I never thought she would say such a thing, I've known each other for so long, and I know it's true

"Girl, why bother," I sighed helplessly

"I'm just fighting for myself" Nan Kuyue stretched out her hand, raising her hand as if blocking something, but there was obviously nothing in front of her

"I also want to fight for myself" I have liked the lady for so long, how can I let go" If I prefer this, as long as I don't hand over the military power and contend with them, then what if I raise troops to force them to agree? "I think I'm a little crazy

"The general can try" Nan Kuanyue is a little angry "It's done, how many of them are not convinced, will my father retaliate, no, what does the general think of your fate?" My father will not let you go, do you think Your Majesty will protect you? Won't something happen to Your Majesty? ”

"Besides, does the general think His Majesty will let you do something? Does the general think His Majesty will give up her country for your sake? Your Majesty is not an ordinary girl, she is the king of our snow country."

Nan Kuyue's eye frames were red

"What about me? I have loved Your Majesty for so long" This is the first time I have said that I love her in front of outsiders, I can feel Nan Kuyue's shock and unwillingness, I continued, "I finally had the opportunity to show her my heart, and I can finally marry you, but you told me that I can't, can you understand my pain?" "I held back my tears

Nan Kuyue suddenly smiled, and said very calmly, "Does the general want His Majesty to be well, or does he want to get what he wants?" She looked at me with hatred in her eyes

"If the general wants His Majesty to be well, I hope the general will agree to my request, I can help you protect Your Majesty, take your life, and if the general chooses the latter, then I have never said this to the general"

Nan Kuyue turned her head and left, she was about to go out, so I caught up

"Girl," she stopped, not looking back

"Are you really willing to protect Your Majesty with your life, and are you really willing to betray your father?" I looked at her

"I help the general, I can help myself, I can use my deceased mother to swear, what I said to the general today is not the slightest lie, if I violate what I said today, I will not die well" Nan Kuanyue looked back at me and said, "I can protect Your Majesty, but what about the general?" General, do it yourself."

*

"Girl, why bother" Shisu helped her girl, looking distressed

"You know what? The general just told me that she loves His Majesty, and he also said that I can't understand his pain, if I can't understand it, I have to be able to understand this love without it" Nan Kuyue endured tears for a long time before they fell, and she said again, "He is such a loving person, if he speaks, it will really be a lifetime"

"The girl knows that the general has His Majesty in her heart, why do you want to marry the general, isn't the girl finding fault for herself" Zi Su has never seen Nan Kuyue like this

"I just want to gamble for myself, I gambled my life, I just want to see how ruthless the general really is, and he really doesn't have any mercy for me" Nan Kuyue only felt that her heart hurt

"Girl, is it really worth it?" Shiso can't understand the southern dry moon

"Maybe," Nan Kuyue replied uncertainly, but she knew herself in her heart

*

When I went to the palace to see Ah Lin, she was so happy

"General" she called me, and I came back to my senses and called her "Your Majesty"

She asked me again why Fan Yan was no longer there, and I answered her absentmindedly, but I saw Nan Kuyue, and I looked at her

I was a little relieved, as long as I could keep her safe, how could I do this?

I dragged her to play, and I didn't want to upset her here

She asked me if I had something on my mind, but I thought it was something she was up to, and she might have noticed something

Alin pulled me to play chess, she didn't play as well as me, but I just didn't want her to lose, I kept letting her, at that moment I didn't have any other ideas, I just wanted to spoil her

And I did, and she was really happy that night

She would look at me from time to time and smile at me sometimes

But what she didn't know was that every time she looked at me, my heart ached

When she smiled, I wanted to leave everything behind and hug her, but I knew I couldn't

I went back to the table with her, and I was absent-minded

I don't know how many times I have read Your Majesty in my heart, I want to ask to marry you, protect Your Majesty with my life, fight all I have for Your Majesty to smile, and wish Your Majesty to marry me

That's what I've always said to her

I drank a lot of wine, and I think I was drunk, otherwise I wouldn't have been thinking about Your Majesty, all the time thinking about what I wanted her to say, and I walked out step by step, and I was really excited, and I was going to say this to her

But when I knelt heavily on the ground with this excitement, I only had the sentence that Nan Kuyue could protect Your Majesty in my mind

I no longer have the joy and excitement I had just now, only calmness and heartache

I kowtowed heavily and said to her, "The minister kneels down and begs Your Majesty, and the minister is married to Nan Kuyue, the daughter of the prime minister."

