Volume 3: Exquisite Dice An Red Beans One Hundred and Sixty-Two: Forgiveness
The blue wide-topped gauze tent fell heavily, in the faint light of the candle flames. She laughed, as bewitching as a flower blooming at midnight, "Then you have to be very good to me, make me feel that no man in the world can compare to you." I will willingly guard you for the rest of my life. ”
Liu Ying was stunned.
The woman's body under her was soft, and the long green silk was scattered on the pillow, like a pouring black waterfall, reflecting a pair of beautiful and bright eyes, exhaling like an orchid.
There was never a moment when he felt Ah Yan's soft curves at such a close distance. Listening to her heartbeat, she reminded herself that she was no longer the overwhelmed child who first arrived in Chang'an, and had grown up to be a real woman.
She said that it was good for him to be nice to her.
He didn't treat her badly at all.
He tried hard to protect her under his wings, he was willing to spoil her little temper, little temperament, looking at her free smile in front of him, eyebrows and eyes relaxed, so he also felt down-to-earth and at ease. However, deep down in his heart, there was always a sense of uncertainty
- Obviously, she has always been by his side, and as soon as he turns around, he can see her bright smile, and even as long as he stretches out his hand, she will always obediently let herself hug her, and never refuses, but he always feels that Ah Yan is very distant, and she may turn around and leave at any time.
Why not?
No matter how glorious the Jiaofang Palace is, no matter how respectful the queen's position is, no matter how obvious the favor he does for everyone to see, in this Han Palace, it can't really bring Ah Yan stability. If he can't even give Ah Yan the most basic sense of security, why should he ask her to guard him like a jade?
He was a little discouraged, softened and said, "You're really not afraid of me at all." ”
"Because I believe it, no matter what," Zhang Yan said with a smile. "Uncle won't really hurt me."
Nephrite is warm and fragrant, Ah Yan is like a touch of poison, day by day, little by little infiltrated into his side, unconsciously, he has become accustomed to her hug, her intimacy, her smile, her words, she softly called him "hold on". When I suddenly realized. She was already an addiction he couldn't quit, and he was willing to sink into the quagmire.
"Hold on." Zhang Yan called softly, "You be fair." Although the younger generation does not discuss the wrongs of the elders. But let's talk in private, Emperor Gao can't stand the Queen Mother. The Queen Mother suffered too much for him, and when she was lost in the Chu army, he had a new person and forgot the old one, and spoiled Mrs. Qi. When the Queen Mother finally came back, what kind of feeling did she feel when she saw that her eyes were full of wrong, and she had already thought about it, have you thought about it for her? ”
A woman is not born with a desire to be watery, and is always injured by a man. will seek comfort from others.
"I know that the queen mother has had a bad time these years, and I try my best to honor her and let her live a smooth old age." Liu Ying shook her head and retorted. "But a woman keeps her chastity and trustworthiness, and her husband is the way. In any case, she shouldn't, shouldn't ......"
He really couldn't say the word misbehaving.
"Nonsense," Zhang Yanhuo raised his eyebrows. Disapplauded, he said, "The person who said this must be a man." I didn't have a backache when I stood and talked. Why are you only allowed to have three wives and four concubines for your men, but women must start from the beginning? Women are also living people, she will cry and laugh with joy, anger and sorrow, there is a need for humanity, the first emperor treated the queen mother slowly, although she has the respect of the queen, but there is no favor at all, because of loneliness will slowly come together with the judge. There may be something wrong, but in the suffering, you are a son of man, and instead of being considerate, you rebuke it. ”
"The way of husband and wife, participating in yin and yang, reaching the gods, believing in the righteousness of heaven and earth, and the great festival of humanity." Liu Ying said angrily, "I'm not forcing a woman to be chaste for her deceased husband. It's just that the queen mother is the daughter-in-law of the Liu family, and she is the queen mother of the Han Dynasty, so she shouldn't do this immoral thing in such an capacity. ”
"That's the first emperor to be sorry for her."
"Zhang Yan," Liu Ying called her by name for the first time, and said angrily, "You dare to speak disrespectfully to the first emperor?" ”
"What's not to dare?" She began to struggle indiscriminately, almost making him unable to suppress it, and said angrily, "I dare to say it in front of him." ”
Liu Ying was depressed, this little girl really dared.
Back then, when she was only six years old, she was still very young, because Zhao Xiang's conspiracy was implicated in going to Beijing with her grandmother, and when she met her father for the first time in the front hall of Changle, she reprimanded him for wrongdoing, and was punished by her father to kneel under the front hall of Changle. When he heard about it, he hurried to plead with his father.
When she was found, she knelt in front of the temple and looked up, crying like a little flower cat with a pink face.
What a beautiful kid.
He thought.
