Chapter 105: Jing Lu Zhu
Three days later, everything was ready, and Lu Xiao and Li Ghost officially performed a disguise operation for Drizzle.
At the request of the drizzle, she asked for an ordinary face.
The whole process lasted for six hours, and when the last drizzle's face was completely stitched up, Lu Xiao felt a trace of exhaustion. The kind of exhaustion that is very concentrated, and then suddenly relaxed.
At this time, Drizzle's consciousness began to gradually wake up. Her skills are not weak, and her resistance to anesthetics is stronger than expected.
"Don't move yet, for five days after the surgery, you'll be in bed. Food, the rain will bring over. ”
Drizzle hummed softly. Lu Xiao also got up and left the room.
Life on board continued. Drizzle, a well-known killer in the rivers and lakes, is just an ordinary patient here in Ghost Li's hands. He has seen a lot of big people on the rivers and lakes.
However, Yu'er was very interested in drizzle, and often ran to the house to chat with her. Yu'er followed Ghost Li's hand and saw a lot of people in the rivers and lakes since she was a child. But it's the first time I've seen a beautiful and powerful person like the big sister in front of me.
Drizzle isn't actually a patient person, at least not before. But the drizzle of the makeover, it's like a different person. She tries to look at the world with a different mindset and gaze.
After all, that's what that person expects from her.
After five days, the drizzle was ready to go. But there is still no light. Lu Xiao asked Yu'er to prepare a straw hat for her to block the light.
Lu Xiao is still telling stories to Yu'er. He noticed that every time he was telling a story, the drizzle's movements would become lighter, and she was eavesdropping.
Drizzle is actually very envious of Yu'er and Lu Xiao. Because the two of them seem to be having fun every day. This was the most incomprehensible point for her.
She has been adopted and trained by Blackstone since she was a child, and in her memory, she has never been really happy in the first half of her life. And Lu Xiao and Yu'er, in her eyes, are also people in the rivers and lakes. Why are they so happy?
"What do you think?"
Lu Xiao's voice startled the drizzle. She subconsciously pressed the hilt of her sword. But in the end, I held back at the last moment.
"Nothing."
"That's good." Lu Xiao didn't say anything, but put a pot of wine in front of Drizzle. He knew she would need it.
That night, Lu Xiao finally put Yu'er to sleep. Go to the bow of the boat yourself to blow the wind. Not long after, I heard footsteps behind me.
Drizzle walked to Lu Xiao's side and sat on the bow of the boat. took out a pot of wine and two wine glasses and placed them in front of Lu Xiao.
"I'll ask you for a drink."
Lu Xiao chuckled, picked up the wine glass and took a sip.
"It's not very good!"
"Doesn't it taste good? This is the wine you gave me. You don't want to drink it yourself? ”
"Hehe, my own wine, of course I'm willing to drink it. But someone used my wine and asked me to drink it. Then the wine becomes less tasty. ”
"......" Drizzle was silent for a moment, and directly took out a gold brick the size of an adult's palm and slapped it in front of Lu Xiao.
"I bought your wine."
"Mmmmmmmm
"Hahahaha......" Even the drizzle, who had a cold face all day long, was made to laugh out loud by Lu Xiao's operation. Soon, however, she fell silent again.
"You say, I changed my face, can I really get rid of the past?"
"I can't." Lu Xiao replied cleanly. This made Drizzle freeze on the spot, which seemed to be a little different from what he thought.
"In the past, there were two kinds of things. One is the world, which happens so much every day. But those things that have passed have passed forever. You don't need to go into hiding because they will never come back.
The other is the past in your mind. It's hidden deep in your heart. Every time you think you've forgotten, it reappears. You must know that all the blades in the world are not as deep as hurting people in the past. ”
The drizzle was silent. Lu Xiao's words can be said to be nakedly revealed, the most fearful side of her heart. The essence of her makeover is to escape from the past. But as Lu Xiao said, the past can't be shaken off. One day, it will catch up with its current self.
In fact, Drizzle knows this truth very well in his heart. Otherwise, she wouldn't have taken Rama's body with her. As long as you defect, you will be hunted down by Blackstone for the rest of your life. This is inevitable. Therefore, when she took Rama's body, she actually wanted to leave a way back for herself. At the last moment, it can also be used to negotiate conditions.
A drizzle drains the wine from the glass.
"I'm actually well aware of that, as long as Blackstone is still around for a day. There's never going to be a way for me to get rid of them completely. But I still want to try it because this is what a person asked me to do. ”
"That person must love you very much!" Lu Xiao said this sentence in an emotional tone. This made Drizzle look incredulous.
"Only when you love someone deeply will you say this kind of entrustment to her. Forgetting the past and starting anew is not just an entrustment, but more of an expectation. He wants you to be able to do it. So, can you do it? Or, do you love him? ”
"I ...... I do not know. Growing up, I only killed people and didn't know how to love people. It was he who found me. For three months, he forbade me to kill people and recited Buddhist scriptures for me every day. But I couldn't understand the sutras at all. ”
"But you understand his mind, don't you?"
This paragraph is the one that Lu Xiao is most impressed by the movie. Monk Lu Zhu stopped the female demon who killed people without blinking, and wanted to enlighten her with Buddhism. But during the three months of pestering, he noticed that his mood had changed. He fell in love with the drizzle.
On one side is the Buddha he serves, and on the other side is his own heartbeat. Lu Zhu was caught in a dilemma. In the end, he chose to end this relationship with his own hands. He could neither betray the Buddha nor betray his feelings, so he could only betray his own heart. This is the deep meaning of Lu Zhu's sentence in the movie, 'Zen machine has arrived'.
The Zen machine here does not just refer to the timing of his life to light the drizzle. At the same time, it is also a Zen opportunity for him to cut off his sins.
“...... Until my sword, piercing his chest. I really understood what he was thinking. But I'd rather not understand. I just want him to come back to life. Drizzle couldn't hold back her emotions anymore and cried bitterly.
"I don't have a good impression of Buddhism. But now it seems, you're in luck. Met a true monk. It's a pity that I couldn't meet Master Lu Zhu. We could have been friends. ”
Lu Xiao sighed a little, he didn't like Buddhism very much. But at the same time, he also admitted that some real high-level Buddhists are still worthy of admiration.
"I was worried about hurting the Sanskrit line, and I was afraid that I would not fall into the city when I entered the mountain, and I had the law of both worlds, and I would not live up to it!"
Lu Xiao picked up his wine glass and said softly.
"To Master Lu Zhu!"