Hesitation, nervousness, dazedness, despair.

All sorts of emotions came to my heart, too real, too real.

I felt cold in my hands and feet, and my body couldn't stop shaking.

When my parents came, I looked at their disappointed eyes and tried hard to defend myself, but the whole class was witnesses, and the teacher didn't believe me at all, and my parents were just skeptical.

I was taken home and reflected on it for a few days.

When I came back, everywhere I went, there was a heckling of people.

As long as the teacher is not there, there is no place for monitoring, there are always people coming and kicking me a few times.

Beat me up and became an after-dinner entertainment for the whole class.

There were even a few bad boys who stood next to me and discussed how to kill me.

Some people propose to bury them alive, others propose to throw them in sacks and throw them into the river.

I knew they were scaring me, but it still made me nervous.

I took a fruit knife from home and hid it in my bag.

As a result, it was turned out before class the next day.

A kid shoved a fruit knife into my hand and exaggeratedly said, "What are you doing with a knife?" You want to kill me, you. Come, give you a chance, stab me, come. Come on! ”

I clutched the knife and didn't move.

The kid snatched the knife away, grabbed me by the ear and shook my head: "You didn't use it if you gave it a chance." No matter where I go in the future, I have to kneel down and call me a grandfather. Remember? ”

The children around him were laughing.

From this day on, I didn't want to go to school anymore.

The teacher informed my parents of my truancy.

My parents were so disappointed in me that they kept asking me why I was the way I was.

But no matter how I explained it, they didn't believe it, because the teacher kept assuring that the children in the class were friendly.

That night, I felt like the whole world was pitch black.

I remembered what I saw on the Internet before, on the outskirts of Lingzhou City, there was a wishing tree.

Good wishes will not come true, but evil wishes will definitely come true.

So, I put on my bag and quietly slipped out of the house.

I didn't know where the tree was, I just walked aimlessly in the dark.

According to the Internet, this tree is like Huangquan Road.

No one knows where it is, but if you want to die, you can see it.

Finally, I came to the small temple.

I saw that there were already a lot of strips of cloth on the trees.

I ripped off a strip of cloth and wrote my wishes on it.

Then, with a buzz in my head, I suddenly woke up from a nightmare.

I found myself lying in bed in my own house, and I never seemed to leave my own house.

The small temple just now, the ghost claw locust, and the strips of cloth seem to be a nightmare.

It only made me more desperate.

Is there no justice on earth, and no justice in hell?

I opened the window and jumped from the stairs.

Then, my brain went black.

Am I dead?

Suddenly, I heard a cacophony of sounds.

I opened my eyes again and found that I had become a small clerk, sitting in a conference room, being scolded in public by my superiors.

I thought about resigning and walked away.

But there are still several people in the family, who have to support the family and a mortgage.

These things were like reins, and they tied me to death.

So, I, an adult, a dignified adult, just sat in my seat so brazenly, let others insult me, and spit on myself.

The meeting was over, and I went back to my desk.

None of my colleagues looked at me or spoke to me.

Silence is the greatest respect for me.

Forget it, don't care, just live in such a mess.

I turned on my phone, and the word art on the cover of my phone was a true portrayal of my heart: rare and confused.

Who knew that a hand reached out from behind my back, snatched my phone away, and smashed it on the ground with a bang.

My blood swelled and I jumped up from my workstation.

Then my arrogance went down again, it was my boss who had just scolded me for thirty minutes.

He pointed to my face and said, "Playing with my phone? The last person qualified to play with your phone here is you. ”

I gritted my teeth and whispered, "You broke my phone." ”

The boss's saliva almost sprayed in my face: "You did a good job, I'll pay you a new one." ”

"If you don't do it well, it doesn't mean that the company will lose it if you want to lose it, and it will be enough for you to burn high incense."

"Playing with your mobile phone during work hours, if you don't fire you, it's polite to you."

He scolded me for another twenty minutes.

It's hard to find a job right now. I silently admonished myself, and then endured.

The screen is broken, but it can be used even if it is improvised.

It's hard to be confused.

It was easy to get off work, and I rode the tram home.

On the road, he was fined twenty yuan for not wearing a helmet.

When I opened the door, I saw my wife sitting in a chair crying.

I was upset for a while, but I still patiently asked, "What's wrong?" ”

The wife said: "Today the property is coming to urge the property fee." ”

Then she covered her face and cried: "I didn't dare to open the door, pretending that there was no one at home." Why is our family so poor? ”

"I knew that I would have listened to my mother and gone on a blind date."

I was completely discouraged.

Who knew that the phone rang, I answered the call, and accidentally pressed the speakerphone again.

There was a roar from the boss: "Pig, you, let you organize the documents, make a mess." Get back to work overtime, or you won't have to come back. ”

My wife looked at me in amazement.

There is sympathy, there is disbelief, there is contempt, there is sorrow......

Is there anything more humiliating than this?

I suddenly looked at everything, and I smiled at my wife: "You eat first, I'll be back later." ”

I put on my helmet, got on the small tram, and drove all the way.

Instead of going to overtime, I let the night wind carry me out of the city and into the suburbs aimlessly.

I don't know where I'm going, I just want to get out of here.

Then, I saw a small temple and the Devil's Claw Locust in the temple.

I had seen that legend on the forum, so I walked in.

I'm a coward, and I don't have the courage to kill even if I'm going to die.

Then, let's hope that there will be justice between heaven and earth.

I tied the strip of cloth to the old locust tree.

Then, a shrill whistle sounded, waking me up.

I found myself still sitting on the tram and running wildly on the motorway.

Then, with a bang......

I felt my body fly up and hit the ground again.

I grinned and thought: That's fine......

Next, I jumped from one hallucination to another.

Every hallucination is painful, and each one points to death.

I knew I couldn't go on like this, and if I continued to experience it like this, I would have to die.

I shook the tip of my tongue and let the pain spread through my brain.

I jerked my eyes open and forced myself back into the small temple.

"Evil thing, don't you still want to show up? I kept making me look at these illusions, and it didn't work. I said quietly.

At this time, a cold voice came from my ear: "Don't you understand? There is no evil here, only justice here. ”