In this chapter, there may be abuse, be cautious!

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Many years ago, or many years later, she once came to Anling, as a visitor, looking at the mausoleum that has gone through a long period of two thousand years, and the vicissitudes of life in the setting sun.

He once promised her that he would live together in this life and die in the same cave. The so-called same cave refers to this Anling. In the ancient system of the Western Han Dynasty, the emperor and queen did not sleep in the same mausoleum, if there was no accident, a hundred years later, they would be buried together in this mausoleum that had not yet been built, facing each other from a distance of 100 steps.

Whether before or after death, it seems that they have always been close to the end of the world.

On Anling, a gust of night wind blew, Zhang Yan groaned slightly, and squatted down holding her stomach.

She wasn't in good spirits all day. It wasn't until I drank the bowl of cinnamon porridge that I felt better. For a long time, because of the extreme tension of the emotion, I couldn't notice my body at all, but now that I have gradually calmed down, the faint abdominal pain will become clear again, and it will not be hard, but it is a lingering that I can't get rid of.

"How?" Liu Ying saw her malaise, so she asked worriedly, "Could it be that the letter is coming again?" ”

She nodded.

The imperial doctor once told her several rules for the maintenance of the letter, among which there is no great joy and sorrow, but her emotions today are walking a tightrope, if Tu Yu knows, she must say that she does not cherish herself.

Young people always rely on their youth and unconsciously squander. In the twilight of the year, looking back at the youth of the year, I felt reckless.

"Count the days, shouldn't it be this time?" Liu Yingqi said, reaching out to shake her hand, it was really cold.

Uh, did he always remember her letter in his heart?

She didn't know what it was like in her heart for a while, and said sullenly. "The Imperial Physician said that it is normal that there will be some disorders in the first two years of the faith. I'm cold and may have some pain, but it doesn't really matter. Just ......"

After getting married and having children, it will naturally be fine.

She is already married, but there is no time to have children.

was a little resentful, and suddenly felt a slight warmth on her body, it was Liu Ying who took off her clothes and draped them on her body. Tie the knot carefully.

"I don't." She struggled slightly.

"Good, obedient." Liu Ying grabbed her hand and warmed her up. "It's my bad guy who dragged you to Anling in the middle of the night. But I didn't think that your body was delicate and couldn't stand the cold. After all, I'm a man, and I'm more hardy than you. ”

"You also know that you are reckless today." Zhang Yan couldn't help but raise her voice. "As the monarch of a country, he rode in the palace in the middle of the night, and ran out of the city to such a remote place without taking anyone with him. Stay until tomorrow, those counselors in the court will definitely participate in your failure to cultivate the monarchy, and you will wait to be chased by a group of people. ”

She always thought he was the most well-behaved. But I never thought that one day, I would do such a reckless and impulsive thing.

Liu Ying looked back at Chang'an. Hao Ma smiled, "Since they are already here, tomorrow's affairs will be left to tomorrow's worries." ”

Tonight, he just wanted to leave the prosperous Weiyang Palace behind him for the time being, and quietly not be the emperor in the court. but only for himself.

Feiyun shaved his hooves under the mulberry tree in the distance, nibbling on the dewy grass under the tree. It is a well-trained horse, not summoned by its master, nor will it be left behind.

"Ah Yan," Liu Ying took her hand, stood under the tree, listened to Feiyun's snort, and suddenly said, "You say, why did I treat everyone around me with sincerity, but in the end I still caused such a tragic ending?" ”

There was some confusion in his gaze, some pain. Tonight, Wang Long died after a long illness, and Ah Yan was indignant because of the calculation, but in fact, he was also seriously injured. Wang Long designed tonight's event and wanted to deal with Ah Yan, but she also dug out the scar that had calmed down a little in her heart, and it hurt faintly.

Zhang Yan smiled slightly, "Your Majesty might as well ask the Queen Mother, why didn't she get along with Mrs. Qi in the first place?" Your Majesty can't help but ask yourself, well, even if you have a deep brotherly relationship with King Zhao Yin, are you willing to give up this throne? It was meant to be. No matter how out of line the Queen Mother is, Your Majesty will still forgive her, because she is your mother. Wang Long died of evil, and you still let her be buried in the concubine garden, because she was your pillow person. But for us, we are just strangers, no, we are not even strangers, but enemies, how can we really live in harmony? ”

Zhang Yan raised her head and looked directly into Liu Ying's shocked eyes, and suddenly had a feeling of sudden happiness.

My mother once said that there are some things that he is not himself in the end, even if he is compassionate, he has blind spots in his thinking, and he can't think of everything for you.

He was born and raised in the Han Dynasty, and what he saw and learned since he was a child was the view that a man could have three wives and four concubines, and habitually believed that the women behind him also acquiesced. No matter how frustrated he is, he will always only find a solution in this circle, and will not go out of this circle to think.

Mother said that if he makes you wronged, don't hold it in your heart, and he won't see it until he dies. You should just hit him on the head and wake him up. Then he will listen, think, face, reflect, and if he can do it for you, then he will try to do it.

Then, she took a risk and woke him up so that he could no longer pretend to be deaf and dumb to dodge.

