Chapter 25 The best way to cure fear is to encounter greater fear
Ke Zheng nodded, "Back then, I knew that my attitude was wrong, you didn't leave for long, and then they wanted to take you back, if it was successfully picked up, I wouldn't do that to you again." ”
Yan Suyi smiled disdainfully, "But you didn't pick me up!" ”
"Did something happen?" He only knew that she was missing, but no one knew where she had gone or what she had experienced.
Yan Suyi turned to look at the night sky again, "There are a lot of things that have happened, if it is said that killing people will pay for their lives, then Ke Zheng, you should pay for the life of that seven-year-old Yan Suyi, because she has died." Just because of your unfriendliness, your high-minded resistance, and disgust, she was sent to the United States. ”
Ke Zheng didn't guess the bad result, he disappeared, what good result could be, in fact, he has always blamed himself.
"I'm sorry! I've been hoping to find you all these years! ”
"Now that you've found it, you think you can be at peace as long as you hand me over to my mother, right?" Yan Suyi turned to look at him, "But do you think my mother still recognizes me?" ”
Ke Zheng frowned, she didn't look the same as before, did she have plastic surgery?
"As soon as I arrived in the U.S., just a week later, my dad was in jail, his girlfriend was an addict, she sold me for no money! I remember for two hundred dollars, and I sold it for two hundred dollars. ”
Ke Zheng opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't say a word.
"What did a seven-year-old girl sell? Can you imagine? Just think of horror! ”
Ke Zheng felt that his hands and feet were cold, if Yan Suyi chose not to say it at this time, he would never ask.
"The man stinks and has a lot of crumbs on his beard, and he locked me up and muttered something I don't know. I had to be locked up for a few days, and then I was taken out, and I didn't take a shower for a few days, and I thought it stinks, but I threw it next to a man who stinks I don't know how many times more so I did, and he came up and pulled my clothes. ”
Yan Suyi laughed as she spoke. Because I saw Ke Zheng's shocked expression. She pondered for a moment, "That kind of ripping clothes, you know, it's not the kind you think, it's like catching a chick and plucking it first!" ”
"Yan Suyi!"
"Don't be afraid!" Yan Suyi made a gesture to stop him from interjecting. "I didn't know what he was going to do at the time, I really didn't know, my gut told me that he might be trying to eat me raw, I was scared, in fact, I can't remember exactly how to do it now, anyway, I killed him later, 7 years old, I killed someone, a drug addict. I was sent to an orphanage, and for a while, there was always counselling to heal me, but I still had nightmares every day, every day! During that time, as soon as I smelled a middle-aged man, I wanted to vomit. ”
Ke was about to reach out to soothe her, but his hand trembled when he reached out. Yan Suyi reached out and shook it, her hand was small and warm.
"Do you know what's the best thing to cure fear? It's that you encounter greater fear, and then you become ...... Fearless. ”。
She put down Ke Zheng's hand and exhaled, "Three months later, I saw a man in the courtyard of the orphanage, and the first time I saw him, I felt the danger, and I started to run away from him, but he seemed to be able to fly, and soon caught up with me, I was so scared at that time that I couldn't shout." ”