Chapter 18 Thoughts

"Daiyu, that Xue Baochai...... Since your sister Bao is very busy, then don't bother her these days, even if you exchange letters, and talk more about light-hearted and pleasant things. ”

Zhiyun smiled and tidied up the collar of her disheveled daughter, and said casually, of course she didn't care about Xue Baochai's feelings, she just wanted to take this opportunity to give Daiyu more tips on how to get along with others.

People are social animals, no one can live alone in a lonely life, always have to deal with other people, familiar, strange, friendly, with malice, in a person's life, always have to communicate with various types of people, if you don't know the Tao here, then this person is about to be very happy in this generation......

Lin Daiyu was stunned for a while, and after a long while, she nodded in a daze.

Sister Lin is not so unsympathetic now, let Zhiyun mention it, and sure enough, she remembered that she didn't care at the time, and now she recalls the past - when she saw Sister Bao in the jewelry store, although she still had a gentle and lovely smile, she even beckoned herself to drink tea, and even wanted to take the chessboard to play a game of chess, which looked no different from head to toe.

But she said more than in the past, in the past, Sister Bao didn't like to laugh and make trouble, when the sisters were playing, she was more likely to sit aside, or embroider, or read, or taste tea, occasionally say a few words, but also soft-spoken, generous and calm, but this time is different, Sister Bao seems to be deliberately enthusiastic, pulling her to say a lot of words, but those words now think about it, the content is a little unclear, obviously, when Sister Bao said, she was also absent-minded.

Sure enough, Sister Bao definitely didn't want to see her at that time, and she didn't want anyone familiar to find her in the shop.

Daiyu sighed, frowned, and suddenly felt that the tea in the cup was a little bitter.

After that, even if she still went to the street, she paid attention to it, at least the Xue family's shop would never go again.

Seeing that the atmosphere was a little dull, Zhiyun raised her eyebrows and smiled: "I heard that Daiyu bumped into a nerd today?" ”

As soon as she heard Zhiyun say this, Daiyu instantly came back to her senses, covered her lips and giggled, laughing so much that Zhiyun was surprised, you know, Daiyu is a reserved lady, she sits and lies down, she has always behaved in a proper manner, that is, she laughs, and she also practices smiling without showing her teeth, she may smile shallowly, or she can smile, and she laughs like this now, completely ignoring her image, and it is really the first time Zhiyun has seen it.

Zhiyun bent the corners of her mouth inexplicably and muttered, "It seems that this nerd is quite capable." ”

I made a decision in my heart, and I will send a letter to He Qing and them after a while, and take a good look to find out who the male brother who happened to bump into Daiyu on the street today is, if this encounter is indeed purely accidental, that person's character is good, his appearance is good, and his identity is also a good match, so he can be considered.

It's not that Zhiyun is in a hurry, but Daiyu's age is really not young, in this era, how many fifteen-year-old girls are not engaged? That is, Daiyu, there are no parents at home, and Jia's mother has the idea of matching her to Baoyu, so she can stay until now.

Besides, blind marriage and dumb marriage are popular in this era, but Daiyu's child is somewhat romantic, if she really marries a person who has never even met and has never said a word, she may be able to understand and comply, but she will not be happy in the end, Zhiyun is not old-fashioned, what is wrong with letting Daiyu find a person she likes within the right range? It's just that such a chance is very slim.

Now there is a nerd student, or a nerd who can make the sentimental Daiyu laugh, if you don't grasp it well, but if you really pass this village, there will be no such shop.

It was getting late, and there were lights in the courtyard.

Yuanyuan and Hongxi are tired and tight, the other is young, and they have fallen asleep a long time ago, Sister Lin leans on the bed to read, the 'pearl' resting in the glass lamp holder at the head of the bed, the light is just right, not dim, not dazzling, when reading, the eyes are not tired at all.

Zijuan came in, hung a hanging basket with mosquito repellent herbs at the foot of her girl's bed, and then sat on the low floor and took a sandalwood bone incense fan to fan the girl.

Daiyu didn't know what was interesting to read, a smile appeared on her lips, and she was fascinated, but she didn't say a word for a long time. Zijuan shook her hands for a while, her eyes were stunned and looked at Sister Lin, who was refreshing and leisurely, and somehow, a little resentment suddenly rose in her heart......

She was startled, her hands trembled, the fan almost fell to the ground, she hurriedly clenched the fan, peeked at her own girl, and saw that Daiyu was still sitting safely, obviously not discovering her gaffe, Zijuan breathed a sigh of relief, secretly patted her cheeks, and smiled bitterly in her heart, how could she have grievances, she was just a girl, the Lord's affairs, where is her turn to take care of it......

