181. Can I hold you in my past life and this life?

Spring always comes as soon as it is said, without forecast and without sound. Just like the first rain after the beginning of spring, the willow buds stretched out their branches and leaves in the drizzle, delicate and tender as if they had been awakened overnight, and pulled out the leaves like the girl's eyebrows.

In the drizzle, pedestrians have umbrellas to walk, and when the big guys are escaping for the spring rain, the first spring thunder sounded in the sky. Ah Rong entered the palace in this first spring rain. When she arrived at the palace gate, she retreated again, and was about to walk back with her things......

But when she was walking back, she ran into Captain Xiao, of course, he is now promoted, and now he is a third-rank guard in front of the palace, and he also leads the position of commander of the inner court guard: "Yo, Rong Yao Ling, the emperor has been talking to you recently, why did you go back when you entered the palace, and you forgot to bring something?" ”

…… Ah Rong shook his head silently, and then said: "No, I'm just afraid that the emperor won't have time at this time, and I didn't report it in advance. ”

"There is a spectrum or not, you are the cousin of the emperor's relatives, and the emperor has always been very close to you, and he reciprocated. Let's go, I'll lead you over, the emperor will see you, when I came over just now, I was looking at the emperor talking about Xiaolou there, I wondered, how many small buildings does the emperor have to build before he is will......ing" So Captain Xiao forgot about the "Xiaolou turned out to be not a thing" that day, this nerve is thick, and he has never cared about these non-threatening things.

Listening to Captain Xiao's words, Ah Rong laughed dryly: "Is Captain Xiao okay lately?" "No mistakes, no skipping words.

"Okay, it's good, it's just that the emperor has been used to block the concubine recently, which is not good. You said that the emperor didn't want to see it, so he didn't want to see it, and he said bluntly, if he set up a concubine and didn't want to see it, this is called a thing. "Captain Xiao also saw Ah Rong, and he wouldn't say this to others.

Oh...... It seems that Zhong Biwei failed to succeed, or Zhou Yishan is a good dragon of Ye Gong and can't see a real dragon at all!

As Captain Xiao walked, he listened to his grievances all the way, talking about the things he was walking in front of the palace, not from which palace or mansion, that is, how the emperor had been recently, Ah Rong listened noncommittally. She really didn't expect that this Captain Xiao had the potential to gossip!

As the palace ban became stricter and stricter, the spring rain became denser and denser, and in the first spring thunder, she saw Zhou Yishan.

In the spring thunder and spring rain, both of them have a feeling of being separated from each other, and through countless times and time and space, they met here. It's just that at that time, he was the pride of the clouds, she was just a little girl in the small portal, and at this time he was still high, but she had a completely different identity.

She is the wife of a minister, although she has not been married, but she already has the name of the decree of the first emperor, as long as Zhou Yishan is still sensible, he cannot disobey his father's edict.

After the spring thunder, the hall was even more quiet, and Captain Xiao saw that something was wrong, and quickly disappeared spontaneously and automatically. And after a long time, Zhou Yishan only called softly: "Xiaolou ......"

I have met across thousands of mountains and rivers, but I have been here for many years, and people are not things: "Actually, I don't want to come to see you, and I don't want to admit that I am Xiaolou, Zhou Yishan, you want to come." ”

Faintly hearing a sigh in the spring thunder, Ah Rong rubbed his ears to make sure that he had heard correctly, and then said: "If I am here to round my life, are you here to do it?" ”

"Xiaolou, can I hug you?" No mistakes, no word skipping. It took a long time for Zhou Yishan to say such a sentence.

Seeing that Ah Rong didn't move or answer, Zhou Yishan smiled bitterly and said, "Before you fell unconscious, you gritted your teeth and said that I am not allowed to touch you again, not a single finger, and your family has been guarding and not even letting me get close to the ward...... Xiaolou, I only knew at that time that sometimes it is the end of the world at hand, and it is obviously in front of me, but even a hug is very luxurious......"

