Chapter 12: Nightmares
At the end of the day, they were really tired, they went back to the hotel room, Su Yan took a shower and threw her whole body on the bed, there was a slight buzzing sound in her head, she closed her eyes, and the buzzing sound gradually turned into the sound of the tide, which became louder and louder, and finally turned into a wave on the sea surface crackling and smashing on the floating sea. Su Yanmo's whole body twitched, she opened her eyes, the whole room was dim, only a small light at the door was on, and when she went out, she would always leave a little light for herself.
The feeling just now was very real, and when she talked about jumping into the sea during the day, she also recalled the feeling at the beginning, but it was not as real as in her dream. said that it was a past life, but in fact, nothing was really forgotten, and she didn't plan to be an ostrich to escape, but she repeatedly emphasized that those things were in the past, she had been reborn, and the past didn't have to be used as a reference for her future life, she thought she could do it.
I haven't thought about the past for a long time, especially after returning to China, it really seems that I have always been Su Yan, a plain woman. She sat up and looked at her phone, which had been turned to silent, and it showed that it was two o'clock in the morning.
I got out of bed, poured a glass of water, and drank it in one gulp. In the silence of the night, she was the only one, looking at herself in the mirror on the dressing table. His eyes are faint, dignified and virtuous, a person who has no story and no great perception. No one was much curious about her past, and the colleagues in the company blamed her single situation only on her somewhat withdrawn personality. Even Yue Qiao didn't doubt that she really had an unusual experience in the United States, she was just blindly kind and accommodating to her, and this kind of kindness would not be given to others except her. So even if they are people from two worlds, Su Yan cherishes this friend and cherishes this friendship.
She went back to the bed, sleepy, her thoughts seemed to pass through the wall and the rays, and she turned around to find Ke Yan, who should be sleeping soundly at the moment.
Why did he perceive it, whether it was speculation or if he really leaked something. Should you care about him? Is it because he has too much to do, or because he has a problem. Deep down, did she can't help but want to tell this man about her past, has he noticed the real her? Even if it is disguised as natural, some people can still see through it at a glance, do they also have a feeling of being a long-time confidant?
As soon as my mind touched this, it was as if an invisible wall was reflected back. No, there is no need to say, he will not be her salvation, in this world, the real redeemer can only be herself.
Su Yan yawned, turned over, and soon entered the dream again, the entanglement came and went quickly.
She didn't know that Ke Yan was also awakened by a nightmare in the middle of the night, and it was a similar dream.
In the dream, Ke Yan saw Su Yan standing on the cliff not far from him, smiled at him, and then jumped down, the sea was a huge black whirlpool, she jumped down, fleeting. Ke Yi wanted to shout: but he couldn't make a sound, he just shouted loudly in his heart, don't jump, don't jump.
When I woke up, I was in a cold sweat, and I reached out to press the lamp only to find that I slept in Lanzhou today! After turning on the light, he poured a glass of water, drank it all at once, and wiped the cold sweat from his forehead. How can you have such a dream? Although he believed what she said during the day, he still guessed that the sea area was calm at that time, otherwise it was a joke, how did he live?
He looked around, why was he here? Why did you make this trip? The northwest is a special place, but if Su Yan doesn't come, he can't think of coming. Now he had to admit that no matter what the purpose, he was only here to get close to Su Yan. Maybe it was just out of curiosity about the neighbor, maybe it was out of a man's interest in a woman, he felt that he saw part of the real Su Yan, she sealed her past like this, she actually closed herself up, and there was no way to start over what she wanted. He wanted her to know that only by remembering the past clearly could she know what she wanted. What she wanted was not the same simple life as a nun.
The light in the room flickered, and Ke Yu suddenly woke up, he couldn't go too far! After all, this is a person who has little to do with him. Interest and liking and even love are far away. He shook his head and stared blankly at himself in the mirror, still with a serious expression. Then lie back in bed without caring and don't take it too seriously.