Two, four, three: Tell the truth

Do you have to face this problem after all?

Zhang Yan asked herself

Although she was not happy emotionally, intellectually, she also knew that since Liu Hong already existed, then, as Liu Ying's wife, this child was an unavoidable topic between their husband and wife

So she sat up slightly upright on the chaise longue and said, "You say I'm listening?"

"Well, today, you have heard about the Chengming Palace" Liu Ying sat down next to her, thinking about it and said,

"Hong'er has already misunderstood Ah Yan, and I believe it, and I think that the person who can convince Hong'er and still defend against me and refuse to say it is most likely his biological mother Yuan Meiren" Mentioning Yuan Luo, Liu Ying's face showed hatred,

"This woman's heart is not right, and she is really unbearable for the prince's upbringing, I am thinking, whether to move Hong'er out of her palace and let you take care of it - not in your name" His face turned solemn, "If we have a son-in-law in the future, his inheritance is not on the bright side that Hong'er can influence, Hong'er's biological mother will still be Meng's, but you will take care of his daily life, I have to rest assured"

Zhang Yan sat in the hall with her clothes on, listening quietly, her eyes changing slightly, and finally returned to a calm darkness

She breathed a sigh of relief in her heart

She never regarded the Yuan beauty in Zhaoyang Hall as a thing, Yuan Luo was just a passerby in Liu Ying's life, no beauty and no favor, Liu Ying may have one or two apologies for it, no matter how much, there will be no side, but for such an extra Liu Hong, she has no way to completely guess Liu Ying's thoughts

No matter what Liu Hong's background is, he is Liu Ying's first child after all

It is said that men have feelings for their first child after all, and Liu Ying himself was lacking in father's love when he was a teenager, such a man will project his regrets on his children in the future, especially if it is for subjective or objective reasons, he does feel a lot of guilt for this son, which aggravates his desire to compensate Liu Hong

Zhang Yan knew that Liu Ying had deep feelings for herself, and she also knew that Liu Ying also had a lot of expectations for the child she was giving birth to, and she was very fond of it, but when her mother and son were placed together with Liu Hong, she was worried that Liu Ying might be forbearant because of Liu Hong's previous mistreatment, and even let her mother and son be wronged and retreat

And she couldn't accept such a possibility

Perhaps, his original intention was not to value Liu Hong and ignore his mother and son, but after all, in this Weiyang Palace, she is the queen of the palace, and the child in her womb and the children who may have in the future all occupy a concubine - even if Liu Ying consciously balances the bowl of water between their mother and son and Liu Hong, but letting the descendants and concubines pay attention to fairness is itself unfair to the descendants Not to mention the grievances that she feels unconscious, it is the Xinping Marquis Mansion and the Zhao family behind her, which cannot be agreed

Fortunately, although Liu Ying wanted to compensate Liu Hong, after all, the distraction of being able to put the position of the heir and concubine was still within the scope of her acceptance

"Hold on, I know your worries"

The sun slowly set on the west side of the palace, and the Jiaofang Hall was bathed in the afterglow of the setting sun, and the cornices raised by the beams exuded a bright red light

"It's just," Zhang Yan said slowly, "Hold it, have you thought about it,...... Since Tuanzi has begun to reject me, I heard that the name of King Huaiyang's milk is Tuanzi? ”

"It seems to be"

Liu Ying was a little surprised, he didn't pay much attention to these subsections, so he said, "I don't know"

"So, look," Zhang Yan turned her head and smiled lightly, "Hold on, you are already comfortable in handling political affairs in foreign courts, but, hold on, raising children is not your political affairs, it is not reasonable, you have to consider the child's own mood and thoughts"

"Maybe," her cold voice resounded in the Jiaofang Palace, "For you and me, Yuan Meiren may just be an insignificant person with her own thoughts, but for Tuanzi, that is the mother who gave birth to him, the mother who has relied on each other in Changle Yongxiang for so many years, no matter how bad her mother is, it is also a mother who does not recognize her mother even if she is not good."

And since he has already listened to Yuan Meiren's words and began to hate me, if you take him out of his aunt and put him here to take care of me, he will probably think that it is me who is the obstacle, but I am afraid that Jia will not be able to accept me."

