Fan Yan is right, I don't want to be like this to Ah Lin no matter what, I want to be good to her, but now she is afraid that she will not be like me anymore

I still want to make the wood carving first, and I don't want to give her any less gifts

I have not seen her for a few days, except when I was in court, and I do not know why I went to see her

Father, too, hasn't been back for so long

"General" May Fourth ran over

"What's wrong?" I looked at him

"Fan Langjun, I want to go back to the barracks today, and I asked you to send it."

"He asked him to call?"

"That's right," Wusi nodded

"But he will send men," I said, but I went to his house

"Why didn't May Fourth come?" Fan Yan packed his things

"Look like you're not like you're going today," I said, picking up the purse on his desk

"Naturally, I have to clean up these things myself, and when I'm done, I'll leave," he turned to look at me and snatched my purse away

"Don't break it for me," Fan Yan looked distressed

"As for it? You" I don't give a damn

"Why not, Xin'er sent it, I don't understand anything" Fan Yan put the purse away

"Okay, I don't understand, what about your Xin'er? Why didn't you come? I took a sip of tea

"Is Xin'er's name yours?"

Fan Yan gave me a blank look

"Okay, okay, I won't say anything, okay" I glanced at him helplessly

"As for me, I just think Xin'er is very tired all day, so it's better not to disturb her" Fan Yan smiled

"I think Bai Xin doesn't want to pay attention to you."

The two of them were always noisy, but they never gave up on each other

Ah Lin and I are the opposite of them, we have a good relationship, but Ah Lin gave up me for the Snow Country, and I will give up her for Ah Lin

Fan Yan and Bai Xin both understand that the other party will not give up on themselves, so they will be like this, but we also understand that we are different, Ah Lin has a family and country in her eyes, and I only have her in my eyes, so I will take into account the feelings of others about her, as long as it will endanger her interests, I will not do it, my self-righteous love may not be very good, but I can only do so

"Take it, go" he threw me what he was holding and left

I...... Speechless, I dare to love me as a person who comes to work

"Fan Yan, guard that side for me, and" I looked at him sitting on the horse

"Got it," he looked at me and said, "I don't think it's for you, it's for Your Majesty," Fan Yan looked like he saw me through

"It's Your Majesty's country, aren't they all guarded for him?" I said to him in all seriousness, "Isn't it?" ”

"Okay, you are reasonable, I really shouldn't go to the barracks for you to guard, be kind as a donkey's liver and lungs, it's better to accompany my family Xin'er"

"You don't have to" was Bai Xin's voice

Fan Yan and I turned our heads to look at her at the same time, and Fan Yan got off the horse with a smile

"Why are you here?"

This is a differential treatment

I made way for both of them

Fan Yan stood in front of Bai Xin, "Didn't I let you come?" Why are you still here, miss me? ”

I didn't expect Fan Yan to look so disgusting

"What's the matter" Bai Xin rolled his eyes, "I didn't make you a few clothes, shoes or something before, if I didn't want to send them to you, I wouldn't have bothered to come" Bai Xin looked disgusted, and the tone of his voice was not good

"I knew that my family Xin'er was the best for me," Fan Yan took the things in Bai Xin's hand

It would be nice if I could do the same with Ah Lin

"Alright, let's go early"

"Xin'er, I'm not here, don't always tire yourself" Fan Yan looked at Bai Xin gently

"I know, you too, don't be bitter about yourself, you really can't solve it, let Huangfu Lin Yan go back and solve it by himself, don't get into trouble when the time comes"

I...... No, I'm messing with someone

"Got it, I'll definitely do it" Fan Yan glanced at me

This kid really agreed, obviously he was going

"I also put some food and take it with me to eat on the road" Bai Xin's gentle tone made Fan Yan a little happy

"Okay, then I'll go" Fan Yan looked at it reluctantly

"Hmm," Bai Xin smiled and nodded

This is the first time I've seen them so affectionate, and what I see on weekdays is either them quarreling, or Fan Yan. Dead beggar Bai Lai clings to Bai Xin, and Bai Xin ignores his love

Fan Yan got on the horse, glanced at us, rode away, and waved goodbye to us

"Come back early," Bai Xin shouted in his direction

"I will" Fan Yan didn't stop

"General" Bai Xin looked at the direction Fan Yan left and asked me

"What?" I glanced at her, and I didn't have much contact with her

"Tell me about you and Your Majesty," she said, turning to look at me

"Why did you suddenly ask about this?"