The beautiful child grew up, with eyes like apricots and sweet dimples. She always called him "hold on", her voice was soft, with a hint of attachment. If she did something wrong, she would immediately change her voice and call her uncle, hoping that he would relent.
She didn't know that he had never really been mad at her.
Because of this, he owed her. He was nostalgic for the time when he was with her, so he opened his mouth to keep her, so that she could no longer see the beauty of heaven and earth. But he couldn't give her what she deserved. So she can only be trapped in this Weiyang deep palace, and the flowers bloom, bloom, and wither day by day.
Today, she was obviously speaking for her mother in every word, but he heard her grievances from her words.
If the father is sorry for the queen mother, how can he be right about her? Although the circumstances are different and the circumstances are different, they are the same as being unfavored as queens. If every woman can cry, laugh, and have joys, sorrows, and human needs, then Ah Yan, who is growing up, will one day cry for his poor treatment......
He was happy for her growing up, but at this time his heart was really a little bitter. suddenly thought, if Ah Yan can grow up slower, isn't it, all the problems will not be rushed to the brow.
The girl below her suddenly groaned softly. The voice was really different from Ah Yan's usual softness, revealing a little bit of glamour.
Liu Ying woke up violently, only to find that because of the dispute between the two people, they unknowingly fell into an extremely ambiguous posture. Her hands were clamped by him, and her body was intertwined and pressed against each other, a bit like an acacia. When they quarreled, they didn't realize anything, but when they quieted down, they both had some feelings for each other.
He heard the pounding heartbeat, and Ah Yan called softly, "Hold on." Her voice was a little timid and a little bright, her eyes were misty with a layer of water, but her cherry lips had a fire-like aura, seductively leaning over and kissing.
Liu Ying really didn't dare to stay any longer, so she hurriedly turned over and got out of bed, and said, "You take a break." I'm out for a walk. ”
Zhang Yan gasped for a while before calming down. Although she was a human being in two lives, she had never been in love in her previous life. Although she said that she was in love with Liu Ying in this life, the two have been married for two years, and the relationship between the two has always been a clean love, and this is the first time she is closest to the taste of *. The feeling of being suitable is still vivid. I just feel my heart beating, sweet and sour.
She got up and came out, and saw that Liu Ying had already put on her coat, and when she saw her, her eyes hurriedly avoided, "I suddenly remembered that there was still a batch of important chapters in the Xuanshu Palace, and I planned to rush back to review them." Ah Yan, you can rest alone tonight. ”
"Hmm." She replied in a low voice, and couldn't help but look at the snowman outside the temple. The night was pitch black, with only a hint of snow-colored outlines visible. A snowfall, what a short period of time, before the snowman melts, you have to avoid me again.
"Okay." She replied softly, pulled Liu Ying's sleeve, and said, "Hold it, will you listen to me again." ”
"Are you worried that if you give in, your reputation in history will not be good in a thousand years?"
Liu Ying was stunned.
To be honest, he was indeed arguing with Ah Yan about the matter of his mother, but later, he gradually turned his mind to Ah Yan, and forgot about the trial of him.
"The Qin State once had the eight sons of the Empress Dowager Xuan, and also raised a face head after the death of her husband. King Zhaoxuan was unimpressed. A hundred years later, now when we mention King Qin Zhao, we still only think that he is a free and easy Ming Jun rather than criticism, as long as His Majesty can be a Ming Jun, then these palace private matters are just small sections, so you don't have to care too much. ”
Subsections?
He pulled his lips and smiled, "It's cold, you better go back to the dormitory." ”
"Hmm." She nodded softly.
The emperor left late at night, and the honor guard was inevitably a little surprised. When everything was in order, when Liu Ying boarded the imperial chariot, she inadvertently glanced back, but saw Ah Yan standing in front of the palace, and her clothes were blown by the north wind.
What a silly kid to worry about.
For a moment, there was some sourness in his eyes.
What can he do to really keep Ah Yan? He began to carefully arrange the way back for Ah Yan.
When he was in Weiyang Palace for a day, he could naturally help Ah Yan up and make Ah Yan worry-free.
But if he really dies once, Ah Yan is the queen, if there is no child under his knees, no matter how much he thinks that etiquette is important, and the concubine should be the mother, he will not seriously think that etiquette can cut off the connection between the child and the biological mother.
When the time comes, a young and powerful mother-in-law, the queen mother, and the meager biological mother, he puts himself in his shoes, if he is in that position, which way will the power scale in his mind gradually be biased?
If so, as the queen mother originally proposed, kill the mother and keep the child. Not. Liu Ying immediately denied it as soon as she started, don't say that it is too shady to do it yourself, after all, the paper can't hold the fire, if the child knows the truth in the future and puts a grudge on Ah Yan, how can Ah Yan bear it?
He thought about it, but he couldn't arrange a safe way out for Ah Yan.
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