So Ah Rong stretched out his hand and rubbed his cheeks, stunned and felt very sour, obviously this person was not so sensational before, and such sour words would never spit out half a word: "Our current identity, do you think it is still suitable for hugging." This is the Taihe Palace, where the emperors of the past dynasties dealt with the affairs of the world, and the surroundings were full of eyes...... You are the emperor, and I am the wife of a courtier......"

"I know, Xie Changqing...... Wei Chao up and down, there is no one more reassuring and down-to-earth than him. When Zhou Yishan said this, his heart was really full of taste.

Smacking the complicated feelings in his heart, Zhou Yishan asked again: "Since you are not here to reminisce about the past, Xiaolou, you will do it?" ”

"Originally, there was something, but when I saw you, I suddenly felt that my idea was unreliable. First of all, you don't have to do this, and secondly, your interests are damaged, and you are a person who is afraid of trouble, because I am too naïve. At first, she thought that the family business of the Eight Great Families was too large, and not every imperial court could take care of it.

But she forgot that Zhou Yishan was a person who had been in charge of a huge enterprise, and he should have the ability to take care of everything properly.

Unexpectedly, Zhou Yishan looked at her and smiled, and said, "Xiaolou, although I don't want to admit it, but in this regard, Xie Changqing is a person who can not only do big things, but also deal with details. He has already told me what you want to say. ”

"But Xiaolou, are you sure you're still so naïve, do you know that Xie Changqing will exchange this with me. He went to persuade the eldest princess to let go of power, in exchange for Lianyun Mountain's independence with me. Zhou Yishan looked at Ah Rong standing there a little stupid, knowing that she had never thought about these things.

And Ah Rong thought for a while and said: "Can I tell the truth, in fact, you think of him too complicated, he is a very pure person, and practicing medicine is what he wants to do." ”

For Xie Changqing, Ah Rong already has a general understanding, he just wants more time and energy to study pills, medical treatment and diseases, whether it is her or Zhou Yishan, they have to admit that this person is a complete nobleman both mentally and in identity.

"Xiaolou, you don't know ...... men" Zhou Yishan advocated that all men will have ambitions and desires, and he believes that Xie Changqing is no exception.

"Yes, I have to admit that." Ah Rong simply nodded in response.

For a while, there was only the sound of wind and rain in the hall, Ah Rong and Zhou Yishan looked at each other like this without speaking, Zhou Yishan suddenly stretched out his hand, perhaps wanting to touch Ah Rong's eyebrows. But at this moment, a message came from outside: "Your Majesty, the king of Pingjun asks to see you." ”

King Pingjun? Ah Rong thought about it before remembering that this was Xie Changqing's title. At this time, Zhou Yishan also withdrew his hand and glanced out curtly: "Xiaolou, I will never be able to be like him, and regard a person as more important than anything." ”

Hey, this sounds like an apology, and it means like saying, "Because of this, I have made many mistakes in the past, and I ask for your forgiveness." ”

This person is so proud, so proud that he never says anything to apologize. Zhou Yishan has never suffered a loss, and Ah Rong thinks that if he suffers a loss in the future, he will definitely have to suffer here.

"Meet the Emperor." Xie Changqing was in a hurry, in fact, he really didn't come for Ah Rong, he had already paved the way for Ah Rong in advance, and it would be a matter of course just waiting for her to come.

"Get up."

"Shengsheng is also here, it just so happens that the southeast area of Liangzhou has seen the spring plague, and now the pharmacist has been sent over, and the specific situation has to be reported again. I brought the sample and report of the medical certificate, and asked the emperor to look at it. After Xie Changqing finished speaking, he reported it to Zhou Yishan and gave the illness book to Ah Rong.

As soon as he opened the disease book, Ah Rong was dumbfounded, Zhou Yishan's situation was much better, after all, all he saw was a bunch of data and place names, the number of infected people, the size of the infection area, and the prescriptions and effects that had been used.

And what Ah Rong saw was much more annoying, judging from the pulse and body temperature and symptoms at the time of onset, it was very similar to the wind epidemic. This is the general term for the epidemic reported through the air in the Wei Dynasty, and there must always be a source of infection for airborne transmission, which is really similar to SARS.

