Chapter 143: It's so lonely to be alone in an empty room
An Ran was a little discouraged, took a step back and handed over the home field to Lin Xiao, "Okay, you come." ”
An Ran helped Xiao Ai to sit on the sofa and turned around to pour water for them.
Tang Yuan obviously has an expression of not letting go if he doesn't make it clear.
He urged: "Brother, be honest." ”
When An Ran came out with water, he heard Lin Xiao's calm voice sound.
An Ran unconsciously raised his pace, put the tea on the table, and trotted to the balcony to let the wind blow.
Lin Xiao's voice was still in his ears, "Actually, it's what you think." ”
An Ran looked up at the stars with a shy face, such a private topic......
She couldn't even look at Lin Xiao directly.
Lin Xiao's calm expression said in a tone discussing the weather, "What you think about will happen sooner or later, but not now. ”
"When it's time, I'll send you an invitation."
"Send an invitation?"
Tang Yuan himself heard it wrong, and pondered for a moment, "Aren't you Lin Xiao, are you really going to get married and that one?" ”
At this time, Xiao Ai had already walked to the balcony and chatted with An Ran.
There were only two boys left in the living room, and the scale couldn't help but let go.
"Questions?"
"Of course there is a problem, Lin Xiao, is the cave man alive?"
"It's the 21st century now, is there anyone still married to that or that?"
Tang Yuan stepped forward to put his arm on Lin Xiao's shoulder, but he shrugged it off slightly, "Others don't represent me." ”
He doesn't care what others think, he only cares what An Ran thinks.
As long as An Ran understands his attitude towards her.
Tang Yuan couldn't help but give a thumbs up, "Brother, it's really yours!" ”
At the age of seventeen, the sexually ignorant adolescent is always full of exploration and expectation in that regard.
A lonely person like Tangyuan doesn't have a girlfriend and no conditions to practice.
Lin Xiao is like this, if there is meat in the pot, he can endure it and not eat it, and the rice balls really admire it from the bottom of his heart.
Lin Xiao asked rhetorically, "What about you?" If Xiao Ai is really with you, can you really do it? ”
“…… I do not know. ”
Seriously, Tangyuan is not so sure.
The half hour of chatting just now made him understand that Xiao Ai is the kind of girl who has a very strict family education.
Premarital acts, estimated ......
"That's not right."
Tang Yuan's body shook suddenly, so he didn't catch up with him now, why did he think about these messy questions......
……
Xiao Ai, who went to the bathroom three times in a row with three cups of hot water, felt much better at this time.
She lay on the sofa with her hands on her forehead for a while, and she didn't listen to a word about the topic that Lin Xiao and Tang Yuan were talking about.
After much better, she walked to the balcony.
An Ran was still wearing the same clothes he had when he went to the beach, and his eyes were looking into the distance in a daze.
A sudden warmth in the little heart.
She suddenly remembered the words "no one at home" in the "no one at home, so go to Lin Xiao's house to live" that she had just blurted out peacefully.
"Where's my uncle?"
She walked up to An Ran like a trembling penguin, her head still heavy.
Xiao Ai chose to lean half of her body against the railing, supporting her head with her hands and trying to keep her eyes focused and her body balanced.
She's actually very sleepy right now, but reason tells her she can't sleep yet.
"Where's Uncle? Why haven't I seen anyone for so long? ”
Enron struggled for three seconds in his head.
Let's be honest.
Xiao Ai is very annoyed by herself now, and it seems that she can't make her annoying.
Let's not talk about it.
That's bound to have to lie to Xiao Ai.
Enron didn't want to lie to Xiao Ai, and finally decided to tell the truth.
She avoided Xiao Ai's gaze and looked into the distance, "My father has been prosecuted, and he should be locked up in the detention center at this time." ”
Saying something shocking in the most bland tone.
Xiao Ai couldn't imagine An Ran's mood, she knew that she and An Jianguo had always been dependent on each other.
So how long does it take her, and what kind of effort does it take to make herself seem like it doesn't matter.
A microwave appeared in Xiao Ai's eyes, and she whispered for a long time: "I'm sorry, I only found out now." ”
An Ran smiled, "What are you sorry for?" You didn't put my dad in there. ”
From An Ran's description, Xiao Ai probably calculated that the last time she said hurtful things in her own home, it was a few days different from An Jianguo's first court session.
She's so guilty, so guilty.
You can't send charcoal in the snow, at least you can't make it worse.
"I'm sorry because I said I had something sad to say to you."
She remembered An Ran's sad and crying face that day, and the strings of heartbreaking tears flowed from An Ran's face to her heart.
Xiao Ai hugged her, and her eyes were red, "I'm sorry to make you so sad." ”
An Ran's curled eyelashes also had tears, and he raised his hand to hug her, "Yes, so why did you break off with me?" ”
Because Xiao Ai knows that Zeng Berlin is an unscrupulous person who does things.
"My dad ......"
Xiao Ai's voice suddenly choked, "I will strictly control each of my friends." ”
At that time, there were already some rumors about his early love that reached Maggie's ears.
Zeng Berlin was very controlling.
If he finds that she has a friend in her circle or already has a young love, he may take various ways to make her cut off contact with her friend.
"I'm just afraid my dad will hurt you."
After standing for a long time, Xiao Ai felt that her legs were a little sore, and took two steps back and sat on the small stool on the edge of the balcony.
It's not like I haven't tried it before.
Throughout junior high school, the first and second years of high school also had boys who had a crush on her one after another.
But the end of these boys ......
Usually within a week of their confession, someone will tell Zeng Berlin's ears.
For a maximum of half a month, these people either transferred to another school at the end, or saw her take a detour, even if they were classmates, they didn't say a word in the next few years, and their eyes met inadvertently, and sometimes Xiao Ai found that their expressions were like seeing ghosts.
She didn't know what Zeng Berlin had done behind her back, but she didn't want An Ran and Tang Yuan to be injured.
All she could do was do everything she could to refuse.
"So in his eyes, I'm a withdrawn girl with no friends."
"If one day, he finds out about your existence, I ......"
Speaking of which, Xiao Ai has long lost her voice, she can't go on, she can't imagine her best friend looking at herself with hellish eyes like the boy before.
After listening silently, she suddenly thought of a sentence: If you haven't experienced other people's lives, you are not qualified to judge the meaning behind other people's actions.
Xiao Ai was still anxious, "I, I'm worried about you, I'm worried about Tangyuan, I have to do it as a last resort." ”
"Enron, do you have what it takes to understand me?"
Xiao Ai's eyes when she looked at An Ran were full of pleading.
She really cherishes this friend, and she is very afraid that they will be hurt.
An Ran took the initiative to hug her, "Perhaps, you can try to live alone." ”
"I can accompany you, it's a big deal to add another pair of chopsticks."
Tonight, Xiao Ai stayed overnight at An Ran's house.
Tonight, Lin Xiao, who had not lost sleep for a long time, had insomnia again, and when he lived together for a long time, he re-experienced the feeling of being alone in an empty room.
A little empty, a little unaccustomed.
A ninety-square-meter house, Lin Xiao had never felt so empty.
Lin Xiao took a shower and opened Enron's WeChat.
Lin Xiao: For more than two hours, you didn't look at me or say a word to me.