Chapter 6: Self-doubt in the face of feelings

After the car accident, I woke up and had been lying in the hospital for three days, I thought I was dead, but when I opened my eyes, I found myself in a hospital bed, except for the lack of energy, everything was fine.

I looked as hard as I could for a familiar figure, but for a long time there was no one but the boy sitting by the window.

The table next to me was full of flowers and fruit baskets sent by unknown people, and I looked at the faint pain in my head, recalling the last moment when I lost consciousness, and my parents fled the scene in a panic......

"Well, are you awake?"

The boy who was sitting by the window looking at his phone was a little happy when he saw me wake up, and quickly came over to ask me if I felt any discomfort, and reached out to press the pager at the bedside.

I stared at the strange boy in front of me, not remembering knowing him at all.

"You are?"

"Hehe, don't be afraid, my name is Lu Qian, my brother went out to eat, I'll come over to change him."

The boy explained to me, picking up his phone and typing quickly, as if to message someone, before looking down at me.

I was wondering who his brother was, and a male doctor had come over and asked me if I was feeling unwell when he woke up.

I said that except for my head being a little dizzy, everything else seems to be fine.

"Then rest first, rest and rest well, and then we will give you a comprehensive examination."

The doctor told me to go out after explaining some dietary matters.

At this time, I had time to ask the young man named Lu Qian, who is his brother?

"Wang Huai!"

Lu Qian looked at me puzzled, and a trace of doubt flashed in his eyes.

When I heard this name, my heart jumped, and I asked him how long Wang Huai had been here, and if he knew about it after my car accident.

"That's right, sister, my brother is very interested in you, and he came to take care of you personally, and he hasn't been home for two days."

Lu Qian unabashedly told me everything that had happened in the past few days, and I felt a little ashamed after listening to it.

After I was hospitalized, my parents didn't come to see me, but Wang Huai didn't know where to get the news, so he came to the hospital to take care of me, helped me with everything, and stayed in the hospital for two days.

Lu Qian chatted with Wang Huai with me in front of me, and asked me how long I had been with Wang Huai, I was stunned, it turned out that he regarded me as Wang Huai's object!

I was just about to explain that I was just friends with Wang Huai, but a familiar voice came into my ears from the door, and I turned my head to see that it was Wang Huai.

He looked a lot thinner, but when he saw me, he immediately changed his smile on his face, and asked me if I was better, explaining that he had just gone out to eat so he asked Lu Qian to watch it.

I looked at the man I had known for a short time, felt the warmth of being cared for for the first time, and said to him, "Thank you." ”

"Ahhh

In order to make room for the two of us, Lu Qian proposed that he was going out for a walk, and by the way, he patted Wang Huai's shoulder and showed a meaningful smile when he passed by him.

"Are you hungry?" Wang Huai walked up to my bedside and asked, his tone soft.

"I'm a little thirsty."

I followed his words, and when Wang Huai heard this, he quickly poured me a glass of water, helped me up, and handed it to me to drink.

I took a sip of water, and when I saw him sitting in front of the bed looking at me, I was embarrassed, and I remembered that Lu Qian said that he didn't go to work for two days when he came to take care of me, and I felt even more guilty.

"Well, I'm causing you trouble."

I put down the water glass, I didn't know what to say for a while, my relatives didn't come to take care of me, but was taken care of by a man I didn't know for a long time, this psychological gap made me feel that I was a burden to live.

"No, how can it be a trouble."

Wang Huai comforted me and told me not to think too much.

I don't know if Wang Huai knew what happened on the day of my car accident, I was dragged by my parents to go back to the countryside, and I was hit by a car after I resisted angrily.

Until now, my parents have not appeared, but when I think about it, the back of their decision to leave at that time is destined to ignore me, because I need a lot of money to be hospitalized, and they will not pay for me.

"Do I have any leave from kindergarten?"

I suddenly remembered this and asked Wang Huai, in the past few days that I have been in a coma, some trivial things have been handled by him for me, since I am awake now, I must return to my post, I have spent a lot of money in the past few days in the hospital, I have to earn it back quickly!

"You don't have to worry, I'll help you ask for leave, as for your family...... Don't worry. ”

Wang Huai didn't continue to talk about it later, probably because he was afraid that I would be uncomfortable, but I didn't care anymore, and tried to smile and say that I was fine.

I know the virtues of my family, so I don't feel strange, after lifting the quilt, I want to get out of bed and walk to see if there is any problem with my feet, if not I will be discharged tomorrow, staying in the hospital will cost money every day, with my little salary can not afford it.

Seeing my behavior like this, Wang Huai was worried and wanted to help me, and persuaded me not to move now, just tell him what he wants to do.

"I'm fine, just see if there is any problem with my foot, if there is no problem, I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow."

I explained and refused his support, and walked a few steps on the ground, which didn't seem to be a big problem, thinking back to the day I was hit and flew out of the distance, but I didn't expect to hit the back of my head!

Seeing me so stubborn, Wang Huai sighed, his lips moved and he didn't say anything.

In the evening, the doctor came to see me again, took me to take a brain CT scan, and the situation was basically fine, saying that I could be discharged from the hospital after a few days.

"Don't bother, I'll be discharged tomorrow."

I said in the affirmative, since it's not a big problem, then there's no need to waste money by staying.

Seeing that I had already decided, they could only agree, Wang Huai followed behind me and asked me, "Are you worried?" ”

"Worried about what?"

I asked him with a smile, and suddenly felt relaxed, I don't know if it was because my parents would not pester me again in a short time, or because of Wang Huai's care, anyway, I felt that the whole person had vitality.

After returning to the ward, because I had to go through the discharge procedures early tomorrow morning, I asked Wang Huai not to accompany me tonight, because he took care of me in the past few days, and he didn't rest well.

"Okay, I'll pick you up tomorrow."

Wang Huai suddenly approached me before leaving, and the words were ambiguous, which made me think it was my illusion for a while, and after looking at him for a while, he suddenly raised his hand and touched the corner of my eye, revealing a warm smile.

I was taken aback by his move, recalling what Lu Qian said, coupled with the care of these gestures in front of me, I suddenly felt that my face was hot, and I pushed Wang Huai and urged: "You go home quickly, it's not too early!" ”

"See you tomorrow!"

Wang Huai said goodbye to me, the smile on his face deepened, and after he left, I rushed into the toilet, and doubted myself in the face in the mirror, what did he mean by what he did just now?

I was lying in bed at night, Wang Huai's face lingering in my mind, did he really have thoughts about me? But how long have we known each other!