"This ......" Liu Ying was speechless

To tell the truth, he proposed this method to Ah Yan, in addition to feeling that Yuan Luo was unworthy of being a mother because of his selfishness, and wanted to take Liu Hong away from her side to eliminate the bad influence on Liu Hong, but also partly out of consideration for Ah Yan

After all, the queen does not know the male and female fetus at this time, but the only prince of Weiyang Palace is born by other women, which is somewhat unfavorable to Ah Yan and puts the eldest son of the emperor in the hands of the queen to take care of it, no matter when the prince of the palace is born in the future, at least at this time, it will increase the absolute authority of the palace in the hearts of the people

At this time, after listening to Zhang Yan's words, I felt that what I was thinking was a little insufficient after all, and I couldn't help but hesitate, "Then what's the matter?" ”

"It's up to Your Majesty to think of you," Zhang Yanyanran said

After all, Liu Hong is your son

"It's just," she thought for a while, and said, "If you arbitrarily pick a concubine in Weiyang Palace to raise Tuanzi, it doesn't seem that it is appropriate for the mother to be the mother, not to mention the concubine who takes over the concubine, once this will is settled, the child's heart of the Tuanzi is estimated to be separated from the mother and cast the resentment of separating from the mother on this concubine."

Both sides have selfish intentions for each other, and they can't renew their feelings after all

……

Liu Ying almost wondered if Ah Yan did it on purpose, she said on the surface that she let herself think about it, but she blocked all possible methods for herself, and when she looked back and remembered Liu Hong's stubborn appearance in the Xuan room, she couldn't help but have a headache

Back then, he was also dissatisfied with his father Liu Bang, and now that he has become a father, he feels that this father is really not easy to do, so he sighed, reached out and stroked Zhang Yan's bulging abdomen, and murmured, "Little guy, don't let me be so annoyed."

Zhang Yan giggled, "No" also put her hand on Liu Ying's palm, snuggled in Liu Ying's arms, and the family got together, looking very warm,

"This child must be a well-behaved child"

Feeling the subtle pulsation of her hands, Zhang Yan's face was full of the brilliance of maternal love

The child in the womb, she still doesn't know whether it is a man or a woman, but she can be sure that this child will have a father and mother who love him, and his father will give him solid shelter before he grows up, teach him how to behave, and his mother will teach him the truth and beauty of the world, so that he can be healthy and happy

The most important thing is that his parents love each other, and he will grow up in a harmonious family environment in Jiaofangdian

"-Ah Yan"

Liu Ying's voice was a little hesitant

"Huh?" Zhang Yan raised her head, with a smile on her lips that had not come and retreated

"Are you really unwilling to accept Hong'er?"

"I just thought about it, although what you said has some truth, but this is just a short-term phenomenon, people's hearts are always sincere, as long as you stay for a long time, Hong'er can finally feel your sincerity"

Withdrawn from the happy idea of her harmonious family, Zhang Yan was stunned

Did Liu Ying imagine her too well?

He felt that although Liu Hong would misunderstand himself in a short period of time, it didn't matter as long as he was sincerely influenced, over time, one day, Liu Hong would know that he treated him well

This made her very annoyed at first, then she felt a smile from the bottom of her heart, and finally, finally became a state of confusion

Young uncles and nephews, four-year husband and wife, they feel that they know each other well enough, but now, in the face of relationships that they have not met before, they will still judge each other's reactions

"Uncle," Zhang Yan looked at her husband quietly and sighed, "I'll tell you the truth."

"Speaking of which, these days, I haven't summoned Tuanzi, and Tuanzi hasn't taken the initiative to come to Jiaofang Hall to visit me and you, out of embarrassment on both sides, and to avoid interfering in the affairs between us, therefore, in the past few months since I returned to the palace, he and I have been named mother and son, and we haven't seen each other Of course,"

She laughed at herself, "He is only six years old, but he is just a child, although I am not mature enough, but after all, I have been as suitable as Lu Shiren, and the group is on the same level, after all, I am more wrong A few days ago, because of Fan Yan's matter, you trust me so much, I am very moved, and I decided to take the group seriously in the future, and no longer run away But recently my body has really been heavy, so I dragged it down"

"But, uncle," she raised her head, her eyes sharpened, "maybe in other people's hearts, he is the eldest son of the emperor, the sad prince who almost became the emperor but unfortunately fate played with, and the king of Huaiyang who you proclaimed himself, but, in my heart, he has only one identity, that is, the child born to you and other women."