"The symptoms in the disease book are cold wind epidemics, and the disease book is issued by Pharmacist Yang, and Pharmacist Yang's diagnosis and prescription are all recognized, and there should be no problem with the symptoms." When Ah Rong got such a thing, he naturally became professional, and put aside the things just now.

"I don't understand the disease, I just hope that the cold wind plague will stop in the southeast of Liangzhou and not spread again." If there was a large-scale epidemic in the first year of his ascension to the throne, Zhou Yishan could foresee that he would definitely have to deal with the instability of the people.

"Yes, Your Majesty." Xie Changqing looked at Ah Rong after answering, Ah Rong should have a way to come out at this time. But he forgot for a moment that Ah Rong had always started to apply medicine only after seeing the patient with his own eyes.

When he thought of this section, Ah Rong was also looking at him, showing an inexplicable expression: "Otherwise, if it is postponed a little more, we will go to the epidemic area first." ”

So I only heard Xie Changqing and Zhou Yishan say together: "It's not a ......"

After speaking, the two men glanced at each other, and Xie Changqing felt that the atmosphere in this hall was in a very strange situation. I didn't find out what I said just now, but now I can see it as soon as I talk about it: "Shengsheng, after the big comparison between the east and the west, it will be the wedding, how can you have the time to go there." ”

Of course, this is just an excuse, in Xie Changqing's heart, the epidemic is as important as the wedding, but Ah Rong is more serious than the epidemic, and there is a very delicate ranking between the three.

"This is the date set by my father, and I must not violate it, otherwise I will have the face to see my father." Zhou Yishan This is even more obviously an excuse, in short, they mean the same, they can't let Ah Rong go into danger.

When he came out of the palace, Xie Changqing looked at Ah Rong, and then said, "I will leave for Lianyun Mountain tomorrow, have you written a report for the emperor?" "No mistakes, no skipping words.

"Yes, he said you had already said it first, and made a conditional exchange. Xie Changqing...... You make me feel like I'm a little seedling, and I still have a long way to go before I want to grow into a golden last. You can go without a trace, and I won't be frustrated if I look like a corrupt official. Ah Rong replied in a muffled voice.

Hearing this, Xie Changqing muttered: "How can the emperor say this to you!" ”

"You have paved the way for many of the things I have done...... Xie Changqing, how much did you do in secret. Ah Rong didn't know whether he should be happy or complain, happy that he thought about himself everywhere, complaining that he didn't believe that he had the ability to deal with things.

"I just don't want you to be wronged, a lot of things are handled, it's simple to say, it's complicated to say it's complicated, I've dealt with it well, it's not a good thing for you to come simply." Xie Changqing just thinks that she is a little girl, she has not seen anything in the court, and she said that she should bear it together, but she should always bear more.

Saint fetish, incorrigible saint fetish...... Ah Rong read a few words in pieces, and then suddenly threw himself into Xie Changqing's arms: "Changqing, you make me feel pampered, no one has ever treated me like this......"

"No one has ever treated me like this", this sentence reached Zhou Yishan's ears, but he thought inexplicably: "Xiaolou, if I treat you like this, it's still too late, pamper...... Were you still there when I was willing to pamper you with all the power of the world? "No mistakes, no skipping words.

It's just that Zhou Yishan is not so sure, if Ah Rong replied "I'm still here", would he really spend the whole world pampering someone.

Maybe he can do it, but then he won't be called Zhou Yishan. This person has never been a seed of infatuation, and when he broke through many obstacles and was with Xiaolou, he had already used up his rare infatuation.

There are many lovers in the world, and there are also thin lovers, and Zhou Yishan is the latter. Not ruthless, but light...... It is so light that sometimes before doing something, I will think twice. Even sometimes he thought it didn't exist, so he hurt Xiaolou in the past......

If a person is indifferent, he is easy to hurt people, and he will not change too much because of time, when he understands that Xiaolou has the weight in his heart, but it is easy to deal with it, and when he changes the situation, what should he do?

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More than 3,600 words...... It's a big chapter, I originally wanted to delete it, but it's not right to delete it anywhere! Embarrassment, keep it all

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