Chapter 44: Dead Heart

The night rain continued, and there seemed to be no sign of stopping, and the footsteps on the rainy night were clearer.

Step by step, heavy steps, but firm walking.

In the bamboo garden, the lights are dim, the screen window reflects the person sitting in front of the window, the light outlines the graceful shadow, and she is writing with a pen.

The man at the door occupied it for a long time, until the man slowly put down his pen, and he dragged forward with heavy steps, and walked to the cloister by the window, and the rain dripped down all over his body, and soon wet a piece of the ground.

He looked at the shadow on the window, his eyes were momentary, full of greed, and he asked in a dumb voice, "Do you think I'm stupid now?" ”

The window was opened, Mu Jiu sat in front of the window, and the night wind blew the Buddhist scriptures that had just been copied on her desk, but she didn't care, just looked at Su Yi so lightly.

Su Yi also looked at her, with countless obsessive attachments, and there was scarlet around those eyes, with injuries and embarrassment, and a little stubbornness.

Mu Jiu sighed softly: "If I tell the truth, it's really stupid, but it's not a bad thing, it's better for you to make a fuss than to keep suppressing it, and now you're dead?" ”

Su Yi smiled sarcastically: "So, you don't take a look, just to make me die?" ”

Mu Jiu raised his hand and took the wine jar next to the table, and copied two cups with his hand, Su Yi went out without coming in, didn't mind the water on the ground, sat on the ground, and patted the position next to him: "Sit." ”

Mu Jiu opened the wine jar, and immediately the aroma of the wine overflowed: "For the sake of you being so frustrated, please drink the bamboo leaf green that I have brewed for seven years, this is the last jar, and it will be gone after drinking." ”

Su Yi pulled the corners of her mouth self-deprecatingly, but still sat down, picked up the wine glass and drank it all, the spicy wine entered her throat, she almost didn't give him a spicy taste, turned her head to look at Mu Jiu, she also drank it all, but her face did not change, which woman would drink such strong wine?

"I'm struggling with pain here, but you're like an outsider."

He wanted to do something, but what about her? He asked to marry in public, which was already a sign of his heart, and she, as the object of his affection, was not shy, not ashamed, not even annoyed and angry, only plain, so bland that the impulse in his heart cooled down, as if this was just his one-man show, which was clearer than any words of refusal.

"Don't you care?"

"Don't you say I'm an outsider?" Mu Jiu poured him full, poured himself a glass, and looked at the night behind the rain curtain: "A long time ago, someone said to me, 'Mu Jiu, if you don't have me in your heart, you will never let me have it, but it is more painful to get it than not to get it, I don't want to even fold my last dignity in your hands. ’”

Getting it but it's more painful than not getting it, because you can't get her affection?

Mu Jiu turned his head, and his shallow eyes fell on Su Yi: "I appreciate your talent and your appearance, but it has nothing to do with love, I am not the kind of woman who will teach her husband and children, or we are not people of the same world, your talent and ambition should not be folded in me." ”

Mu Jiu picked up the cup and faced him: "Between us, if you can put it down, I can invite you to drink in the future, if you can't put it down, then leave it to time, this cup of wine wishes Master Su to dominate the officialdom, make steady progress, and get what he wants." ”

"Boom." The wine glasses collided, making a crisp sound, Su Yi watched Mu Jiu drink crisply, and there was a tearing pain in his heart, he connived at all kinds of calculations and plans, but just now he wished, there was only one her.......

However, the matter of affection is consensual, and if she does not like it, he ....... What else?

A jar of wine was drunk, the wine was up, the boiling heat dispelled the cold he suffered in the rain, full of warmth, looking down at Mu Jiu who was still sitting on the ground, his posture was wanton, lazy and leisurely, revealing luxury and elegance, very ruthless, very free and easy, but it was his favorite appearance.

If Mu Jiu glanced at the other daughters in the mansion, it might not be enough to attract him, let alone do such an impulsive thing for her.