It's just that when I think of the letter from my father and mother a few days ago, the thoughts revealed between the lines of the letter made Zijuan have mixed feelings in her heart.

She is the family of the Jia family, her father and mother are in Jiafu, she was also born in Jiafu, grew up in Jiafu, and never thought of leaving that place one day, even if she was later chosen by the old lady and let her follow Miss Lin, she also felt that she would have to live in Jiafu with the Lord in the future, after all, the old lady's intention to match the two jades was already obvious.

At that time, Zijuan didn't dare to show anything during the day, and at night, she couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, and she would toss and ponder, and in the future, the old lady would probably let herself be Miss Lin's wedding maid...... After all, she is the one who serves Miss Lin closely, and she is the most powerful person in front of Miss Lin, even Mama Wang and Snow Goose can't compare with herself.

That's Baoyu, it's the Baoyu who is good-looking, has a good sex, has a good heart, and most importantly, is very good to her daughter, how can a little girl like her have no idea at all? In the future, with Baoyu, of course she will not fight with Miss Lin, and she is not qualified to fight, but with so many years of dedication to serving the girl, the identity of an aunt is about no problem, if there is another man and half woman, her generation will be content.

Zijuan has lived for many years with such a mind, but now, she feels more and more that this kind of life, this future plan, has become as unsearchable as an illusory bubble.

It's not because there are more and more powerful maids in front of the girl, it's not because these maids are rewarded by the princess, the backstage is big, she can't compare, in fact, the girl is a nostalgic person, although now she is around her to like her, have the ability, have the ability, and serve very carefully There are many maids, but he is always the most valued by the girl.

What really made her uneasy was Miss Lin herself

I don't know when it started, Miss Lin and Baoyu are becoming more and more estranged, and in recent years, there has been no quarrel, every time Baoyu comes to see Miss Lin, the girl either avoids it, finds an excuse to shirk, or takes a bunch of maids, opens the door, at the door, or in the courtyard in all directions to say a few words, after these few words, more often will be unhappy. Occasionally, when I am calm, I say things like ordinary cousins.

In my memory, it seems that it is not too long from this time, when it comes to Baoyu, Miss Lin is either happy or angry, but now, when it comes to Baoyu, Miss Lin is at most asking - "What's wrong with my cousin?" Hearing some of his ridiculous behaviors, that is, frowning, shaking his head, and saying a few words in his spare time, my cousin still doesn't grow, and I'm afraid that I will suffer a big loss in the future, and then I will do what I should do, and I will never be angry, lost, worried and sad again.

In the past, Zijuan always felt that her girl always liked to wipe her tears, which was not good, very bad, but now, the girl rarely cried, and she began to feel that the sister Lin who cried in the wind at that time made her feel more at ease.

Maybe it was because I saw other men laughing at their own girls this afternoon, and Zijuan's heart was so uneasy, but, just like she thought, she was just a girl, that is, the Lord took pity, no matter how good she was, she couldn't get rid of the identity of the maid, and she didn't take care of the Lord's affairs.

In the dead of night, there was a very crisp sound of living water flowing outside the window, the room was not stuffy at all, and the bedding on the bed was made of high-quality ice silk, close to the skin, without a trace of discomfort, but Zijuan suddenly felt a chill in her heart.

This night, Daiyu read for a while, then turned off the lights and fell asleep, slept very sweetly, dreamless all night, Zijuan was sleepless all night, the next day it was inevitable that her spirit was not good, her face was not swollen, so scared that Daiyu thought she was sick, and quickly forced her to rest in bed, and she didn't need to serve, and ordered someone to find a doctor.

Zhiyun only glanced at it, and it was clear that Zijuan's mind was not difficult to guess, and only a simple girl like Daiyu and a girl who was close to Zijuan couldn't see it, however, Zhiyun didn't care, and it didn't matter if she had her own little abacus in her heart, after all, Zijuan was born and raised, and a woman in this era, it was not a big rebellion for her to have this kind of thought, besides, her family was in Jiafu after all, and it was normal for her to have a nostalgia for that place.

It's just that Daiyu is afraid that she won't be able to keep her, Zhiyun is not so kind, how could she, a cold-hearted mage, keep a bomb that doesn't know when it will explode, causing trouble to Daiyu, and may even implicate herself.

Breakfast was light, and Daiyu only used a bowl of black sesame paste.

After eating, Zhiyun took Daiyu to the garden for a stroll, ate by the way, walked for a while, looked at Sister Lin who was admiring the flowers in the garden, Zhiyun smiled and said: "Daiyu, your sister Zhaoyu will get married in a few months, how about it?" Any ideas? ”。