" ”

Lev thought for a moment and replied, "Actually, this is also very understandable, it is reasonable for her to fantasize about Lilia. First of all, you gave her a Russian name, called Lilia, and I understand that you used Mrs. Yao as a stand-in for the dead Lilia, so you gave Mrs. Yao the name of your predecessor. ”

Eh, being poked in the center, Sergei was slightly embarrassed.

"Lady Yao herself knows about the name, and what she and Lady Lilia have in common is you, and they have both married you one after another. In this way, she had a deeper impression of Lady Lilia. She would have developed a strong affection for Lady Lilia. For example, jealousy, hatred, envy, and so on. ”

Lev paused and continued: "According to my observation, Madame Yao is very friendly to this imaginary Madame Lilia, and the two can be said to have become friends who talk about everything. This shows that Mrs. Yao's feelings towards Mrs. Lilia are relatively positive, which is good for the treatment of the condition, and if the emotions are negative, there will be some resistance to treatment. ”

Sergei nodded approvingly.

"I remember when I treated Lady Lilia, Lady Lilia imagined a character, and her emotions for this character were negative, so it was more difficult to treat at that time. Lady Yao and Lady Lilia have different personalities. Lady Yao's fantasy of a character has a positive effect on herself, which can be said to be a kind of self-protection of the body, while Lady Lilia, on the contrary, is a kind of self-destruction of the body. Although both are schizophrenic, the symptoms are still different. ”

Sergei heard it in a fog and asked suspiciously: "You mean that my current lady will not commit suicide like Lilia, right?" ”

"At the moment, it looks like this. From my observation, Mrs. Yao is actually very strong, and she will not commit suicide at present. And hallucinating was not a terrible or disgusting thing for her, nor did it affect her life. ”

Receiving an affirmative answer, Sergei secretly breathed a sigh of relief and put his mind at ease, but still puzzled, so he asked: "I don't understand, why did she hallucinate?" What did you mean when you said it was a kind of self-protection for her body? ”

Lev took another sip of coffee and did not answer, but asked rhetorically: "Sergey, tell me the truth, how is your relationship with Mrs. Yao recently?" ”

Sergei was a little unnatural, and said: "I can't hide it, I have been separated from her for a year and a half, and I have only met once in a year and a half, and when we meet, we quarrel and make trouble with each other." And I've been staying in the hotel for the past year and a half, and I only moved back yesterday. ”

Lev nodded knowingly, and Sergei's answer confirmed his guess.

"That's right. The reason why Mrs. Yao hallucinates is because she is too lonely in her heart. She married into Russia, she has no friends, she can only rely on her husband, that is, you, and you quarrel with her, separate, and have a cold war, which makes her have nothing to rely on. She was very panicked and lonely in her heart. As a result, her body emitted a self-protection mechanism, and she imagined a character accompanying her and becoming her friend, and this character was the dead Lady Lilia, because Lady Lilia was also married to you, so there was a topic of conversation between them. Moreover, in Mrs. Yao's fantasy, Mrs. Lilia is an angel-like existence, which alleviates Mrs. Yao's loneliness and fear in a certain sense. ”

Now Sergei completely understood, and a wave of guilt couldn't help but rise in his heart.

"Lev, I see, how do you say to treat it?"

"The best thing to do for a mental illness like this is definitely to send it to a psychiatric hospital and get hospitalized treatment."

Sergei frowned in embarrassment and said, "You know, I don't want to do this. "Mrs. Lilia, who died, was not sent to a psychiatric hospital back then, and now Sergei will not send Yao Jingjing in, he does not allow the outside world to know that there are mentally ill people in his family.

Lev nodded and continued, "I guessed you would say that, but like Madame Yao's character, it doesn't matter if she is not hospitalized. ”

"Can she be prescribed some psychiatric drugs to make her hallucinations disappear?"

"No, not necessarily. Drugs can only play a certain auxiliary role, and the key is in the individual. This character is her fantasy, and it also requires her own subjective will to make this character disappear. ”

Sergey thought for a moment and asked: "Then what exactly should be done?" ”

"Mrs. Yao is lonely, mainly because of loneliness, she will fantasize about a character accompanying her, as long as she is no longer lonely, after a long time, this character will slowly disappear."

