Chapter Seventy-Nine: Sad and Afraid

I was a little worried and walked back and forth in the living room, thinking of some bad pictures in my head. I also began to regret it, why did I owe it so much, just give it to others, and let Jiang Zhi send it, what did I think at the time? Hey, as soon as I heard that people were talking to us, I was impulsive and dedicated Jiang Zhi too. Now that my bowels are green, if something happens to Jiang Zhi, what should I do? What about our family?

Seeing that I was in the living room, Qu's mother didn't stop, so she sent me to wake up the children.

I think it's better to do a little bit of work than to sit there and think about it.

When the child got up, they were all a little wilted, and I was worried about touching this and looking at that.

Weiwei looked at my movements and said, "I have already touched it, my body temperature is normal, I guess I was scared today." ”

"Well, kids, let's go wash our hands now, and in a moment grandma will be ready, and we'll eat, okay?" I see that happy words dispel the fear in the hearts of children. But it didn't work very well, they didn't pay attention to me, they all walked to the living room with their heads down, and Vivi sighed as she watched from behind.

When I saw Weiwei's frustrated look, I patted her shoulder comfortingly and said, "Take your time, this is not something that can be forgotten if you say it is good, and you can forget it." You have to give your child a process of adaptation and time to forget. ”

Vivi nodded with red eyes and followed the child out. I still want to talk to An An, I am afraid that the scene An An saw at noon will produce fear and psychological shadows in the child's heart, in that case, this psychological shadow may continue from childhood to adulthood, and will subconsciously affect some of his behaviors when he grows up.

I called An An, who had already walked to the living room. Pulled him to the big bed and sat down, stroked his head and said, "An An, do you like Hanhan and Xuanxuan?" "I'm a teacher. I have studied psychology and pedagogy, but An An is not at the same age as the students I teach, except for Hanhan, I don't have much experience in this area, and I don't know what tone to talk about today's things.

"I like it." An An looked at me with eyes that were still a little red and swollen.

I bowed my head and kissed An An's face in distress, An An was embarrassed by my intimate action.

"An An, will you live with all of us in the future?" It used to be said in psychology. Children will want their parents to give them appropriate physical comfort when they encounter a major event, and I hope that I can make him feel protected and that he is not alone.

"You should know that your grandmother is gone. I can't stay by your side anymore, so you can live with your aunt in the future, and be the brother of Hanhan and Xuanxuan. "For a child as old as An An, cognitive ability has accumulated to a certain level. I have a superficial understanding of the meaning of death. So I didn't hide anything from him, and told him the truth directly. At the same time, I also hope that he understands that although he has lost a loved one, there are other people who will protect him and accompany him, and he is not alone.

"Auntie, Grandma and I have watched "A Leaf Falls", and I know that Grandma will not come back. She has become a star in the sky. Grandma used to say that when she became a star in the sky. They will watch me from heaven every day. Let me say to the stars in the sky if I want to speak to her, and she will hear her. But, but ...... Auntie, I don't want to talk to the stars, I want to look at Grandma's face. After saying that, An An couldn't help crying again, and I couldn't help crying with An An, children without mothers are too pitiful, and children without relatives are even more pitiful.

I controlled my emotions and choked up and said, "An An, you must know that grandma usually feels sorry for you, and if you cry all the time, grandma will be sad when she sees it." In the future, you and your aunt will live happily together, and your grandmother will be relieved to watch it from the sky, right? ”

"Woo, auntie, I don't have a mother anymore, and now my grandmother is gone, I'm too sad and sad, you tell my grandmother, just let me cry again." Also, I can't live with you, I still have to live in my own house, and I have to wait for my father to come back, and my father promised me that he would definitely come back. I only have my father, wow" After speaking, An An cried loudly again, and I cried too, I think I am really not suitable to be an educator, I am too failed this time.

When Vivi came in and asked us to eat, she saw the two of us hugging and crying, and the tears that had just stopped flowed again. After An An and I vented the accumulated emotions in our hearts, we calmed down for a while before going to the living room to eat hand in hand. But I reminded him, "Grandma is still watching from the sky, and if you don't eat, she should be worried." In the end, An An was pulled to the dinner table by me.

We all finished eating, and Jiang Zhi came back.

Jiang Zhi was more embarrassed when he came back, the black down jacket was scratched in many places, the eiderdown inside was almost a layer of cloth, and there were some dark red dots on the shoulders and the front of the clothes, I saw that it was blood, and my legs were a little weak with fright, so I walked to Jiang Zhi's side, and my hands touched him up and down, left and right, and my mouth was still chattering, "Where is the injury, where is the injury." ”

When the others saw my movements and heard my words, they realized that Jiang Zhi might have been injured, and they all gathered around.

Jiang Zhi hurriedly grabbed my hand and explained, "Don't think about it, it's not my blood, I'm not hurt." ”

I listened to him, and my heart relaxed, but my legs could not stand, and the man sat down. Jiang Zhi was frightened by me this time, hurriedly picked me up, put me on the sofa, and said, "Daughter-in-law, what's wrong, don't scare me." ”

I hugged Jiang Zhi tightly, my heart went from fear to relaxation, my emotions fluctuated too much, and my body was a little unbearable.

Only then did I really realize how much I cared about Jiang Zhi, I was afraid that Jiang Zhi would have an accident, and I was afraid that Jiang Zhi would be injured.

I also asked myself, this is not the first time Jiang Zhi has been attacked, more than a year ago, Jiang Zhi fought with thieves in front of me, and I didn't feel this way at that time. I think maybe it was because he was in front of me when he had an accident, I looked just nervous but not worried, this time I couldn't see it, until Jiang Zhi came back, I was always worried in my heart, and I was even more afraid when I saw the blood droplets on Jiang Zhi's body, and finally ...... Anyway, I thought about it myself, scared myself.

Jiang Zhi patted me for a while, and when he saw that I was fine, he took off his clothes and sat on the sofa to talk to everyone about today's events. (To be continued.) )

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