"I know" Zhang Yan made a gesture that no longer needed, interrupting Liu Ying's anxious words to explain, "I know what you want to say"

"I know that what happened back then was an accident; I also know that he was born even before I married you; I know, all these years, you didn't know he existed; You may not have much impression of his biological mother Yuan Meiren, and now there is only guilt left, and there is no other feeling"

"I know all of this, but, hold on," she said as she looked at her husband quietly, her beautiful apricot eyes flashing with a glazed color.

"None of what I know can change the fact that he is the child you gave birth to and another woman"

And what woman would really like a child with such an identity

"Ah Yan, don't get excited"

Liu Ying looked at Ah Yan's red cheeks that had changed due to emotional ups and downs, and she was already restless with worry

Ah Yan is close to giving birth, and any little stimulation will have a great impact on the body, and her emotions fluctuate at this time, which is definitely not a good phenomenon

Thinking like this, I didn't feel that I was already remorseful, knowing that Ah Yan was heavy, but I felt that it was not a serious topic, so I mentioned it to Ah Yan at this time

"Today's business is the matter of the dumplings, and after you give birth, we will talk about it."

Zhang Yan leaned on Liu Ying's chest, calmed down, and said, "Don't worry, I can hold it."

A smile tugged at her lips,

- Since it has all been said to this point, how can it be possible to stop again

After calming down for a while, she raised her head, looked at her husband's worried face, and asked softly, "Uncle, Ah Yan has disappointed you?" ”

"No," Liu Ying hugged his wife and pleaded, "Ah Yan, let's not talk about it, okay?" ”

"I like to solve things all at once," Zhang Yan insisted, "If you don't give me a satisfactory answer at this time, I won't be able to let go."

Liu Ying could only sigh deeply

After a long time, Fang Dao said, "Ah Yan, do you remember what I said to you when I was a child?" ”

Zhang Yan tilted her head and thought for a while, knew what Liu Ying meant, and said, "Is it in Fengshi?" ”

Liu Ying nodded

"That's a long way off," she said, with a look of nostalgia on her face, "It's hard for you to remember."

At that time, she had just arrived in this time and space, and it was when her heart was uncertain that her family was in trouble, and her mother remembered her frustrated husband and son, and she didn't have much effort to take care of her, only Liu Ying noticed her uneasiness, so she enlightened her and told her that in life, you must first learn to give before you can gain feelings

Then a gentle wry smile broke into her lips

That time, Liu Ying's enlightenment to herself was of great help to her, and it can be said that it was precisely because he woke up her own maze that she was able to integrate into the strange home of the Chu Han so quickly

However, not everything can be applied

"Hold on," she said, her voice tinged with a hint of sweetness and shallow resentment, "you are such a person, and you are always kind to all the people around you, and it is because of you that I am willing to like you so unhesitatingly."

However, I am not a person like you, and I can't be so loving

Maybe for you, whether it's Tuanzi or the child I may have in the future, it's your child, and you want them to be good, but I just have to think that in the future, my child and Liu Hong will be you and the two kings of Wu Qi today, and I can't really like him."

"-Of course," Zhang Yan raised her head, with deep pride and self-esteem, "The child is innocent, I know that I, Zhang Yan, am not enough to take the initiative to get along with a six-year-old child, but I can't treat him sincerely."

"If you must insist on doing this, it's not that you can't save face, I will do a good job, but, hold on, people's minds will not deceive people, if you just let me do it for a month or two months, maybe I can survive, but let me do it for a lifetime, I can't do it"

……

That night, Zhang Yan slept very restlessly, so she suddenly woke up in the middle of the night, leaned behind her, and now there was nothing around her, and there was a little hollow under the quilt

Liu Ying wasn't there

She suddenly became confused, and regretted that she should not have told the truth today

- If she is not married to Liu Ying, but any man next to her in this world, in order to maintain the peace of face between husband and wife, she will naturally accept her husband's request, and she will be harmonious in face, although she does not think so in her heart

It is precisely because it is Liu Ying, the person she has known deeply for many years, that she will reveal her truest emotions and clearly tell him that she is unwilling to take over another woman's son

However, at this time, she suddenly wondered, is she still a little deviant?

It has been said that men and women love each other because they complement each other

It is precisely because he is not so sunny and snowy that he will like Liu Ying, who is beautiful in human nature, but when such Liu Yingxian is not as beautiful as he imagined, will he be disappointed in himself?