Hearing Lev's words, Sergei also had an idea in his heart.

At night, Sergei actually came to Yao Jingjing's bedroom for the first time. Yao Jingjing, who was about to go to bed, glanced at Sergei walking in, a little puzzled.

"Why are you here?"

"Of course I'm here to sleep, this is supposed to be my bedroom." Sergei's tone was calm, without his previous toughness.

Yao Jingjing pouted unnaturally, she was not qualified to drive away Sergei, this was indeed Sergei's bedroom.

After a year and a half, the two were lying on the same bed again, and both of them were a little unnatural to each other, especially Yao Jingjing, who simply turned her back and was nervous in her heart.

Thinking of Lev's words during the day, Sergei's heart was full of guilt, it was indeed that he ignored Yao Jingjing and snubbed Yao Jingjing for a year and a half, Yao Jingjing was alone here without relatives, he not only drove away Yao Jingjing's friends, but also confiscated Yao Jingjing's mobile phone, which was indeed excessive.

Sergei turned his head to look at Yao Jingjing, his eyes shining with a hint of distress. He couldn't help but move over and gently hugged Yao Jingjing's waist from behind.

Feeling the warmth in her waist, Yao Jingjing's body suddenly stiffened, and the tension in her heart became even worse.

Sergei hugged Yao Jingjing tightly, put his face on the back of Yao Jingjing's head, and whispered in her ear: "Lilia, I'm late, I should have come back early." I'm sorry. ”

This 'I'm sorry' completely broke Yao Jingjing's psychological defense, she suddenly counted her nose, her heart burst out with great grievances, and tears began to ooze from the corners of her eyes.

"Actually, I found out about that video a long time ago, you are the victim of the whole incident, you didn't betray me."

Yao Jingjing became more and more aggrieved, and changed from silent crying to quiet sobbing.

Sergei turned over Yao Jingjing's body, wiped away the tears from her face, and pleaded: "Lilia, let's reconcile, okay?" Let's not go to the Cold War anymore, everything in the past is as if nothing happened, and we don't mention any of them, okay? ”

Looking at Sergei's sincere eyes, Yao Jingjing cried more and more, began to beat Sergei, and complained: "Why did you come back!" I thought you didn't want me anymore. ”

Sergei was very distressed, and quickly hugged Yao Jingjing into his arms, patted her back gently, and comforted: "I'm sorry, I should have come back a long time ago, I came back late." ”

Yao Jingjing hugged Sergei tightly, buried her head deep in her warm and wide chest, and choked up: "Sergei, I'm sorry, I didn't tell you about that incident at the first time, but told others, because, because I'm afraid that if I tell you, you will dislike me, think I'm dirty, I'm afraid, I'm afraid you don't want me anymore." ”

"Fool, how could I dislike you! If you have anything in the future, you must tell me as soon as possible, and you are not allowed to find outsiders. ”

"Yes, I see."

Yao Jingjing missed this hug that made her feel safe so much, and greedily sucked the breath on Sergei's body, this familiar smell reassured her, and she couldn't help but murmur: "Sergey, I miss you so much, I miss you so much." ”

"I miss you so much. Let's not be apart anymore. ”

"Well, not parting."

At this time, Sergei gently turned over and pressed Yao Jingjing under him, gently kissed Yao Jingjing's forehead, eyes, and nose, and finally stayed at the corner of his lips、、、、、、

This night, both of them released their thoughts and dependence on each other to the fullest.

Considering Yao Jingjing's illness and Lev's advice, after returning to the manor this time, Sergei's whole person has changed, he used to go out to dinner with friends during the day, climb mountains and fish, and he would not come back until dark. But now he basically doesn't go out anymore, and spends the day at home with Yao Jingjing, and the two either watch TV together or go horseback riding on the farm together. Even when he wasn't in the same room, Sergey was basically in the study. Such a day of mutual companionship made Yao Jingjing feel very relieved, and the loneliness and fear in her heart were slowly alleviated.