"Liu Ying, not everyone in the world is a saint like you, even if you are a saint, you can't endure anything. There is no emotional basis for each other, and it is too tempting to step on the reward of each other's superiors, and no woman will really be content with virtue and virtue. If Jun En is like a piece of cake, if there are not enough rules to require a fair division, everyone will want to squeeze out other people's share to take a bigger share. You admit a woman into Weiyang Palace, that's it. And so it is with the tens of millions of men who come in. ”

She raised her head and looked directly at Liu Ying, her eyes were bright, and her voice was gentle and sweet, "Do you want to ask, do I think the same way." ”

"Yes. And I'm sorry, I want more, because I don't even want to share with anyone. I don't even want to wear a piece of clothing that someone else has worn, so why should I share a man with another woman? ”

"You are what I hate the most," she said suddenly, thumping him in the chest, "and putting me in the company of such people." Even, you even asked me to take care of Wang Long. ”

"Hell care. She dares me to take care of her, but I dare not take care of her? If only I handled one thing. Let her lie to me, what should I do? You set me up as the queen, but you didn't touch me at all, do you know how many concubines in Weiyang Palace have the intention of pulling me, the nominal queen, off the horse? She was clamped by his hands and pressed herself to his chest, so she simply gave up the struggle and pressed it against his chest, "I have been smiling at you, do you think I am really happy?" I'm actually scared too. I'm afraid that one day you will suddenly say to me, you don't want me anymore. ”

The world was quiet, and there was still the sound of her sobbing slightly. Liu Ying hugged her soft body in her arms. His face was slightly bitter, but his eyes were very solemn, thinking about Ah Yan's words.

After crying in his arms for a long time, she hiccuped and changed positions. I only felt sleepy, and suddenly heard Liu Ying's gentle voice, and said slowly, "Ah Yan, forget the promise of the day." ”

"What did you say?" She looked up suddenly. Shocked and speechless.

Did she lose the bet?

Did he think she was too deviant, too greedy?

Did he finally say that he didn't want her anymore, as she feared?

"Ah Yan. Don't be too cranky," Liu Ying sighed, "It's not that I don't want you, it's just that I suddenly found out." I can't afford it. ”

"I thought I would be able to keep you." With the most revered status and the most affluent life in the world, "now I find that I can't afford to give you what you want." ”

"Then," he hesitated for a moment, "I'll let you go, and find someone who can give you what you want." ”

"What do you mean?" Zhang Yan asked, "Do you value those beauties of Ding Bazi Wang more than me?" ”

"It's none of their business." Liu Yingwen said, "It's just me." Actually," he looked at her, his eyes sad, "I should have let go a long time ago, but because I was really reluctant, I forced you to stay." The last time I ......, I knew that you have grown up, and you will slowly want to love and spoil, all of which," he emphasized, "I can't afford to be an uncle." ”

"What uncle," Zhang Yan said angrily, "If you ask anyone on the road, they will say that the queen who His Majesty the Emperor is marrying is Xuanping Marquis Nuyan." You are my husband, husband and wife, righteous, I don't believe those who want to do it. She tiptoed and kissed the man's cheek and lips indiscriminately.

Liu Ying couldn't bear to embarrass her, so she bent down slightly.

"Ah ......" Yan, he opened his mouth to call her, and a beautiful lilac tongue jumped in, and he was taken aback. Finally, he couldn't resist the temptation and chased the elf.

He thought that he couldn't do it for the rest of his life, but in order to keep her, he finally broke his own line of principles and wanted to give it a try.

The embrace was warm, but his heart slowly sank.

He hugged Ah Yan, put her down, and sighed, "Ah Yan, give up." ”

Zhang Yan cried, "You just bullied me." ”

Liu Ying watched her squat on the ground under the night sky, hugging her knees and crying to her heart's content. I only feel that my heart hurts, and she cries like this, just because she refuses to really "bully" her.

But in order to appease her, he could only learn to smile and hug her as much as he could, "Good girl, don't cry." He stroked her green silk.

Zhang Yan clearly felt that a cold tear fell into her neck socket.

"My father and mother used to be in my hometown, and although I can't say that I love them, I can live a good life together. Later, his father became the emperor, and the family became noble, but he and his mother became ossified, like a life and death enemy. Ah Yan, I don't want to go to the point of becoming enemies with you. ”

If there is a day when I am destined to see you off, then I would rather see you off at this time. At least, many years later, when you are old and think of me, you can say, "I have an uncle who used to be very nice to me." With a gentle smile on his face.

"I really, really want to keep you by my side, watch your smile, and never get tired of looking at you for the rest of my life. But it looks like I can't do it, because of me, you're always crying. ”

Liu Ying closed her eyes and said, "Since you can't be happy by my side, then, I'll let you go." ”

"You," Zhang Yan only felt more sad than dead for a while, "Would you rather not want me than kiss me?" ”

Liu Ying shook her head, looking at her delicate face, a pear blossom brings rain in spring, if you can get this, it will not *. "Ah Yan, don't doubt it, if you can, I really mean to give you everything you want. But only so, no. ”

"Ah Yan, look, you are still young, in the future, you will eat a lot of rice, walk across a lot of bridges, and see a lot of flowers." He smiled and persuaded.

"But," Zhang Yan raised her head and looked at him with a serious expression, "but she only loves a man who is very good to me." ”

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Well, those who insist on getting here, don't smash people.

Look to the sky.

I don't even dare to ask for a pink ticket bird.