I knelt because she was thinking about her, I kowtowed because I was making amends to her, and I didn't keep my promise to her

Not for Nan Kuyue, just for her

But I was so uncomfortable, I didn't dare to look at her, I was afraid that if I saw her, I would take her away at all costs

She smiled and asked me again, and her laughter made my heart ache

I can only resist the urge to take her away, and I will say again, she must be even more uncomfortable than me

I couldn't help but glance at her, but I saw that she was helped out by Xiang'er, I got up and subconsciously wanted to go to her, but I stopped

It's really ridiculous to say, it's me who wants to protect her, I'm the one who wants to marry her, I'm the one who wants to take her back to the mountains and forests, it's still me who wants to take her to the mountains and forests, it's still me who won't marry her for the rest of her life, and I'm the one who makes her look like she is now

I smiled self-deprecatingly, I just thought I was ridiculous, and I just forgot everything I had said in one day, and I really wasn't a good person

*

I just want to see her, I want to see if she's okay

I walked to the door of her dormitory, but there was no way I could take this step

I'm afraid, I'm afraid she wants me

Shi Wan, right! Just look for him

I went to the Tai Hospital, and I avoided Xiang'er and Shi Wan

Wait for him in Shiwan Courtyard

I don't know what he's coming back, and I don't know if he's going to come back, but I can only wait for him here

That's when I realized what it meant to live like a year

I remember the first time I saw him, I accidentally spilled his medicine, so I helped him pick up all the medicine and sorted him out with him

I was thinking about how the person in front of me looked three or four years older than me, how could he be so boring

"Lang Jun, why did I knock over something for you, and you weren't angry?" I wonder who he is

"You apologized to me, and didn't you come and get it for me?" He didn't look at me, just continued to mess with his stuff

"Lang Jun, what's your name?"

"Shi Wan"

"Stone bowl?" I laughed presumptuously and repeated the "stone bowl" again and again.

"It's the Anhui of 'Anhui Finally Bears the Covenant of the Ghost', and there is no culture" He glanced at me

"You're uneducated," I retorted unconvinced

He ignored me, and I asked him again, "Are you the medicine boy here?" "The medicine boy is here, not only to work, but also to test the medicine

"I'm an apprentice" He took the things in my hand and called them a name that I had never seen before, and instantly he became amused

"What are you doing here?"

"Record how many of these medicinal herbs there are" He took the pen and wrote it down carefully, he looked serious and wanted to laugh like a little adult

"Won't you feel bored with these old men from the Tai Hospital?"

"Old man?" He frowned at me and said, "I think they're boring, but you can't call them old men."

"You think they're boring too?" That's all I care about

He continued to do his business and replied, "It's boring, but they are also for the patients, and I will also become a doctor in the future, and then cure His Royal Highness's illness."

Your Highness, I know, the person who was sick at the age of 6, they all said that His Royal Highness might not live to be crowned

"I heard that the most powerful Imperial Doctor Jiang in your Tai Hospital is helpless," I ran beside him and watched him do it

"I am Imperial Physician Jiang's apprentice," he said with some pride, "What my master can't do, I will definitely help him complete it in the future."

"Then can you tell me about this little highness?" I have always heard of this little highness but have never seen it, and I am very curious about this rumored little highness

"Your Highness," he put down his things, looked at me, and said, "She's really amazing," why do you say she's amazing?

"You don't know, the first time I saw her, I thought she was going to die, but I didn't even see her scared, the most powerful patient I've ever seen"

He laid out the medicine, looked at me and said, "The first time I went to her house, it was hot, but she was still cold, she had to drink a lot of good medicine, I always thought she would not be able to hold on, but she is much better now, she is really strong"

"You like her?" When he said it, his face was full of distress, and I thought he liked her

He smiled and said, "If you have met Her Royal Highness, you will feel sorry for her."

"Maybe," I looked at him and said, "Then come on, you'll be better than everyone else in the future."

"What's your name?" He looked at me

"Huangfu Lin Yan"

"I remember"

I came here a lot after that, and naturally I knew where he lived, and I knew him very well

I saw a figure in the distance, and he had returned

He's finally here and I can't wait to pick him up

I only noticed Aunt Lan behind me in the past,

Lan Zhi is the woman I fear the most now, just because she is Ah Lin's only reliance now