Chapter 105: Shen Nian's Collapse
Sheng Yu didn't reflect how he agreed to stay, maybe he was moved by her lonely words, or maybe he thought that he was in this mood at some moments.
But lying on her big bed, she was close at hand, and when the tip of his nose lingered with her girlish breath, his muscles all over his body were tense.
He was breathing a little unsteadily.
But Shen Nian didn't feel any discomfort at all, because in her heart, he was just a fourteen-year-old child now.
So she didn't have the slightest dislike for him.
On the contrary, there are people around me who feel extremely relieved.
She talked to him all kinds of things, as if she had told him all the happy and unhappy things since she was a child.
She talked about when she was a child, when Shen Ming simply praised her as a princess, and her grandfather also spoiled her to the sky, as long as she liked and wanted, he bought her in piles and piles.
and Zhang Ying, her mother, was also very good to her, and even once again she had a high fever, and she stayed up sleepless by her side for three days and nights without closing her eyes.
These are the best memories of the four words family and relatives in Shen Nian's heart.
After saying the good, she couldn't help but talk about reality.
For example, on her fourteenth birthday, Shen Ming spent half of the time with her, and half of her birthdays were spent with her mother and grandfather.
Another example is that Shen Ming never took her to the playground with Zhang Ying, and took a group photo in the playground happily like other families.
Sheng looked at Shen Nian in vain, from her regretful tone to the loss on her face, she could see how much she longed for those things.
Want to go to the playground with your family?
The corners of his lips twitched, inadvertently evoking some memories in his mind that didn't exist.
It's a luxury.
I vaguely remember that he used to think the same way, but everything was impossible.
He closed his eyes, suppressed the sudden bitterness in his heart, and then looked at the girl in front of him, for some reason, a thought came to his heart.
Her voice was still ringing in her ears, "Sheng Yu, do you know, I'm not happy at all, what Shen Ye, what school bully, it's not what I want." ”
Her voice penetrated the crying tone, "I'm just not happy, I'm not happy, I don't have a happy childhood, I just want them to care more about me and pay attention to me." ”
"I'm very unwilling, why are they all the same age, other people's families are so happy, but my family will never be able to get together, and even now it is completely broken."
"To be honest, I hate my dad a lot, why did he not love my mother, why did he get married, why did he give birth to me, why did he make me so unhappy, but he ...... after all It's my dad! ”
Shen Nian was completely devastated, and in this quiet night, there was only a faint dim night light in the bedroom.
Her cry rang in her ears, so powerless, so vulnerable.
She admits that she is a weakling.
Even if she was reborn once, even if she knew all the truth, she fell into the misfortune of her family again and fell into the breakdown of her parents' marriage.
Sheng Delirium didn't know how to comfort her.
He felt stupid, like a fool, and couldn't even do something as simple as comforting people.
His hands hanging on the bed were clenched into fists, and he looked at her, tight and loose, loose and tight.
Finally, he moved to her side, raised his arm, and took the petite her into his arms.
The moment he hugged her, he felt his brain extremely clear, the cells in his body tightened, he felt the adrenaline bursting, and he felt a little out of breath.
This is the second time he has hugged someone in this world.
And the object is her.