"My Majesty and I are close friends, and now?" She smiled faintly, "Your Majesty, I can't ask the culprit yet?" ”

She looked at me, and I didn't see anything in her eyes

"Okay, what do you want to hear?" I looked at her

"Let's go to the gazebo over there"

I went with her to the gazebo

"I heard Your Majesty say what the general said before the righteous meeting, and I want to ask the general now, have you ever said it?"

"Said," I nodded, knowing in my heart what she was going to ask

"Why do you say something?"

I looked up at her, a question that had never been asked before

"Don't worry, general, I won't tell anyone about today's events"

I nodded, "Because...... Because I really want to marry her, I really like her."

She smiled and said, "Why do you like it?" What have you done? ”

"I" I lowered my head, not knowing how to reply to her

"The general can not say anything, but I hope the general will not lie to me, if the general does not believe what I say today, I can swear"

"No," she said, she naturally won't

"From the first day I saw her, I felt that Ah Lin was different, and from the beginning I approached her, I just wanted to know why I felt that way about her, and why" I wanted to know why I felt happy in my heart when I saw her, and I wanted to be nice to her

"Ah Lin?" She thought she was talking to herself

"Yes, Ah Lin, that's what I used to call her"

She nodded

"Later, until Ah Lin fell ill, I was really uncomfortable at that time, I couldn't say that it was uncomfortable, I just wanted to accompany her, I didn't want her to be alone, when she was well, standing in front of me, my throbbing at that moment made me understand that I was in love with her" I looked up in the direction of the palace

"After the emperor went, my father took me out of the palace, and I never saw Ah Lin again"

"At that time, Ah Lin was also sick, but I couldn't enter the palace, I could only ask my father every day, but my father told me that if I wanted to know her news, if I wanted to see her, unless I became a general"

I paused, she didn't speak, and I continued, "Every time I call her Ah Lin, my father asks me to call her His Highness, otherwise he won't tell me everything about her, and slowly I will call her Your Majesty in front of everyone."

"That's why you love Your Majesty?" Bai Xin looked at the scenery outside

"Sort of," I added, "I once gave His Majesty a bracelet."

I looked at her and said, "That bracelet is the reason why I'm going to protect her with my life."

She didn't speak, and after a while she asked, "There is another question, is it still possible for you to be with Your Majesty?" ”

No one had ever asked

"Maybe it's impossible" I'm calm because I've always been clear

"Why? Aren't you still ......" She didn't say anything more, but I knew what she wanted to say

"Because my Majesty and I both know what we have to do"

Yes, Ah Lin and I both know what we want and what we should do

"Your Majesty wants to protect the Snow Country, I want to protect her, she wants to protect the Snow Country, and she must ensure that the military power is in the hands of the Huangfu family"

"I have to stabilize the court, but if she wants to be with me, what do you think will happen to the court?"

Bai Xin knew and could think of it

"So, it's just that Your Majesty hasn't reacted yet, and she hasn't thought of this question yet, if Your Majesty thinks about it seriously, do you think she will let me marry her?"

"No," she replied softly

"What about me, I just want to protect her alone, I just want her to be safe, but I want her to be safe, and I also want to keep the military power, otherwise what will I do to protect a high king?"

I was a little excited, and I really wanted to know what I could do to protect her, so I calmed down and said, "So, maybe we can't be together again."

I really wanted to see her in that bright red wedding dress, standing in front of me and smiling and asking me, "Am I good-looking?" ”

I often dream of this scene, but unfortunately I can't see it with my own eyes

"I see" Bai Xin saluted me, and I returned a salute, after all, I can't afford it

"Don't worry, general, I won't tell anyone about today's events, including Fan Yan" She glanced at me, and she said, "I'll leave first"

I nodded, and Bai Xin left in the direction of Bailing Pavilion

It would be nice if Ah Lin and I could be like them