"Mu Jiu......." Su Yi's voice was sad, but he seemed to be a little relieved: "Next time there is a chance...... I invite you to drink wine at my official residence. ”

There are some things, in fact, I already know the answer, and the reason why I insist on it is that there is still a trace of extravagance, and now that trace of extravagant hope has also been cut off.

It's really heartless.

The rain changed from continuous to intermittent, Su Yi walked into the rain without looking back, outside the bamboo forest, Mu Tianyang came to him with an umbrella, and when he saw Su Yi staggering, he hurriedly stepped forward to help: "Are you drinking?" ”

"Hmm." Su Yi stood firmly on Mu Tianyang's hand, and looked ahead in despair: "Young Master, how can you say that there is such a woman in this world, she is obviously so ruthless and cold, but people can't love or hate it." ”

He didn't hate Mu Jiu, Mu Jiu was not wrong, he just ...... I don't love him.

Mu Tianyang doesn't know much about Mu Jiu's sister, he doesn't know whether it's good or bad, and he doesn't know how to answer, but he can make Su Yi fall into such a deep position, he must have some ability: "Let's go, go back and take a good bath, you have to be on duty tomorrow, don't delay the big thing." ”

The rain had stopped, and the raindrops had fallen from the eaves to the puddles on the ground, making a crunching sound, and Mu Jiu took the empty cup and turned it around his fingertips, looking into the distance with empty eyes.

A footstep came over, and it was a light snow.

She squatted down next to Mu Jiu: Su Gongzi is sincere to his master, and his love is sincere, which is very rare.

Mu Jiu's slender eyelashes trembled slightly, and his eyes were half closed: "Weixue, you don't understand, everyone in this world is looking forward to love, but I am the only one....... I'm most afraid of this deep affection, and I can repay tens of millions of debts, but I can't afford to repay this love debt. ”

She is cold by nature, although it doesn't mean that she doesn't like people, but her likes are too rational and ...... It's too shallow, too light, and those who like her are too deep.

She doesn't have any ideas about who to marry, for the sake of interests or for the situation, but it can't be because of love.

Like is a person's thing, love is a matter of two people, the balance is not equal, there is always one person to be hurt, rather than this, it is better to break the thought early in the morning.

Wei Xue didn't really understand the meaning of Mu Jiu's words, but she knew that Mu Jiu must have her own calculations in her heart.

"I'm just hypocritical to make you worried." Mu Jiu flicked the drops of water on his fingertips: "The seven-year period is approaching, I've been idle here long enough, and when we get the Eudipha, we should also leave." ”

Su Yi would suddenly ask for a kiss, and she was so resolute, this was something Mu Jiu didn't expect, she was clear about Su Yi's thoughts, but she never responded, or she had clearly refused, but unfortunately, Su Yi's obsession was not ordinarily deep, but Mu Jiu didn't know where this came from.

Although she is sometimes a little cynical and likes to be sultry, she also knows what kind of people can be flirted with and which kind of people cannot be touched, Mingguang can stick to her heart, even if she says a few words, it doesn't hurt, Lan You doesn't say it, the eldest sister is more sultry than her, but Su Yi, she hasn't done anything to him from beginning to end, why is it so deep-rooted?

Su Yi is a disciple of a poor family, and he has the opportunity to enter the office only when he enters Mu Qinglin's disciples, he has his ambitions and ambitions, and the flowers and future are all in front of him, but now he almost cut it off with his own hands.

If there is no support from the Mu family, let alone the future, even if everything she has today is afraid that it will soon come to naught, and she can't afford this consequence.

She Mu Jiu is cold by nature and has no heart.

The conceited thought that a calm and self-contained person like Su Yi could restrain it, and the friendship between gentlemen was as light as water, and she left next month, and the sky was on one side, not to say anything, it could be regarded as a good parting for each other, but I didn't expect him to be so decisive, but it was okay to say it, and if he died, he let it go.

Mu Jiu seemed to see the person in his previous life again, he was so painful, but he didn't want to touch her for half a point, arrogant but lonely.